..:: B..L..O..G ::.. ..::11.whatever the h3ll today is.04::..
Hey, I saw my b.f. today. Lol, much heart there. I got my site Dollie Coma HOSTED! yay! Umm..I'm getting my first affie too! One of my good friend's Kori from Aussie Land. hmm..I had more to say..I swear..I'm like losing it, literally. I keep spacing and forgetting what I'm doing.
OMFG though! I FINALLY GOT MY BACKWALKOVER IN MY ACRO CLASS!
Sorry if I keep jumping topics I'm hyper, and tired and yeah, like I said, I keep spacing..maybe there really is something wrong with me...or maybe it's just me.
Anyways, my throats a little scratchy, hmm..what else, it's Thanksgiving this week, I hope everyone has a Merry Thursday!
umm..I'm gonna stop before I confuse you guys too much, lol.
Much heart.
Kittie
..::11.14.04::..
Screw my diet I don't give a sh*t anymore. I just need to vent. I'm incredibly pissed at my family. I think I've got depression..pill poppin' sh*t. My life, family, everything is ruined. All I have is my b.f who I'm not even supposed to know. I think if I don't get some help soon I'm going to be suicidal again or start cutting..but I don't know how to get help..I don't want my family to know..things will just get worse. I want my parents to get a divorce and I want to live in foster care. I'm sick of being the grownup when I'm the youngest one, I need to go to school, I need to get ready to take care of myself when I'm older. Instead I have to be the only civilized person with a house of 4 people.
Teh Uber Suave: cathy
vanillaraindr0p: yes
Teh Uber Suave: I need a hug
vanillaraindr0p: **HHHUUUUUUGGGS!!!**
vanillaraindr0p: now i need an explanation
vanillaraindr0p: whats wrong
Teh Uber Suave: my stupid family.
vanillaraindr0p: awww... what happend?
Teh Uber Suave: They're fighting again
Teh Uber Suave: and...i just can't take it
vanillaraindr0p: aww :[ about what?
Teh Uber Suave: everything
vanillaraindr0p: ::sigh::
vanillaraindr0p: shhhh dont talk about it... everything's gonna be alright
vanillaraindr0p: i'm just soo sorry
vanillaraindr0p: i've been through that
Teh Uber Suave: it's nothing new in my house..
Teh Uber Suave: i just can't take it anymore i'm tired of taking care of my family.
vanillaraindr0p: i dont understand y cant they have a divorce?
Teh Uber Suave: they would
Teh Uber Suave: my mom just doesn't want to ruin her hard earned reputation >>;
vanillaraindr0p: WTF!!
vanillaraindr0p: wow
Teh Uber Suave: yeah
vanillaraindr0p: she have a high self esteem...
vanillaraindr0p: do u think u'll b happy if they get a divorce?
Teh Uber Suave: my existence in my family is a fucking joke
vanillaraindr0p: awww ::HUGS::
vanillaraindr0p: live with matt
vanillaraindr0p: he's 18
Teh Uber Suave: I'd be thanking god if they got a divorce.
Teh Uber Suave: I can't live with matt..
Teh Uber Suave: it's impossible.
vanillaraindr0p: y not?
Teh Uber Suave: anything that would make me happy isn't possible
Teh Uber Suave: um..i think someone would have something to say if i went to live with my older sister's 18 year old ex boyfriend.
vanillaraindr0p: yea... i havent thought about that
vanillaraindr0p: what about ur... um.... families
vanillaraindr0p: aunt and uncle..?
Teh Uber Suave: the closest are in New Jersey
Teh Uber Suave: I wouldn't mind foster care..
vanillaraindr0p: so? thats close to ny
vanillaraindr0p: aww...
My life in a goddamn nutshell.
Hating life always,
Kittie
..::10.13.04::..
Hmm..I forget what I ate yesterday, but i did have mozzerela sticks, and i think that's about it. Today I had the munchies because it's 'that time of the month' ooh fun �_�. so I had
Wheat Thins
French Toast sticks
A turkey Sandwich.
