Partying
on a Saturday night, cruising at
Walking up to one of the owners of the club,
"I don't know,
"What does that mean?" He asked, starting to feel like HE wasn't good
enough to meet HER.
"She's just different,
"Don't ever put your hands on me without permission again." She said
quietly into his ear.
"Yes, ma'am, sorry, ma'am, I forgot the first rule of Rude Interruption,
never touch Jazz without permission."
"That's right," she said, letting him up, she patted him roughly on
the cheek, then grabbing his shirt at both shoulders she gave him a full on
smack on the lips, letting him go, he wandered about aimlessly, dazed at
physical contact with his idol. She sauntered up to the bar where
Holding out his hand, he introduced himself. "Hi, I'm
Leaning back on the bar, she studied the hand, as if it had just been digging
in the trash, then studied the man it was attached to. Taking another sip of the
drink, she glanced away, "I know who you are."
"They call you Jazz, right?" He said, trying to draw her into a
conversation.
"My FRIENDS call me Jazz." Leaning close to him, she whispered,
"I don't think you're one of them, "Opera Boy."
"I'm sorry, do I have a sign that says "Loser" somewhere, or are
you always so rude to people who just want to talk to you?" He said,
getting a little irritated.
She looked at him, then smiled, batting her eyes, putting her hand to her
chest, speaking with an exaggerated southern accent,"Oh,
Joshie-Poo, you want to talk to little ol' me! I'm so honored!
He laughed sarcastically,"I thought you were a
talented musician, and just wanted to talk music with another musician, pardon
me for mistaking you for a human being, won't happen again." He said
walking away.
"Hey!" Jazz protested.
"HIM! Good for me!? Oh, please!"
Doing as she was told, under protest, and only after making a face, sticking
her tongue out at
She stood in front of him, arms folded, one hip hiked higher than the other.
"Did you follow me for the kill shot, or are you just standing there for
fun?" He asked.
She flopped down on the sofa beside him.
"
"Sorry, I have, "issues."
"That's it!"
"That's about as good as it gets."
"Are you always so nasty, just wondering."
"Sometimes it's the only way to stay alive."
"Hm, cryptic, quirky, Mama, I've found the girl
of my dreams!" Sarcasm dripping from his every word, as
he gestured to the heavens.
Appreciating the quick wit, she decided to stay, "So, you might be
interesting to talk to."
"Why, "Jazz"?"
She leaned very close, he could smell her perfume, she had wide full lips, and
despite her tough demeanor, she was really pretty, warm brown eyes, yep,
definitely pretty.
Speaking in a low, sultry voice, she said,"Cause,
baby, I can jam with the best of them."
Clearing his throat,
Looking at him, very differently this time, she spoke again, "That was my
last set, why don't we get out of here?"
Walking
out the front door,
"Porsche? How cliched
can you get?" She said disgustedly.
"Not this chick." Jazz said, as the valet pulled up in her cherry red
Hummer.
He got in the Hummer with Jazz, barely getting his seat belt buckled as she
peeled out of the drive. She drove like a maniac, good thing the Hummer had
such a wide wheel base, he was sure they would have rolled over at least a
dozen times before she came to a stop in front of a very ordinary looking house
in the valley.
She jumped out of the car, starting to the front door,
"This is my place, come on, I won't bite
you...unless you ask real nice." She smiled evilly, wiggling her bootie as
she walked to the front door.
She was definitely an enigma. She acted like a...well, he was too much of a
gentleman to say... she could sing, play any instrument, but she REALLY needed
some anger management classes. Now, her house, middle class all the way, living
room, dining room, kitchen 2 bedrooms, 1-1/2 baths. She even had a computer in
the corner of the living room. Turning on the lights, she threw her keys on a
table by the front door.
"Do you want something to drink?" She asked.
He walked around, looking at the pictures on the walls. A
framed "Evil Dead" movie poster. Hm-autographed by
"Do you want a drink, or do you just want to stare at the movie
posters?" The acid was back.
He looked at her. "What have you got?"
She thought, "Tequila, and some Heineken."
