Standing
alone, gazing out to sea, the ocean breaking on the rocks at his feet. A bracing wind blowing his dark curls around his face, his eyes
dark, holding pain behind them. He wore a black turtleneck, black pants,
black shoes, a study in severity. The sun trying to
break through the soft fog that billowed in to land, he turned. She stood
there, a sweet face, blond hair, blue eyes, dressed in a long white dress.
"Are you the one?" He asked.
"Do you want me to be?" She asked in return.
"I don't know what I want anymore. I thought I knew, I thought I held it
in my hands." He held out his hands, palms up, looking at them in despair.
"I was wrong."
She walked over the rocks, slipping on one, she
stopped and giggled, looking over her shoulder at the director,"Should
we keep going?" She asked, still giggling.
The director shook his head, "Cut!" He shouted. Walking over to
"Kiley, we are three days behind! Three days!
All because you can't walk on these bloody rocks! We've changed your shoes,
we've sanded the rocks, we've salted the rocks, we've shot at high tide, low
tide, what do I have to do to get this scene out of you?!"
"Sorry,
"You know I don't play those games Kiley."
He said, walking over to
"You were great,
"Thanks,
"It changes the nuances of the scene,
"You're the director,
"I wish she'd remember that." He laughed, clapping
People muttering, calling mild curses out in her general direction, Kiley smiled, blowing kisses and waving a one fingered
salute to the more vociferous of the movie company.
"Charming as always, Kiley."
"All you have to do is cross three rocks. It's not that hard."
She sidled up to him, batting her baby blues at him, "Oh, Joshi-poo. Come on. If you'd just give me a little kiss I'll get
it first take tomorrow." She grinned evilly at him.
"Is that what this is about? I HAVE someone at home. Someone I love. I'm
not interested, Kiley." He started to walk past
her.
She grabbed his arm,"She doesn't have to
know."
"I'd know. I don't work like that, I don't live like that, I have a girlfriend. That's all you need to know."
"FINE!" Kiley
said, angrily stalking away over the rocks, having no trouble with the navigation
at all.
Richard had witnessed the exchange, he pulled her aside as Josh walked up to
the road, heading for the bus that would take them back into the small village
on Roan Terra they were all staying at for the next month. He looked out to sea
again, it was really beautiful here. He could see the mainland of
The bus ride into town was always happy, even with Kiley
ruining the filming. She rode in her own private car.
"
"Go sit down, I have your supper all ready for you. Such a skinny lad,
I'll do what I can to fatten you up before you leave us." She shooed him
off to the table, carrying his pint, he sat, nodding
politely to the few villagers he had met.
"Och, I tell you he is famous, come on, I'll
introduce you!" A slightly inebriated little man said to another slightly
inebriated little man at the bar.
They walked over to
"Josh, me friend, tell this fool you're famous!"
The other man held out an unsteady hand, taking
"Nice to meet you,
"Now didn't I tell you he was a nice boy."
"Aye, you did,
"Get out of here you old fools and let the boy eat!"
"You tuck in now,
"God,
As she walked up to the bar to talk to her son, two more men walked into the
bar, obviously agitated.
"Whiskey,
"
Her son pouring them both shots,
"We were chasing one of my hounds, it went down the stream."
"THE stream?"
"Aye!"
"We saw the lights,
"Aye, we heard her call, the siren herself. We barely got out with our
wits!"
"You didn't, you're making this up. No one's heard her for twenty years or
more."
"Well something's stirred her, Miranda is calling. Better lock up all the
young men."
"
Her eyes fearfully wide,
"The story began, oh, near 300 years ago. A girl was born to a family, a
poor family on the other side of the island. She was a beauty, and of a fair
temper, everyone who saw her loved her. As she grew, she grew more and more
beautiful, til she caught the eye of the king of the
fairies."
"Fairies?"
"Aye, lad. This was a time when magic still held
power in the world, especially here. Anyway, the queen of the fairies was
terrible jealous, she couldn't stand that her husband wanted this young woman,
so she lured her into the woods with fairy lights, and at the stream she placed
a curse on Miranda. Her village would be invisible to the eyes of man. Living a
half life, more as spirits than flesh and blood, they could only take human
form again if Miranda finds a true love. Over the years, many have seen the
fairy lights, warning them away from that side of the island. Many a lad has
heard her call, and wandered off into the woods, never to come out again."
"They die?"
"No, lad, they vanish, never to be seen on this earth again. No one has
ever come back once they've heard Miranda's call."
"How do you know they've gone to her?"
"The ones who've vanished go strange a few days before they go looking,
they hear her voice, calling them. Finally they go off to the stream, and no
one ever sees them again."