I am so fkuking pissed off at my math teacher I am really fkuking tired of being told I'm stupid in a class when my math teacher doesn't even teach me. I'd rather be put into grade level math where my mom teaches instead of working my ass off to be in an honors class where I'm not being taught shit. Plus I got an 80 on a test and i have to do a ton of extra homework when the problems i got wrong were just stupid mistakes when the kid in my class who got a 48 doens't have to come into class during lunch or do hundreds of extra problems over the 4 day weekend. I have all of my other extended homework then I have to do EVERY SINGLE PROBLEM IN THE CHAPTER because apparently I'm stupid, and don't know how to add and subtract integers. I swear to geeze one day he's gonna throw me off the endge and I'm just gonna tell him to fuck off and get suspended but someone's got to tell him to stop being such a jerk. ARGH!
Anyways, 4 day weekend, I have social studies homework, math homeowkr and I have to do some work on my Term paper, and memorize the 10 Commandments and 8 Beatitudes. I just have my work cut out for me.
Rggh. I just registered for the OLL admissions test. My parents promised i could choose between OLL (catholic H.S.) and AHS (P.S.) But because my sister's gotten into trouble they think I'll make the same mistakes when she's encouraged me to make the right descisions even more.
Meh..more layter, I'm still �ber pissed off..
Kittie
..::10.11.04::..
Okay, yesterday I ate the following:
4 Pieces of French Toast
apx. 10 Cheese Nips 3 hot dogs
I'm not very good at this, lmao, well, it's 7:00 right now and I haven't eaten anything yet today.
Aww...lmao, my b.f is totally jealous cause I told him I hugged this other guy a lot today. He's so cute. actually, the guy I hugged was talking to me about my b.f today. He was like "yeah, he gets this sad face when i hug you and then he tries to act like it doesn't bother him" How sweet..aww..I just wanna cuddle with him forever but he's not talking to me right now =[. hmm..**** TALK TO ME~!!
Okay, I had dinner at 7:30ish, now it's 9:15 and all I've eaten was:
a couple bites of pork chop
some baby carrots
some apple cider
some broccoli
Mmk, today is Colombus Day HAPPY BDAY STEFFI! And my 1 month anniversary of my first kiss. Lol, I'm talking to my b.f right now gosh, he's so sweet >< I'm such a sucker for nice guys. Gah, I just finished my science lab, I hate science, my mom is my teacher so she goes hard on me. -rolls eyes- :\ I'm hungry...maybe I'll have a little something to drink or a small little bite, after all, I've only had dinner so far. I'm so tired, I think I'll be heading off to bed early, so Nighty Nighty!
xoxo
Kittie
..::10.09.04::..
Hey guys! lol, soooo busy >< This monday is Colombus day, and the 1 month anniversary of me first kiss :D lol. I'm going to be with my new friend with benefits then too! I have a 3 day weekend and then a four day weekend for teacher conferences or something. Ack, I've been so bored lately, so I was like, omfg! blog much? lol. God I have no life >< Maybe it should be more interesting, if i were to have a blog? Oh, and now, to make my llife more interesting and have more blog entries I am officially going on a diet. I'm not overweight, but I could use some slimming, slimming is always nice, eh? lol. Everyday I will write down in this blog EVERYTHING I EAT EVERYDAY until I finish eating...wtf? finish eating? lol...I forgot what I was gonna say, oh yes, until I finish slimming, lol. Oh yeah! I forgot, I'm opening up a new site wif me friend sha sha.
Hmm..Today my friend-with-benefits (now to be reffered to as my boyfriend because "friend-with-benefits" will take me too long to type.) Told me he didn't know why I was so mature. But, I think I've figured out why. In my household, I've been basically forced to become an adult at age 7. My parents are never around, and if they are here physically they're never here to support me. I've lived a very independent lifestyle. Also, I have to deal with beth, reason #2 that I have to be incredibly mature, she's much more immature than I am, which is why she's gotten into so much trouble. I will never smoke or drink in my entire life. And from what I hear already beer tastes disgusting ><
Wow, I've blogged a fair amount today, aren't you proud? lol. So yes, my goals are now officially to:
- Keep a diet Journal in this blog.
