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Saturday, October 26th- 2:00 p.m.

Mood: Excited like you wouldn't believe

Music: Gessekai - Buck-Tick

:Deep breath:

GUESS WHAT! I JUST CALLED AND RESERVED A HOTEL ROOM FOR THE ANIME CONVENTION IN FT. WORTH, TEXAS ON MAY 30 - JUNE 1! I'M ACTUALLY GOING! ALL UP ON THE ANIME-NESS AND THE DUEL JEWEL CONCERT! WAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH! (Duel Jewel is a kickass Jrock band from Tokyo, by the way.)

I'm not gonna put off making a costume for this thing like I've done for Halloween.

Rachel needs to get home so I can call her about this. (She's gonna be my fellow con-goer.)

You guys realize you're gonna have to put up with endless rambling about all this, right? Hee hee hee.

Saturday, October 26th- 1:06 p.m.

Mood: Sad

Music: Manji Karame - Du� le Quartz

I feel really bad:

PinkSpider12: your situation?
IstoRules07: yeah
PinkSpider12: what is it?
IstoRules07: that every girl i liked got a bf within like 2 wks

Chris wrote a really good poem. Read it here


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Saturday, October 26th- 12:03 p.m.

Mood: Tired

Music: Treasure - Hiro

Takin' Japanese classes at SLCC next year. *dances around the room* Anyone care to join me?

Last night was hella fun. cough.

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jessica is britain's choice
jessica is a golden girl
jessica is favourite for eurovision
jessica is still here a week later and everything is still the same
jessica is so cool
jessica is buff
jessica is my biffly
jessica is a 999 heroine
jessica is nominated
jessica is pregnant? fact or fiction?
jessica is from chicago and is majoring in journalism
jessica is satan <--I am?
jessica is a horny blonde bitch screaming for cock <--o.O;;
jessica is a beautiful teen
jessica is the naughty secretary at unzipped
jessica is going to brazil
jessica is een lekkerding <-- huh? *stares blankly*
jessica is a but head
jessica is safe
jessica is jessica <--well said. Thank you, captain.
jessica is by mattbjorke
jessica is the bestest person in the world
jessica is my artist favorite
jessica is a bitch
jessica is a beautiful girl
jessica is engaging
jessica is a homosexual <-- Am not! Really!
jessica is posing in her gi
jessica is no23 in midweek uk charts
jessica is a freshman in college and is loving it
jessica is a beautiful 12
jessica is never afraid to say hi to whomever crosses her path as she makes her way through her first year of middle school
jessica is a controversial sexy model and inspiring actress
jessica is a good student who has maintained a 3
jessica is an offbeat sophomore who tends to go out on the town a lot
jessica is just as picky with her men as she is grammar
jessica is a beautiful teen from illinois
jessica is sixteen years old and is waking up from a rough night of sleep
jessica is ready to throw in the towel when she comes across an intriguing personal ad in a newspaper
jessica is the best
jessica is a talented violin player and pianist
jessica is the total opposite
jessica is like a rocket ship headed for the stratosphere
jessica is an idiot
jessica is now a freshman in high school in ohio and is a normal teen with peer pressure
jessica is my best friend in hong kong
jessica is doing very well
jessica is interested in a relationship with another woman
jessica is not a substitute for counseling
jessica is one of the principals of easton
jessica is decidedly uncomfortable with the conversation
jessica is always having a good time
jessica is about the trials and tribulations this little
jessica is well known at our post office and they all love her
jessica is sitting up and crawling
jessica is 20 months old
jessica is forced
jessica is a former 2001 world spirit federation
jessica is mesmerized by the virtual playground filled with stars from fantasy land movies and all the people at big burger <-- Always.
jessica is to be taken to a secure hospital where prisoners sleep in locked metal <--What?
jessica is the best and i've seen her in a couple films
jessica is the youngest child of sam and grace bennett
jessica is also very involved with her church
jessica is a dir en grey song <-- DIR EN GREY!!! Cool song there. I love the DEG boys. ^^
jessica is currently signed with columbia records
jessica is above all a hopeless perfectionist
jessica is willing to do whatever it takes to win
jessica is one of the top 5 showcase artists with adopt a band
jessica is very beautiful
jessica is also the marriage host and special education host
jessica is female <-- Brilliant observation.
jessica is a native of dallas
jessica is kidnapped on the streets of portland
jessica is 11 lbs 7 oz
jessica is at the middleware level and is compatible with the standard jvm
jessica is one of the very few who have earned an �exceptional� rating for their first
jessica is a twenty
jessica is seen with her family and friends
jessica is one of the smartest kids in the sixth grade
jessica is creeped out by them
jessica is with her mother
jessica is not a real zombie <--nope, I'm a fake one.
jessica is warming up
jessica is dying to find out the story behind joel and his 5
jessica is wearing a child's grey sweatshirt

Friday, October 25th- 3:40 p.m.

Mood: Happy (Perpetually)

Music: Le Ciel - Malice Mizer

People sure don't write in journals like they used to. The luster has worn off. Oh well. I'll keep writing, cuz I want people to go to my webpage. I have almost 1000 hits!

So Paul and I are going to the movies tonite.

I have a stupid composition to write for English. I think it's funny that I'm in Gifted English and I dislike writing so much. Well, I dislike writing when I have guidelines and a due date. Which could have something to do with my tendency to procrastinate. Oh well!

I got my report card. I have 4 A's 3 B's. Grr. Makes me mad. Go ahead laugh at me for my high expectations of myself, and then get mad at me because of them. The majority of people seem to do that. I think it's really dumb when people get upset cuz I get good grades.

I probably ought to start planning for college. That should be interesting; I hardly plan things three days ahead of time. Lollers.

Thursday, October 24th- 10:46 p.m.

Mood: Concerned

Music: Suteki da ne - Final Fantasy X

Gosh, I haven't been online much this week. Hmm....I need to work on a Halloween costume. Grr.

So I'm walking down the hall with muh gay bud Rich, and he leans over and whispers, "Your boyfriend is really cute." Then I whisper back, "I know!" Hehe.

I really like Paul. He's such a sweetie. *big grin*

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Wednesday, October 23rd- 8:51 p.m.

Mood: Tired

Music: Sorrow - Yo-yo Ma

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Wednesday, October 23rd- 3:46 p.m.

Mood: Concerned

Music: Love Song - Luna Sea

Gosh, I'm tired. I've been this way the past few days. And I'm constantly thirsty and I have to go to the bathroom all the time. I think I'm gonna go to the doctor...

Poor Rachel never seems to be very happy. I wish so much that there was something I could do... I'm not good at these things. Ica? Help me out.

Tuesday, October 22nd- 9:52 p.m.

Mood: Happy

Music: Colors of the Wind - Coco Lee (Pocahontas)

Jessica has a boyfriend. (Paul, for you out-of-the-loop people) ^______^ *dances around*

Emily's such a nerd. She should stay out of the business of others.

Monday, October 21st- 5:43 p.m.

Mood: Happy

Music: Dive to Blue - L'Arc~en~Ciel

I have ramen noodles. *big grin*

I'm bored. Neither of my boys are at home.


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Sunday, October 20th- 2:22 p.m.

Mood: Confused

Music: Losing Grip - Avril Lavigne

So last night, Kaytee, Chris, Sean, Brandon, David, and 2 of Kaytee's friends (Mike and ?) deciced to go bowling. We couldn't get a lane till 8, so we wandered around. When we finally got a lane, we only played one game cuz Chris got us kicked out. (Go figure.) We stood in the parking lot for quite a while, then we ended up going to Brandon's house where I played with his katana and everyone else played pool.

Now Rachel's coming over to work on our Algebra project; that should be fun.

I try so hard to make everyone happy; it exhausts me.

Saturday, October 19th- 4:39 p.m.

Mood: Bored

Music: Kaze no Yuuwaku - Lareine

Boredom....


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Friday, October 18th- 11:44 p.m.

Mood: Giddy

Music: Thunder Rolls - Garth Brooks

So we ended up not going to the mall because Katie wasn't allowed to go unless her mom followed us around all night. Something about Katie's friends being shoplifters and druggies. (Riiiight...) Poor Katie was crying cuz of it. So I ended up going to Paul's house to watch movies, which was just fine with me. Spending 4 hours there practically alone was great.

When I told Dad that Katie's Mom thought our group did drugs (we rarely ever do), he says (sarcastically), "Well, tell Katie's mom not to worry; you'll smoke your joints before you go to her house." He's so silly sometimes.

Chris was angry/depressed about something when we were on the phone with him today. I feel that it's somehow indirectly my fault...

Friday, October 18th- 3:32 p.m.

Mood: Silly

Music: Dahlia - X Japan

Hm. Going to the mall tonite, I think. I am without much cash. Oh well. I think we should see a movie too; walking around the mall for 4 hours is dumb.


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Thursday, October 17th- 7:53 p.m.

Mood: Loved

Music: La Grange - ZZ Top (I'm so weird)

So I rode the bus to Paul's house with Chris and Paul. 'twas lots of fun. I'm falling in love with Paul's hands. (And I'm liking the rest of him quite a lot too. ^^) Lol. He's always massaging or rubbing or something, and anything that makes you tingle has to be good. I love affectionate people like that. ^___^

I'm so very happy.

Chris and Paul are really funny when they're together.

My back is still kinda sore, but I'm gonna go and try to fence. I'd hate to miss a class.

I have so much English homework; I'm just taking a break right now. Procrastination is bad, Jessica! Oh well, I work a lot better at the last minute.

Wednesday, October 16th- 5:19 p.m.

Mood: In Pain (Does that count as a mood?)

Music: Sayonara - Gackt

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So my back hurts like crap. I have no idea what I did to it, but I can hardly breathe because of a big knot in it. Grr. It better improve by fencing tomorrow. Where is my masseuse when I need him!? Lol.

Hehe. I read a note that Paul and Katie were passing back and forth. Paul was asking her what I thought of him and stuff. He said he liked me cuz I'm nice, I have a good sense of humor, and I have a nice body. (I don't like my body all that much, but apparently it's not too bad.) But anyway....^___^

Rachel came over for a while today to work on our Algebra project. That was fun. Homework's always better when you work together.

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Tuesday, October 15th- 3:17 p.m.

Mood:

Music: Alice's Restaurant - Arlo Guthrie

Hmm. So Paul should be coming back tomorrow. He got 2 days OSS for skipping a Saturday Campus. Nerd.

I was in a really lazy, tired mood all day. Still am, I suppose.

Yesterday, Chris walked over here and then we went to the JV game. The only people there (who matter) were Rachel, George, Chris, Cyndi McCoy, Kyle Coleman, and I. We were all really cold, so Kyle had his parents bring us 2 blankets. We ended up in a pile on the bleachers which consisted of George and Rachel sitting together, Kyle somewhere (?), me laying on the bleachers with my head in Rachel's lap, and Chris on top of me. Then we were all under the blanket laughing and poking each other. Who knew cold football games could be so fun? After that, Chris and I went to Kyle's house for a little while.

Dad and Ann are home now. Can't decide if I like that or not.

Monday, October 14th- 3:26 p.m.

Mood: Bored

Music: Drops of Jupiter - Train

Today was boring and uneventful.

I hugged a German.

Consider this my update, Ica. ~_^

Sunday, October 13th- 6:45 p.m.

Mood: Indescribable

Music: Bad Moon Rising - Creedence Clearwater Revival

So Paul was suppossed to come over today around 4, but his plans changed and he couldn't make it. I was rather disappointed about that. He called me tho, and we talked for a little bit. He said he had to go eat and do homework, so we hung up. He called back around 5 minutes later and said, "I just wanted to hear your voice again." *melts*

^_______^

Creedence Clearwater Revival is awesome.

Ica - Don't be sorry about anything. You're a great friend and a wonderful person. I've spent my entire life trying to make everyone happy, and I'm just starting to think about myself a little more. You should too. Luv ya!

Sunday, October 13th- 2:00 p.m.

Mood: Happy

Music: Art of Life - X Japan

Hehe. So last night was fun. We went to KT's house to get ready for the dance and stuff. Colleen had us all tricked into thinking that Anthony couldn't come, but he showed up and there was much excitement over that. There were tons of pictures taken. I hate pictures. Anyway.

At the dance, everybody was dancing with everybody and just having a good time. Afterward, we met Sean and Seth and all went back to KT's house for her little after party. There weren't near as many ppl there as we thought would be. So there was more dancing around at the party (to much better music). I was the only one who didn't change out of my dress cuz I love it so much. So it's a bad idea to get a piggy back ride in a dress with slits all the way up the sides. In a thong. With boys around to lift up your dress. o.o;;;

So Seth only wants to be friends. I'm cool with that, I suppose.