"Why don't they come back if they're not Miranda's true love?"
"Once you cross over to that realm, there's supposed to be no way back,
any way, that's the legend."
"What's Miranda like?"
"Well, the fairy king is supposed to have given her a beautiful voice, and
the gift of healing, that's what the young men hear, her voice."
"
"Loads better now that I'm talking to you."
"Aww, did something happen today, you sound
frustrated."
"You know me pretty good, don't you?" He laughed, settling back on
the bed, one hand under his head.
"So, tell me, my love. What has my handsome man bothered?"
"Kiley is screwing up the filming,
we've been working on this ONE scene for THREE days now, she keeps deliberately
slipping to foul up the shot."
"Should I come kick her butt?"
"Nah,
"She did not! Now I REALLY have to kick her butt!"
"Gonna fight for my honor?"
"You know it, can't have these
"I heard an interesting local legend today."
"Really?"
"Yeah, all about a cursed village, and a beautiful siren who lures young
men to their doom."
"Oooh, scary, better watch out for
her."
"She's too late, you already captured me.
"Damn straight."
"I miss you, lady."
"Me too, Josh-man, desperate like."
"You're still coming."
"You ask me this every night."
"You say that every night."
"I'm still coming."
"I can't wait."
"Me too."
"I love you,Andi."
"I love you,
"Gotta go."
"
"Bye."
He hung up, laying back on the bed, sighing.
Undressing he got into bed,
Waking the
next morning,
Still troubled by the dream he couldn't remember,
"Cut!"
Everyone gathered around the girl who wasn't faking this time.
"Bloody hell!"
"Is it broken? It's broken, isn't it? Oh, God! Why
me?" She whined.
"It's not broken, you've just sprained it. You bloody twit."
Their first aid man ran up with a collapsible stretcher. They got her situated
on it, carrying her whining and moaning, back to the private car.
"There's no way we can set up for another scene til
this afternoon. We might as well take the day off. I hope you brought a
book." He said, clapping a hand on
"Actually, I thought I might go exploring. I'd like to see more of the
island, I want to have somewhere cool to take Andi
when she gets here."
"Oh, Lord, you be careful, I can't lose both my stars."
"I will,
They had reached the bus,
"Ready to go,
"Did you hear that?" He asked
"Hear what?"
"A woman, singing."
"Just one note."
"You're serious?"
"Yes, didn't you hear it?"
"No."
"It was just really one note, on the wind." He turned, to look out
over the moors, and thought for a moment he saw someone there.
"What is it?"
"Nothing...I...I thought I saw someone. It's nothing."
"
"That's crazy,
He shook
Seeing
They got on the bus and rode back to the village,
Embarking
at the village,
"
Hugging her back,
Studying his face,
"No,
"Be careful,
"Okay,
She packed him a big lunch, putting it in a backpack that belonged to her son.
Donning a cap, and a light jacket, he shouldered the pack, waved good-bye to
It was a beautiful island. He couldn't believe how it made him feel to be free
walking the moors. The sun was shining, it was a great day. He'd walked for a
couple of hours, when he stopped to check the compass
"That can't be right." He muttered, frowning and looking at the
compass again, he'd been walking south, the village behind him to the north, the forbidden stream should be on his left. But the
needle was pointing to true north, and it was pointing to his left! But it
should be pointing BEHIND him! That would mean the stream was...
Walking forward, he looked down the hill he was on top of, the stream was below
him. About a hundred yards down stream a mist settled over the water, what
appeared to be fireflies flittering off and on all through.
"That's...that's really..." At a loss for words, and feeling a little
odd,
"Okay, okay, this is weird!" He ran a hand over his face.
"Get a grip, Groban," He muttered to
himself.
Turning around a second time, he headed for the village again, only to find
himself at the top of the hill overlooking the stream again, only this time
closer to the mist.
Feeling a little panicked, he turned to head for the village again, when the
note sounded on the wind again, only this time louder, clearer, as if heaven
itself was calling him.
"Miranda!" He whispered.
Turning to run, not sure what from, he slipped on the grass, tumbling head over
heels, he went down the hill, feeling something crack
in his side, finally landing unconscious in the stream. The back pack keeping
his head above water, he drifted down stream, through the mist, through the
note in the air, through the fairy lights, to his fate.
The light in the sky a little different than in the village, the air a little
brisker, he floated, finally coming to rest a short distance from an old thatch
cottage. Two beautiful little girls, blond hair, and blue eyes, ran giggling to
his side.
"Do you think he's the one?" The older one said, leaning over the
still form resting on the stream's edge.
"I don't want to think about it."
"We could just push him out into the water again,
let the stream take him to the ocean."
"Aye, we could, Miranda would be terrible angry with us."