- Blog more period.
- NEVER DRINK OR SMOKE
Have a good day!
Layter babes!
Kittie
..::9..15..04::..
Err..sorry i haven't updated in...months, but, uhm...been busy? Anyways, back in school, itsucks per usual, my favorite teacher lefted! Rrgh..I'm supposed to be reading 22 pages in my math text, but i'm lazy. What else? Oh! I went to disneyworld! yay disneyworld! Oh, and last saturday I got my first kiss ^^ EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...and, yeah, I did dump my old boyfriend, he' such a jerk -rolls eyes- But I think i have a cold, and it sucks. I hate having colds. They hurt, and I had dance for the past two nights, so i'm sore. And I like to complain :D But, I have a new site!!! it's called Dollie Coma EEk, I <3333333333 it, lol. Anyways, I'm gonna work on my silent maker...byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Layter babes!
Kittie
Hey babes! I'm putting up my T.V. Memorial...mmk?
Layter babes!
x oh x oh Kittie
..::7.02.04::..
It's SUMMER!!! EEEEE!!! I'm SOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY~~ YAY! Stuff isn't goin' so great with my boyfriend, he's never around, I'm giving him one chance, and then it's over. But, OMG, I went to a pool party at my friend's house, and I wore my first bikini, lol, I felt like a total skank. But everyone was all like, "awwwww, you're soooo cute! ^^" And I was like, " /")_("\ DON'T LOOK!!! AGH!!" Lol, guess I have to get used to it. Oh well...umm..I'm off now, mmk? Layter babes!
x oh x oh Kittie
..::6.27.94::..
Ugh, I feel like scum. Like, lower than low. I am sooooo pissed off at myself. Let me put it this way, my friends and I went to the mall today, saw a movie then hung out and played DDR, I played this guy, and then I was sitting and watching people play, and he was like, talking to me, so I was like, "okaay, whatever." Then, he goes and he's like, "Do you wanna chill with me just over there," and I was like, "no." Then he was asking me why thinking he was like, gonna rape me or try to get me to smoke some pot, and so he left me alone and gave up. And then he was trying to get other people to go with him!!! I feel like I'm going to throw up, I'm sooooooo sick to my stomach, he came back over smelling soooooooooooo much like pot and ewww..ugh, I can't believe I thought he was being nice to me! I like, loathe myself rightnow. I mean, I'm, glad I didn't go with him, but ugh, to have goe along so far without thinking...UGH!!!I'm too mad to talk, layter..
..:: 6..18..04::..
Hey! What's up? So, yeah, I'm bored, preusual. Not much goin' on. I got AwayBox for my buddylist yesterday, it's pretty sweet. Here's the link..AwayBox.com. Oh! and if you guys have never seen this site before, I used to visit it, but I went back a few days ago, and it's still pretty wicked. It's called Albino Black Sheep. Here's the link, lol, AlbinoBlackSheep.com Check out the flash section, that stuff is mad good. Especially ANYTHING that has to do with GroupX. okay, well, I've done my blogging deed for the day, lol, Layter babes!
xoxo Kittie
..:: 6.7.04::..
Hey guys!! ^^ What's up? Yeah, I know, long time no type, been workin' on Atomic Dust a lot, and my basement band's site. I have to make a button for it now that I think of it, lol, anyways...rofl. Merry Memorial Day Weekend!! I have a 4 day weekend, and on Tuesday I have my school dance, and the state religion exam for catholic schools, it'll be �ber lame, I'm sure. Anyways, uhm, my history teacher has stopped showing up to work, the teachers are like, "oh, yeah, uhm....she's....sick, and she won't be back for a while...." and we're all like, "suuuuuuuuuure, whatever." Oh, I had bronchitis last week, all better now though. Well, I'm out. Layter babes!!
Kittie xoxo
..:: 5.29.04::..

