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2/29/04
The dynamics, let me count the ways. Strategies grow and change,
as do courses. Let me just get down to it. Slippery eel Dh this
weekend, ride numero seis. Checked out of work on friday and drove out
to get some practice. Met up with Brian, Keiko, Hank, and Nathan out
in Hoopa after getting lost for a bit. We hiked the trail top to bottom,
cut out a bunch of limbs and small stumps. Then managed to squeeze
in two practice runs. The course was a break cooker from top to bottom,
but there was definitely flow hiding in the trees. Second run felt
pretty good about it, Jeremy Rollins was out there with me. I let him
pass at one point only to watch him let it run right into a down tree, a
rag doll later he was pretty beat up so we called it a day. After practice
I decided that it wasn't really my course to pin it on. I knew that
Brian and Hank would be fast considering that the knew the trail better then
anyone, and I figured Jake and Sean would have an advantage on me due to
the steep factor. Managed to release most of my competitive juice and
decided I would just come out and take it easy down the hill and try to lay
down some easy times. Come race day got some good practice in the morning,
felt good but still didn't figure I was up to pace. Jake took a gnarly
crash in practice and I knew he was pushing it So I relaxed even more. Qualifying
was slow, took it very easy and managed only a couple bobbles. My time
was good enough to slide into second behind Hapgood. So I decided that
the mellow attitude might just work, put all thoughts of going fast out of
my mind and just rolled my first race run. It was clean as could be
but still conservative and safe. Got in and didn't even wait to see
what the others times were, I was content. Hiked back up and cheered
some dudes on then ran back, turned out I was in the hot seat with Mr. T
only a second back. So I for some reason figured Sean would push it
and drop out second round, guess I haven't ridden with the guy for awhile
and forgot that that just doesn't happen. Round number two I tried
to stay away from everyone and their talk of sub four, "what's your time",
and seconds here seconds there but as usual when your in the hot seat all
that shit comes right to you. The biggest psyche out was once again
Mr. Matt telling me, before he left prematurely, that he had instructed Sean
to seek retribution for the pops. Apparently my captions had struck
the desired chord but I knew that Karma was going to catch up with me that
day. Felt pretty good but on the line the pressure sunk in as Sean
whispered something about getting under four, I hate it when he talks to
me on the line. Anyway I kinda went for it but the cascade of errors
started pretty early, the mind lost its state of ommmm, and I was playing
catch up down the hill. Was faster in a lot of places, but lucky I
kept it up in others, went for speed in the straights when I should have
been going for speed in the corners. Found myself boosting over the
roots in an outrigger one footer, was pretty good till I got to the final
drop, holding tons of speed, second guessed myself, and stalled. Fucking
stalled for one, two, threee... and counting. I got going and growled
audibly all the way to the line, very pissed. Everyone else came down
and really peeled 'em off. Sean's consistency won him the day, but
I had banked on that the course suited him. I also figured Hapgood
would lay it down but I thought I could catch em in consistency. My
only beef, and I don't plan to protest, was that there had been talk of best
two outta three taking practice, many folks opted to take practice times
over second run times. Yet I got lumped into fourth when I believe
using my qualifying time would have slipped me into third. Oh well.
Still wouldn't have put me in front of Mr. Rowan whose ride impressed
and angered me. Glad to see him lay it down as long as he's not laying
it down in front of me, next time. Sean did creep up ten points on
me, but that bout will be decided at the final, I like single run races.
Always more head work to do.
2/24/04
Oh its been kinda a bummer week, just feeling weak and not pounding
pedals. A little time off will let me come back that much stronger,
right? Staggered down to see Julian Marley and Elephant man,
slept though a lot of it. Rode around Trinidad on Sunday but otherwise
been keeping a low profile. Looking forward to the Slippery Eel Dh
this weekend. I have been hearing good things about the course; three
words, steep, and "pin ball". Be heading out there friday for a little
pre race training, be nice to get it in right before the event this time.
Then it's prep for the thompkins hill time trial, gotta go make a lap
just for preparations' sake. After a little discussion today with mr.
