TODAY we got out of school around 11. hmm..i did my homework, then went to starbucks to get a frap. i called up justine and asked her if she wanted anything. i got her a drink, since i'm soooo DOPE...hah..just kidding. then i went to albertsons to buy some food. then i just drove around for the heck of it. on my way home, i saw an old man crossing the street. i felt so sad...seeing him struggle to get across the street...i seriously shed a tear or two. i don't like seeing old people like that...kinda helpless...it just gets to me..
i got home, then drove my dad to the store. i like driving..especially with my car...it's fun...
posted by KaKa at 6:30 PM
posted by KaKa at 2:41 PM
Wednesday, January 30, 2002
TEETH since biting hurts like a poopoo head, i've been forced to reduce to 1 meal a day. =[ . the inside of my lips and creeks are all scratched up. =[
posted by KaKa at 8:51 PM
A CHILD CALLED IT. thanks to justine, i got to see DAVE PELZER on OPRAH. ya see, back in 8th grade, i read a book called A CHILD CALLED IT. i was so good that i purchased it. it's a autobiography about a boy who was abused by his mother. His case is the 3rd worst case of child abuse in the history of california. well, back to the book. oh man, all gotta say is that it's a good book. of course, it's powerful because he talks about all the HARSH things his mother did to him. examples are stabbing him, making him drink ammonia, his brother's feces, and much more. when reading, you hella feel for him, and it's a really touching book. DAVE has 3 books about his life. A CHILD CALLED IT, THE LOST BOY, and A MAN NAMED DAVE. i've read the first 2, but not the last. WELL, yeah, he was on oprah, talking about his experience. man, it was so emmotional. (yeah, since i'm an emotional person) but yeah, i recommend this. you get to see how he survived this struggle, the things he had to go through, and yah...that's it..lol...bye
posted by KaKa at 7:07 PM
Monday, January 28, 2002
*the whole YES-name-thing is not supposed to be funny
posted by KaKa at 10:53 PM
BRACES yep. i got my braces today. hmm..nothing much to say. they didn't hurt a first, but now...AHHHH!!!! blahh...FOOOD! ahhh!! no more soda!!!! ahhh!!! that's like, my waterrr! blah..candyyyyyyy, caramels, candyyyyyyyyyy, chipsss, ahhhHH!!! my friend said that getting braces is a good way of losing weight..ha!! you are so limited to food, that like, you wont eat any fatty stuff. plus, wheyu get your wires tightened, your teeth are gonna be hella hurting and you wont even want to eat. blahhh!!!!! i'll miss you, FOOOOD!!!!!
posted by KaKa at 4:03 PM
Sunday, January 27, 2002
TEETH. my teeth will no longer be bare by tomorrow afternoon i'll be missing part of school to get my braces. woowee, just break, math analysis, and probably part of chem. HOPEFULLY there'll be no complications and i'll get em on tomorrow.
JEANS. my mother had a BIG OL' fit about my ripped jeans. i was about to go out, and she stoped me and told me to change. i was like, "damn, they are just ripped...at least i'm not going out in any short shorts". she told me it was "indecent" and i look "dirty". gosh..i swearrrrrrrrr!!!!!! they are just freakin jeans..who cares what people think about em. jeans are jeans. i have 2 pairs of jeans that are ripped. she threw them away and is going to buy me new pairs. sheshhhhh..whatever floats her boat.
posted by KaKa at 10:33 PM
Saturday, January 26, 2002
SWEET. today was fun. i went to the regular BNK class that is always fun and dope. after, me and justine got some jack in the crack. i got my usual, #5. there was this play at CSU hayward, but i ended up not going. i went to angeli's (justine's little cuz) party, since she asked me to go back in november. she's so cute..just turned 7. but yeah, we ate, chilled, watched tv, chilled. we were watching that show, QUE LOCOS. hah..funnyness. shesh, the kids were helllllla crazY! runnningggg, screaminnnng, scaring each other, running like monkeys. haha..like woah. but yeah, i had a fun day. oh yea, i got some pics from christmas...actually 2. lol. but yeah, i'll post them later
posted by KaKa at 11:55 PM
Friday, January 25, 2002
F l i p nautekz: can i link you?