"He's fair pretty."
"That he is, tis a shame we have to get rid of
him."
The older sister listened to the wind,"Too late.
Listen."
"Miranda."
"He's answering her." They listened, a note had added itself
to the one on the wind, deeper, clear and true, a note of the heart growing
louder, blending with the first. Out of the trees, glowing with the light of
love, a woman walked. She was tall and fair, long curly red hair, floating on
the wind about her. Her face was perfection, as if God had chosen the most
perfect angel from heaven and sent her to take form on the earth, her
expression pure, she strode to the stream, kneeling beside him, with eyes as
green as the heart of the Emerald Isle, she looked on the face of the young man
the song had brought to her.
"What a lovely man." She whispered.
The sun
had set when he came back to himself, confused he opened his eyes to the light
of a fire in a fireplace in a small one room cottage. A
kettle on a swinging metal arm over the fire, whistling quietly that it was
ready.
"Where am I?" He muttered.
Wincing in pain as he tried to get up, he lay back holding his side, the soft
bed cradling his wounded, weary body. He looked around at the modest room, as
he tried to stave off the dizziness and pain the attempt to rise had caused.The bed was in the far corner of the room, the
fireplace on the back wall, directly opposite the door. A table and chairs,
with a large wooden cupboard was to his right beside the fireplace. In the
corner opposite him was a loom, yarns in many colors, stacked neatly in shelves
with diamond shaped compartments, beside the loom, a spinning wheel and stool.
Above the mantle, hung a handmade tapestry, the scene of a stream, running past
a cottage. He tried to sit up again, only to fall back on the soft pillows, the
pain too much to allow him to rise.
As he fell back this time, the door opened, and a woman walked in, he gasped at
her beauty. She looked up, carrying an armful of firewood, her eyes met his,
and she smiled to see him awake. He couldn't believe how beautiful she was, it
was as if kindness and gentleness radiated from her. She walked to the
fireplace, putting the wood down, then coming to sit
on a stool beside the bed.
"I'm glad you're awake, you've slept the day
away. But then, you are hurt. How are you feeling?" Her voice was like
music, lilting and sweet, just hearing her talk made him feel better.
"Who are you?" He asked, losing himself in her shining green eyes.
"Miranda, and who are you?"
He opened his mouth, stopping when he realized, he didn't know. Searching a
wounded memory, he found he couldn't answer this simple question.
"I don't know." He said, his eyes troubled.
"That's how it is then. Don't worry, it will come
back to you." She leaned forward, putting a hand to his forehead.
Frowning, she stood, going to the cupboard, she took a
bag down, and added some leaves to the water boiling in the kettle. While the
herbs steeped in the water, she came back to sit beside the young man.
He shivered even though the room was comfortably warm, and the quilts on top of
him kept any chill off him, he felt cold.
"You have a fever. We fished you out of the stream that runs through the
village, bruised and broken. I can help a little at a time, if it's alright
with you." She said, her expression timid, almost
afraid of his response.
"How can you help?" He asked, feeling tired and sore.
"I was granted a gift, if I have your permission,
I can take some of the hurt away."
"Okay."
She pulled the covers back, an ugly bruise covered the
right side of his rib cage. He remembered falling, feeling something crack.
"Don't be afraid, this will help." She said soothingly, her eyes
never leaving his face.
She placed her hands over the bruise, her touch unusually warm, the longer her
hands stayed there, the warmer they got. The throbbing in his side grew worse,
her hands warmer still, til it grew painful.
"It hurts!" He gasped.
"I know, just another moment, it will be all right, I promise! I won't
hurt you." She whispered.
Releasing him when he felt he was going to scream, the throbbing had subsided,
what must have been broken ribs feeling better. The room was spinning. Miranda
went to the kettle pouring a small cup of the brew,
she sweetened it with honey, and brought the cup to him, blowing it to cool it
so he could take some. Holding it to his lips, she helped him over on an elbow,
and he drank the tea. It had a nutty sweet flavor, making him drowsy as the
warmth flowed through him.
"You need to sleep now." Miranda said, pulling the covers over him
again, as he lay back, barely able to keep his eyes open.
"Thank you, Miranda." He muttered, drifting off to sleep.
"Everything will be all right, go to sleep now." She said, moving
from the stool to the large chair at the side of the bed. She sat beside him,
watching over him as he slept.
*********************************************
Back in the village, it was getting dark, and Josh had still not returned,
worried, Maggie threw on a shawl against the night air, leaving the pub in the
care of her son, she walked down to the inn.
"Do you know if
"No,
"He came down this morning and had me pack him a lunch. He wanted to look
around. He hasn't come back yet!"
"Who hasn't come back yet?"