"Heineken." He said, continuing to look at
the posters on the walls, going into the dining room, the posters changed. All
4 of the Christopher Reeve Superman movie posters lined up on one wall, and on
a separate wall, Somewhere in Time, this one autographed by
She came back with 2 Heinekens, he took one nodding
his thanks.
"The posters in the living room, okay, but why all the
She sat on the sofa, putting her beer on the coffee table, she untied her
boots, pulling them off she settled on the sofa, her feet stretched out in
front of her.
"Trying to figure me out?"She asked.
"Guilty." He answered, walking to the sofa, looking down at her.
"I admire him." She said, regarding him.
"How so?"
"He had it all, fame, career, family, hobby, he should have lost it
all when he had the accident. He didn't let it stop him, he can't move, take
care of himself, he has to rely on those who love him for everything. That kind of trust, to believe that no one is going to screw him
over, I admire that." She said it quietly, almost like a human
being.
"You don't have anyone you trust like that?"
"Nope. Everyone has their own motivations."
"Tough way to live."
She shrugged,"It's worked so far."
She held her arms out, "I'm still here."
"Yes, you are."
"And why are you here, Opera Boy?" She asked leaning very close to
him, one foot on the floor, the other tucked between them.
"Because you asked me to."
"Do you do everything everyone asks you to?"
He had to stop and think about that one, yes, he would have to say he was a
people pleaser, but did he want HER to know that?
"Sometimes." He answered.
"How about all the time?" She laughed,
"I've read about you, you're a good boy. You go where you're supposed to
go, do what you're supposed to do, is there anything YOU want, Opera Boy?"
"No, just trying to get a rise out of you." She smiled wryly.
Thinking to himself, "What have I gotten myself into?!"
She watched him, her mouth open taking another sip of beer.
"Maybe I should go." he said, getting up.
She stood up, leaning very close to him, she left her
beer on the coffee table. She took his from him, setting it beside hers.
"If that's what you REALLY want..." She started, moving very close to
him now, she reached up, tracing his lips with her
fingers. He couldn't believe how that made him feel.
She was annoying, aggressive, confrontational, nothing
like the girls he'd dated before, but he couldn't deny the attraction. Every
fiber of his being was crying out to walk away, this
was NOT the kind of girl you brought home to mother. But there was something
about her, like a hunger, a desperation beneath the
surface, something he couldn't put his finger on that wouldn't let him walk
away. Could he be so wrong about her? They'd just met, but he couldn't deny the
HEAT! He leaned forward, putting his hands around her waist,
she didn't break his arm, so he pulled her closer, and kissed her. The rest of
the night was a blur in his memory, buttons flying, clothing
landing where it may. And he learned the meaning of every which way but loose.
When
Leaning on the door jamb of the dining room, she watched him as he shifted
uncomfortably from foot to foot, a huge grin on her face.
"At least I know what she sees in you, now." The girl said. smugly. Offering her hand, she introduced herself, "I'm
BB, and you're
"You'll excuse me if I don't shake your hand under the
circumstances," he muttered, "Would you mind turning around for a
minute?"
Smiling she accommodated him, he slipped into the drawers and jeans, BB turning
as she heard the zipper. He checked his pockets, wallet still there, parking
ticket, now where was his shirt?
"I think that's it hanging from the light in the dining room" BB
said, pointing behind her.
"What are you, psychic, how did you know..."
"You were looking for your shirt?" She finished for him.
"Deductive reasoning, morning after, the object of your affections gone, embarassing encounter with her roommate, a hasty retreat is
usually first order of business. Can't do that without
clothes." She whispered the last very close to his face.
"Is everyone in the band so..."
"I'm not nasty, just used to the routine."
"Routine!? Is this a regular occurrence for
her?" He asked, feeling like a trophy.
"She doesn't do it often, but it's pretty much the same every time. She
doesn't date much, she's more into her career. Want
some coffee?" She walked into the kitchen not waiting for his response. He
followed his nose to the delicious aroma, she had a cup waiting for him on the
kitchen table, a spoon and sugar beside the cup, how did she...? Shaking his
head he sat, poured sugar in the cup, and sipped appreciatively.