oOo its KAKA: yeah
oOo its KAKA: awww
oOo its KAKA: you're a sweetie
F l i p nautekz: all smiles...i guess you rubbin' off on me already
man..i swear, no one has ever been this sweet to me since way back when. hehe
posted by KaKa at 11:30 PM
yay. i love my mom's cooking. 2 FULL, hearty plates of spaghetti + lazy, "bed-potato" karen= more fat on karen's body. =)
posted by KaKa at 7:52 PM
Thursday, January 24, 2002
more useless information. in math, my teacher has assigned seats for us. EVERYTIME we change seats, i'm always stuck with a seat in the back row. well, today, we were changing seats. i'd figure now i'd be getting a taste of a seat which is not in the back row. but yeah, i got the back row again. i've sat at each desk in the back row, except for 1. shesh.
posted by KaKa at 9:31 PM
woowee. today was kinda kew.
-they debuted the video for NICE TO KNOW YOU by INCUBUS
-NSYNC is coming here to san jose on MARCH 8 for a concert
-i found out i got a B instead of a C in chemistry
-i got an award for taking the GOLDEN STATE EXAM in science last year
hmmm. i wonder who from school reads this. there were like 3 people that just came up and told me, but i wonder...if there are more...i wonder...
posted by KaKa at 6:19 PM
Wednesday, January 23, 2002
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i got some GOOD compliments about the INCUBUS shirt i wore today. woowee. boosting my ego up. hah..just kidding. i can't believe a friend of mine told me, "what does it say on your shirt?..ohh...incubus...ewww...incubus sucks! i don't like them." blah, how dare you insult them right in front of me
posted by KaKa at 8:44 PM
Tuesday, January 22, 2002
i didn't get my braces on monday. they put rubberbands inbetween my teeth because there's no space. blah, they hurt. i'm getting them braces this coming monday.
posted by KaKa at 9:31 PM
Monday, January 21, 2002
it's funny how things can change just like that..
well..not really
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! i FUCKED things up again!!! I'm soo stupid! well, it's my fault the whole thing happened. i knew i shouldn't have done it, but i was tempted. now, i have drama all over again. it's like year 2001 all over again. not petty little arguments with my parents, but FULL ON DRAMA- screaming, yelling, threats, crying, fighting. i've been good; me and my parents were actually working things out. i just fucked up everything right now.
I'll always remember February 1, 2001....637
posted by KaKa at 8:11 AM
Sunday, January 20, 2002
usually over the weekend i'd be in my pjs either online, watching tv, sleeping, or eating. but this sunday, woowee, FUN!!!!!!
Justine called me up and asked me i wanted to go with her to GREAT MALL. of course, i said yes. when we got there, we went to HOT TOPIC. i saw this dope ass INCUBUS shirt. it was black, INCUBUS, and there was a SMALL- just perfect for me.
After walking around the mall, we watched OCEAN'S ELEVEN. Man, that was a DOPE ASS movie. mannnn, i loved every second of it, despite the fact that i had to pee. =\ but yeah..AHHHHH!!! i loveeeeeeeeeed it!!!! matt damon, brad pitt!! woooweee!!!! all that action and the plot!! ahh!!!!! orgasmic.. ha!!!!!
i had a funnnnn day. weeee. thanks STINE for the FUN day. love ya sista!
posted by KaKa at 8:56 PM
I'm gonna go to church alone again. My mom is gonna bring my dad to the doctor cause he's sick. This time i get to drive the CIVIC. woowee. I hope my dad gets better though =\
posted by KaKa at 10:02 AM
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posted by KaKa at 1:44 AM
Saturday, January 19, 2002
hhhah...someone insulted me in my guestbook. i find it funny since it doesn't even make sense. hah
posted by KaKa at 3:54 PM
Friday, January 18, 2002
yay! finals are OVER with!!! man, i think i got like, all b's in my classes. it's still good, but i was hoping for A's. i think i got an A in math analysis though. pretty kool.