Ok, here's one long blog on my day off as promised. Well, I'll tell you about like, the last 4 weeks...uhm...that would be April 14th..Uhm..I have no idea what happened so, I'll start from my birthday. Uhm, I got a my little pony..and, uhm...let's see. The week after that, my friend Jessie started going out with this jock named Nick. Oh yeah, I went to a party that friday too. and then, up to this week...hmm..Monday-I had my band concert, the musc teacher had a, "bad asthma attack" a.k.a. a heartattack. Oh yeah, I found out my friend Logan likes me, but i'm taken! xD. Tuesday- I was still getting over the fact that said person likes me, and has since the beggining of the year, and I didn't realize it. Wednesday- I learned my acro part for the dance recital finale, and this girl in my school wore my same pants to go to dance in, I was most certainly pissed. Thursday- Yesterday, uhm..I talked to my boyfriend for the first time in two months, and was baked at 90 degree school, and we had to go to the stupid chorus spring concert in the crowded hott gym, and all they sang was church music!!! Once again, I was most certainly pissed. Friday- Now, uhm..I just woke up, so not much really, just talkin' to matt..lol, it's 11 o'clock. Layter babes, love ya!
Kittie, xoxo
..:: 5..14..04 ::..
Hey, I'm working on a couple new pages, they'll be the shnaz, promise, and, I have no school tomorrow, so I'll try to finish up the pages and blog, lol. Layter babes, Imma work on the pages. Love ya!
Kittie
..:: 5..13..04 ::..
-gets on knees and begs forgivness- I'm SOOOO SORRY EVERYONE! I didn't realize how long it's been since I've updated! I feel really bad now. Well, if it helps I'm 13 now!! ^^ There's so much to say, oh and, btw! 5 weeks to recital!!! I'm soooooooooooo happy! Oh! and i got my report card last week, 3 semseter with a 100 average in spanish! But, yeah, I'm still bust, me and Amy are REALLY working on atomic dust, btw, our new dollmaker is gonna be great! go visit sometime..oh, and, the other stuff, I'll tell you when I update now, yeah, I know, I owe you the news, but, I haven't felt like typing lately, sorry guys, but, love ya!
layter babes! Kittie xoxo
..:: 5..6..04 ::..
P.S. Happy yesterday was cinco de mayo [Go get drunk day].
Ok! It's the day after Easter..I just wanted to add to yesterday's blogness..that, if guys who checked chicks out..like, talked to them..they'd be A LOT closer to like, getting a new g/f...as long as they don't act like total butheads. ARGH! boys suck..hmm..listening to Glay, and Luna Sea...goooood bands...Japanese though. My sister HATES Japanese music, I like it, it's good, and they actually like, write their own songs..heh, I keep forgetting what i'm gonna say...uhh...oh!!oh!! uhm..I'm working on that lyrics page thingy..and..yeah..oh! and I'm gonna make a page that says everything I want for me birfday..so......layter babes!
..:: 4..12..04 ::..
Merry Easter! It's 6:00 here, and yeah, I still haven't gotten out of my p.j.'s. I just finished watching the Blues Brothers...goood moveh. I'm really bored. But I just wanted to mention how lame life is and how much I hate Objectifying chicks..I'm mean, honestly, I'm not pretty, but, like, seriously..it's a toooooootally pain..not to brag but..
Number of times I've been checked out:
A bazillion![ok...I may be rounding up a wee bit but it's somewhere in between where I lost my counting skills and non existent numbers...but still, same idea!]
Number of times a guy who's checked me out has actually talked to me:
heh, 0!!!

I'm sorry, I'll never say this again..but in the words of South Park's Jimmy, boys are pussies! GOD! What's the freaking deal? Is there some guy rulebook stating "You can objectify a woman all you want, and fantasize, but don't talk to her, just make her mad!!"!? God! seriously, I'm going out with the first boyfriend I've ever had, and he's so much better than that! Sure, he jokes around, but..who cares?! Seriously, I hate guys like that...they should like, get rid of that poop in their brains, I'm pretty sure it's a severe medical condition, lol.
heh, I told you guys I was gonna write a lot again at some point..and, if not, well, too bad! hmm..I'm tired...and boys suck...throw rocks at them.. -_-. Man, I'm soo bored, no one's on..well, mi madre esta calling me for dinner..layter babes!
