18 October
Abbys being a stupid bitch and right now I hate her. I never get mad at Abby, she's my best friend since second grade but right now shes picking some gay ass guy that she hasn't known for over a month over me. She's like well i was still suppose to do something with him and he said late so this is the only reason i'm letting him get away with this. i'm sorry did we not have plans? And kaylas over at her house if kayla's over there why can't I be? Shes dumb!! Kalya can't do anything anyway she has a boyfriend!! I don't care if abbys guy's dad died yesterday either that's not my goddammd problemb. He's probably out getting high or clubbing or something Abby obviously isn't a priorty for him right now so she doesn't need to be ditching me for him grr . . plus i went through a lot of trouble so i could be going over there tonight that girl needs to be slapped. hard.
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16 October
1/2 day of school today!!! So after school I went to the mall with jade - didn't really get to look in any stores. my school was the only one off so mall was lacking - if u know what i mean, but i picked up a new cd at fye it's pretty cool. it's like some kind of sampler type thing full of punk music such as bouncing souls and mxpx and i got it for 3 dollars. I also ran into my morning ride the one and only kelly key who i've known since i was 5 and then met up later in life with when she became my small group leader from freeway from 6 - 8th grades. Yup we ran in to her and some people i know from school but then we walked to the cd warehouse because jade wanted to go there and we had nothing better to do - oh yes we got chinese food and had some fun eating that with chopsticks. But they were playing horrible music and jade didn't find any cds so then she called her mom and told her to come pick us up so while we were waiting for her mom we wanderded over to some music store that i've never heard of but the entire thing was full of gutiars and it was a cool store i'll be going back someday because my new thing is i want an electirc gutiar so i can play in a band yeah - - don't get me started w/ that i'm very bitter about not playing the drums. but yeah then here mom came and needed to return some polka cds so we went to the exclusive company and jade found some cds there i think she bought an ataries and mxpx. and oh my god the hottest boy ever was in that store i didn't want to leave but oh well  . . . we headed back to jades house and there she burned me the used cd but it's all out of order because she just downloaded the songs off of the internet. but that's cool too. then i ate a dinner consisting of puffy cheetos and cookies and we were off to narrow path (a.k.a. our wendsday night youth group) yeah . . . one of our small group leaders is an activist in every way. i just got done saying that by the end of they year i'm going to be a vegan femisist green party activist. she told me there was horse hoofs in gellitan!! while i was eating it!! starburst and skittles are ruined for me 4ever..............
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