| Try cutting another part Maybe it's on the other side It's not there Why the hell won't it come out?! Searching frantically across the floor All I see is blood I can't find it! I can't find my suffering Why doesn't it come out with the blood? I know that's where it is! I know! I can feel it! Why won't it COME?! I'm draining all my blood But my agony is still inside! "Let it OUT! Please! I can't get it out!" I'm screaming my words I'm sobbing my tears It's still there... Cutting my legs now too Run the blade hard from my knee to my toes Why won't it come...? All I want is for it to go away Just go away... Please... Leave my body And let me drink the blood I've spilled And I feel so alone... But I'm not 30 yet! I'm not supposed to die yet I promised myself I promised... |