"Is she always like that?" He asked.
"Jazz is a very direct person, if she likes you she doesn't play games,
she goes for it. Just don't be fooled, there's more there than meets the
eye."
"What does that mean?"
BB leaned back in the chair, one hand on her hip, the other holding the cup,
"She's been through a lot."
"Can you give me a little more to go on than that?" He asked.
Shaking her head, her lips pinched together, she regarded him with cool, green
eyes.
"That's her business, if she thinks she can trust you, she'll tell you
herself. When she's ready."
"You make her sound like a china doll, she doesn't act
fragile."
""Act" being the operative word."
"You're just not going to help me out at all, are you?" He said in
frustration.
"No, I'm going to give you the note she left for you." She reached
out, the note held between 2 fingers.
"One's under the ficus in the living room,"
BB called as he walked out of the kitchen, "the other one's in the
hall."
He shook his head, gathered his boots, and called a cab.
Sitting on the front stoop waiting for the cab,
Drying off, he looked at the clock, he had to meet
"If you want, call me tonight, we can meet after my final set, your choice
where. You were good! Surprising."
Her phone number and flamboyant signature followed. Some primal man thing rose
up in his chest, she said I was good. Resisting the urge to thump his chest and
scream like an ape,
Josh and
David had been working for a couple of hours, the recording going well, David
knew there was something up with Josh, but he knew Josh well enough to know
that he'd talk about it when he was ready. Taking a break,
"
"You know you can, what is it?"
"I Know, I'm sorry, Josh," He got control of himself, "This is
one of the hazards of the music business. Groupies..."
"No. She's not a groupie. She's a musician, her
group plays at "
Realization,"Oh, you mean the lead singer of
Rude Interruption! I met her about a month ago. Jazz! You...and
Jazz...wow!"
"You met her? How did you meet her, and why is that so hard to
visualize?"
"I met
"Why not?"
"Well, she's like your total opposite."
THAT WAS IT!
"She is, isn't she?" he said, the irritation ebbing.
"Yeah, I do." He laughed at himself, "I really do. Am I
insane?" He asked
"No, kid, just in deep trouble." He said
good-naturedly, putting his arm around
"I think I would have to agree."
"Let's get back to work."
Later that evening,
Rude Interruption was just starting a song as he walked up to the bar,
"Ain't no sunshine when he's gone,
It's not warm when he's away,
Ain't no sunshine when he's gone,
And this house just ain't no home,
Anytime he goes away..."
The words, and her tone were driving him insane, she held the microphone
singing to it, holding it like the lover she was missing in the song. She had
sung nearly the whole song with her eyes closed, finally opening them during
the last line, feeling
He turned, straddling the bar stool so he could watch Jazz, an
talk to
"She's an acquired taste."
"She is indeed," He said, taking a drink.
"You're not going to hurt her, are you?" She asked, completely
serious.
Holding his hands up, "No! No whips, I was
kidding. But really
"Hey, Opera Boy! Did you get my note?" She asked softly, smirking.
"Yeah, I got the note."
"And I hear you gave my roomie quite a
show..." She said, grinning from ear to ear.
"Let's see, the band,
He put his head on her chest, groaning."This'll
be all over the tabloids in the morning."
"Yeah, I can see it now, Opera Boy in One Night Stand-Film at 11."
She snickered, enjoying his embarassment.
"Are you done?" He asked, looking her in the eye.
"Making you feel base and degraded? Yeah, for now.
Although I think the term callipygous did get used
several times." She laughed softly, the hard edge was still there, but
something had softened, he wasn't sure what, but it was definitely there.
"Where do you want to go when our set is over?"
"I was thinking, my place."
The corner of her mouth came up, "Okay, Opera Boy, see you in a bit."
She sauntered back to the stage, one of her devoted fans almost putting his
hands on her, one hand came up, the "Look" on her face, and he
dropped back to an obedient distance. She smooched him
on the forehead, signing his tummy with the marker he held out to her. Looking
coquettishly over her shoulder at
Sighing heavily, he whispered, "I'm in big trouble."