At the party, Paul gave me a couple of really awesome massages. It was great. AJ and Colleen are now going out, as are George and Rachel. Yayness! (And I have the feeling Paul and I may be eventually too.)

The last people to leave KT's were Anthony, Chris, and Paul. They left at around 1:30, then we (Rachel, Lena, KT, and I) went up in KT's room and talked and stuff till about 4:00. We woke up at 10:00. I was getting ready to call Paul this morning to tell them to come back over, but they called us first. Rachel and I came to my house (KT went to her Grandma's) and met Anthony and Chris here. We hung out for a while, and now I'm alone. Paul's coming over around 4.

I feel so useful today! I cleaned my room, I'm doing laundry, and I'm about to do the dishes. I'm much more content with my days if I do something productive.

Saturday, October 12th- 1:55 p.m.

Mood: Excited

Music: Shambala - Three Dog Night

I love Three Dog Night. And I love when no one is home and I can use the big stereo.

Yay! Homecoming! I'm so looking foreward to wearing my dress. I hafta decide what I'm gonna do with my hair...

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Friday, October 11th- 11:13 p.m.

Mood: Depressed

Music: Genkai Haretsu - hide

So I'm going with Chris to homecoming. (As friends.) I hope Rachel's cool with that since I was going with her. (But I think that was pretty much a joke.)

The Seth thing is so very frusterating. He doesn't like to get attached to people at all. I think I'll jump him at the party tomorrow anyway...if he doesn't like it, then I know to give up.

I found myself strangely jealous of that Laura chick when I came to the assumption in my head that Chris'd want to take her to homecoming. I guess I was just afraid of getting ditched again.

Love you Ica! Thank you so very much, you're the best!

I think I shall go hide im my cardboard box and cry in a little while. I'm in one of those moods, have been all night for more reasons than just the Seth thing.

Wednesday, October 9th- 9:23 p.m.

Mood: Silly

Music: Magic Carpet Ride - Steppenwolf

Hehe. I got another Seth kiss today.

It's really lonely here. I miss my Daddy. (And he's gone till Monday...) He and ann are in Minnesota if I didn't already say that.

Tuesday, October 8th- 4:05 p.m.

Mood: Excited as hell

Music: Marching to Mars - Sammy Hagar

Yay! So Dad has 2 vehicles, the Impala and the truck. Ann has the Geo. Dad drives on of his vehicles and leaves the other at the shop. The truck really hurts his wrist right now, so he's gonna quit driving that. He wants to work on the car this winter, so that'll stay at the shop too. He'll be driving Ann's car. HE JUST BOUGHT JOHN'S JEEP!!! SO then Ann'll be driving that to work. Ann's gonna put me on her car as a 2nd driver, so I'll have access to her car anytime after Dad gets home from work. Once Dad gets his car fixed up, he'll be back to driving that and we'll have the Jeep, the Impala, and the Geo here at the house. I think they'll probably let me drive the Jeep if it's just around town (things are dangerous, after all). So after this winter, I'll have a full-time vehicle! And before that, I'll have one in the evenings. Wh00t!

Tuesday, October 8th- 4:05 p.m.

Mood: Cheerful

Music: Awake - Godsmack

Hmm. So last nite when I called Seth, he said he never told me for sure that he'd go to homecoming. I still don't know if he is, but he's going to the game and the party after the dance. I was really upset for a while last night (cuz he DID say he'd go), but then I started seeing things from his POV. He REALLY doesn't wanna go because he hates dancing, but he knows I really want him to go. So he doesn't know what to do. I'm cool with whatever he decides on tho, so it's all good. ^^

Today Paul was like, "Yeah, Seth really wants to go to homecoming with you, he's just too shy about it." And Seth goes, "No, I don't wanna go. I hate dancing." But he was blushing and stuff. It was cute. Lol.

Dude, Mike was at the top of my list on the datamatch thing with 73%. I gotta ask him if he copied mine or if this is just a weird coincidence. Cuz I know when we filled them out, he was saying I copied HIM even though I'd gotten done first. Dork.

So Mom's taking me to Hot Topic tomorrow to get the gorgeous velvet bell-sleeved shirt that I've wanted forever. I think I'll wear that and my kewl hat Friday. Then we're going to the fabric store to get a couple of things for my dress to finish that up. I'm very excited about wearing it. Yay! I gotta get a picture taken of Rachel, Michelle, and I in our coordinated dresses.

I wanna take my video camera to the homecoming parade, but I don't see how that will work cuz I won't have time to get it and it's too big to take to school and hide in my locker. I wanna tape the parade cuz Ica and Rach are in it!

Sunday, October 6th- 8:13 p.m.

Mood: o.O

Music: Strange Little Girl - Tori Amos

And Rachel thinks she's the only one with problems....

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Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
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Sunday, October 6th- 1:44 p.m.

Mood: Lathargic

Music: Shine - Luna Sea

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My Fridays and Saturdays are so fun; I've come to hate Sundays. Here I sit.

Saturday, October 5th- 11:14 p.m.

Mood: Hyper

Music: AM Radio- Everclear

So I didn't really do much of anything today. Isto and I went to the mall around 7:30. We tried to invite quite a few other people, but no one could go. I bought a kickass hat and a flashing antenna and My Little Pony faceplate for my phone. ^_____^

I was talking to Ica and Rach in a chatroom, and I came up with something about the relationship between me and Mike. We're addicted. We hurt one another, yet we always come back for more. Neither of us like it (I don't think), but we can't help it.

Saturday, October 5th- 4:12 p.m.

Mood: All kinds of moods.....

Music: Paranoid - Black Sabbath

Hehe. Yesterday was, all in all, very cool.

Rachel, Erica, KT, Lena, Mike, and I walked to KT's house and had our little "Problem Club" thing. It was very neat. After that, Mike and I walked to my house and were picked up by Stephanie, Ben, and Dillard.

We went to Ashley's house and then off to the skating rink. Pagoria, Rachel, Stephanie, Isto, Mike, Lena, Emily, Dillard, Ben, and I went. (I don't think I forgot anyone.) We played an ass smacking game and we were all smacking each other's butts while skating. We were there from about 7-10:30. Pagoria and Rachel had to leave early.

Stephanie, Mike, Isto, and I piled in Stephanie's car and decided we wanted to go eat. Dillard followed us in his car with Emily, Ben, and Colleen. On the way to Denny's, Mike and Isto started putting on Stephanie's clothes and make up. Steph and I were laughing so hard she could barely drive. It was crazy. Her back seat flips forward so you can get into the trunk that way, and Chris had Mike stuck in there for a while. By the time we got to Denny's, Mike was wearing a shirt of Stephanie's and lipstick and Chris had on a thong outside his clothes. Chris had Mike on a leash. We were gonna go in Denny's that way, but it was closed cuz of plumbing problems.

We went to Steak n' Shake after that, and that's where we lost Dillard's party. We parked in the Steak n' Shake parking lot and Chris and Mike ended up getting our bras and putting them on themselves. Chris got out and yelled to these other teenagers in the drive through. The guy got out, took a bra from one of the chicks in his car, and put it on. We decided these people were cool, So we talked to them for a few minutes. Chris and Mike ran inside the restaurant; bras, thong, leash, and all and caused quite a commotion in there. They got kicked out, so we went to Jack in the Box after that. We went through the drive through. Mike found a tampon and decided it would be really funny to tie it to Stephanie's antenna. We went through and got our food and had the people working there laughing really hard.

We went back to Ashley's after that, but Dillard's party wasn't there yet. We drove around for quite a while and everyone finally ended up back at Ashley's around 12:30. We watched Dumb and Dumber and I got really bored and kinda fell asleep. Stephanie left around 1:30.

After we all chilled out a bit, the sleeping arrangements turned into Dillard and Ashley on one couch, Colleen on the other, Ben and Emily on a blanket on the floor, and Mike and I on this little pad thing. Dillard says Ben and Emily were starting to go at it under that blanket. o.O

Dillard, Emily, and Ben left around 3:30, and Ashley and I talked for a little while after that. Mike woke up at 7 and decided he really needed to go home. When he was suppossed to be home at midnight, I don't see why 7:00 or noon would make a difference. So after that, Lena, Ashley, and I slept till around 1:30 and Dad picked me up at 3. And now I'm here.

I don't think I can quite express how much fun I had in that car with Stephanie and the boys.

Did I ever mention I love being a sophomore?

I can't wait till next weekend.

This whole Seth/Mike thing is really starting to get to me. I really like Seth, but I can't keep myself away from Mike. Grr. I'm gonna end up hurting someone, and that makes me mad.

Thursday, October 3rd- 7:58 p.m.

Mood: Ecstatic

Music: Heroine - Buck-Tick

Yay! I'm going to Homecoming with Seth! Wh00t! This is so awesome. YAY! *dances around the room*

Thursday, October 3rd- 5:47 p.m.

Mood: Bored

Music: Burn - The Cure

So I'm over my little fit of....whatever that I had last night. Seth had tried to IM me yesterday to get me to go to Ica's house, but my IM wasn't working. :(

Yay! Going skating and spending the night at Ashley's tomorrow. Course, skates kinda scare me cuz I broke my arm in 6th grade. Oh well!

Wednesday, October 2nd- 10:42 p.m.

Mood: Depressed

Music: The Window - Steve Miller Band

Jesolas77: god dammit, now i'm crying
randomcherry7: omg!
randomcherry7: because of why specifically?
Jesolas77: i have no idea!
Jesolas77: now i'm laughing too
randomcherry7: hehe
randomcherry7: well, try to keep the laughing. i hate it when i randomly act out emotions that i didn't know i had.
Jesolas77: i think i'm going to become a hermaphrodite
randomcherry7: lol
randomcherry7: can u do that?
Jesolas77: not really.......
randomcherry7: didn't think so
randomcherry7: i dun think it would help anything tho
Jesolas77: i could become a hermit
Jesolas77: hermit crabs are awesome
randomcherry7: heh. no u shouldn't.
Jesolas77: i know
Jesolas77: i'm just being sarcastic now
randomcherry7: yeh
Jesolas77: i really hate when i need to talk to someone about something but i can't do it till the next day. i never sleep well
randomcherry7: i know!

Teenage angst. I can hear Colleen laughing at me.

I really really like my new title and background and stuff.

Wednesday, October 2nd- 5:47 p.m.

Mood: Weird

Music: Tears (Live) - X Japan

Gackt Gackt Gackt Gackt Gacktgacktgacktgacktgackt! Hee hee hee~ *_*

Wednesday, October 2nd- 5:01 p.m.

Mood: I wish Seth was here.

Music: Mirror - Gackt

So I found an awesome picture of Gackt. He had white hair and purple eyes. I want white hair and purple eyes!

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Tuesday, October 1st- 8:08 p.m.

Mood:

Music: Some Gave All - Billy Ray Cyrus

Lol. This song reminds me. When Chris hears this, he'll "shit everywhere" as he so eloquently puts it. Mom is collecting money at her bar for the March of Dimes "Bikers for Babies." There's gonna be a big ride from somewhere to somewhere with over 10,000 bikes participating. Mom and Mitch (her BF) were invited to ride in the front. Billy Ray Cyrus is doing that as well. So Mom gets to like, hang out with Billy Ray all day. I think that's pretty cool.

So Sethy said he'll go to Katie's after the Homecoming party, so I'm happy now. This plan is cool with me.

Dude, I FINALLY get a call on my new cell phone, and it's a wrong number. Lolness.

Hahaha! A telemarketer just called me and I hung up on him. Then he called back and hung up on me! I could tell it was the same person cuz there was the same strange background noise. That's so great.

randomcherry7: telemarketers' revenge!!

Monday, September 30th- 9:28 p.m.

Mood: Random

Music: Manji Karame - Du� le Quartz

Hayashi Yoshiki is god.

Boku wa...kimi no...vanilla!



Watashi wa kikai desu. ^_____^

Monday, September 30th- 8:12 p.m.

Mood: I'm thinking of cutting out this mood thing unless it's really important cuz I'm tired of coming up with moods.

Music: Slackerbitch - Placebo

So we went to the football game tonite to find that there was no football game. The opposing team failed to show up, so bleh. We hung around school for a while. I got bored, so I called Sethy on muh new cell phone. ^_______^ I tried to get him to come to school, but he was working on his car so he didn't want to. He said he'd come over Wednesday tho and he told me he wanted to start going to more football games. Whoo hoo!

