I was wrong about sandblast, nothing big happened. But it was different, sort of surreal. It sunk in for real that Jade wasn't there anymore and then I was horribly depressed until last Monday. I swear to god . . .I've never cried more in my intire life and all of a sudden it was over.The strangest thing . . .
Well, Abby came home from Mexico, so I've been hanging out with her for the past two days. We walked around town and she didn't know this but that's what me and Jade use to do. It wasn't the same, but then I guess I knew it wouldn't be.
Oh what am I going to do?
A week from now I'll be in Atlanta for five days. Thank fucking god.