"Yep, that would be my assessment."
After the
last set, Jazz waved at
In the dressing room she shared with BB, she went through the clothes back
there, pulling out a half dozen outfits, holding them up to her while looking
in the mirror, discarding the rejects in an unruly pile on the floor beside
her.
BB watched her with great amusement, this was the first time in a long time
that she'd seen Jazz ruffled, the shield was coming down, at least for awhile.
She leaned back in her chair, calmly filing her nails.
"I'm not picking up this mess." She said to Jazz.
"Oh, shut up, you're enjoying this." She muttered to her friend.
"Oh, yes, I am so totally enjoying this. You like him!" She
snickered.
"Shut up! I do not!" She threw the latest reject at BB, who caught it
still laughing.
"Yes, you do."
Jazz sat on the other chair, totally terrified. "I do, don't I?"
BB came over to her, giving her a big hug, "It's
okay, he likes you, too."
"Really?" She looked anything but the
confident arrrogant girl from the night before.
Chucking her friend under the chin, BB said softly,"Yeah,
he has it bad. You can relax, I don't think he'll hurt
you."
"I hate this. I hate feeling so out of control."
"That's life, babe, get used to it."
She changed, looking at herself in the mirror, "How do I look?"
"Drop dead gorgeous, now go get him tiger!" They made their hands
like claws, growling at each other. Laughing, Jazz came out to see
Taking a final swig of his drink, he swung off the bar stool, "Yeah."
He said, as he placed his hand in the small of her back. They walked out, men
turning to stare at Jazz as she walked past.
They
barely got in the front door of his house when Jazz launched herself at him,
their lips connected in a blazing kiss, their hands pulling at each other's
clothes. Buttons flying again, this is gonna get
expensive,
"I've heard that relationships based soley on
sex never last." He said to Jazz.
Looking up at him, "You think this is a relationship?"
"Don't you?" He asked, expectantly.
"We've only known each other for 2 days, do you
think you know me well enough to want to be in a "relationship" with
me?"
"I would if we ever talked." He said, laughing.
"Talk is cheap."
"So I've heard, but unless you want to attempt a mind meld, it's the only
way I know to get to know someone."
"So, we'll talk. What do you want to talk about, Opera Boy?"
"Well, for one thing, my name is
She made an exaggerated attempt, finally holding her hands to her throat as if
she were choking on it. "Nope, sorry, it just won't come out, how about if
I call you Groban?"
Sighing,
"Okay, Groban, what else do you want to talk
about?"
"Why is everyone always warning me not to hurt you?"
"Sorry, Groban, that's on a need to know
basis."
"And..." He prompted.
She looked him in the eyes, her expression stony, dead serious, "And, you
don't need to know."
"Did I do something wrong?"
"No, I..." the tough mask cracking for a second, allowing him to see
something, something he didn't think was possible, Jazz was scared. "I
just don't want to talk about it."
"Okay,"
"How did you get to LA?"
"My parents moved here when I was 12, and promptly got divorced."
"Ouch."
"It's no big deal," she said, shrugging her shoulders, "They
would have killed each other if they had stayed together."
"That can't have been fun."
The sarcasm came out, "Oh, no, Groban, it was a
barrel of monkeys! They fought over me every other weekend, the only peace I
had was when Mom and I moved next door to BB and her
mom."
"Sorry."
"Why, it wasn't your fault."
"Automatic response mechanism."
She let it go, they continued to talk finally growing tired, and falling asleep
in each other's arms.
In the morning, Jazz woke him with kisses, their hands exploring each other's
bodies, blending together,
"What day is this?" he asked.
"Sunday, why?" Jazz answered, looking up as
"Hi, Mom, Dad,
"Busted, Groban!"
She whispered.
Jack and Lindy Groban,
their mouths open in astonishment stood in the doorway, ready for church, and
since Josh came with them every time he was in town, and they had a key, and
were used to having to wake him, had let themselves in.
"This is
Jazz." He said pointing her way, causing another snicker to escape her.
"Folks." She said, waving at them.
"Jazz! From Rude Interruption?