Uhm...yeah. (Pretend I'm saying something witty here and entertaining you with a funny story of some sort.)

Sunday, September 29th- 10:58 p.m.

Mood: Amused

Music: Sorrow - Yo-yo Ma

Whooooooo....


Which Famous Homosexual are you?


Which Colossal Death Robot Are You?

Sunday, September 29th- 12:33 p.m.

Mood: Excited

Music: Revolution is my Name - Pantera

The JRock band Duel Jewel is going to the A-Kon anime convention in Ft. Worth, Texas on May 30.

There is no option here.

I am going.

So Mom's picking me up in a bit. We're gonna go out to eat and then go to the Cingular store. Then I think we're gonna go to the mall cuz Mom needs a new cell phone. Then to her house to mess around with my dress for a while. Yayyers!

Saturday, September 28th- 10:27 p.m.

Mood: ......

Music: Only Happy When it Rains - Garbage

NEW PICTURES ADDED!!!!! So check out the "pictures" section if you care. And if you don't, do it anyway. The new pictures are at the top, cuz they go in order from newest to oldest. I'll have more pictures of the birthday party up when Dad gets his film developed. Which reminds me, if you want a copy of the tape of the party I have, give me a blank tape. It's only 13 minutes, but it's kinda neat.

Saturday, September 28th- 9:30 p.m.

Mood: Really tired of coming up with moods

Music: When Doves Cry - Prince

I really like this song.

WHY AM I HOME AT 9:30!?

So we (Erica, Colleen, Chris, Dave, and I) Went to Blanchette Park cuz a local blues band was having a concert there. It was lots of fun because I love my friends and live music is awesome. And concerts without huge crowds are kinda nice sometimes. I bought a CD cuz I really enjoyed the music. And it was only $10. The kid (forgot his name) that Erica knew said Final Fantasy was stupid, so I yelled and ran after him and threw a soda bottle at him. It was really satisfying. Poor guy. I had him thoroughly freaked out. There was also a kid who was telling me to get off of the top of the tube thing so he could walk across. I said no and he said "Move!" so I hissed at him and he ran away. Lol! But it's not like he was 3 or something; he was closer to 10.

Hehe. Brandon and I got into a big argument about who was the better Final Fantasy player. I won. ^____^

I think I'm gonna cut open this glowy tube thing I bought. Liquid that glows fascinates me.

Saturday, September 28th- 1:13 p.m.

Mood: Bored

Music: Weekend - X Japan

Ooh! Know what? You can design your own Nokia phone cover! Well, provided you get the right style of phone. It's on.

Last night was much fun. We went to the tailgate party, then to the game at Duchesne, then to Lyons. I'm really loving the new additions to our group; we've been needing new guys in our group for a long time.

This is really sad:

Do you give a fuck?
This quiz style was designed by alanna, adapted by Batfish Designs, and created by Missanthropy

Friday, September 27th- 3:16 p.m.

Mood: Hyper

Music: Galway Sky - Emiko Shiratori

So I wore my inspired-by-Mana hairstyle and got a bunch of compliments today. Wh00t!
"Where do you get your ideas for your hairstyles?"
"Well, there's this Japanese guy..."

I get Rachel's ER bracelet when she's done with it. Hehe.

So Katie said Chris went to the office today because the principal caught him smacking Aimee's arse. I really don't think it can be called sexual harassment when Aimee doesn't even care. But whatever.

Goin' to the tailgate party and then the game tonite. Having things to do on the weekends is good. I wish my video camera was a bit smaller; then I could take it to things like this.

Thursday, September 26th- 7:16 p.m.

Mood: Disappointed

Music: Pose (Live) - hide

Okay, so Seth just refuses to go to homecoming! He says he'll go anywhere else with me, but he does not want to go to a dance. I just don't understand it. T_T Oh well. I'm not gonna let lack of a date bother me. ^^ Hmm. I'm so glad Rachel is feeling better. She brought my b-day present by yesterday. 'tis a big cardboard box, some candy, and a calendar made with pictures of all my friends and I. That was so awesome! I love you Rach!

Dude, Mike's mom like, beat him up or something. He had 2 big scratches and a sore on his face. I asked him how that happened and he said his mom did it. I'm sure it was provoked, but that was very uncool of her.

Goin' to fencing soon. I love fencing so much! ^_____^

I'm gonna have Mom take me to get a cell phone this weekend.

So the smallest particle in an element that still has all the properties of that element is the atom, right? Well, my chemistry book said that if an atom were enlarged to the size of a football field, the nucleus of the atom would be the size of a dime and the protons and electrons would be even smaller. Everything else is empty space. The things that make up what we are is essentially nothing. And what's in that space? Woo...I love science. ^____^

Tuesday, September 24th- 5:57 p.m.

Mood: Silly

Music: Bodies (Vrenna XXX Mix) - Drowning Pool

So Dad picked me up at school and I went to get the stupid tetanus booster shot. My arm is sore. T_T But then we went to Best Buy to go CD player browsing cuz (I forget if I've said it or not) one of the speakers on my CD player got blown at the party. Anyway I completely fell in love with a $400 (500 watt) shelf system, but YEAH RIGHT. I also looked at a really nice 5 speaker $250 one (only 240 watt I think). I bought Braveheart on DVD and the XXX soundtrack. And I didn't get a damn tattoo with the soundtrack. Poo. But that's okay!

Monday, September 23rd- 10:29 p.m.

Mood: Annoyed

Music: Weekend - X Japan

Gosh I have a lot to talk about tonight.

Story 1: Mom gets caught on tape punching her daughter in a parking lot.
Story 2: A couple gets divorced and the Mom gets full custody of their little girl. The father finally gets a court order that allows him to get his daughter on weekends. He goes to pick her up only to discover that the Mom and her boyfriend had kept the child locked in a closet for over 7 months and the girl (7 years old I think) only weighed 25 pounds.

Story 1 is the biggest thing since color TV and Story 2 gets buried in the back of the newspaper. Why, you ask? Our society is so media-driven that the incident on video gets 100x more attention because we have to see it. We want pictures! We want video! We wanna see it or we just don't give a damn! Though Story 2 is clearly worse than 1 (though both are terrible), we don't care, because the first was on tape!

Things like this go on all the time, and no one cares until they can WATCH it with morbid fascination and say, "Oh my, this is so wrong!"

Kay, I'm done.

Monday, September 23rd- 10:21 p.m.

Mood: Stressed

Music: Ninja Turtles Theme

Oh my GAWD! So Rachel went to the ER last night cuz of her whole thing, Michelle almost went (an ambulance was called) cuz yesterday she went and took 4 stackers in 5 minutes, and now Christine is there because she hurt her foot really badly at the game tonite. I think 3 in 2 days is quite enough. All the rest of you guys be careful with yourselves, k? AAAAAHHHHHH.

Monday, September 23rd- 9:59 p.m.

Mood: Worried

Music: Light My Fire - The Doors

Hm. So after school Chris and I walked to Katie's house and called Rachel because her sister said she'd gone to the ER last night. She was there for a couple of hours and they gave her a silver nitrate treatment to stop hor nose from bleeding. She went to the doctor today and they took blood (because she didn't already lose enough). She's on some sort of medication now and turns out she's a bit anemic, whick kinda freaks me out. (Note to self: read about anemia.) She said she wants to go to school tomorrow but I told her she should take a couple of days off because being sick and going to the party, band competition, and ER probably left her totally drained. But then, of course, she's a better judge of how she feels than I am.

After we called Rachel, Chris and I walked to my house and chilled here a bit before we went to the JV football game. AND WE ACTUALLY WON A GAME! Wh00t! Then Chris and I walked back here and his mom picked him up.

I called Seth and asked him to go to the game with us, but he never showed up. :( Antisocial nerd.

Sunday, September 22nd- 1:41 p.m.

Mood: Relieved

Music: Vanilla - Gackt

So I totally freaked out when Erica told me that Lindsey told her Rachel went to the hospital yesterday because her nose was bleeding and she was coughing up blood. She's been sick for a few days, but it scared me to think all that was happening and she'd ended up in the hospital. ANYWAY...

After Erica told me this, I completely lost it and started crying. After Dad got me to stop, I called Rachel, completely prepared to call every hospital in the area if there was no answer. I didn't have to do that because Rach was at home. She explained to me that yesterday morning her nose was bleeding a bit, but she went to her marching band competition anyway cuz she didn't want to miss it. Later in the day her nose started bleeding and wouldn't stop and she was coughing blood and stuff. She got a ride home and had said that if the bleeding didn't stop, she'd have her mom take her to the hospital. But she didn't end up going. So I think she's going to the doctor tomorrow about it.

Saturday, September 21st- 6:31 p.m.

Mood: Anxious

Music: Rock is Dead - Marilyn Manson

I really need to find a ride to demolition ball. Yup. Dad said I don't need to go cuz I just had the party last night. I said that, regardless of how I act sometimes, I AM a teenager.

I found this awesome "Philosophy of Hentai" shirt at jlist.com. Also found one that says "I want to be Japanese" in Japanese> I think I should get those.

What is your Alter-Ego Personality?

Saturday, September 21st- 3:44 p.m.

Mood: Tired

Music: Eyes on Me Remix - Faye Wong (Who remixes Final Fantasy songs? I swear.)

So the birthday party last night was lots of fun. I got a bunch of it on tape. My friends are so crazy. There was lots of dancing and running around and other fun stuff. Dave and Brandon brought their guitars.

Hehe- We got the cops called on us cuz of the music. But the copper was really nice and kind of had this whole "I can't believe some stupid person called about this party. It's 6:00 and the music isn't even that loud," tone of voice. I'd like to know who called.

Chris tried to kick Ritchie's ass because Ritchie constantly flirts with Rachel. Or something. I knew I shouldn't have told Katie that Ritchie could come.

Mike was really upset for a while last night about some crap with his family or something. I should call him today to see if he's okay.

One of the speakers on my CD player got blown. Now I have to get a new one. >_< Grr.

I finally got a kiss from Seth. Yayyers! Now I don't have to worry about whether or not it will freak him out if I randomly kiss him. Snerk. Why do I go for the unaffectionate ones? Oi. *smacks forehead*

Wednesday, September 18th- 10:22 p.m.

Mood: Hungry

Music: Lullaby - The Cure

Whoo. So Mom picked me up and we went to Chevy's to eat. She gave me my present, A VIDEO CAMERA, and then brought me back over here. My camera's awesome. It's rather large cuz you put the VHS tape right in it, but it's really nice and has a flip-out screen on it. Dad and Ann gave me $50, Hello Kitty bed sheets (yay!), The Rocky Horror Picture Show DVD, The Lord of the Rings DVD, and a bottle of cherry Grenadine cuz they're odd like that and I have a thing for Grenadine in Fresca. My sister and her family got me a nifty spinning lamp with stars on it and a glittery lava lamp-ish thingie.

Seth and I talked on the phone for like, 2 hours today.

Party Friday's gonna be great.

My headphones keep crapping out and it's making me angry.

Wednesday, September 18th- 3:59 p.m.

Mood: Bouncy

Music: Sethy on the Phone

Wednesday, September 18th- 3:15 p.m.

Mood: Bouncy

Music: Watashi no Yuki - Two-Mix

Lollers. I told you guys that Mike and I'd never end up going to homecoming together. He's going out with Kristin again. I was disappointed for like, 10 minutes cuz I like having someone to hug and make out with. Kid needs to learn how to treat girls. I think I'm gonna go call Seth...

Today is my birthday. Yippers! Erica decorated my locker. Love ya, Ica!

Mom is picking me up at 4 to go eat.

Tuesday, September 17th6:35 p.m.

Mood: Bored

Music: Footloose - Kenny Loggins

Plastic Tree is an awesome band. I really don't think this sounds like me tho....

Depressing and suicidal, there's a good chance you might even take drugs or suffer from alcoholism. Even if you don't, you still live in your own little dream world, and most likely have quite a vivid imagination. In any case, you're still rather soothing, in your own bizarre little way. You're also rather angsty. take the "which neglected jrock band are you?" test. or something.

which song describes you the best?

Which Disney Princess are you?

Tuesday, September 17th- 5:53 p.m.

Mood: Happy

Music: She Bop - Cindy Lauper

Jimi was being an ass in seminar today. Mike came in to see me, and I asked him if he wanted to walk to my house after school. He said sure. Them Jimi starts trying to convince Mike to go to HIS house. I'm like, no, he already said he'd go with me. And Jimi just wouldn't stop! It was fucking irritating. Oh well; no matter. I won anyhow! Mike came over here for a while. (I'd won all along; Jimi just didn't know it.)

