20 November
Oh my god I can't belive that it's the 20th of November already. And tomorrow finals start, i've been in highschool for 12 weeks my god i'm getting old before I know it I'll be 40, or not. Tonight I have Narrow Path, last week i finally met - or saw my boys look alike (according to keri) and of course nathanal looks nothing like him but he's still pretty cute. he's a drummer so he might be drumming to night again i don't know. You know how Blaise and Kayla broke up last wendsday? well now he's going out with McKayla lol my theory on that is he still likes Kayla and  is pretending McKayla is Kayla because no one gets over my friends like that and if he is i'll need to beat him up lol. Oh yeah I guess I'm figuring it out that Jake is one of those guys that when he doesn't have a girlfriend he changes the girl he likes like everyother day i suppose he found out that Alex was going to give him a chance but he's really quiet and she was freaking out about it but he doesn't really like her anymore anyway and then i heard he liked sarah johnson (yuck - well not really she's nice) and then lindsy who i have a grudge agains because of what happend with abby and her and some dude casey who she's still obssed with . . but yeah
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Last listened to: my wonderful mix cd lovley entitled "more beautiful than 1000 pink flamingos on a golf course"
Last thing said: i'm not talking to anyone right now.
18 November
So this morning I walked around with Jake I guess he doesn't like that Alex girl anymore because she won't even give him a change because he's "quiet" he was never quiet around me and he's so increadbly hott that if he was quiet around me and i didn't know him that would just make me want to get to know him more (sounds like a certian someone that i met this summer) ahh . .. . yeah but today was good over all. Except - my cousin tori's ex bf mike that i know from when i went to shawno's homecomming was talking on my buddie jermeys sn and he was like i was wondering if some weekend when i have off if i could come down and we could hang out so i'm like sure but theres nothing to do he's like we could catch a movie or something and i'm like  yeah but wouldn't that b weird 4 tori or something? and he's like so? so i'm like she's my cousin and i was trying to hint that I didn't want to and he didn't get the picture but thank god i had 2 leave 4 my violin lesson because right after I left he asked me 4 my # and i just deleted the pm because i dont' want too! one he's my cousins x 2 he's poor and ugly, is failing most of his classes, and the only music he listens to is rap and country that would drive me absoultuly crazy plus he lives in shawano so i think i'm safe . . . i hope.

lol and for somereason i won't tell anyone that i know in real life this site name and i don't know why - right now i'm doing it to stephanie.

oh and today i went and talked to kathleen for some reason all of a sudden i felt bad and i don't know why.
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Last listened to: damn i wish i was your lover - eels
Last thing said: well um
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