"
"But, Mom...!" He began.
"
Doing all in his power to keep the grin off his face,
Jazz patted him on the chest, standing to find her clothes, she snickered
again. "I'll call a cab, Groban, you got some 'splainin' to do.
I'll call you later." Dressed in a few minutes, she pulled out her cell
phone, hitting a speed dial button. Giving them the address, she went out the
front door to wait.
Weathering the death glare from Lindy,"You'd
better give him a couple more minutes, the shock
hasn't worn off yet." She smiled, whistling as she walked past them down
the front walk.
"I saw you at "
"Thanks, kid," She said, giving him a rough pat on the cheek.
Attempting
to look pious under the eagle eye of his mother, and failing miserably,
Oh, yeah, I'm gonna burn. Definitely
going to the hot place. He thought to himself, clamping his mouth tight
on the snicker that attempted to escape him. Finally, church was over, they
went to a restaurant and had lunch, making polite conversation, the subject of
Jazz pushed in the closet for the time being. Unfortunately, she was not a
subject that would stay put, picking the lock, she
strolled, unclothed across the forefront of his memory, grinning wickedly as
she blew kisses in his direction. Mercifully, God understands about young
people and hormones, and allowed time to pass quickly and lunch was over.
Dropping him at his house, Lindy leaned out the front
window.
"You know we only want what's best for you,
"I know, Mom," he said, leaning forward, and kissing her cheek,
"love you."
"You, too, son." His dad said,
"Still alive, Groban?"
She said, hiding behind a pair of sunglasses. He looked into the Hummer, all she wore was a crop top, string bikini bathin suit in lime green. Gulping at the sight, he met her
eyes, the sunglasses on the tip of her nose, the wicked gleam in her eyes, yep
the hot place for me, no rest for the wicked, he thought, as he ran into his
house, changed into a suit, grabbed a towel and some sunscreen, and was back in
the Hummer in record time.
Smiling, she peeled out of the driveway, headed for the beach.
The
weather was perfect, not too hot, cool breeze coming in off the ocean, they
found a spot that wasn't too crowded and played the whole afternoon, swimming,
sunning,
"You know I was thinking something." He started.
"Did it hurt?" She asked dryly, peering over her sunglasses, smiling
sweetly.
"Ha-ha-very funny. I'm serious."
She rolled over, her chin resting on her hands, fingers interlaced, her feet in
the air, crossed at the ankle, which gave him a lovely view of...shaking
himself, back on topic, Groban.
"I'm recording the new album, we should do a duet."
She pulled the glasses off, "Are you serious?"
"Dead serious,..."
"Wait a minute, Groban, this isn't one of those,
"poor little loser musician, I'll help her and then she'll be
grateful" situations is it, because I don't need you to make it! I'm doing
pretty good right where I am!" She sat back on her heels, real indignation
in her face and voice.
"No! God, no!"
Still suspicious, she regarded him with narrowed eyes.
"I don't need pity, Groban, I'm not a charity case. I'm a musician, and a darn good
one."
She stood and started to walk down the beach,
"I was just suggesting something I thought would be fun. The 2 of
us," he stopped her, his hand on her shoulder, indicating the both of
them, "You know, jamming together. Making a new sound.
I want to sing with you."
She looked at him, the corner of her mouth slowing rising into a smile. "I
like the way you think, Groban." She said,
launching herself at him, her legs wrapping around his waist, taking him down
to the sand, she smothered him with kisses.
"And I definitely like the way YOU think." He said, as she covered
his mouth with hers, shutting him up.
As they drove back to Jazz's place,
"Are you alright?"
"Yes, why?"
"That was a real apology!"
Smacking him in the arm, she moved closer,"Don't
press your luck, it was a moment of weakness, they don't happen often, so you'd
better be appropriately grateful."
"Yes, ma'am." He said saluting.
"There's that spice."
"A duet, huh?"
"Yeah, what do you think?"
"What would we sing, "I'm a little bit country, I'm
a little bit rock and roll"?"
Leaning over and blowing in his ear, "Speaking of kicking it, are we there
yet, you drive like a grandma, Groban."