I gotta study for the child development test. My grade in that class isn't so good. >_<

My birthday is tomorrow. Party Friday. I think I'm gonna have a couple of the guys sneak over to the sleepover part- it's in the sunroom. ^^ When I said something to Mike about that, the first thing he said was, "Will Chris be there?" o.O Earlier today Rachel was like, "I never thought I'd have to worry about another guy stealing my boyfriend." I told her, "I never thought I'd have to worry about my almost boyfriend leaving me for another guy." Then we laughed.

It didn't take long at all for the Mike/Chris making out thing to get all over school. I think it's funny that people even care. I swear. Stupid homophobics.

Sunday, September 15th- 4:25 p.m.

Mood: Angry

Music: Circle of Life - The Lion King

Yay! Miyabi theme. Miyabi is my little slut.

I just realized that the counter for my birthday on here isn't right. I should try to fix that.

So Final Fantasy XI is an entirely online game. That means that once it comes out in the US, if I want to play it, I also have to buy a hard drive for the PS2 and a bunch of other crap and pay to be on the server online. Not to mention it's a huge multiplayer game and I HATE multiplayer games. I don't even do 2 player games. This essentially means that Jessica will not be buying this game and she won't get her semi-annual new Final Fantasy game fix. Squaresoft really needs to stop trying things like movies and online games and just make the normal stuff that everyone likes. (Final Fantasy XI sales in Japan were pathetic compared to that of X.)

Sunday, September 15th- 2:26 p.m.

Mood: Tired

Music: Kokain - Rammstein

So we went to Gary's for a while last night. Mike didn't show up cuz we had no way to let him know we were there. :( It started raining, so we went in Gary's basement. That got boring, so we ran to Emily's house and chilled in HER basement. We played music and threw a ball around and stuff. Ica and I fell asleep in Emily's chair (Ica kinda on top of me - Rachel said it would have made the cutest picture). Then Rachel's dad came and picked up her, Ica, and I and took us home. I stayed up till a bit after 11, so that makes 40 hours.

I think that's really kinda neat that I stayed up 40 hours and didn't get tired for a long time. It made for a really long weekend. I'd been up so long that last night felt like it should have been Sunday night, not Saturday.

Saturday, September 14th- 6:42 p.m.

Mood: Excited

Music: Lucifer - Sugizo

Whoo!!!! 36 hours and running! (Well, not really running. More like walking.)

Going to Gary's again. Gonna be so tired by the time I get to go to bed. Mike and Steve are grounded so I couldn't talk to Mike on the phone. :( I hope they decide to leave and go to Gary's. Mmhmm. Better get ready to leave.

Saturday, September 14th- 10:31 a.m.

Mood: Hyper

Music: My Weakness - Moby

First things first:

INCUBUS ROCKED! It was great. Mike Arias and Jimi ended up going too, so Rach, Chris, and I hung out with them up in the lawn a lot.

Last night. Whoo! We went to the football game. I took 2 Adderall (speed) and was talking so fast for a while that no one could understand me. It was great. Mike asked me to homecoming and I said, sure, I'd go with him. (Much to the dismay of Erica - Sorry Ica! I know I told you to not let me do this!) Chris got kicked out cuz he's suspended and not suppossed to be there, so Mike and I wandered about with him and we ended up chillin' at Chris's grandparents' house cuz they're awesome like that. After the game we went to Gary's house cuz he had beer and stuff and his parents didn't care what we did. We all took some more Adderall cuz hyper is fun. Hehe. We played spin the bottle and almost everyone there ended up making out with each other. ^^ Mike and Chris were really getting into making out with each other and Rachel and I were starting to worry a bit (seeing as how she's going out with Chris and all.) The funniest part was the mass coming-out-of-the-closet. Chris said something about Erica being bi, and Mike said, "Me too!" And then almost everyone there (including Your Humble Narrator [name the book]) raised their hands and said "Me too!" But a lot of teenagers are that way, so it was no big deal. I just found it amusing. After all that had happened I spent a lot of time trying to keep Mike awake cuz he screwed himself up pretty bad on Adderall and anti-depressants and stuff. (I wasn't too happy with him about that.) We had to walk back to KT's (where Ica, Lena, and I were spending the nite) to ask her Dad if we could stay longer, then we went back to Gary's. Steven (Mike's bro) and Graham came back from ...somewhere and brought these 3 random guys who were really good rappers, so that was entertaining. Steven passed out on Gary's porch swing thing (lol). We had to leave then ('round 1:30), so we went back to KT's and changed into our pajamas and such. Gary, Graham, and Mike stopped by for a while and we talked to them through the window in KT's living room. When they left, it was impossible to get to sleep cuz of the Adderall and we ended up falling asleep at 5:30 and waking up at 6:30 this morning. So no more Adderall for Jessica. I like sleep. So I imagine I'm gonna end up being awake for a total of about 40 or so hours. (I'm not tired at all after 28 hours with 1 hour of sleep.) But it's all good.

So now today I have to go to a family get-together thingie and I hope to go to Gary's again tonite to see my Mike. ^___^

I love being a sophomore.

Thursday, September 12th- 3:35 p.m.

Mood: Pissed

Music: Pretty When You Cry - Vast

I HEREBY DENOUNCE FANFICTION.NET.

Stupid FF.net with it's stupid new no NC-17 policy. It should die. DIE, FANFICTION.NET, DIE!

Wednesday, September 11th- 11:00 p.m.

Mood: Tired

Music: I Disappear - Metallica

Here is Jessica's pathetic digital flag:



And here is Jessica's pathetic moment of silence:

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This wasn't really meant to sound sarcastic...I am very saddened by everything and I didn't really wanna deal with hearing it all over again. I couldn't even watch the footage from a year ago on TV today.

On a lighter note, I was kind of making fun of all the people who suddenly became patriotic after the events of Sept. 11. It seems odd to me that it takes such a tragedy for people to even think about their country. Dad and I had our flag on its pole in the front yard BEFORE 9-11, so THERE!

Wednesday, September 11th- 10:41 p.m.

Mood: Tired

Music: My Head's in Mississippi - ZZ Top

Incubus tomorrow. You know you are jealous. (Unless you're going.)

So I just realized that my cousin Ashley kinda looks like Mana (the blue-haired guy on my background here). Damn her. Lol. I should tell her she looks like a Japanese man named Mana. I love freaking out relatives.

There should be a Mana doll. Then we could sell them to little girls and get them obsessed with crossdressers. o.O;;; I'm in a strange mood today... I bet I could make a Mana doll out of a Barbie. How fun would that be? Fun, I tell you.

Seth's not been online. I think I'm tired of worrying about Seth. He puts no effort into any kind of a relationship with me (even just a friendship).

I changed the backgrounds of all my subpages, so check it out if you have nothing better to do.

Tuesday, September 10th- 7:53 p.m.

Mood: Pessimistic

Music: Secret Garden - Gackt

INCUBUS CONCERT THURSDAY!

Ugh. I wanna go on vacation or something. Leaving is fun.

So the Grandparents are coming tomorrow from Florida. Boringness abounds! I love them and all (of course), but they're...boring. And I have to hang around them and not have ppl at the house.

Monday, September 9th- 9:12 p.m.

Mood: Confused

Music: Say Yes - Chage and Aska

Ohmygawd. Jessica DOES get problems like normal people. o.O

(She's just not sharing them on a public journal.)

Saturday, September 7th- 9:47 p.m.

Mood: Bored

Music: Burn - The Cure

Erica came over and we accomplished much as far as party planning.

Will Jess Survive A Pit Match Against Clinton And Bush?

. 24% chance Bush would kill you. . 0% chance Clinton would kill you. . 33% chance he would sexually harass you. . 76% chance you would kill them.

Enter Combat

. . . What is my spectrum? I am green: My main color is green. I like to have fun and comfort. Happiness is the marker of a great life. . What is my spectrum?

Am I The Greatest Song In The World? Rock: Indeed, I am the greatest song in the world! But you shalt never hear me, for I am far to great to be heard by the ears of mortals. Are you the greatest song in the world?

Saturday, September 7th- 4:26 p.m.

Mood: Amused

Music: Look Back in Anger - David Bowie

Haha. Dad and Ann went to Sam's and bought enough toilet paper, paper towels, Kleenex, cleaners, Advil, and other such random things to last us a year. It's so hilarious. Like, field day at Sam's! I love when they do things like this. The entire trunk and back seat of Dad's car was filled with household stuff. And if you've seen Dad's car, you know that that has to be a lot of stuff. (He has a '76 Impala. Lol.)

Saturday, September 7th- 3:45 p.m.

Mood: Confused

Music: Desert Capriccio - Yo-yo Ma

[Entry deleted. Snerk.]

Wednesday, September 4th- 5:36 p.m.

Mood: Sad, confused, angry

Music: Illuminati - Malice Mizer

So I read Michelle's journal. Things like this make me pissed that such wonderful people like Michelle end up in such terrible situations. I start to question things such as a "higher power". If there is some greater diety(s) out there, who's watching over the Michelles of the world!? Damn all the people who treat her so badly. Damn it all!

I want so badly to fix it all...

Where's Seth?

Tuesday, September 3rd- 5:02 p.m.

Mood: eh.

Music: Melodies of Life - Emiko Shiratori

Woo. Check it out. A common theme between the title and background! This week's theme is Mana cuz he's cool like that.

Seth, Rachel, and Chris came over yesterday. They were her for about 6 1/2 hours, and it was much fun. I KNOW Rachel and Chris were having fun what with all the face-sucking going on. Hehe.

Seth Seth Seth. Who likes Seth? Jessica does! Wh00t!

Saturday, August 31st - 4:18 p.m.

Mood: Excited

Music: Tears (Live) - X Japan

Dee and Ryo decided they wanted to be in my title for a while, so I airbrushed them up all spiffy and stuff. I love the airbrush in Photoshop. I want a real airbrush. I really should come up with a common theme between my title and background, but I haven't yet.

Goin to see XXX again tonite. Wh00t!

I woke up this morning with a terribly hoarse voice. It still is a little bit. I guess a combination of a sore throat and talking/yelling so much yesterday did it.

Friday, August 30th - 11:28 p.m.

Mood: Tired like whoa

Music: You're so Vain - Carly Simon

Long time no update! Nothing's been happening, and I haven't been online a lot this week (imagine that), so I haven't written in here.

Today a bunch of my friends (Rachel, Seth, Chris, Erica, Lena, Jimi, and Emily) came to my house after school. We hung out listening to music and being our silly selves. Seth was fun and just as weird as the rest of us when he stopped being all antisocial. I loved it. Dad fed us around 6:00, then we walked back to school for the scrimmage game. We were there for about an hour. We left there, and I got a super-mega-great hug from Seth before he went home and Rachel, Jimi, Chris, and I went back to my house. We watched Waterworld (Chris's selection) till 11:00 when they all left. Now I'm here.

It upsets me so much when people have lots of problems and there's nothing I can do to help. Erica seems to have a lot right now, tho I don't know what all of them are. And Rachel did for a while, but she seems quite happy now. It's so frusterating. I was almost crying for Erica last nite.

Saturday, August 24th - 1:33 p.m.

Mood: Bored

Music: Bubblegoose - South Park

Woo! Enough boredom to share with EVERYONE! WAHAHAHAHA

Which Jrock Queen Are You? by Youko Triumph

How much am I like that? A LOT.

Friday, August 23rd - 12:07 a.m.

Mood: Tired

Music: Tears (Live) - X Japan

I so totally forgot to tell about my scaling of the lunchroom wall! (And you're thinking, "What?") We sit at a table with a long sorta booth thingie on two of the walls, and I was close to the corner of the booth thingie. I was eating, minding my own business, and a friggin SPIDER crawled on my leg. I freaked out (arachnaphobia thing and all) and brushed it off and kinda shoved myself back really quickly into the corner. I didn't kill the spider, so I kinda sat there in the corner for a couple of minutes all curled up hugging my knees and shaking cuz I didn't know where the spider was. It was really pathetic but uber-hilarious. I'd like to have seen that from another perspective. There were a bunch of people who witnessed it. It was great. I always laugh so hard at incidents like that after they happen. So now Rachel, Colleen, and Tara refer to it as "Jessica flying halfway up the cafeteria wall."

Friday, August 23rd - 10:32 p.m.