Hapgood it doesn't sound like Horse Mountain is the best location for a race,
still thinking on the solution to that problem. I'm just glad to am
starting to feel better and that there's a race this weekend.
2/19/04
Rough pedaling this morning. A fever ride
indeed, me and Sean, both pushing aside second thoughts to take advantage
of the sunny day. Approximately twenty minutes of mobbing chutes in
sequoia park left me wheezing for mercy. We were both decidedly too
sick to continue. Much weaker then i thought, hopefully will have
some strength for the slippery eel, especially practice this weekend. For
now try to rest and recoup. This is winters last dying strokes made
manifest, i will crush it, bring on spring.
2/18/04
Break shmake, feel real down, run down, but not
out, can't be out yet. The weekend was spent shuttiling my pops to
a new home and mud trudging down a potential course, if only the later had
passed as smoothly as the former. Not that the hill in fortuna was
bad, it was incredible, but we're gonna need some sunshine, some time, and
a chainsaw. And thus the week break passed, with time filled by other
menial activities. Now come midweek i am feeling my health ebb, still
gonna ride in the morning if all goes well. Next few weeks allow
little off time between work and competition. Time trial on the way
as well as the cycle cross finals. Don't know when i'll have time
to nurse myself, gotta go see a concert at the mateel this weekend, oh
such torturous obligations. Other thoughts drift to the final, which
i must push back a week into april for various reasons, the primary being
that mr. matt must attend. The pending venue is horse mountain, contact
me with any thoughts or concerns, i know we can swing it, not to mention
that such a race would be deserving of an epic asterix. all shall
come to pass.
2/13/04
How nice it is to have a little break between
rides. Planning and executing events every weekend, or even every
other, takes much time away from being sociable. Yesterday was a
good example, thanks to mobile motoring i was able to meet Sean T at three
corners market bright and early before work. We drove up past red
gate ten pedaled down the road for a bit to explore a new portion of trail
cleared out by John Dostal. Sean had built a jump up there that he
was excited to bet back to. The jump was sweet; an enormous left hand
hip with a lip taller then me. Hit it mellow a couple of times to get
the feel., then started finding some height. The jump will give you
a much as you can handle, but it was too early for me to handle much more,
came at it with more speed and cut it too sharp. I hit front end first
at the bottom of the tranny, bottoming and flopping over like a dead fish.
Managed to get over it a couple more times before calling it quits.
The rest of the trail was sweet but almost got eaten several times
by age old ruts hidden underneath some leaf camo and endless downed limbs,
just needs a little cleaning. Then it was back to work for the
day. Afterwards, again thanks to my new mobility, i went to play some
poker with the boys and girls. My luck was not to improve as i did
not win a single hand, once again a victim of texas hold-em. My rules
of "don't let em see you check" and "always play for the flop"
did me little good. But, admittedly, i had a good time and made some
friends a little richer. So now this morning entry is about done, time
to wrap up the weeks work and plan for the weekend.
2/10/04
Oh, oh , oh... since this is a "bike page"
i suppose that these entries should pertain, perpetually, to pathological
pedaling. must remember to avoid, poetry, stream of consciousness,
fiction, and above all archaic accented alliterations. well i can't
promise that i won't always refrain form dumping out my inner realizations,
epiphanies, or frustrations here. for now the latest does have
to do cycling, at least remotely and in my little sphere of reality. purchased
my first vehicle this last weekend. i know for most this means that
they hang up the two wheeler, get a date to the drive in, and leave all
those trail days behind them. in this case the truck is the first
step toward road trippin on the norba circuit. it was the biggest
hurdle, and now that it is all but out of the way, i am growing very excited,
bubbly even, with anticipation for what the spring will bring. on
a sadder note i feel for mr. newkirk whose injury is worse then was first
assessed, three months without the lad will be far too long. i am
sure all will miss his smiling countenance whizzing by. thankfully
there are still those carrying on the boostafarian faith and ride six looks
to be the best and freshest course to date. oh so, oh, oh... to sum
up, gotta ride more, gotta fix up truck tinniest bit, gotta work to fix,
work steals riding time, don't like when things steal riding time, sunshines,
trails dry, friends children make me smile and quiver with fear, the ultimate
riding time thief, ride more, work less, ride, ride, ride, rehab.