"Oh,
"ALONE?! He went ALONE?! Oh, my God!"
"You don't think he..."
"I'll get everyone in the pub to help!"
"We'll organize a search here, have everyone who
can look, here in 20 minutes!"
"Aye, lad, we'll find him!"
Sunlight
peeked it's way around the simple shades in the modest
cottage, creeping it's way slowly across the floor, finally coming to pounce
upon the eyelids of the young man asleep in the bed, causing him to stir. He
stretched, stopping when he realized the pain in his side was gone! Pushing the
covers down, he examined his side, the bruise that had covered his entire side
only the night before had become a small discoloration. He was healed! Sitting,
he regarded the woman, now asleep in the chair at the bedside. Her face sweet and peaceful in repose. Her beauty was
breath-taking. He wanted to talk to her, ask her about herself, find out how she was able to do this remarkable thing.
Starting to get out of the bed, he realized he had been undressed. Looking
around, he saw what must be his clothes folded neatly on one of the chairs
around the table. Pushing the covers back, he tried to get up without waking
Miranda. No such luck, her eyes opened the moment he tried to put feet on the
floor. A strange moment of shyness coming over him, as if he shouldn't allow a
woman to see him undressed like this, or at least not THIS woman, he covered up
again.
Miranda's eyes rested on his face. She smiled.
"You're awake, and better! I'm glad."
"Yes, thanks to you."
"I can't take credit for that, the gift was given to me. I only share it
with those who need it. As any gift should be shared."
Dropping her eyes, she smiled, a sad little smile.
He could feel her sadness, her loneliness.
"Where am I?" He asked.
"This island is called Roan Terra, we're a part
of
"
"No, you're not from this place."
He leaned back on the pillows, propping himself on one arm, his head resting in
his hand.
"I wish I knew where I was from."
Miranda held out a leather object.
"We found this in your clothing."
Taking the wallet, he opened it, seeing a
"
"Is this me?" He asked Miranda.
"It's your face."
"It is?"
"Aye, it's you. Does it bring back any memories?"
"No, at least you have a name for me."
"Aye.
"You see something funny,
Shaking his head, he continued to look through the wallet. The pictures not
sparking even the smallest flicker of recognition, until...
He pulled the picture of a young woman out, a tan skinned girl, with dark eyes,
and dark hair. A feeling seizing his heart the moment he looked at the face of
this hauntingly familiar face. A ghost of a memory, possessing only a glimmer
of substance, it drifted across his mind, her saying his name, "
Seeing recognition in his eyes, then seeing it flicker and die, Miranda rose,
getting his clothes for him. Handing them to him, she smiled,
the sadness only in her eyes.
"Are you hungry?" She asked.
Surprisingly, he was, "Yes." He answered.
"I"ll get some
more wood, and leave you to dress." She said, walking out the front door,
pausing to look on the sweetly handsome face of this darling man. Dropping her
eyes shyly, she left.
The same
morning, at the inn on the other side of Roan Terra, worn, and weary searchers
straggled in. Empty handed and discouraged, they dropped in chairs, on the
floor, over each other to rest as
"Anything,
Gratefully taking it in his cold hands, grateful for the warmth, he sipped it,
letting it warm his chilled heart.
"
"Did anyone hear the music, you were so close..."
"No. No one heard the music, she has who she wanted, we
won't hear her again for awhile." He said, his
heart filled with sadness.
"Is there ANY chance,
"We'll keep searching,
"Let him go, Miranda, please, let him go." She whispered to herself,
not really believing it could happen, she crossed herself and said a little
prayer for
**********************************************
Miranda leaned over the pot of porridge, it was ready. Pulling the pot away
from the fire, she brought it to the table, spooning a good portion into the
bowl in front of
"This is really good." He said between mouthfuls.
"Thank you, our meals are simple but filling."
"Could you show me around your village?"
"I would love to, you should be careful though, your bones are healed, but
they'll be tender for a few days."
"Okay, you let me know how far we can roam, I'll trust you."
"It's not always wise to trust a lonely woman,
"Why is that?"
"Some women would do anything to keep from living alone."
"Are you one of those women, Miranda?" He asked, looking at her as
she studied the bowl in front of her, not looking in his eyes.
"I could be,
"Somehow I doubt that," He leaned across the table, his fingers on
her chin, pulling her face up to look at him, a single tear tracing a lonely
path down her cheek. The sadness in her eyes touching his
heart.
"Why are you crying, Miranda?"
"I've waited so long for you,
"I'm here now," he whispered back.
"That you are...that you are." She reached across the table.
"Flesh and blood, finally here. With me." Her hand stopping, the fingers almost
touching his face, her fingers desperate to touch him, she stopped, pulling her
hand back to rest in her lap.