..:: 4..11..04 ::..
Hey. I just got back from spring break vacation last night..I went to Virgina. I have off until the 19th..2 weeks, pretty spiffy. I'm awful tired though. Oh! I saw What a Girl Wants with Oliver James..he's awful purrdy u_u. Listenin' to Jennifer Paige's Crush, I love this song, it's from the late 90's. So, anyways..it was mine and my b/f's 1 month anniversary the 26th, I don't think he knows, but I don't really care, I'm 12 friggin years old, no big deal. I haven't talked to him in a while though. I've been thinkin' about making a page of all favourite songs, and their lyrics, it would take up a lot of space on this serve though :\. Sorry I haven't updated much, as I said, vacation, but, I've been busy with school stuff too, finishing up work before the break. Wow, I sound old, rofl. Heh, I was right, my parents called my upstairs like, almost an hour ago, and I told my bro that if I kept the music down, they would forget for an hour or so, they still haven't called me up. Just goes to show how noticed I am around here, -rolls eyes- lol. Well, this Sunday is easter, and Passover is happening sometime, so, Merry Easter, and Passover, and all that good stuff. Oh, yeh, I'm still makin' �Eer bunches of props for that dollmaker at atomic, I haven't talked to Amy much to get that put together though, I'm sure it'll be nifty though. Well, sorry to be a fuddyduddy, but, nothin' special's happenin'. Oh, wait! I have a band practice next Thursday from 11-5 at my house, that'll be fun. Gosh, you'd think I would have thought [that's confusing now, eh?] of making paragraphs by now, lol, I'm such a butthead. Hmm..not much else to say, other than I added 2 more words to the Japanese words, actually, more like 1 word and one phrase, oh well, who gives a crud? OH!! OHH! They're making a second Goonies, and third Rush Hour, and a Star Wars Episode III, even though I thought they already had..-shrugs shoulders-, oh well, oh..and an Indiana Jones 4!!, kinda sucks for those who bought the Triliogy DVD mammojammo. Well, now...umm...nothin' left to say, TTFN!
..:: 4..8..04 ::..
Hey!! Yesterday I made my first bun, like, in my hair, lol. It was quite spiffy, I must say. So, it's been really nice outside, actual spring weather, it's like, 1:10, but, I've been �Eer bored. I don't really know what to type, I've been making a lot of props for another dollmaker at Atomic Dust, but, y'know what? That button isn't up, I should go do that, Later!
..:: 3..28..04::..
-Major Sigh!!!- Oh, man, I'm in this band, and we've been around for a while going nowhere, and we decided to mix things up, and actually get stuff done. But, then everyone in my class gets mad because we can't have everyone in the band, and they all want to be in the band, and it's just ruining it, and they think we hate them, and we're excluding them, but AGH! y'know what I mean? And these people, are just over doing it, they're like, saying they cried and we hate them, and they just wanna feel important, but, WE DIDN'T GET IN THE BAND TO FEEL FRIGGIN IMPORTANT!!! WE DID IT TO HAVE FUN AND HANG OUT!!!!!! AGH! And it's pissing me off!!!!! Christ, have all people lost common sense and not realized that 32 people can't be in a band?!! But no, they all want to be managers, and keyboardists, and acoustic people, and tech, and AGH! NO!! I am just soooo mad! I can't have fun anymore without people getting mad at me, that I really try to be friends with. I don't even think this whole thing makes sense! they're just being little buttheads, who are oversensitive, and for all I know they're gonna go running to the principal saying, "They excluded us!!" and the principal is gonna say the same thing as us. AGGH! Anyways, sorry I haven't blogged in a bit, I'll give ya the quick rundown cause I'm mad, Wednesday- Dissected frogs and finished acro song for recital, almost done with tap and ballet dances. Thursday(today)-ruined by people, realllllllllly lame. Friday- so far, I just have a dress down day and it's my friend Julia's birthday. Ugh, I just need someone to talk to right now, I'm so mad, there's things I can't put into words, and can only express to myself, and it makes me so mad!! And I have like, a slight stutter, and it's screwing up everything, and I can't think, and I have really bad cramps from my period, and I might have a problem, and AGHHHHH! IT'S TOO MUCH AND I'M TOO STRESSED!! I NEED SPRING BREAK NOW!!!