Mood: Silly

Music: Silent Melody - Lucifer

So we went to the mall tonight. I remember why I dislike Friday nights at the mall. Preppy people everywhere! *shudders*

Anyway. We had it all planned out. Dad drove us there. We went to Ica's house first and picked up Ica and Lena. When we went to Rachel's, she wasn't there. We sat in the driveway for a while trying to figure out what to do, and we finally decided to leave a note. This paid off, cuz she got the note and her mom brought her to the mall before the movie started. The line for tickets was super long, and XXX started in 10 minutes, so we offered these people $5 to let us get in front of them. ^^ Turns out XXX was sold out, which sucked, so we saw Signs instead. It was a very good movie; extremely suspenseful. I don't remember the last time I saw a movie that freaked me out so much I shrieked. (Course, a bunch of other people did too.) I also cried like, 3 times. But I do that. Like with The Green Mile. That movie made me cry so hard! After that we wandered around then went home. And here I am.

Wednesday, August 21st - 8:43 p.m.

Mood: Mischievous

Music: Farewell - Yo-yo Ma

German is so great! It's by far my favorite class. Guten tag! Wie geht es dir? Ich spreche Deutsch. And some other stuff. Yay!

I wonder if Beth and Rachel have signed up for fencing yet. I should ask tomorrow.

I TURN 16 IN 4 WEEKS. BE HAPPY FOR ME. It'll be awesome. An Erica/Ashley/Jessica birthday party in my backyard. Erica's b-day's Sept. 25th and mine and Ashley's is the 18th.

I went to the orthodontist today and they did a bunch of stuff and my teeth hurt. >_< I really hate pain in my mouth. I can't even eat.

Yesterday I hid in my cardboard box for an hour and no one could find me! Wahahahaha!

Me: Dad, you know some German from being over there in the army, right?
Dad: Uhh...frauline...beer (said it with a German accent)...eins, zwo, drei, vier, funf, sechs, sieben...
Me: *weird look*
Dad: Hey! Living in Germany in the army is a lot different than just living there!

Tuedsay, August 20th - 7:48 p.m.

Mood: Happy

Music: Everlong - Foo Fighters

Yay! I have Photoshop! I can make cool stuff! As soon as I learn how....

I really should be cleaning my room.

Toshiya's my new background cuz...well...he wants to be. Yeah. Actually, I'm not sure why I stuck him there. Needed a change, I guess. Bored. I should change the layout to my entire page, but I dun feel like it right now.

School day two went well. I've now been to all my classes, and I have a friend or multiple friends in almost every one. And great lunches. Hehe. I have Kaytee Bailey and Amy Bridges in Child Devlopment. That should be fun!

Monday, August 19th - 7:29 p.m.

Mood: Pissed

Music: Rose Tint my World - RHPS

1st day of school. So I've been really hyper and sociable all day. Like whoa. German's gonna be majorly fun, and I have lunch with tons of my friends.

Dad just claimed that he never said he'd pay for guitar lessons. That completely deflated my ongoing super-good mood, and now I'm thoroughly ticked. I'm gonna go wallow in self-pity now.

Saturday, August 16th - 10:39 p.m.

Mood: Hyper

Music: Girls - The Beastie Boys

Went to the Festival of the Little Hills and then to see XXX. That is the best movie! Vin Diesel be so so sexy! And that is all because I really don't feel like writing right now. Oh, Erica and I are going to see XXX again tomorrow and we're taking Rachel (though she doesn't know it yet) and we're bringing lotsa extra money for Dance Dance Revolution.

Saturday, August 16th - 1:50 p.m.

Mood: Tired Still

Music: The Spectrum Song - Disney

Kay. Got home last night. Just got done typing up my vacation journal. Check it out HERE. It's read from top to bottom as oppossed to this page. I don't feel like writing more cuz I've been typing for too long already.

Friday, August 9th - 11:35 a.m.

Mood: Busy

Music: Highway to Hell - AC/DC

Almost done! Ya woo!

1. Wash new clothes � Check!
2. Pack � Check!
3. Burn a bunch of CDs � Check!
4. Fill out all the registration paperwork � Check!
5. Go to registration at 1:00 ...getting to that one
6. Go coloring book shopping � Check!
7. Go to the library � Check!
8. Trim my hair � Check!
9. Somehow get the suitcase to Mom so she can pack � Check!

Wh00t! *_*

Thursday, August 8th - 5:12 p.m.

Mood: Busy

Music: Drops of Jupiter - Train

Stuff to do between now and tomorrow evening:

1. Wash new clothes
2. Pack
3. Burn a bunch of CDs
4. Fill out all the registration paperwork
5. Go to registration at 1:00 tomorrow
6. Go coloring book shopping (Hey, it's a nonstop 16 hour drive.)
7. Go to the library
8. Trim my hair
9. Somehow get the suitcase to Mom so she can pack

Ugh. -_-

Tuesday, August 6th - 10:25 p.m.

Mood: Cheerful

Music: A Prayer - Sugizo

Hm. Woke up. Jimi came over. Played GTA3. Went clothes shopping at the mall. Saved $45 cuz I spent over $150 at Hot Topic. Got an Afro Ken shirt. ^____^ Bought a singing, nunchuck-flinging, kung fu hamster at Gadzooks. Ninja squirrel's cousin! (If you don't know, don't ask.) Watched the Ameristar fireworks. Complained about how pathetic the fireworks were. Biggest show in MO ever, my ass. Now going to go read some more of my FAKE manga.

Monday, August 5th - 10:57 p.m.

Mood: Bouncy

Music: Otherside - Red Hot Chili Peppers

Went to the bar with Mom, same as all the other Mondays this summer. Um...Anthony and Lauren stopped by for quite a while. That was fun. My darts took quite a beating today cuz the three of us played about 5 games. Anthony's not too bad, but Lauren...well, she'd never thrown before. But it's all good.

My GTA3 came in the mail today, which was much earlier than expected. Good deal.

Okay, definitely going to Colorado on the 10th. I won't be able to talk to you all from the 10th to the 17th. What will you do without me? Ack. I sense some serious computer withdrawal on my part. Being computerless for a day bugs me. For some reason, my mind thinks that I'll miss something important if I'm not online at least once a day. Which isn't right at all. Pathetic, ne?

So anyway. Maybe I'll buy a calling card and give some people a ring while I'm gone.

Monday, August 5th - 10:07 a.m.

Mood: Um...Freaked out

Music: The music video playing again

I downloaded Malice Mizer's Illuminati music video. It was the first Malice Mizer video I'd seen, and I'm thinking, "Okay, so put this on TV in the US, and all of Madonna's controversial stuff will look like it was made for third graders." YEEEEAH.

Haven't updated in a couple days. OH MY GAWD! Sorry. I'm in a sarcastic mood. Um...a whole lot of nothing happened Saturday. Last night, however, I went with Erica and Chris to see Goldmember. It was a rather funny movie. A bit too...ridiculously stupid for my tastes, but funny nonetheless. After the movie we wandered around in the closed mall for a while. We played on those little machine things where you win stuffed animals. You know, with the claw. Yeah. So I ended up feeding the stupid thing about $7, but I managed to win everyone a plush Spongebob. I brought my plush-Spongebob home and introduced him to plush-hide. Plush-hide doesn't like plush-Spongebob at all. I think hide-chan has a jealousy problem. And hide-chan's still angry about being stuffed in my bag for 3 days at my sister's house. You wanted to come along, you picky little bastard! Aww, I still love you, hide-chan.

Okay, so if whoever's reading this isn't extremely freaked out at this point, I'll be surprised. What can I say? I do strange things when I'm bored.

Friday, August 2nd - 10:34 p.m.

Mood: Hyper

Music: Angels - Enya

Went over to Seth's house today. We walked to Main Street and ate at the St. Louis Bread Co. (yum), then we went to the Holiday House and hung out with Michelle for a while. We went back to his house after that cuz it was just too hot to be outside. We were on the computer for a while and we played Grand Theft Auto 3 (which, by the way, I ordered last night). So, all in all, it was a good day cuz I like Seth a lot and I managed to get out of the damn house! Yay for Jessica!

Thursday, August 1st - 6:27 p.m.

Mood: Scared

Music: Claustrophobia - Luna Sea

I just found out today that my mom is hypoglycemic. Apparently she has been for a while and it just hasn't been bad for a long time. Till now. Hypoglycemia is basically low blood sugar. I think the average blood sugar level is between 100 and 120, and if it drops to zero, you go into a coma. Mom's was at 14 yesterday. This is really freaking me out. Being hypoglycemic also means that more likely than not she'll be diabetic eventually.

Thursday, August 1st - 5:34 p.m.

Mood: Tired

Music: Sweet Transvestite - The Rocky Horror Picture Show ^^

Ever sandblasted any part of your body? I don't recommend it. At work today, SOMEONE *glares at John's screen name* forgot to tell me there was a quarter-sized hole in the left glove in the sand machine. That hurt like hell. Muh finger's kinda raw on one side...

Going to Main Street with Seth tomorrow. ^^

Going to Colorado on the 10th. Or at least planning to. Colorado is fun and all, but I HATE staying at my Aunt Karen's house. The place is a complete mess and everyone there grates on my nerves. (Everyone being 5 and sometimes 7 or 8 people in a doublewide trailer. Not counting Mom and I. o.O) Drives me nuts. Nuts, I tell you. (As if I'm not already. *big grin*)But I really want to see my Grandma, so it's all good.

I came up with the perfect theme for Erica and my birthday party! (Provided Erica likes it too.) Mardi Gras! Lol. Mardi Gras in September! I just love all the masks and whatnot. And I'm gonna make Daddio cook cajun food. ^____^

I got the FAKE manga series that I ordered in the mail today. Yay! It's so annoying reading books backwards tho. And you're thinking, "What?" I assure you, I do not read books from the end to the beginning. Usually. ~_^ It's Japanese, and those books go right to left.

Tuesday, July 30th - 10:59 a.m.

Mood: Annoyed

Music: Music from Tarzan in the other room.

Gawd. Remind me to never have kids, you guys. Well, at least not more than one.

Yeah. I started watching Tarzan with the kids but left after I started bawling my eyes out 5 minutes into the movie. Kinda like Bambi. I practically threw a fit when Bambi's mom died. o.O That is a really old movie (1940-something). I don't think Disney would pull the whole losing you Mom thing on kids anymore.

On a much more violent note, I finally got to play Grand Theft Auto 3 last night. It was fun for a while and I got a few good laughs, but I dun think I'm gonna buy it.

Woo...a magical moment! All is quiet! *looks around skeptically* YEEEAH. This won't last.

Sunday, July 28th - 2:52 p.m.

Mood: Silly

Music: Sehnsucht - Rammstein

So we ended up with only 6 out of the many people invited at Jaycee Park. That kinda sucked. But I got to see Emily, Chris, and Musi who I hadn't seen since school, so that was really cool. Ritchie was there too, but he annoys the hell out of me.

I'm spending the nite at mom's house tonight, going to the bar with her tomorrow, and babysitting Tuesday. I won't be home for a while. Which kinda sucks. I really hate sleeping in unfamiliar beds. >_< My bed is so perfect and comfy, nothing can compare!

Saturday, July 27th - 12:49 a.m.

Mood: Happy

Music: Space Oddity - David Bowie

Wooooo....X-Files slash fics, you guys! ^______^

So Seth didn't come over today. His stepmom wouldn't let him since there was no adult here. Josh stopped by for a little bit, so my boredom was gone for a while.

Get this! Mom's good friend/ex boyfriend Joe runs Band Instrument Service Co. He's gonna GIVE me a nice guitar and set up lessons with a really good teacher! Score!

It's gonna be soooo hot tomorrow. Why didn't you guys check the weather report before you scheduled this trip to Jaycee Park? -_- Oh well.

Friday, July 26th - 12:15 p.m.

Mood: Bored

Music: My Turn to Fly - The Urge

I added 3 pictures. (One of Dad and 2 of me.)

Check it out. A result of my boredom (Hell, this whole page is a result of my boredom):

I find that little thing terribly entertaining.

Thursday, July 25th - 11:02 p.m.

Mood: Amused

Music: Star Wars Cantina - Weird Al

Hahahaha! Ann went to Walgreens and called around 8:30 saying, "I locked my keys in the car!" So I had to drive over there cuz Dad had had too much to drink (though I say he seemed fine and was just being paranoid). So we went over there and Daddio attempted to break into the car and failed. Ann ended up calling a locksmith. Dad took me home and went back to Walgreens cuz he didn't want Ann sitting there by herself waiting for said locksmith. They finally got home around 10:30. I find it all very amusing. This isn't the first time Ann's done that. She really needs to get a spare key. Or just remember to take the keys OUT of the ignition. Lol.