"What is it, Miranda?" He asked, a tone to her voice, something odd,
he wasn't sure what it was.
"Nothing,
She took the bowls to the cupboard, to be cleaned later. picking
up her shawl, wiping her eyes on her handkerchief, she turned smiling to
"Shall we go then?"
"Yes." He offered her his arm, they went out the door to explore,
As they
walked the path into the village, Miranda's cottage was the farthest out,
"This place is beautiful." He said, sitting
on a rock overlooking the ocean, thinking there was something important he had
to do, something about the ocean.
"It is beautiful. Do you remember anything about the world you live
in?" She said, sitting on the ground beside his feet.
Thinking hard, trying to touch the part of his mind that held his life, he
could only see images.
"It was a lot more fast-paced. I remember flying a lot, traveling a lot, I
remember singing."
"Life here is slower, and no traveling."
He looked at her, reaching over he touched her hair, pushing it away from her
face, she smiled at him.
"You've never traveled?" He asked.
"I can never leave my village."
"Why not?"
"It's a long story."
"I'm part Russian, we like long stories." He said, smiling.
"My village is enchanted. We were placed under a curse by the queen of the
fairies almost 300 years ago. Her husband, the king of the fairies fell in love
with me. So she cursed my entire village. We never age, but we can never leave
this place. That's the short version."
Trying to decide if she was serious, or just demented,
"Do you know how crazy that sounds?" He asked.
"Aye, I do." She said sadly, looking at him, waiting for his
reaction.
"Wait a minute, does that mean you think I'm trapped here with you?"
"I'm afraid so."
"This is nuts."
He stood, heading back to the village, walking very rapidly.
"
He walked faster, entering the village, this time noticing there were no modern
conveniences, a well in the center of the town provided their water, no clocks,
no phones, nothing. He started to run, reaching Miranda's cottage, he headed
back up the stream, into the perpetual mist, only to find himself coming back
to her cottage. Putting a hand to his face, backing away from the cottage, he
ran back into the mist again, this time going further, but with effort, the
pain in his side returning, still to come out at Miranda's cottage. She stood
in her door way, watching him, waiting with pained eyes.
A third time he entered the mist, the pain in his side unbearable as he tried
to reach the other side. Only to find himself exitting
at the cottage again, dropping to his knees, trying to catch his breath against
the pain in his side, he looked into her face.
"What is this place?" He gasped.
"My own personal hell." She whispered back.
Pitching forward, her face was the last thing he saw as he lost consciousness.
**********************************************
Trying to
explain the unexplainable on the ferry back to Roan Terra,
"What do you mean he just vanished?" Lindy
and Andi said at the same moment, looking at each
other, on a similar wavelength, acknowledging the same concern over someone
they both loved dearly.
"I don't know how to explain it exactly."
"Try." Andi said, her voice filled with a
no excuses, no nonsense tone.
"Try hard." Lindy echoing the sentiment.
"Yesterday,
"Are you trying to say
"No, he wasn't sick, but he was...well, he was..."
"
"All right." He told them the tale of
Miranda and the fairy king, told them the tale of his own brother
"
Lindy and
"Andi,
it won't do any good. It didn't do any good with my brother. There are things
that happen on that island that can't be explained rationally!" He said, upset, but understanding, he hadn't believed at first
either.
"Lindy,
"We'll try it their way for one day, then we call in the local
authorities." Lindy said,
"All right, we'll search with you for one day, then
you do it our way." Andi said to
"I understand." He said, hoping they would find him, but knowing in
his heart where
It was
They searched for hours, coming back only when it began to get dark, other
teams straggling in, exhausted, the island folk not holding much hope, the
movie crew trying to keep their hopes up. As teams came in, rested teams went
back out.
Andi and
"You're his mother?" She asked Lindy.
"Yes," Lindy answered, almost too tired to
talk.
Andi stuck out her hand,
"His girlfriend, Andi."
She said.
"Thanks,"Andi said,
"Hullo,
"Anything hopeful,
He just shook his head, staring at the floor while he chewed.
"Can you or Siobhan scare up some space for these folks, so they can get
some rest?" He asked
"We're going to keep searching!" Andi said.
"I couldn't sleep with
"Lindy, honey, we just got in off a 17 hour
flight, we've walked this island for 8 hours, we need to get some rest. We can
go out again in the morning." He said quietly, reassuringly.
"
"Ditto, what she said!" Andi said, with
determination.
Turning to her mate,"Why don't you let me and Andi go out, get some rest, then you can go with Richard in
the morning, and we'll rest then, we'll be so dead on our feet we won't be able
to do anything else. I promise we'll be careful."
