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Wednesday.27.12.2006
Hi!
Its been a LONG time. I thought Id start to update this diary again, now that I got my own laptop. I love my new laptop by the way.. :D
Cristmas is over and still no snow.. We spent the holiday at my aunts house cause my parents are away on holiday(the lucky sods). My granmom was drunk, the kids were all hyper and we were visited by Santa.. -_-; You got to love the holidays..

We went out last night, it was Emmas birthday(22). First we went to Molly Malones, It was nice though EVEYONE was smoking. We met a couple of guys there and talked for a while. They were nice but nothing special if you catch my drift. Then we went to The Club for a while, it was rather empty, like every other place. Tuesday is not a party day. After that we went the McDonalds and bought some food to go. It was a nice evening in my opinion. :)

I cant wait for new year!! :D My sister is having a party at her flat which Im going to of course, I cant say no to her, plus shes good company and the party should be good. :)

[5:10 p.m.]

Monday.3.4.2006
Lal,lal lal... Lifes crazy. I was at The Club last Saturday, good music but somehow it all seemed so empty. I drank all sorts off stuff but none of it tasted good and I didnt even get drunk.. -_-; I thought about why I was there and I dont really know. To have fun, but I didnt have that much fun. Mira and Ode broke up yesterday. Wow.. I thought that was a once in a life time sort of love. They just celebrated their 1 year together. Didnt see that coming. But that just showes you that nothing lasts forever.

My hair has grown a lot. Yeah! Its been fun to watch it grow. I bought the movie Harry Potter and The Coblet of Fire on dvd. The other day. It has some good bits on how they made all the big things happen, like the underwater scenes. I want this really cute bag. But Miras already got it, she said she would lend it to me but I still want to buy it. Im like a spoiled child. Ive been reading the sixth Harry Potter again. Its just really good. :D

Ive been thinking about what I want to do again. I dont know. Ill propably be a secretery, though Id rather travel the globe but then I feel like just watching tv. Weard. Im writing english, finnish and geography this year. Math next year. So I wont have to worry about what I want to do just yet. Ive got a job but It cant pay me enough yet for me to be ablel to live on my own. So after Ive finnished school Ill either have to find a better paying job or make this pay enough..

Ive been feeling like nothing matters again. Stupid feeling, makes me lazy and selfish. I want to get older but on the other hand I dont. When Im older Ill live by myself, go to work and be independant. But because Im still living at home I dont have to worry about all that stuff, I go to work and school. Dont really know which is better. But growing is deffinetly going to happen sooner or later. Mira says 'Grow older but dont grow up'. Im going back to the gym this month with Mira. Every part of my body hurts and I cant think for any other reason then it wants to move.

I was shopping with Mira last friday. Bought a really pretty Marilyn Monroe sort of dress that makes me look divine. Cant think of where to wear it but it looked so good on me I had to have it. Maybe Ill just put it on when I go to town in the summer. It should deffinetly get me some looks. ;) I also bought a pretty white cardican, a brown belt for my safari dress, a pretty scarf, a big green bag(for the beach in the summer), a new pare of black sunglasses, a thin black shirt for the summer, a pilgrim parrot/butterfly bracelet and a whole lot of beaty products. Hmm.. I should learn to limit my shopping, one of these days.

[12:00 p.m.]

Tuesday.28.2.2006
Its been FOREVER!!

Anyway, I just came back from NYC yesterday and my mom put me to work today.. :( I bought a ton of things from there: magazines, a book on japanese street fashion, 2 pairs of shoes, 4 t-shirts(1 guess, 1 paul frank, 1 billagon, 1 mtv), 1 billabong dress, 1 tommy hilfiger dress, 1 guess handbag, 1 paul frank bag, 3 dior face products(they were expensive.. +_+), some eye makeup and lip gloss, what else? hhmm.. yeh and some victorias secret and calvin clain underwear.. there really cute.. :D Im gonna put some pics from there to irc-galleria..

We lived in a small appartment 2 streets from broadway.. :P Location was good but the downsides where that the windows were thin and the appartment was on the second floor so we could hear traffic at night.. Those trucks go crazy with theyr horns and wake you up at night.. -_-; Plus the appartment was small and me and mira slept on the sofa-bed, which hurt our backs cause you could feel the metal strings of the matress.. pain..