..:: 3..25..04 ::..
Hullo Evuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurybuddies!! I lost my championship game by 1 point in overtime. But, I don't care cuz we got ice cream after! :D:D!! I got all beat up and such. Cuz I have really bad knees, I have this thing called Ozgoodschlager's or somethin' sumptin. In the first quarter this girl did an illegal screen behind me, and I fell, and my elbow went into my rib really hard. Then, I had to make a 1 and 1 foul shot, and missed. then I tripped over someone's foot when I was running and did a belly flop and hurt my knee real bad. Yeah, I gots a few boo-boos :'(. I NEED A KISS MAKE BETTER!! Lol, anyways, I'm listening to S.H.E.'s Yes, I Love You. I have school and band tomorrow, bah, I hate band, my teacher is sexist, he doesn't like girl drummers like me. He's known me for four years and HE STILL DOESN'T KNOW MY NAME!!!!! ARGHHHHH! Oh well, I'm not typing ery good today, so Imma stop now, mmkitays? mmk! LATERNESS!
..:: 3..21..04 ::..
Hey, I didn't have my basketball game today, it's tomorrow, at 2p.m. then at 4 it's the championship if we win the 2p.m. game. That would be spiffy if we won the champs. I'm really tired, last night I went to that culture night thing, and I went to bed at like one, cuz we had a cast party at friendly's. It was fun. I'm listening to Ayumi's Evolution, I love this song. Man, I just realized, I've made a lot of blog entries, maybe i should like put these on an, "previous blog entries page" and only show like, the most recent 5. Or I could just get rid of the old ones to save space. E-mail me and make a suggestion.
Oh man, I am sooo tired, I don't really feel like writing much today, later.
..:: 3..20..04 ::..
Hihi! I added like, a baziiiiiiiiiiiiiiiilion cajillion words on the Japanese section on Tuesday. I'm listening to Ayumi Hamasaki's DUTY. ^^ I looove this song. I've been really bored lately. I have this play thing tomorrow night for this culture night thing at my school. I'm not in it, we did it twice, I was in the first one in one of the leading roles >_< it was okay I guess, but this one sucks for sure, the people who are acting can talk loud enough, and they suck, honestly. Nooooooo acting skills whatsoever. Oh well, who cares? it's just for school. Anyways, it's been snowing a lot lately, HUGE bummer. We had a 2 hour delay today and yesterday. But we get two weeks off for spring break because of give backs. Oh yeah, and a longer Labor day break, because unlike you people in the mountain time or whatever, we go back after, I get out of skool at June 23rd, my big sister's birthday. Speaking of which, it's my friend Julia's birthday on March 26th soon, and mine is April 27th. EVERYONE SEND ME A PRESENT. Actually, I don't know what I want for my 13th birthday, my grandmother, wants to get me something special, cuz she's all, "I'm not gonna be around much longer and I want something for you to remember me by." But, I don't know what I want that's special, I don't wear much jewlery or any off that frilly stuff. I kinda wanna ask for the same amount of money she spent on my sister's ring she got for her 13th birthday from my grandmother in my savings acount for college, that way it's fair, but, I don't wanna hurt her feelings by just asking for cash, and I do want something to remember her by. Oh well, too much thinking, maybe if I ask for some nice jewelery and when I'm older I'll wear it more. Whatever. I think I'm done for the day, it's like, 8:40, so, yeah, sleep time in a few hours. Later!
..:: 3..18..04 ::..
Hey evuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrybuddy! ^^ what's up? This girl in my class, Jessie, got bangs, it's like, almost 2, but we had an early dissmissal because of snow! So, yeah, like usual, Kittie is borededed..but, I just realized I have a book report due soon, so, yeah, I'm off..later! :D!!