Sighing heavily,
Andi and Lindy rested for
about 30 minutes, then hit the moors again, headed for the stream, compass and
flashlights in hand. If anyone was going to find
**********************************************
Josh lay, unconscious, his sleep troubled. The dark haired
girl in his dreams, calling him.
He had wanted some time alone, so he had gone to the ocean. Miranda had
understood, saying she would bring him food later.
Stripping down once he'd gotten there, he dove into the water, the bracing
chill of the water making him gasp. He swam for a long time in the waves,
riding them in to shore, and going back out again.
While he was swimming off his frustrations, Miranda came over the moors, seeing
him at a distance. She watched him in the waves, her heart filled with longing.
He was the one she'd been waiting for, all these years, here he was. Reluctant
to make her presence known, she stood beside a stone
outcropping near where he'd left his clothes. Only wanting to
look at him for awhile. She watched as he rode the waves,
saw the pure joy in his face, the loveliness of his form, her heart breaking
with longing for him. For him to be the one, to love her, to
end her centuries of exile. To break the spell she would give her heart
to this man, to return to true life, she would surrender her will, her soul, if
only he could love her in return. If only...the longest distance for the heart to
travel. If only.
"Andi."
He whispered.
He could see her face, see her laughing, crying,
angry, in love. His damaged memory pulling the bits and
pieces of his heart and mind where she dwelt to restore him to himself.
He saw her in a house, asleep in a bed that they shared, he knew she was part
of his life, he wanted to remember her. He wanted to know again, all that she'd
meant to him. Something to hold him, if he should be trapped
in this place forever.
Looking at the sun, he realized Miranda would be here soon, he rose, not
knowing that she watched as he dressed, as he sat back down, legs crossed, arms
resting on his knees, still barefoot, shirt open.
Turning away from him, she leaned on the stone monolith. Closing her eyes,
taking a deep breath, she put a smile on her face, not wanting him to see how
desperately she wanted to be with him.
She walked slowly to him, he caught sight of her, she waved,
"Have you been swimming?" She asked as she knelt on the cloth beside
him, putting down the basket that carried lunch.
"The water must be near freezing." She said, smiling for him.
"It felt good, cleared my head."
"When my mother was alive, she would give me a cuff about the head when I
went swimming in the cold water."
"
"What?" Miranda asked as she spread bread and cheese on the blanket
between them.
"I don't call." She looked down at the blanket, putting
together a sandwich for
"Miranda, look at me, I heard you."
She met his eyes.
"It wasn't me. As part of my punishment for being born, the fairy queen
set my voice upon the winds. When a man comes near, one who
has a like soul, heart. He hears it. If the call is strong enough in
him, he answers." She sat back on her heels, looking him in the eyes, her
heart pain in every word she spoke.
Understanding, he held his hand out to her. She took it.
"So, there have been many, why hasn't the spell been broken?"
"None of them was my true love."
"None of them?"
"No."
"What happened to them?"
"They die."
"I thought..."
"They are outside the spell, they may live here, but the curse is only on
the villagers."
"Another torment?"
"I see them come in, they may love me, but I cannot love them back,
so they die, heart-broken."
"I'm sorry." He said, touching her cheek.
"I could love you,
His eyes sad, he shook his head, "I'm sorry, Miranda, I think I have
someone waiting for me."
She nodded, looking down at the cloth, looking at her empty hands folded in her
lap.
"It's alright, I understand."
They sat back, watching the sea.
It had now
been a week since Josh had vanished, in the little village on Roan Terra, Andi sat in the pub, she too had needed some alone time.
She was exhausted, she'd been searching for up to 16 hours a day, and nothing,
she wasn't losing hope, she knew in her heart that
"How are ya holding up, lass?" She asked, her voice gentle and tired.
Andi looked at this motherly woman, planning a brave
front, she found herself falling apart. Putting her face in her hands, Andi burst into tears.
"
"I know, m'darlin'. I know."
Finally gaining control of her emotions, Andi looked
into the local woman's kind face.
"
"Aye, lass, many a young man has disappeared on those moors. Never to be
seen again." She shook her head sadly.
"You think
"Aye, I do."
"And no one has ever come back?"
"Not a one, lass, I'm sorry."
"You know they're calling off the search tomorrow." Andi said, barely able to keep control of her voice, barely
able to keep from wailing.
"I know."
They sat together, arms around each other, both of them crying.
Later, Andi went back to the inn. Her heart tired and
sad, she came in and found
"What?!"
She asked,"What is it?"
"They're calling off the search early. They're sending out final teams
tonight, and pulling out in the morning, they think he fell in the stream and
was carried out to sea."