"Almost there." He said grabbing her around the waist, pulling her
beside him, giving her a quick peck on the lips. They rolled to a stop in front
of her house, on the sidewalk, she tapped him on the
shoulder.
"Tag!" Then ran to the
house,
"Hey, BB!" Jazz yelled as she ran past on the way to her bedroom.
"Hey! Keep it down in there, we have neighbors!" BB yelled,
grinning and shaking her head, "Kids."
Bouncing
into
"You're in a good mood."
"I had a GREAT day off,"
"So I heard."
Looking at
"What? What did you hear?" He asked, sweat
breaking out on his upper lip.
"Your, um dad...called
Sinking to the couch, putting his head in his hands,
"Oh, man!"
Taking a seat on the couch,
Looking at
Shaking off the bad mood, he remembered what he wanted to talk to
"A duet with Jazz? That could be really good.
What do you want to sing?"
"Don't know yet."
"Well, work something up, and let's talk about it. She's got that
rock/soul sound, it could be a really good mix."
They worked for 8 hours, satisfied with the days work,
The bar was open, Jazz and Rude Interruption were rehearsing, she was singing something to a soulful beat, like the beat
of a heart, hot and sultry. She opened her eyes, seeing
"Hey, Groban, haven't seen you all day,
did you miss me?" She asked, smiling, the evil twinkle ever present in her
eyes.
"Yeah, it was torture."
"Good. It's good for man to suffer once in a while."
"I talked to
"Did you?"
"Yeah, he thinks it's a great idea."
"You sure you want to do this?"
"Absolutely."
"I have a song, I can show it to you, after we perform tonight, it's at the house."
He smiled, "Really?"
"Yeah, we'd have to re-arrange it. It would be words and music by my
magnificent self, arranged by Groban, and Jazz. If you're interested." She said while one finger traced
it's way down his collarbone, playing with the chest
hair peeking out of his collar.
"Oh, I'm very interested." He said, his temperature rising as she
kissed the path her finger had just taken.
"In me or the song?" She asked teasingly.
"Both, definitely both." He said, moving
closer to her.
"Good answer, Groban, you may now advance to the
lightning round." She whispered as her mouth closed over his, lightning
striking.
Much, much
later that evening, Jazz and Josh read her song, Josh on the floor, leaning
back on the bed, Jazz on her stomach, looking over his shoulder as he read.
"This is good."
"You had doubts? I'm disgusted." She teased, playing with his hair.
"We could change some things up, and make this a good duet."
"I thought so." She said, smiling at him.
They worked on the arrangement of the song, as well as the arrangment
of other things for the rest of the night.
People with such easy loves,
Do they know
Jazz(echoing)-Do they know?
Josh-Can they really love?
Jazz(echoing)-Can they really love?
Together-When will it be my turn?
Jazz-I was looking for you,
your quiet eyes,
your shining smile.
Together-Looking for the heart
Jazz-That will hold mine, know mine
Together-I was looking for you.
Josh-Seasons come, going through the motions, searching,
Where is she now?
Jazz(echoing)-Where is he now?
Jazz-I was looking for you,
your soft, quiet eyes,
your smile, oh, that sweet smile,
Together-Looking for your heart
Jazz-Your heart that will hold mine so near
Josh-Looking for you
Jazz Looking for you
Josh-Will I ever know
Jazz-How can I EVER know
Josh-Will I ever feel
Jazz-Oh, baby, I want to feel
Josh-All I want to share
Jazz-I want to share it with you
Together-It just can't be a dream
You have to be near
You have to know I'm here
You have to be looking for me, too
Josh-I was looking, looking for you
Jazz-Those eyes
Josh-That smile
Jazz-The heart
Josh-The heart that will hold mine so near
Looking for the soul, oh, that soul
Jazz-That already knows mine
Josh-I was looking for you
Jazz-I was looking for you
Together(softly)-Looking for you
"Fantastic!"
Jazz her back to
"Jazz, how you been, sweetie?"
Her face frozen in fear, Jazz turned, shaking.