Seth is coming over tomorrow and we're all meeting at Jaycee Park Saturday. Yay!

I'm gonna start taking Japanese classes at St. Louis Community College in my junior year. Wh00t!

Tuesday, July 23rd - 6:19 p.m.

Mood: Artistic

Music: Purple Haze - The Cure

Added a couple more drawings (Yoshiki and Vincent). Check out the pic of Yoshiki-sama, it's the first non-anime sketch on here. I like it a lot.

GUESS WHAT!!!!! Daddio said that we can look into getting me a guitar and private lessons so I can learn to play! *big grin* I told him that would make an awesome birthday gift.

I better look into when the next fencing class is.... August 31st. Okay. Lena, Rachel, are we gonna make it to this one? I'll have to call Beth about it, she doesn't read my journal.

Monday, July 22nd - 10:30 p.m.

Mood: Cheerful

Music: Beauty and Stupid - hide

Yup. So I went to the bar with Mom to help her clean, as usual. I called Anthony, and he and Lauren (his lil' sis) came over around 1:30. They were there for quite a while. It was the first time I'd ever really been with Anthony as just a friend. It was kinda fun. Other than the natural urge to rest my head on his shoulder that I had to supress a couple of times, I'd say I'm positively over it all now. I think I'm gonna enjoy being "just friends". ^________^ Yay for Jessica!

I'm at my sister's house tonite. Gonna babysit tomorrow. A tiring job, that is. John picked me up at Mom's bar in his new (well, new to him at least) Jeep. We drove home without the doors on. That was rather freaky considering it was a totally new experience for me. Being able to look down and see the ground gong by at 65 mph. is very strange. But it was fun and now I want one! Though they flip over really easily, so I don't think that would be a very good idea....

Sunday, July 21st - 5:54 p.m.

Mood: Bored

Music: Endless Rain Live - X Japan

This is such an emotional song (Endless Rain). It's so crazy watching it being performed in one of their concerts. Everybody cries! Like, more than half the audience cries as they're singing along, Yoshiki cries, Toshi pretends he isn't crying, and hide stands there like, "What the fuck?" ^____^

You have a few close friends that you are comfortable with, but can get along with anyone. You have an exceptional sweet tooth for candy with a personality to match. If you can't brighten up someone's day, no one can!

What San-X Character Are You?

Sunday, July 21st - 12:46 p.m.

Mood: Sleepy

Music: Spirit Dreams Inside - L'Arc~en~Ciel

Why did whoever was in charge have to put that crap of a song at the end of the English version of the Final Fantasy movie? This song (Spirit Dreams Inside) is just awesome, and it's in English. It's at the end of the Japanese version. L'Arc~en~Ciel kicks ass.

Dad and Ann went to the movies. On a DATE. I don't think they've ever done that, and Ann's lived with us for, I think, over 2 years.

So don't you love my new title and background? I am so cool.

Josh went skydiving. That is so awesome. Read about it here

Saturday, July 20th - 6:21 p.m.

Mood: Happy

Music: Art of Life - X Japan

Added Josh's drawing and a nifty semi-colored version of the pic of Duo with the dog. Check them out!

Saturday, July 20th - 4:45 p.m.

Mood: Ecstatic

Music: Love You Madly - Cake

I GOT A SEWING MACHINE, YOU GUYS!!!! WOO HOO! Finally!! Score!

Friday, July 19th - 9:02 p.m.

Mood: Bored

Music: Crucify - Tori Amos

Yay! I finished it! After working for about 4 1/2 hours, I finished the drawing I did for Josh for his birthday. I'm mighty proud of it. I'll put a scan up here after I give it to him. (I dun want him to see it ahead of time.)

I'm babysitting here (here being my own house) tomorrow. It should be interesting trying to entertain the kids while they're away from most of their toys. ^_^;;

I have a very interestingly shaped mosquito bite. It kinda looks like Michigan.

Someone needs to get online and entertain me.

Friday, July 19th - 3:08 p.m.

Mood: Bored

Music: Close to Me - The Cure

So we went to InCahoots last night. It was really boring. Yeah. Next time, we're going on Sunday.

When I was talking to Anthony yesterday, he said that he lives pretty close to my Mom's bar. He told me to call him next time I'm over there and he'd come over and see me. That'll be cool. *I was telling Rachel and Ica about that on the ride over to InCahoots, and Ann started growling when I mentioned Anthony's name. She does not like him at all anymore. I swear, I'm more mature about it than she is. I think it's taking her longer to get over it. I cannot convince her that he didn't break up with me for the hell of it or to be mean. Oh well. *sigh*

Thursday, July 18th - 3:52 p.m.

Mood: Happy

Music: Talking to Anthony on the phone

Added a "drawings" section! Check it out and grovel at my feet.

Added a fencing picture to the "pictures" section.

I'm not babysitting tomorrow, so I think we're going to InCahoots tonight. Whoo hoo!

Wednesday, July 17th - 6:23 p.m.

Mood: Angry

Music: Chicken Dance (techno remix) - Blue Man Group

It's official. My hair has faded to a really strange non-pink color. This sucks. Grr. >_< Oh well.

Wednesday, July 17th - 12:01 p.m.

Mood: Impatient

Music: Erode - Dir en grey

I have to go to the orthodontist again. And again. And again. I'm so tired of that friggin place. >_< They need to hurry up and fix my teeth.

I'm anxiously awaiting the arrival of some more stuff I ordered online. I keep walking over to the window looking for the UPS man. But they knock when they leave the package, right? But I'm leaving in 1/2 an hour to go to the orthodontist and then to work. Oh well.

These fruit snacks are so cool! You can play checkers with them!

Plans to rebuild the world trade center are starting.

Tuesday, July 16th - 7:40 p.m.

Mood: Really Tired

Music: Dice - hide

I am very tired. z_z I fell asleep in the middle of watching Jin-Roh (grr) but then made myself get up. If I go to sleep this early, it will throw my whole schedule off.

So i was in the "music groups" section of Fanfiction.net intending to look for new Jrock fics (me luvs my JRock yaoi *^_~*), and guess who has 855 fanfictions written about them? Come on, guess.


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HANSON!!!!! AAAAAH! o.O

What is the world coming to? O.O;;

I used a lot of the little anime emoticon faces in here, didn't I? Some of those will probably make no sense unless you're part of the internet anime fandom. ^_~ Maybe my mood should be changed to "bored".

Tuesday, July 16th - 5:41 p.m.

Mood: Tired

Music: Baroque - Malice Mizer

So, I'm back from 6 Flags now. Turns out Ica and Rach had money to go on the Dragon's Wing, so we ended up going anyway. It was majorly fun, like before. The whole trip was fun. We left there around 4 and went to Subway. Us 3 girls were really slap happy by then, and I think we wore Josh out. ^_____^ He thinks we're all really weird. And he's right. *snicker*

I need to start taking more pictures so I can put some new stuff in the pics section.

Tuesday, July 16th - 9:08 a.m.

Mood: Excited

Music: Muddy Blood - Du� le Quartz

WHOO HOO! Ica, Rachel, Josh, and I are going to 6 Flags! This will be sooooo fun! I don't think we all have the money to go on the Dragon's Wing again though. For those of you who don't know what the Dragon's Wing is, here is a picture of Ica, Rach, and I on it last year. (The sky sure was dark on that trip. It rained. >_<) There's a big arch (just on the outside of the pic, you can't see it) and they pull you up and you swing. I'm not explaining it too well, am I? Hmm. "Launched from a 152-foot tower, riders free fall some 50 feet before swinging back and forth through steel arches." There! That's better. 50 feet? I thought it was more than that. Oh well.

I'd better take a shower soon.

What else? Went to Mom's bar and helped clean yesterday, then spent the night at her house.

There are cigarette ashes on the keyboard. Sheeze. I'll not smack my forehead, because Rachel tells me I shouldn't do that. (No, people, I don't smoke.)

Geocities is being a bastard.

You guys should check out the Six Flags Rides Page. It tells you all kinds of cool stuff like g-forces and speeds and whatnot. (I'm probably the only person who thinks that's cool. I'm such a nerd.)

Sunday, July 14th - 11:36 p.m.

Mood: Calm

Music: Missing You - Glay

So I'm wearing my pajamas, right? And I flop down on my bed in indian-style and RRRRRRRRIP! And now my favorite, most comfortable pants ever have a broken zipper and a ripped seam in the crotch. o.O I'm sure it would have been funny to see though: Rrrip! *looks down* "Damn." But this is completely unacceptable, so tomorrow I shall go about the task of fixing them. Because the magical pants (don't ask) cannot be broken. T_T

I'm having a hard time convincing the authority in my house (that being Dad) that riding in a car with Josh to Six Flags is perfectly safe. He does not like the idea of a teenager driving. What a nerd.

These pants I'm wearing now are really warm. >_< Psh.

Saturday, July 13th - 11:52 p.m.

Mood: Annoyed

Music: Orgasm - X Japan

Oi! *smacks forehead...repeatedly* (I know Rach, I should stop that.) Okay, so, somehow, SOMEONE (*cough*Ann*cough*) deleted part of the files that run my Norton Antivirus. And, wouldn't you know it, about a week ago I unknowingly got a fucking virus. Or Ann did. Or whatever. Doesn't matter. And, since the antivirus wasn't working, I had a problem. AHHHHHHH! My poor computer. So I reinstalled 'ol Norton, and it repaired a lot of the screwed up files. But it also permanently damaged a lot. But I got pretty lucky, cuz it only took me about 3 hours to get the damn thing back to normal. The point of this rant was that I HATE WHEN PEOPLE MESS WITH MY COMPUTER. This makes.....3 big problems Ann's caused. Or is it 4? Ah, fuck. I donno. (Have you guys noticed that I only curse when I'm upset?)

On a lighter note, after I fixed everything here, I went upstairs and played Bust-a-Move. If people could die from cuteness overload, I would not be sitting here bitching about Ann's complete lack of computer knowledge. Everything in that game is so...so...cute! Ahh! I don't know whether to gag or laugh. But it is a terribly addicting game.

Saturday, July 13th - 6:49 p.m.

Mood: Hungry

Music: Criminal - Fiona Apple

So last night, Rachel spent the night. I wanted Ica to come over too, but she went to her brother's house. We ended up staying up really late watching The Rocky Horror Picture Show. I seriously need to buy that movie on DVD. All I have is a crappy recorded version. Anyway. We got up at 11 today, and around 1ish Dad took us to Rally's and then we went to the go-kart place on 94. Rach and I told the guy we wanted to drive the sprint karts, and he told us that you have to be 16. But then he decided to let us drive them anyway. (Guys are so silly. Give 'em a pout, and you can get whatever you want.) So it was majorly fun cuz the sprint karts go mega-fast compared to the go-karts. Whoo hoo! Then we took Rachel home and went to Best Buy and I bought Jin-Roh (the movie I reviewed a while back) and Super Bust-a-Move for PS2. So, good day!

Friday, July 12th - 12:08 p.m.

Mood: Excited

Music: Tribute - Tenacious D

I'm at my sister's house, and I can't wait to get home! According to the UPS webpage, my X Japan and hide concerts came in the mail yesterday! Whoo hoo! *dances around*

I need to go to the library.

Fanfiction.net really needs to get its shit together. I'm dying here with no new fanfics to read. Okay, not really. Cuz I joined my favorite author's mailing list, and she's constantly writing Gundam Wing and FAKE fanfics. I need to buy her book. It seems only right since I've been entertained for hours reading all her fanfics. I love the message board on her mailing list too! Everyone's so so friendly! Anime fans always tend to be really nice people though....

I'm sitting here watching Shiloh watch Sesame Street, and I'm remembering why I hated that show when I was little. It's annoying. And they were always trying to teach me stuff I already knew. Hell, I could do long division in 2nd grade. The Sesame Street torture I endured every day in preschool was terrible. They tried to teach me to count to 15 when I could already go over 1000 if I ever decided to sit down and do it. As a child, I was waaay to sensible and logical for my own good. I guess I still am. Rachel and I decided I am the most sensible person in our group but also the most out of touch with reality at times. Lol.

I was being so weird on the way to work yesterday. I think I freaked Dad out when I was hanging a spoon on my nose and singing "Space Oddity".

Wednesday, July 10th - 11:30 p.m.