Tears filling her eyes, Andi walked over to the team
assignment desk, she grabbed a fresh pack of emergency supplies, and a fresh
flashlight and extra batteries. Refusing to believe the worst anymore, she
headed for the door, her determination renewed.
"Andi?"
Lindy grabbed her arm, stopping her.
"I'm going to find him, Lindy, and I'm not
giving up until I do."
Seeing the determination in her face, Lindy nodded
her head.
"I'm going with you." She grabbed her supplies, going to
"You stay here in case they find him." Lindy
told him.
"I will, we're going to find him,
Again, they went out to face the dark, knowing that this time they wouldn't
come back alone.
Trudging
the distance to the stream, Andi and Lindy walked in stern silence, neither one ready to give up
on
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It was getting late, the full moon over Miranda's cottage drawing his
attention,
"It's getting late, are you not tired?"
"Miranda," He said, standing to look at her, "No one has ever
left this place?"
"No one has ever tried to leave, and survived the attempt." She said
quietly.
"What does that mean?"
"There was a boy about 20 years ago, I couldn't love him the way he
wanted, he missed his parents, a brother, he decided
to try. He went into the mist." She looked down at the ground.
"What happened to him?" She didn't answer, he grabbed her arms,
"Miranda, what happened to him?"
She looked into his eyes, her own filling with tears. "He almost made
it."
"Almost?"
"He came to us like you, wounded, lost, but he remembered who he
was. When you enter the mist, it erases all my powers. You'll be as you were
when you came to me, wounded. Lost. I don't know if it
was too much for him, or his love wasn't strong enough, he didn't make
it."
"He died?"
"Aye."
Letting her go, he looked at the fairy lights, he didn't care if he died, if he
could just see Andi's face one more time, it would be
worth it. Seeing the look on his face, Miranda nodded her head. She went into
the cottage, she got his jacket, bringing it to him.
Helping him into it, she looked at his face one last time, memorizing its
sweetness.
"Hold onto her face, her memory, your love. Hold it against everything,
Taking her hand, he kissed it.
"I'm sorry, Miranda."
"It's alright, go now, she's coming for you."
He turned his back, and headed into the mists.
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Andi and Lindy had made
little progress into the mist, it reflected their
lights back at them, forcing them to keep them pointed at the ground. Which meant they couldn't see low branches, which tore at their
clothing, catching them in the face. They were both the worse for wear,
bloodied and bruised, clothing torn. But they continued, helping each other up
when they fell, pulling each other out if they fell in the stream. The cold
water making them gasp.
"Are you alright?" Lindy asked Andi, as she helped her up after she tripped over a huge
tree root.
"Yeah, if I didn't know better, I'd think the forest was trying to keep us
out of here. But that's nuts right?"
"Right," Lindy echoing the sentiment.
"Do you believe that anymore than I do?"
"Nope."
"Okay."
The two determined women continued, daring the forest to throw it's best punch, they weren't turning back, they were going
to find
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His breathing becoming difficult, the pain in his side was returning,
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"Crap!" Andi said, pulling herself
out of a muddy spot, almost losing her shoe, as Lindy
pulled on one arm to help her out. Stopping on the bank they sat to catch their
breath.
"It's going to be alright, Andi, I know it will,
we just have to keep going."
"I know, Lindy, we're going to find him."
"Yes." She got up, reaching down to help Andi
to her feet. They looked each other in the eye, damn the fairies, they were
bringing
"Wait!" Andi said, her arm in front of Lindy, "Do your hear that?"
"I don't hear anything other than all those creepy animal noises." Lindy said.
"It's
"You hear him?"
"This way." Andi
said, moving to the other side of the stream. Lindy
following.
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"Help me, babe. I'm trying to come home."
Resting for a moment, holding himself up on a branch
he held his side. Almost sobbing from the pain, Andi's
love pulled him forward. He let go of the branch, and kept walking.
Bloodied
and bruised Andi and Lindy
trudged forward, love and determination fueling their minds and bodies, they
had to find
"Do you think there are really fairies out here?" Lindy
asked.
"I don't know, I just know we've got to find,
Grabbing Lindy's hand, she helped her across a large
rock that was in the way.
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Pulling himself up from the ground one more time, stumbling and falling more
than walking,
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Stopping to catch their breath, Lindy and Andi looked into the mist. The lights were becoming
brighter the farther they went into them.
"He's alive, Lindy, we just have to keep
going."
"I know, we're almost there."
Standing, Andi listened hard for a moment.
"Do you hear that?" She whispered, her eyes
focused on a place inside herself.
"What do you hear?"
"Josh!" She turned looking around, "We have to cross the stream,
he's this way!" She said, plunging into the
water.
Lindy followed.