2/7/04
Today was fun, went pretty well by my reckoning.
Cyclo cross in the morning after running some errands in trade for
some axle attention. Showed up at Redwood Acres, rode several practice
laps, attempted to stay dry, failed. The course was puddle filled
and mucky, very good. The race soon started and my original mentor,
Justin Brown, set off at a blistering pace. I was pretty worried
but made a point to stick on his wheel. Near the end of the first
lap we went bar to bar for a brief period, then he disappeared. After
that I was pretty much off the front aside from Todd Rice persistently nipping
at my heels. He kept nagging until my carbon handlebar snapped near
the top of a steep rise. I got dumped, he passed me, and I
tooled slowly into the finish with half a bar, certain that my race was
over. Luckily Vic Armijo was kind enough to hand me off his Kona for
me to continue on. Revitalized on a sweet new rig, I set out to catch
Mr. Rice, who was well out in front but had noticeably let up a bit. So
I hammered too and caught him within a lap. Rode his wheel for a
bit until he let me by. Then I just cruised pretty much, trying to
keep it up and steady. Getting fresh bike in the middle sure
kept it interesting and helped pass the forty five minutes a little quicker.
An interesting challenge to be sure. Then I stopped over to
see the boys at 14th and G. With a little attention from some sweet
easy outs Sean was able to get my axle bolt out, as well as scrounging up
a new one for me. So I am back in business as far as that is concerned.
Then I jammed out, bought a pickup, visited some friends, and made
it home. Stoked that I got the truck ticket taken care of. It
is a little piecer but I am sure it will get me where I need to go. Hopefully
I'll build a wheel for my Bullit tomorrow and then get in a little practice
at the BMX track.
2/6/04
Been taking it easy the last part of this
week. Cleaned up the bikes. The striped axle bolt on my shiver
is a work case then i thought. Three great bicycle minds have already
tried and fallen short, resulting in excessive leverage and snapping steel
motor cycle spokes wrenches. Anyhow I have one last hope before applying
the drill in a medieval manner. Tomorrow is CROSS RACIN! ...
I was about to get quite sarcastic there but thought better of it and deleted
away. Redwood acres, second race of the series for me. Got my
eye on the 45minute overall title. Won the second stop of the series
deceisively, and I think tomorrow's locatin on the BMX track will give
me a chance to shine apart from the dull cycle cross background. Planning
for events leading to the winter series conclusion has over run my mind.
It's gonna be good, no one should miss the final, it will be good (even
if you have to push a bitty).
2/2/04
Went to visit Greg yesterday. Turns
out he did get hurt. Compression fracture in his back. He
was bound to his recliner when i got there. Hate to see a buddy
down, especially Greg. Say 4-6 weeks, I know he'll be shredding
again as soon as he is able, but that is still 4-6 weeks without one mr.
Greg Newkirk to shred with. Though he was quite out of it I managed
to interview the kid, so a new rider profile is on the way. He's
pushing it for sure, and as usual his body can't keep up. Things
were just getting interesting too, he had moved within a mere four points
of me in the overall adjusted. Hope he can make it back for the next
one, just wouldn't be right without him. Heal quick bud.
2/1/04
Humbled yet again. So if you don't
want to hear a bunch of petty whining, cop-outs, and lame excuses you
probably shouldn't read this entry. I get the objective report
out t of the way with the official race wrap so this is my place to fume,
vent, and cry over spilt milk. Probably not hard to infer that i
did not lay it down, as one always hopes to, yesterday. The course
surprised me to say the least. Last weekend i got tons of practice
in, felt super fast, and felt pretty confident that i could be superior
come race day. As the week rolled on and the rains came down i was
hoping to ride in a tropical monsoon. See in practice it was nice
and drizzly, the course was wet but hooking up nicely. I envisioned
a washed out creek bed, down which i felt sure i could pin it to victory.
Aside from that i have the privilege of working along side one mr.
