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I went to church this morning? Have I ever talked about my church in here? I don't know? But it is a very large part of my life, i have tons of friends there and i think they are my favorite group of people ever. I love my church to death and i think i would die if i couldn't go there. Today I was with Stephanie and Katlyin. I love Katlyin to peices if she lived closer we would be the bestest of friends. But she lives In Wineconnie - wich i love becasue the boy i meet at lifest lives there too - and he is the most gourgouse thing to ever walk this earth and I will forever think so. Today I found out that he can do backflips on his snowboard and smokes pot on top of ski hills - katylin is now going to teach me how to snowboard because that's my goal for this winter - to learn how to snowboard - since i began to surf this summer and am in love with it i think i'll try it's snowy equiviliant. She told me that he does and he'll get high on top of the hill - I said i'd go join him - and I would ah - lifest was the best time in my entire life - ever. So this winter I am learning how to snowboard!! I have three people devoted to teaching me - abby is teaching me along w/ kayla and were joining the school ski club. Jade wants to teach me so whenever she goes boarding I'm comming with, and now Katlyin. Sweet. Then afterwords me and Steph ran around chruch stealing food and eating it and i had my mom looking for me for 20 minutes but it was a precious time - i will cherish it forever. I also talked to my buddy Nick Warren who turned in to a cutie i'll cherish that boy forever. He's going to the Power of One w/ the church - so are we. We'll probably hang. Oh yes - and Eric is letting us older people who still attend the freeway in the basement - HE'S NOT KICKING US OUT!!! - yeay! we're making our own small group sweet! oh yes
then I went to my grandparets. They do crossword puzzles together. It's the cuttest thing in the whole world when i'm old and grey I hope me and my Husband do crossword puzzles together just like that.
I stumbled across this website - ember.org it's the most beautiful thing. The website is deticated to first loves - and first loves amaze me each and every single one is so perfect i'm in awe of how it can happen to everyone and yet still be so precious. I wonder if i've ever been in love and i can see my self w/ lifest boy i mean it's been since july? and i've only seen him once since but somehow i'm holding on idk u know those people that change your life and you'll remember? he gained that in one night. Then I think about Marc and laugh - jade thinks i'm going to marry him - i think not.
I have this fantasy that when I go to french my Junior year I'm falling in love there - that would be just perfect. Then I'd treasure It forever - but I already treasure too many things oh well . . .
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