"Are you sure this is the right way?" She asked.
"I can hear him, Lindy, I'm not sure how, but I
can hear him. We're going the right way. Trust me." She said, continuing
on through the briars on the opposite side of the stream.
A little further they came to a blockage that there was no way around, they
would have to go back into the water to get around it. Wading out, holding onto
the huge tree trunk that grew out of the earth and the stream, bridging both
mediums they waded. As they waded they noticed a strange light glowing beneath
the surface of the water. The pull of the current becoming stronger,
threatening to pull them into the middle, reaching out her hand, Andi pulled on Lindy, dragging
her to the bank with her, they collapsed, breathing heavily.
"That was weird." Lindy said.
Looking at Lindy her comment striking them both as
funny, they started laughing, til tears came out of
their eyes. The laughing fit over, Andi stood,
holding her hand out to help Lindy up.
"You're alright, Lindy." She said, throwing
her arm around Lindy's shoulders.
"You're not bad yourself, Andi," Lindy said, throwing her arm around Andi's
shoulders, together they continued, arm in arm.
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On sheer adrenaline, falling and getting up only to fall again,
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The mist getting thicker, the fairy lights becoming more and more agitated, the
two determined women continued, holding hands to keep from losing each other in
the mist, they moved forward, inching their way toward
"Should we go around it?" Andi asked.
"I don't think so. Let's just stop here for a minute." Lindy said.
The lights moving closer and closer they stood their ground.
"Are you sure we shouldn't run?" Andi
asked.
"Everything here seems to be designed to frighten, not injure."
"To make us hurt ourselves trying to get away."
"Exactly."
Squaring herself, putting her fear out of her mind, Andi
stood her ground.
"Then we stay put."
Almost painful to look at, the lights became more and more agitated, the figure
moving through them moving closer. Finally breaking free, the figure walked
toward them, collapsing as he saw their faces, the face of his mother, and the
one love that had gotten him this far.
"
Andi rushed to his side, hugging him as hard as she
could, causing a cry of pain to escape him. She let
him go, looking into his face.
"You're hurt!"
"We KNEW we'd find you!" Lindy said, on her
knees beside her son.
They tried to get
"Do you think you can make it?" Lindy said
to her son, as tears of relief ran down her face.
"Have to." He gasped.
"We'll get you out of here." Andi said.
Together, they helped him to his feet, one on either side, his arms around
their necks, they supported him, heading for home.
Beyond the last of his strength,
"Maybe you should leave me!" He yelled over the wind. "It's me
they want!"
"Not a chance!!!" Andi yelled back.
"We're going HOME!" Lindy yelled.
Saving his breath to stay upright,
In frustration Andi screamed into the wind, yelling
defiance at the powers of the forest.
"WE ARE COMING OUT OF HERE, AND YOU CAN'T STOP US!"
A single note sounded in the wind,
Just as they thought they wouldn't make it, they reached the spot where
Looking up at her, he smiled.
"It was your face that got me out of there."
"I knew you were alive."
Lindy putting her hands on their shoulders, smiled,
tears in her eyes. She held out a hand to Andi, Andi taking it, the women looked at each other, the bond of
mother and daughter complete as only overcoming adversity can tie two together.
Lindy volunteered to go for help,
Andi cradled
"Are we far enough away?" She asked, looking at the mist that still
danced with unearthly lights.
"Yes, it doesn't move. We're okay here." He shifted, causing a fresh
wave of pain. Groaning, he stopped moving.
"Stop doing that. I'm scared enough as it is."
"Are you gonna smack me?" He asked, his voice thin and weak.
"I don't think you could survive a smack right now, and I don't have the
energy to." Her arms around him as tightly as she felt he could handle.
"Don't you ever do this to me again,
"I promise."
"I love you." She said her throat tight.
Unexpected tears of relief welled up in her heart, and she sobbed unashamed, a
hand over her face.
"Who was that?" Andi asked.
"You saw her?!"
"Yes, I saw her, who was that?"
"No one important, babe, she doesn't have anything to do with us."
Suddenly knowing, Andi watched the woman walk away,
her form finally blending with the mists.
"Thanks, Miranda." She whispered.
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"He was the one, Miranda." The older sister said, as she followed
Miranda back to the cottage.
"Aye." She said.
"You could have kept him." The younger sister said.
"No, he was never mine to keep." She whispered,
her heart breaking. "I had to let him go."
"We could have been free." The older sister said.
"He didn't love me."
"But you loved him." The younger sister insisted.
"That's not enough."
"What do we do now, Miranda?" The older sister asked as they reached
Miranda's cottage.
Miranda looked back the way they'd come, seeing
"We wait."
Going inside, she closed the door.
The End