Mood: Very Happy

Music: Galway Sky - Emiko Shiratori

Yay! Rachel and Ica and I went to the mall! We went in Best Buy first, and I bought the Neon Genesis Evangelion DVD box set. Then we wandered around and ended up at Mr. Bulky. I bought some gummy bears and some other candy stuff. We went to see Men in Black 2 after that. That is a really funny, incredibly random movie. Then we wandered about outside for a while before Ica's mom picked us up. So now I have my favorite anime on DVD and a bag of gummy bears. What more could ya want? ^_______^ I am an extremely happy person.

Wednesday, July 10th - 3:17 p.m.

Mood: Surprised

Music: Love Phantom - B'z

Holy fuck. Quite a while back, I bought 4 Final Fantasy VIII 12" vinyl figures. (Those of you who have been in my room will know what I'm talking about.) I paid $25 apiece for the 2 of the main characters (the other 2 figures don't matter here). THEY'RE GOING FOR OVER $100 ON EBAY!!! So those 2 figures that are just sitting there can make me an easy $200. I really like them, but it is terribly tempting to sell them. Oi.

I'm so going to Yaoi-Con (a yaoi-lovers convention) in San Francisco when I'm 18. Yup. Hey, it's only a little over 2 years away! Anyone wanna go with? If I haven't already told you what yaoi is, don't ask.

Tuesday, July 9th - 8:51 p.m.

Mood: Exhausted

Music: Engel - Rammstein

Today I got up at 7 to go to work. I worked in the friggin heat (105 on the heat index) for 10 hours today. I am so tired. I came home and decided to make my whole head pink, and it turned out a really light pink that still has some blonde in it (almost like it's frosted), but it's definitely pink! *^_~* I think it's cute. Today is Dad's birthday. I got him a collectible car he's been wanting; he liked it a lot.

Monday, July 8th - 10:37 p.m.

Mood: Cheerful

Music: Close to Me - The Cure

I decided to streak my hair pink instead of doing it solid. The pink turned out A LOT lighter than expected though. It's still pretty cool. I may go ahead and do my whole head; I haven't decided yet.

I got so much attention from guys today. It was freaky. I guess it was my bleached hair and dark lipstick. It was kinda fun!

I have to get up at 7:00 tomorrow to go to work. o.O That kinda sucks. But I get paid a lot for 8 hours of work!

Sunday, July 7th - 10:50 p.m.

Mood: Frusterated

Music: Silent Melody - Lucifer

Okay, so Ann started to bleach my hair, and we soon discovered that we didn't have enough bleach cuz I have A LOT of hair. so now the top of my head is a yellowish-blonde color and my roots underneath are still a darkish-blonde. It's most undesirable. Since I can't put the pink in cuz of the darker colors, I am now stuck this way until tomorrow evening when I can buy some more bleach. I do believe I'm wearing a hat to work tomorrow. I'm also angry cuz I've already spent $25 on this little project, now I have to spend MORE money on more bleach. Dammit. >_<

Moved some of my older entries on here to the "old entries" section.

Sunday, July 7th - 8:43 p.m.

Mood: Cheerful

Music: Confession - Hiro

Yay! Tonight was fun. Seth and I saw Mr. Deeds which wasn't as good as expected, but that's okay. Seth is a sweetie (and a cutie!). *big grin* The only thing that sucked was that we wanted to go do something else since it was still early, but we didn't have a car or anything. So we ended up just going home.

I think Ann's gonna help me dye my hair tonight! Yay! So the I got to freak Mom out tomorrow! Lol. That should be fun.

Sunday, July 7th - 2:39 p.m.

Mood: Excited

Music: Jealous - Dir en grey

WHOO HOO! I GOT PINK HAIR DYE, YOU GUYS!!! In two days, you friend jessica here will have a bright pink head. Beware. ~I do believe I am insane~

Going to a movie with Seth tonight! Yay! I finally get to meet this guy who I've talked to so much. *big, crazy grin*

What a great day. Whoo hoo!

Saturday, July 6th - 9:47 p.m.

Mood: Indescribable

Music: Longing ~ Melody- X Japan

Movie review time with jessica again! I finished watching Jin-Roh - The Wolf Brigade about 10 minutes ago, and my mouth is still hanging open. The animation in this movie was gorgeous as well, and, as oppossed to Titan A.E., almost all of it was done with hand-painted cels. The philisophical and political themes leave me thinking hard about everything I've just seen. Though clearly animated, the characters are incredibly realistic in how they move and small things they do such as dusting themselves off after sitting on the ground or brushing hair out of their faces. I'll not go into the story, but I will say that the multiple twists in the plot and the bittersweet ending left me sitting and staring at the television for about 5 minutes after it ended. Since 4 is the most I give out, I GIVE JIN-ROH - THE WOLF BRIGADE 4 STARS!!!

Friday, July 5th - 9:10 p.m.

Mood: Hyper

Music: Basket Case - Green Day

I must now sing praise for the most impressive American animated movie I've ever seen: Titan A.E. It's a most excellent movie. And after I stopped drooling over the astoundingly gorgeous animation and actually paid attention to what was going on, it got even better! *^_~* I absolutely love it. I'm gonna steal your idea, Colleen. Though it wasn't really your idea in the first place. It's been done for a long time. I GIVE TITAN A.E. 4 STARS:

Friday, July 5th - 12:19 p.m.

Mood: Cheerful

Music: Art of Life - X Japan
(Friggin 29 minute song!)

So here I am, babysitting. Naptime is such a relaxing time of day. *^^* In my anger last night, I forgot to mention that we did go places yesterday. We went to the parade, and I saw Rachel and a few other people I know. Justin Riddler saw me and threw candy to me. (He was on a float with his dad.) *shivers* After that, we went and rented movies. Much to my enjoyment, I discovered that Hollywood Video is starting to buy anime DVDs. Woo hoo! So I rented Jin-Roh and I intend to watch that tonight. Yay! After that we went to Bass Pro and we all bought Nascar hats. I got a cool Dale Earnhardt visor. Another yay! Then I went to Gordman's, and Dad and Ann went to the fireworks stand, which is what caused my rant last night. But anyway. I bought some neato pink sungasses at Gordman's. I discovered that without my normal glasses, I can't see very well and tend to walk kinda crooked and run into things. But I look damn cool doing it! Haha. So all in all, it was a pretty good day. Dad never takes us shopping.

The 4th - 9:42 p.m.

Mood: Sour

Music: Dead Angel - hide

Wednesday, July 3 - 8:13 p.m.

Mood: Embarrassed

Music: Flagpole Sitta - Harvey Danger

So Jimi and I got the cops called on us for shooting off fireworks. o.O That's never happened to me before. I told Dad about it in case they call, and he didn't mind. So it's all good.

Dad should take me to the Independence Day parade tomorrow cuz Rachel's gonna be in it.

I didn't win the leopard cowboy hat on eBay. I was sure I would. Oh well. Glory said they have them at Glad Rags, so I may check that out.

Tuesday, July 2 - 3:24 p.m.

Mood: Silly

Music: Alive - X Japan

I went with Josh to Best Buy! Yay! I bought Fight Club and Twilight of the Dark Master. Woo Hoo!

Like my new title?

I got a hide concert DVD off of Ebay! I love Jrock concerts. Speaking of that, I probably looked really funny sitting in the middle of the living room today watching my X Japan concert like the pathetic fangirl I am. *^_~* Haha. But it's all good! I was enjoying myself very much, yelling along with Toshi with the surround sound shaking the house!

Whats Your Sexual Personality?
this quiz was made by Val

Tuesday, July 2 - 11:23 a.m.

Mood: Sleepy

Music: A Prayer - Sugizo

Fanfiction.net is being terribly evil.

I went to the bar with Mom yesterday and then spent the night at her house. We watched A Beautiful Mind, and I must say that is a most excellent movie.

I bought a leopard print cowboy hat. Ask not why, your guess is as good as mine.

I really need to go about getting some pink hair dye before the damn summer is over.

I'm very tired. Much to my annoyance, I could not get to sleep last night. I slept a total of like, 4 hours as oppossed to my usual 8-10 hours.

Sunday, June 30 - 11:52 p.m.

Mood: NOT Bored!

Music: Tsumetai Hikari - Plastic Tree
(What a great band name!)

I didn't do a whole lot today. (But that's normal, ne?) Dad took me to Hollywood Video. I rented From Hell, A Beautiful Mind, and Bandits. I watched From Hell, and I think it is a very good movie, regardless of what you say, Josh! *^_~* Johnny Depp is right up there with Brad Pitt, too. But the end was really sad.

I am going to the bar with Mom tomorrow. It's fun there.

I need to get ahold of some pink hair dye. And I do not want to order it off the internet. Because that is stupid.

I wonder how Musi is doing. I haven't talked to her in a long time! We should invite her to our next group thing. Not that we really have many group get-togethers anymore.

Sunday, June 30 - 12:48 a.m.

Mood: Annoyed

Music: Pink Spider - hide
(Me wuvs hide-sama! *sniffle*)

I have no clue why I am wide awake at 3:00 in the morning. That is why my mood is "annoyed". I need to go to bed, but I realize that if I do, I will not fall asleep.

I just read the saddest story ever and sat here bawling my eyes out for like, 10 minutes. Okay, I exaggerate. But it was really sad and I did have a few tears.

I write in my journal a lot. Lack of anything more productive to do, I suppose. I hear someone walking around....Jess is gonna get in twouble for being on the computer at 3:00. But I have the light out and the door closed. Maybe if I'm really quiet....

I made a new friend! He seems pretty cool. I love making new friends. Check out his silly story in my guestbook. *^_~*

Sunday, June 30 - 12:48 a.m.

Mood: Bouncy

Music: Girls - Beastie Boys

I am all out of Pocky. Oh woe is me.

My ability to type and play video games is greatly hindered because of my burnt thumb. Damn.

Oh! Check out the hilarious fanfic! It's really sarcastic and silly. And short, so go read it! "Mindless" Warning: Gay guys. Or something. But nothing explicit except for repeated uses of the word "fuck". But we've all heard that before. Just so so funny.

Saturday, June 29 - 7:10 p.m.

Mood: Bouncy

Music: kaze no yuwaku - Lareine

I really like this band (Lareine). It's really hard to find their music anywhere tho.

I got bored and decided to curl my hair for no apparent reason. I burned my finger. It's an interesting feeling one gets, the mix of pain from a burn and the stinging from holding your finger on a piece of ice. And the half-numbness from the cold. But I don't really like pain, so it needs to go away now.

Dad is watching Waterworld. I like Kevin Costner. He's cool. I think I shall get another piece of ice and go watch it as well.

Saturday, June 29 - 1:10 a.m.

Mood: Bouncy

Music: If Tomorrow Never Comes - Garth Brooks

I added a bunch of stuff to my "About Me" section.

Erica, Colleen, and Chris just called me to ask what a.m. and p.m. stood for. Crazy kids. (it's ante meridiam and post meridiam, by the way.)

I wanna plan a trip to 6 Flags. Who wants to go? I can get up to 12 people in for 1/2 price. Course, that would take a lot of parents willing to drive. Maybe I can talk someone with a car into going. "Oh, Jo~osh!!!"

I want fireworks. Dad won't let me shoot any off here at all! It's not fair.....

A seeker of truth, justice and compassion... If you were a StrangeLittleGirl, you would be....
"The lesson today is how to die..."
Which Strange Little Girl would you be?
This quiz made while Angel was procrastinating her ass off.

Saturday, June 29 - 1:10 a.m.