And I think it was the fourth day that the toilet door got stuck.. O_o With me inside it.. arrgghh.. I was pannicking while tony tried to open it but it was broke.. So he took the lock/door nob out with his littlel pocket knife thing and opened the door.. The only problem was that now we had a huge hole in the place it used to be in.. Nice.. From then on while you were sitting on the toilet you could see what the people in the living room area where doing.. =_=

We walked all day for a week over there.. my feet hurt like hell at first but then I got used to it.. Im gonna take up yoga as well as gun next month.. Im deffinetly losing some weight as well as getting in shape.. :)
Im getting a hair cut today, Ill also buy some color on my way home.. Bye.

[01:50 p.m.]

Monday.4.10.2005
Well.. Ive been on a shopping spree again.. Nothing new about that.. -_-; Bought 3 pilgrim necklaces in the last couple of months.. A book.. A yaoi manga.. A pair of shoes, that Im taking back today cause there just a little too small.. I think Ill try theyr other model and if that doesnt fit either Im getting my money back.. Cant find good shoes anywhere.. Aaarrgg..

Im going to go and look for some more manga before school today.. :)

[03:31 p.m.]

Saturday.13.8.2005
Hello there! Well not that much has happened really.. Just been out partying on weekends.. Ive been to my new school and am going back on tuesday to see what courses Im taking. Our school doesnt start until the 31th of this month.. >P Ive spent most of my holiday at work.. Im doing my work web pages.. Ive done a new model of them thats all coded by me, except the javascript stuff.. But I found them and put them there.. Were putting them on the net on tuesday.. I think they look really good..

I got a tattoo today!!!! I had an appointment at 1. I was really scared so I just wanted to get it over with, so I didnt ask that many guestions about it.. There was this guy next to me who was also getting a tattoo and I asked him if it hurt and he said no.. He looked really relaxed and all, so I figured it couldnt hurt that much.. X_x;

Well at first it didnt, it felt like someone was drawing something on my back with a sharp pen.. But after about 15min the area he was doing it on was really sore so it started to hurt, kinda like stinging.. Then I just wished it was over allready.. The guy that was doing my tattoo kept getting calls from his son so he would stop for like a couple of seconds and then go on while talking on the phone.. While he was talking it didnt hurt that much because I was listening to what they were talking about, but when he put the phone down it hurt again.. It took about 30min for him to do the whole picture.. It felt like an hour atleast though..

It ended up costing me 100e which was 20e cheaper then they first told me.. :D I saved 20e.. But I also bought this stuff that you put on it to help it heal.. Now it just hurts a bit.. And for those of you who dont know what picture I got it was a pair of angel wings.. Very cute.. :)

[02:09 p.m.]

Wednesday.15.6.2005
Hi.. Im 18 today!!! Its been a strange day so far.. O_o; I woke up at around 9:30, ate breakfast my mom made, went to school and got my resignation paper, went to work and went to alko to buy some drinks. The guy behind the counter in alko wished me happy brithday.. :D I also called Natsku and asked her to go out with me, mira and some of her friends.. :) So I wont be the only young one in the bunch.. Besides its nice to have atleast one of my friends there with me.. Well, well see If Im still alive tomorrow..

[03:32 p.m.]

Saturday.11.6.2005
Okay, Im back again.. Ive been thinking about making a new layout for a LONG time and finally decided to do it today after work.. Ive been sitting here for 4 hours.. I couldnt use any brushes on it since our work computer has an old photoshop so I had to improvice a lot.. O_o; Hard work..

So Natalia texted me today and asked me if I wanted to go to a party with her.. Yes.. Cant wait.. :D Havent been out in god only knows how long.. Thats why Im all excited about wednesday.. Ooohh.. My Long Island Icetea is waiting for me.. :P Well, Ive got nothing much to say except I hope I see my school friends again even though I wont be returning there..

[07:38 p.m.]

Monday.28.3.2005
Here I am again.. :) I went shopping last thursday and cut my hair.. I think my hair might be the shortest its ever been right now. But I think its really cute. >P I bought a new spring/summer jacket, thats green and fits me perfectly. I also bought a new black skirt, some shoes(really cheap ones), some laces for them, some hair products, a hand thing, hair clips and some tights.. I ended up spending all of my pay check in two days.. What a bummer..