"What do you want,
"Just to say hello, darlin'."
He stepped back giving her a visual once over, "Milk sure has done your
body good, little lady. Maybe we should get together, and jam?" He put his
hand up to rub her cheek, Jazz recoiling in revulsion.
Abandoning her music, Jazz left the studio.
"Jazz!" He said, "What's wrong?"
Jazz clung
to the side of the Hummer, as he got closer, he could see she was shaking.
Stopping at her side, he tried to hold her, make her turn and look at him,
anything. Pushing him away, he realized she was crying.
"DON'T-DO NOT look at me!" She yelled at
him.
"Jazz, what's wrong?! TALK to me!" He yelled back, trying to get
close to her.
She clung to the door handle, slowing sinking to the pavement, curling in on
herself.
"Jazz...baby...I can't help you if you don't talk to me. Please, what is
it?"
Hugging her knees to her chest, she shook her head, "Need to know, Groban." She whispered as tears rolled down her face.
"Jazz, you're sitting on the pavement, shaking like a leaf,
I think I need to know."
She looked at him, her face a mask of inner pain, "What if I tell you, and
you hate me for it?"
"Why would I hate you?"
She didn't answer.
"Please, Jazz, you have to tell me."
He stood her up, opening the door to the Hummer, he made her get in the back
seat, and he held her while she cried. When she had gained control of herself,
he spoke softly to her.
"Jazz, what is it? And what does it have to do with that man?"
"
"Tell me, Jazz."
"He was my mother's boyfriend when I was 13, right after my parents
divorced."
"Yeah, go on."
"She has a weakness for musicians. My dad is a musician.
"At your mom's house?"
"Yeah."
"What happened?"
"Mom had to work late, it was just me and
"Oh, my God. Oh, my God." Josh whispered,
shock, and fury mingling in his head and heart.
"I hated him, for what he did to me. I HATED that I was so afraid. She
continued to see him for another 3 months, every time he was there, I would go
over to BB's house, I told her, she keeps the secret,
cause she's my only real friend. Sometimes I couldn't avoid him, if we were
alone, even if it was just for a minute, he would put his hands on me. When he
and mom broke up, I swore no one would EVER put their hands on me like that
again. You needed to know, Groban, now you
know." She buried her face in his chest, clinging to his shirt, and cried.
"Everything okay?" he asked.
"Um...no."
"Anything I can do?"
"No,
"You wanna go?" He asked Jazz.
"Yes."
They crawled over to the front seat,
Jazz slept
the whole day,
"How did you find him
"One of the guys recommended him, he plays pretty good, I just needed some
background."
"I can't tell you why, but I need you to let him go."
"This is about Jazz?"
"Yeah."
"And you can't tell me why?"
"Sorry."
Sighing, "It's done. You'll let me in on it one day, right?"
"When I can."
Hanging up,
"Hey,
"You know it," he said, grabbing her, dragging her over the back of
the sofa.
Looking into his eyes, she struggled up, standing with her back to him.
Turning, he saw that she was angry, and with him.
"DON'T, Groban, DO NOT look at me like
that!" She yelled at him.
"WHAT?!" he asked, confused, "How did I look at you?"
Standing to face her, his hands open, trying to understand.
"Do NOT presume to PITY me, Groban! I
won't stand for it!" She yelled again.
"I don't!"
"I SAW it, I saw it in your eyes! Don't lie to
me! This is exactly why I don't tell people!"
"I don't, Jazz, I don't pity you, I love
you!" He yelled back. "I...I'm just so angry, and I don't know what
to do about it."
She stopped for a second, "You what?"
He paced, "I'm just so angry about it..."
She interrupted, "No, before that, keep up with me here, Groban. You what?"
He understood, and smiled, "I love you."
She came over to him, grabbing his shirt, she gave him a smack on the lips, "I was wondering when you would come to realize
that."
"There's the girl I know."
"I'm still Jazz."
"And you can still jam with the best of them."
"Damn straight, Groban, and don't you forget
it."
He pulled her to him, she planted a teeth shattering kiss on him, still holding
her, he told her what he'd done.
"I got him fired."