Mood: Sad

Music: Endless Rain - X-Japan

Okay, I know I'm tired when I get all depressed for no reason and an X-Japan song I've heard a million times makes me cry. Course, a lot of their songs are really sad... Ahah. When I'm tired, I either get really hyper or depressed. o.O Don't ask me. Maybe it's my subconscious crying out, "Pay attention to me!" But probably not. I'm just tired. Hmm. It would seem I get sarcastic too! Wait, I'm always sarcastic. I should go to bed. I've been sitting here waiting for Rach to get online, but now it's really late, and I'm gonna assume she's asleep and I'm sitting here like a loser waiting for someone to have conversation with. And rambling to no one in particular in my journal. Oh, there's Josh. I can talk to Josh. Where's Seth? Seth is not here. Seth is camping. Michelle wants to have an anime night. I think that sounds cool. I donno if I said this before or not, but I CANNOT FIND THE COWBOY BEBOP DVD BOX SET ANYWHERE! I've searched everywhere and found nothing but a bunch of "Out of Stock" messages. Alas, my efforts are in vain. *sniffle* It's not fair!! Oh well. I'm over it. Hmm. This is one long run-on paragraph. I never do that. Oh well. Why stop now? I made $75 in the last three days! I don't feel useless and lazy now! Yay! *throws confetti* Okay, I lied, you guys. I don't have any confetti. Though if I had some, I would throw it. No I wouldn't. It's bloody messy. All these little sparkly things you have to vacuum up. And you always miss some, so it sticks to you socks, and 3 days later, you're like, "How did that confetti get in the living room?" Or, "Shite!The dog is choking on something! Confetti!? Where did this come from?" Though it would probably have to be really big confetti to choke a dog. Even Sheba. Like, deluxe super-size confetti. And in small print on the back : WARNING: THROWING MAY CAUSE SEVERE INJURY. And what the heck kind of confetti would that be? Not very good confetti, I tell you. Unless I wanted to use it as a rubber band-confetti projectile weapon. I actually did make a really cool rubber-band shooter the other day at the shop. I could shoot a rubber band a good 30 feet. The things I do when I'm bored... So how about that "Unconstitutional Pledge of Allegiance"? I think people make too big of a deal out of things. I bet most of the non-Christians don't give a rat's ass one way or another. And I can just picture school children saying "...one nation, under all gods or no god, with liberty and justice for all." And what next? How about "In God We Trust" on the back of the money? They'll change it to "In [insert name of diety here] We Trust." Because we all have to be perfectly politically correct. Like some Arabic person is really gonna go "Oh my! Look at this money! They're trying to force me into a religion I don't agree with! *falls over and has a seizure*" Oh well. I'm over that now too. Goodness. This is the best ramble I've had in a long time! What else can I talk about? Oi. I can talk about going to bed. It is now quarter till 2. *yaaaaawns* That was a really long, wide-open mouth yawn. It would probably be pretty comical if anyone actually saw me. Eh.

Ja ne!

Friday, June 28 - 2:03 p.m.

Mood: Happy

Music: Everybody! Shake it Buddy! - Opening theme of FAKE

A woo hoo! Jessica has $225! I'm bored. I'm babysitting, but it's naptime so it's really quiet here. Oh! Check out all the pretty pictures! Angel Sanctuary Gallery I would kill for Kaori Yuki-sama's drawing abilities. She's my favourite artist! And she writes amazing stories too... This page was originally planned to have an Angel Sanctuary theme, but the pictures were being very uncooperative.

I'm tired. Note to self: Do not stay up till 1:30 when you have to get up at 7. I run a strange schedule during the summer. But I'm allowed to.

Wednesday, June 26 - 11:01 p.m.

Mood: Calm

Music: Heathen - David Bowie

Okay, so I was reading about David Bowie's new album "Heathen". Here's what one person said: "The overall question, it seems, is this: why does David Bowie have to be so damn weird?" And my reply to that is "Oi."

Oh. Dad's here. No he's not. Yes he is. No, that's Ann. Okay, now that I have that straight.

Jimi called me last night at like, 10:00 cuz Andrea broke up with him. He was very upset. Which isn't cool. No one should be sad. So we made up a funny story about a house fire, homosexual chickens, and drunk ambulance drivers. Then Dad made me get off the phone.

I should see if Colorado State offers Japanese classes. Knay, now Dad's here.

Tuesday, June 25 - 9:55 p.m.

Mood: Bored still

Music: Links 234 - Rammstein

Sethk987: anyway
Jesolas77: haha
Sethk987: i wanna see you
Sethk987: i miss you even though i dont know you
Sethk987: lol

Awwww. How sweet! *big chibi eyes*

Tuesday, June 25 - 9:00 p.m.

Mood: Bored, as always

Music: Here I Go Again - Whitesnake

Um..I know there was something I was going to say.....Oh! I got it!...Wait, no, I lost it. (Catch the quote? Anyone?)

I found a translation to the entire manga series FAKE. Now I have a good reason to get it. Maybe. Or something.

I'm going to work tomorrow, Thursday, and Friday. Because working is how one earns money. Yup.

My arse is sore. Mayhaps I should go do something else. I could go finish The Legend of Dragoon. Cool video game there. Not as cool as the Final Fantasy series tho. Because nothing beats Squaresoft. Yuppers.

Moby, Blue Man Group, and DAVID BOWIE are going on tour. And you know what? The closest concert is 5 hours from here in Chicago on the day before registration for school. I do believe I'm going to cry. Well, okay. Not really. But it is rather disappointing.

Tuesday, June 25 - 1:30 p.m.

Mood: Cheerful

Music: Freshmen - The Verve Pipe

Ica and Rachel just left. Colleen came over for movies last night, but she didn't spend the night. We came up with so many clich�s for Meet Joe Black. It was funny. Like, "The kiss of Death", or "Knocking on Death's door". I wonder if the director put stuff like that in there on purpose. Oh, and Brad Pitt was uber-cute in that movie. Snatch, in my opinion, has no point. It was okay, but I'm not gonna go out and buy it or anything. Hmm.

I need to ask Dad if I can go to work tomorrow and Thursday. I'm not making enough money so far this summer.

I hate how Ann comes home at 2. I want the house to myself longer. Actually, there are some things about that woman that just annoy me. (Her coming home early not being one of them. Duh. I'm not gonna hold that against her.) But she's cool.

I update my journal a lot from lack of anything better to do.

Seth should get back online.

Monday, June 24 - 1:02 a.m.

Mood: tired

Music: So Crazy - Coco Lee

Okay, so the pictures are kinda fuzzy. The homecoming ones aren't. I'm gonna have to work on that. Try scanning them larger and resizing them in Photoshop. *shivers* It took forever to scan those. Oh well.

So I watched A Clockwork Orange. It was really strange; but it is a good movie. Kay. I don't think Rachel's getting online, so I'm going to bed now. Oh, and I retook some of the tests on TheSpark.com:

44% Gay

20% Bitch

Personality:Mastermind (Submissive Introverted Abstract Thinker)
You are a MASTERMIND (SIAT). You can be silent and withdrawn, but behind your reserved exterior lies an active mind that allows you to analyze situations and come up with creative, unexpected solutions. Normal people call this �scheming.� Don�t learn German.
Anyway, your sense of style and originality are your strengths, and people will respect your judgment once they get to know you. If you learn to be a little more personable, you could be a great leader--you�ve definitely got the �vision� thing down. Just make sure all the plotting you do behind those eyes of yours is healthy.

Sunday, June 23 - 4:08 p.m.

Mood: Happy

Music: Monochrome Trouble - Bastard!! Theme

UPDATE: pictures page added. Not much there now, but keep checking back. And this time the pictures aren't fuzzy!

So Rachel and Erica and I are having our Brad Pitt movie night tomorrow night. I rented Snatch and Meet Joe Black and Rachel's bringing Fight Club. I also rented A Clockwork Orange and I intend to watch that in a bit. Hehe. The lady at the movie place was probably thinking, Two Brad Pitt movies and A Clockwork Orange. How odd. Or at least that's what I would be thinking. Or something. I didn't wanna get in trouble for renting a movie Dad didn't approve of, so I asked him. This is kinda funny:

Me: Hey Daddio, have you ever seen A Clockwork Orange?

Dad: A long time ago. Read the book and saw the movie.

Me: Can I rent it? It's rated R and I heard it's really strange. But I'm mature.

Dad: I don't really remember it, but it was made 30 years ago. It can't be that bad. It's probably the equivalent of a PG-13 now or something.

Me: Okay Dad.

Now if he decides to watch it and his eyes pop out, I can't get in trouble cuz he said I could get it. Kay. I got really tired of typing the code to underline the titles of the movies, so I just kinda quit up there. It's a journal, not an English essay, Jess.

Kay, I'm gonna go play with my Animation Shop some more. Haha. Every time I type "animation" I accidentally put "animeation" cuz I'm so used to typing the word anime. I think that could be why I screw up typing sometimes. I get so used to typing a word, and when I try to type somthing similar to it, I mess up. But then sometimes I get d and s mixed up and ym fingers aer dyslexic.

Sunday, June 23 - 11:48 a.m.

Mood: busy

Music: Burn - The Cure

Going out to the lake was fun. It was Rend Lake, by the way. Not that anyone really cares. It was Rachel, Erica, Chris, and I. The drive there was boring cuz I had to sit in the front seat. Erica's Dad likes to talk. But he's really nice. We didn't get there till 3-something. When we were finally out on the lake, we rode around for a while then got to take turns in that inner tubish thing. I went really fast and was out there longer than anyone else, and I'm sore! I fell off backwards and got the biggest wedgie of my life. >_< Then we went swimming for a while, ate, and left. The ride home was fun cuz Rachel, Chris and I were in the back seat. 2 hour car rides are cool with 3 of your closest friends. Not that I really mind long car rides anyway. So yeah. We got home around 11ish. I took a shower, finished watching Castaway with Dad, and went to bed.

Now I've called Erica about movie night, and she's not sure. Rachel's at church. And I need to clean my room. I'm severely procrastinating. Bad Jessica, bad!

Saturday, June 22 - 9:47 a.m.

Mood: cheerful

Music: Pink - Aerosmith

So now I'm waiting for Erica to come and get me. My swimsuit top is a bit too small. @.@ Damn my oversized jugs! Arggh! *pulls on hair* Okay, I'm alright now. WOO! Going to the lake! Which lake? I'm not sure. I dun remember. But seriously. I love inner tubing. My parents and I used to go out on the river all the time and do that. But then Daddio sold the boat. Okay, I'd better got off this thing and wait for Ica.

Saturday, June 22 - 1:11 a.m.

Mood: sleepy

Music: Le ciel - Malice Mizer

I am having so much fun with this animation shop thing.



I need to go to bed. Yup.

Friday, June 21 - 9:35 p.m.

Mood: Excited

Music: X Theme - X Japan

OOH! OOH! Look at Jessi's new and improved animated title! You know you cannot compete with my coolness. I downloaded an animation shop to make that "Jessi Lynn" blinkie thing, and I'm just having so much fun with it! Let me know if the title slows thigs up too much. It works fine here, but my 'puter is pretty fast.

Rachel and I are going to that one lake in Illinois with Erica tomorrow. We get to swim and get pulled around in the inner tube and all kinds of fun shiz like that. Note to self: bring sunscreen!!! *sticks Post-it note on forehead* I have to use a tampon tomorrow. >_< Hate those damn things. I'm sure you all wanted to hear that, ne? Eh, well.

Sayonara!

Friday, June 21 - 8:30 p.m.

Mood: Hyper

Music: genkai haretsu - hide

Check out the cool thing I made! Courtesy of Dizzy Cafe.

Friday, June 21 - 12:51 p.m.

Mood: Amused

Music: None o.O

Friday, June 21 - 11:04 a.m.

Mood: Bouncy

Music: None o.O

So I'm babysitting now. We watched Atlantis. It's a cool movie. I wanna live there.

Rachel: Yeah, last night was odd. But it was entertaining. o.O And I'll make you a journal if you want. I like making webpages. You'd have to learn some basic HTML stuff so you can make entries. We can get together sometime and plan it. And when are we gonna have our movie night? Since you guys are going shopping today, how about tomorrow night?

Thursday, June 20 - 10:40 p.m.

Mood: Bored

Music: None o.O

I like the name Roxy.

Thursday, June 20 - 10:07 a.m.

Mood: Sleepy

Music: Life Sucks - Adema

Now I'm waiting for Dad to pick me up. He was all nice and was like, "I don't think I have 8 hours of work for you to do, so I'll come and pick you up later in the morning so you can sleep in." Very cool of him.

I miss Erica being online. I talked to her a lot. You know what? You can't indent in html. Not that I could in my other journal. I just think that's annoying. How can they just not make a code for indenting? Psh.

So aren't my little emoticons the greatest? Took me forever to find them and pick emotions for them and stuff. I think I'm gonna find a cool cursor trail for my page. Yeah. I'm gonna go do that.

Thursday, June 20 - 12:57 a.m.

Mood: Happy

Music: Beauty & The Beast - Celine Dion

This is gonna be short cuz I have to go to bed. Um...my new page! Yay! Check out all the cool stuff, and please please sign my guestbook! If you don't I'll think you don't like me anymore and I'll cry. Okay, probably not. I haven't updated any journal in a while. That's cuz there's nothing exciting happening. Um...working at the shop tomorrow, babysitting Friday. Ica and Rachel, are we going to Incahoots Sunday? Oh, and since I made this page, comments can't be left like at deadjournal.com. That presents a problem since I love comments so much. So, just email if you have a comment on my journal and I'll stick it on here. Wow, actually, I love emails more than comments! And if you guys have any ideas for additions to my page, let me know. Hehe, This is the first webpage I've actually finished! Well, ciao! Gotta go to sleep!