I went to see In Good Company(a movie) on saturday. I had to go see a movie since I felt so good despite having drunk guite a lot on friday.. I guess its cause I dont usually drink at all. Or then I was just lucky. Anyway, thats that and Ive got nothing more to add right now, so Bye!

Ps. I might put some pics of last friday here..

[03:20 p.m.]

Wednesday.16.03.2005
Here I am!!! Okay, after emmu put stuff on this page I decided it was time to write some code again.. I know its not much but atleast Ive got something here now. And yes this blog is going to be in English because my lap top is from England(cant write in Finnish with it). Plus I really need to practice my English writing again. O_o; Please forgive me for my spelling mistakes. :P

Im going to buy a digi camera with my next pay check and then Im going to be adding some pictures in here. I wont buy a domain again until I get my new laptop though.. Because if Id have a domain Id need more space to store my stuff for it then this lap top can offer (its REALLY old). But when I do get a new one Im going to have huge picture gallerys stored in it, so you should watch out! >D

Now maybe I should write about other stuff as well.. Well how about my ranting mom! mira and mom were having a row again at work.. Mom was complaining about how little gets done in a day. But really how does she expect to get anything done when shes all the time giving mira new thing to do. Watching her has made me realize that it takes more than a title to make you a boss. You have to have skills to manage people, meaning that you have to be able to give people work to do in an easy to understand way. After all they cant see inside your head as to what you want them to do (which she cant seem to grasp).. And if they cant understand what you mean. You shoulnt get mad at them for it, whats that going to accomplish anyway? Well thats just my random thoughts.. :)

[09:05 p.m.]

Friday.28.05.2004
I got my tests back a couple of days ago.. I got 8+ from history, 9 from english, 8 something from ET and (arrgghh!!) 5 from math.. -_-; But at least I passed math.. Were having our last day of school tomorrow.. Yeeaa!!! ;D School will be over. Well I thought Id just pop in to inform you a little.. :)

[10:00 p.m.]

Sunday.02.05.2004
Hello, hello!! Alone at home again.. My sister and gramma called me today all worried because Tony couldnt contact me for three days.. He had called them to ask if I was okay but since they didnt know they both called me to make shure I was okay.. Funny how many people are really thinking about you and worried about you.. :D Makes one happy in a strange way..

Emmu spent last night at my place.. We watched videos and just relaxed.. Its fun to have company.. I also rented 2 videos today, Dune and Driven.. Both very strange but when I watched Dune it seemed so old yet it had famoush actors that didnt look that old. I wonder when it was made. Anyway it was strangely interesting though the special effects sucked.. :P Good night!!

[12:22 a.m.]

Sunday.18.4.2004
Im soo tired.... =_=; I just came to update this and tell you that I went to a christening today. My moms friend was naming her baby.. They had a female priest there and everything.. I think if Im ever going to have a baby Im not going to ask a priest to come there and talk non stop about jeesus and how he saved us.. -_-; I didnt like the hole god the savior atmosphere there.. Though the child was really sweet and her older sister kept asking me to carry her.. :D Ive read another book by Kaari Utrio and I just started on my theard one today.. It has about a 1000 pages.. :\

[11:57p.m.]

Friday.16.4.2004
Hello again.. :) Thanks Emmu for the hiatus layout!! ;D It seemes Ill be back again, trying to update more often.. Now this is a rather simple layout, its trying to be a reminder of summer being on the way..

I was up reading this finnish book called Uhri-tulet by Kaari Utrio from 10p.m yesterday to 7a.m his morning. I was so cought up in the book that I didnt want to put it down for a minute. I read it during he day as well so Ive finnished it now. It has 451 pages but I guess one reads slower when one is very tired. The story is based on the end of the 1300-century in Scandinavia.. The main character is a young wealthy girl: who helps burry her father who died from he plaig, kills her step-father after he had raped her sister, gets sold to a 50 year old man to be his wife, her new son from her husbands previous marriage kills his father because he has fallen in love with his step-mother, he makes her his concubine even though its a deadly sin.. And thats just some of he highlight. The books ends happily though, the girl finds happiness with her new husband who she used to know as a child.

Now Im going to go and choose another book to read.. ;) I hope I pass math and swedish.. Were going to get our test scores back on friday.. My parents are leaving on the 23rd so Im having a weekend wih my friends at my house.. I still dont really know what were going to do though.

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