"What?" She asked.
"I asked
She laughed, the evil twinkle in her eye, "You did, huh, just for little ol' me?"
"Yeah."
"Well, ain't you stud
dog, Groban."
"And don't you forget it."
She laughed, "Mm, attitude, you might be worth keeping."
"You think?"
"At least for a little while longer. Come on,
I've gotta get to the club." She walked to the
front door, swishing her rear, pausing to look over her shoulder, she winked.
"Coming?"
He smiled, enjoying the view, "Yeah."
Singing
the duet, Jazz and
"
"Thanks,
"You be good to her." She said shaking her finger in his direction.
"Yes, ma'am." He said.
They both turned as
"You will not believe who was just in the office!"
"Who?"
"That slimy, little, disgusting, knuckle-dragging dirtbag,
Miss
Miss
Miss
Miss
Miss
Miss
Miss
"LADIES!"
Miss
Miss
Both ladies looked at each other alarmed.
Miss
"I caught the end of his "greeting" to Jazz,
and she told me about their history. I'm gonna go
check on her."
Miss
As he walked away from them, he looked back, "It might not be a bad
idea."
Miss
Miss Cheryl-Got your boots?
Miss
Miss
Miss
The 2 cultured ladies and proprietors of "
Jazz
entered the dressing room, leaving the door open, her bag wasn't where she left
it, thinking that BB had moved it, she started to move
things around. Thinking it was BB she heard behind her, she asked, "BB,
did you move my bag?" Turning,
"Your little boy toy got me fired. Did you know that, you little
tramp?" He growled dangerously. Moving into the room he reached for her,
the room too tight to get past him, he grabbed her arm. Squeezing
it hard. Hating her fear, hating his touch on her skin, the memories of
terror it provoked in her mind, her heart, she struggled, trying to get free of
him.
Feigning confidence, she stood up to him, "What do you want
"To get back at him, what better way than through
you?" He smiled, a cold, cruel smile.
Unable to stop her reaction she shivered. He had backed her up against the
make-up table, she reached behind her, finding a hair dryer, she hit him as
hard as she could, trying to run past him as he stumbled. His hold was too
tight. Grabbing her by the hair, he clamped his hand over her mouth, dragging
her out the exit to the alley behind the club.
"I don't know,"
The three of them ran toward the exit.
Throwing
Jazz ungently against the dumpster,
"I missed you, little girl. We're gonna have
some fun, tonight."
He leered at her, she closed her eyes against the
memories of that face, those hands. She shuddered, unable to think clearly,
unable to overcome the paralysis of body and mind he had always caused in her.
But she wasn't that little girl anymore. She wasn't sure where that thought had
come from, it's effect spread like a ripple in the water.
"I'm not that little girl anymore." She whispered to herself. She
looked up at
"Don't look at me like that!" he yelled at her.
Still shaking, wiping the blood off the corner of her mouth, she pulled herself
to her feet again, spitting in
"Don't look at me like that, you little tramp!" He screamed at her,
starting to look nervous. Coming forward again, he raised his hand to her once
more, she stuck her chin out in defiance, daring him to hit her again, shaking,
but standing her ground. Grabbing her, he put his hands around her neck, Jazz
fought as he tried to strangle the new defiance out of her with his hands. Use
the force of his twisted will to make her the scared little girl again, so he
could feel like a man. Just as she thought she might not make it,
"I stood up to him." She whispered.
"I'm not afraid anymore."
"You did great, I saw you."
"You did?"
"Yeah, I was so proud."
"You'd better be, Groban." She smiled,
wincing as it pulled at her damaged lip.
Miss
Miss
Miss
Miss
They continued to hear cheery shouts from
Miss
Miss
"Tag!"He
whispered, then ran like a madman for her room.
"Hi, BB! Bye BB!" He yelled as he ran past.
"Where'd he go?" Jazz yelled as she ran into the house, BB pointed
behind her in the direction of Jazz's room, not looking up as Jazz ran to her
room.
Continuing to watch her program, while snacking away on popcorn, she shook her
head, smiling, "Kids."
The End.