Matt Snyder who, perhaps unknowingly though i suspect psychological warfare,
managed to psyche me out more so then i have been for a long time. Just obsessing
about everything all week began to weigh on me; tires, lines, water bars,
braking. He picked my brain clean and i, being a bit overconfident,
gave him too much info. Complacency kills, that's my motto. As
the rain let up toward the end of the week i didn't really know what to
expect. Fast forward to Saturday, after taking care of most of the
administrative responsibilities i turned my brain toward the course. A
bit of work had been done which hurt me more then helped, i knew after
my first training run that i was going to have a hard time. The trail
crew had done a lot of cleaning and sweeping, leaving smooth flat corners
where there had been friendly leaves a week before. This exposed
dirt combined with the lack of recent precipitation resulted in a slippery
when wet course where drifting was mandatory. My setup was ok but
minimal rubber and too much pressure had my rear, should be dust tire, sliding
like a greased up monkey down a water slide. All the training, lifting,
etc. was of little help on a course which was all about smooth momentum.
Sure it was nice to have horsepower coming out of the corners, but
i was scrambling to recover out of each, make time up, and get back on line
resulting in sloppy runs from top to bottom. With each set of runs
the trail just got uglier and nastier. Sloppy ruts and slippery off
cambers made it a fight to survive, at least for me. Yes i felt
completely disarmed, funny how some courses do that to you, all strategy
went out the window as i just fought to stay on too wheels. Run
one was sketchy from the get go, bogged down, stop, dabble to get going,
then hit a tree. Blew the top, cleaned the bottom, rolled into the
hot seat for less then a minute as Greg shredded down to get me by 11
seconds! Then Matt cleans it all, apparently his obsessing paid
off, to edge me by 7 seconds! Up for run two, i felt much calmer
and more confident. Paced myself through the top and cleaned it much
better, then i blew it. Got through the pedal section into the lower
portion and thought of Greg saying "I hope nobody beats my first run time...",
I knew i was on pace to beat it so i let it roll a little too much, got distracted,
rode into the bushes, and stopped right in the fastest section. Crossed
the line five seconds slower then run one, pissed as could be, consoled
by greg tearing across two seconds faster then his first run at 2:09! The
only other threat ws mr. Matt, I was counting on him pushing too hard and
blowing up after his fast first run. I was right, i hate to say it
but when he endowed in front of the finish i was very happy, thought i had
it. But he didn't stay on the ground long enough and still managed
to beat me out. So in hindsight i should have played it cool to place
rather then pin it to win it, little mistakes add up. So I wound up
third, gotta hand it to Greg he really stepped it up this weekend, I am stoked
to see him riding well. I've been riding with him for a long time,
and we've have always been "duking" it out. Used to be he was all i
focused on since we were the only local juniors. So the rivalry is
rekindled, and i'm happy to have someone to chase. Not to mention getting
edged by Matt which burns, oh how it burns! Now i've gotta spend the
next few weeks with the dude as he subtly rubs it in and all over me, next
time buddy! This is getting to be a lengthy entry but there's more.
After the race we headed to the rock quarry for an unofficial free-mob
comp. I refuse to ride that shit inebriated, so i sat back, worked
on my buzz, and watched the boys flex their testosterone. Again it
was all about Greg, gotta love him. After shredding the wash like no
other me and him picked out a sick drop line. Evan Hobart had proven
that one could get off the ground and survive the quarry but Greg took it
to another level. Our line was good, but i didn't think he was going
to hit it. With tool in hand he cleaned his landing and scooped out
his run up on his ass. Then before i knew it he was ready. I
knew when he went up that he was going for it, and i knew that he was going
to pull it. basically a 15+ foot drop
, requiring the rider to perform a slight right side hip to a
short run out. He slid in , paused, hit it, and stuck it. The
sickest thing i have ever seen a buddy pull. But the quarry of no
tranny claimed him. the landing simply wasn't steep enough for his
amplitude and the jarring impact laid him out for at least ten minutes.
I don't think he was seriously hurt but the body just doesn't like
such sudden inertial changes. So here's to you Greg, happy to see
a bro riding like no other.