..:: 3..16..04 ::..
OMG!!!! I HAVE REALLY SPIFFY NEWS!! MY BROTHER IS GOING TO MARIST COLLEGE!!! :D!!!!! THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COOL! I CAN'T TALK MUCH BUT I'M SOOOOOO HAPPY!! THIS IS SOOO AWESOME!! [SORRY ABOUT THE CAPS!! I'M JUST SOOO HAPPY!! CAN'T YA TELL?!]
..:: 3..14..04 ::..
Hey! ^^ It's 1:00 exactly (well, more like 12:59 but whatever). I won my playoff game one more next week then I play the championships!!! :D! No one's on once again..I'm bored, listening to Ayumi's song Forgiveness. I'm home alone tonight, my sister is going to the last Skamatic's show, they're breaking up. And my parents are going to a dinner dance for St. Patrick's Day. Why is St. Valentine's Day and St. Patrick's Day so much better than all those other St.'s days? I never understood that. I'm mad bored, last night my friend was telling me how to dress because I have trouble matching clothes and I usually just wear baggy stuff that's black. Lol, he told me to wear a skirt, and those pants with stuff written on the butt, he's so crazy. He's all, "I can totally see you wearnig this stuff, I'm just trying to make you look hotter than you are." But, I don't think I'm hott, so I told him, and all he said was, "fine, you're not..you're BANGIN'!"..Whatever, I am not pretty, just look at my pic. on the description page. Now I'm listening to Goldfinger's Counting The Days. He's so insane, he's telling me to shop at the Gap instead of Hot Topic. I don't shop at Hot Topic much, if you haven't noticed, I don't get out much, I'm always stuck home, if I get clothes, they're usually from Kohl's, which, ehh, I guess is okay. I sometimes go in to the boy's section, the clothes aren't as tight, and I like boy's clothes better, well, my sister and I are goin' outside, it's nice out, later!!
..:: 3..13..04::..
Why hullo there, it's Friday night, and since I never go anywhere, I'm home alone, and everyone's out, and NOBODY'S ONLINE! I feel oh so lonely. Poor little me, heh, who cares, I'm listening to AFI's Silver and Cold, I'm not a big huge fan, but I like their sound, and the lead singer, heh, actually sings, and his voice is nice, wow, I sound old...ewww...grodie. Well, once again, I'm bored, my friend is going camping this weekend for boyscouts, so I won't be talking to him, but, I can't be distracted for the playoffs tomorrow, everybody wish me good luck! Once again, I doubt I have readers, but whatever. Sorry, I just split for 45 minutes, I had to get dinner, and my dad called from Toronto, and then I saw my kitchen was a mess, so I cleaned it. And now I'm back online, and, heh, people are on now!! ^^. And now, I also hyave nothing to talk about. I feel so ashamed, I have my own blog, and nothing to talk about. I'm listening Hoobastank's The Reason now, It's such a pretty song..It makes me think about my boyfriend ^^. I <3 S.O.S!! [my b/f]. So...nothin' to talk about now except me boyfriend, and I talk about him too much, I have to cut down on my obsessions, lol, so um, yes, I'm going now, I LOVE YOU ALL! :D!
..:: 3..12..04::..
