Okay I am a very bad person for not updating my journal. 3 things have contributed towards this.
1) I have been really ill and very busy
2) My computer doesn't like me, the internet or the idea of my diary
3) I have been playing The Sims too much to do anything else.
As for me I feel pretty much the same as before. I get upset a bit. Last night I was horrid but I luckily Geoff have the paitence of a saint and was able to keep me under control. I don't feel physically any better. The herbs don't seem to be working, but they work differently to drugs. They build up over time, while drugs fix you there and then. I have my appointment with my PCOS consultant soon and I am in constant dread over what he is going to say. I just want to be better. Added to all that they think I may be diabetic. Which is the icing on the cake really.
Geoff and me are bickering all the time. I can't seem to get anything right. He can't seem to be happy. We are arguing about Marriage and Babies which is a very sore subject. Because of the PCOS I feel like I want to get started, go now, get the tshirt etc. Geoff on the other hand says he does but then tells me how upset he would make certain people if we did. Which makes me feel great. "I do love you honey, but don't tell so and so because they won't like it,"
Plus I have a horrible stomach bug which is causing me to take time off work.
Oh happy day!