Hey, sorry I haven't been on in, heh, for forever. I don't really know what to say, I've been mad bust with school, that science project was due today..I got honorable mention (it was science fair), I kinda am waiting for someone to come on, especially my b/f..lol..love him! ^_^. So, how have you been faithful reader?...I doubt anyone's reading this, but, who cares, this is my blog, so screw you! xP. I'm really tired..I's a quarter after 9. Tomorrow's Friday, and on Saturday I have my basketball playoffs at 8A.M. we're playing a team we've beaten before and last weekend we beat the best team in the league, spiffy, eh? I wish somebody would IM me, or even an e-mail would be nice, I know I don't much here, but, it's nice to know someone's reading..well, not much news to share, so, later! ROCK ON! :P
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Hey! I'm in love!! AND I HAVE THE BEST BOYFRIEND EVER IN THE WHOLE WORLD SO ALL YOU OTHER CHICKS LOSE! But, I'm not saying his name cuz my parents might be reading. But he's soooo funny, and nice, and cool, and I LOVE HIM! He's soooo perfect, and when ever I think about him I get this tingle it's so "romance novel-y". I think about him all the time, not like I'm obsessed, but we have the ITBS state test thing'ys even though they're from Iowa, but, whatever, they're easy, but boring, and only catholic skools in NY have to take them...anyways, whenever I get �Eer bored I just think about him, and I work faster at the stupid test, and when I'm stressed out I get so relaxed. Whenever I hear his name I start cracking up laughing and smiling, cuz he just does that to me, like, right now I'm smiling like crazy and I can't help it. I just, love him sooooooooooo much! Wow, really valley girl-y today, huh? Lol, whatever, I'm happy, and totally in love, well, I'm out, I have like a ton of Science Fair crap to do, did I mention it's next week and mandatory?
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Hey guys, I was sick, AGAIN, I'm really getting mad with sickness and stuff, two weeks ago I missed 3 days and so far this week I've missed two, I think I'm going back tomorrow. But honestly, being in honors math is hard missing all these classes, I could get kicked out for lack of attendence, but I doubt they wanted me to go in Monday, having thrown up 10 to 15 times (I kinda lost count) the night before. At least I finished most of my science fair project, it's due in 10 days and I still have to start the experiment testing people in all. If you didn't know, I'm in the seventh grade and next year it's my last year with science fair. Science fair is mondo stressful with teachers in every class giving you big projects. lol, I'm having trouble typing because my computer is in the basement with no heat and all of my fingers except my pointers are numb because my pointers are the ones moving the most, I can't type with all my fingers yet. Well, anyways, I'm sick and all and can't keep food down and it's Fat Tuesday, or Mardi-Gras, or Let's Get Drunk And find Some Hookers In New Orleans Day, whichever you prefer..I'll be so hungry this lent...and I don't know what to give up for lent! Oh man, I gotta tell you guys, I'm listening to We Are The Champions by Queen, I think I'm traumatized, the song was playing during a Viagra commercial I saw today. I feel so..Viagra-esque just singing along to it. It's so...painful. Well, I think that's it for now..wish I could leave you with something more memorable than rants about viagra, but, oh well, later.
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Hey, boredness, Friday night I went to a coed sleepover, it was a church thing though, but it was cool, the boys and girls got to sleep together. There's this boy my sister's friends with, and I know him, well, we had to go to this midnight mass thing, I was late cuz I had to babysit before I went to it so I came in at the end, but, anyways, these two eigth graders were totally checking him out! and he's a senior! I'm so tired, school was so boring..as usual..you have no idea how boring it can be going to a catholic school for four years now...I used to go to public school, then in fourth grade I was "little school-girl-ified" as I like to call it. MM...Ayumi I'm listening to Evolution, I love Ayumi she's so pretty, and she's got an amazing voice, and she actually writes her own music, unlike, pfft, any american pop, rap, hip-hop, and r&b artist. Anyways, lol, as I was saying, my school sucks, and worst of all, my mom teaches 6th, 7th, and 8th grade science, and 7th and 8th grade math. Thank God I'm in 7th grade honors math. OHMIGOD! I almost forgot, y'know that FIRED UP! CD that they're sellin' on T.V.? Yeah, of course you do, well, I bought it!!! ^_^ I can'twait, it's got all those 90's one-hit-wonders...well, yeah, I bought it, it's coming in the mail, be here in 7-10 days as of last Friday.
So, prolly you're wondering, who am I to post my blog on the internet? well, prolly not, heh, but, um, anyways..I have a doll site with my friend it's on hiatus right now..but here's the link Atomic Dust. wow, I actually wrote a lot today.
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Man, I'm freezing, it's so cold right now, it's like, 3:20 and I've been up for less than 4 hours..dude, I totally need a life..
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This is my blog site..I guess that's it for now..I'm still updating and such..
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