i'm watching DAYS OF OUR LIVES right now. i've been watching that show ever since like, elementary school! shesh! marlena lost her voice. hehe. she sounds like a man. =)
posted by KaKa at 1:36 PM
Thursday, January 17, 2002
weee. finally!!! after 2 days of stressing and studying and stressing, it will all be over 12:30pm tomorrow. then, i'll have my 4-day weekend to just sleep and get my braces! yay! hmm. it appears that my guestbook doesn't work. blah. oh well. i missed FRIENDS. errr.
posted by KaKa at 10:12 PM
Tuesday, January 15, 2002
o0o0o, after reading KAREN'S blog, it remided me of a little experience i had like, months ago. my friends say i was just stupid and imagining things, but shittttt, i say i was about to be killed, raped, or kidnapped!!!!!
MY EXPERIENCE:
okay. so i was at hommie justine's house, just chillling in the garage with her and her cousins. well, i took one those scooters (RAZOR) from one of her little cousins, and went to ride it outside on the side walk. well, as i was strolling along, i noticed this car pass by. i didn't think about it that much. i saw it park a few houses down, so i didn't trip. well, then, as i was still strolling, i noticed the car pass the house once again. i just thought it was leaving. well, justine and her cousins were just watching me from the garage, and as a joke, they decided to close the garage on me. so there i am.. poor karen stuck outside. well, i saw the car AGAIN! it passed by the house again. as i looked where it was going, i saw that it made u-turn and was coming towards the house again. i was getting a little suspicious, so i was knocking on the garage and pressing the doorbell, so i can get in. so yeah, when it made that u-turn, it stoped RIGHT IN FRONT of the house, the house where i was outside and trying to get in. OH MAN, then i got HELLA SCARED and was frantically banging on the garage. i thought the person was gonna kill me or something. well, FINALLLLY, my friend opened the garage. then, the car went away!
MY REASONING:
that person was gonna take me away!!!! i mean, he couldn't be asking for directions or something, cause that person stoped by someone's house a few houses away. and isn't it kinda suspicious that he was gong back and forth, passing the house? and when the garage was closed, why did the person stop in front of my friend's house. i mean, there were cars parked along the sidewalk in front of her house, but there was all the open space to stop along the street. and isn't it MORE suspicious that he left when the garage was opening? seee!!! i don't believe that i was paranoid. i mean, HELLLLO!! it's just TOOO ERIE to be paranoia. hah..what do YOU think?
posted by KaKa at 9:14 PM
real world chicago is gonna premere in a few hours. arghh, its just gonna be about SEX, SEX, and more SEX. I MUST WATCH!!!!!! heh..just kidding ;D
posted by KaKa at 8:50 PM
if you love me, please sign my guestbook
if you don't love me, sign my guestbook
posted by KaKa at 8:42 PM
Monday, January 14, 2002
DAMNITTTTTTTTT!!!!! grrrrr..i'm sick AGAIN!!!!!! shesh. i was sick last month, and now i'm sick again...DURING FINAL TIME!! yesterday i wokeup with a sore throat, and now today..ahhhhh! My throat hurts, my nose is stuffy, i'm all congested man. i fell asleep at 3pm and woke up just now...9ish. 6 hours that i could've used to study. BLAHHHHH! This is just the PERFECT time to catch a cold. errrr...i feel like kaka poopoo shit.
posted by KaKa at 9:16 PM
DAMNITTTTTTTTT!!!!! grrrrr..i'm sick AGAIN!!!!!! shesh. i was sick last month, and now i'm sick again...DURING FINAL TIME!! yesterday i wokeup with a sore throat, and now today..ahhhhh! My throat hurts, my nose is stuffy, i'm all congested man. i fell asleep at 3pm and woke up just now...9ish. 6 hours that i could've used to study. BLAHHHHH! This is just the PERFECT time to catch a cold. errrr...i feel like kaka poopoo shit.
posted by KaKa at 9:16 PM
DAMNITTTTTTTTT!!!!! grrrrr..i'm sick AGAIN!!!!!! shesh. i was sick last month, and now i'm sick again...DURING FINAL TIME!! yesterday i wokeup with a sore throat, and now today..ahhhhh! My throat hurts, my nose is stuffy, i'm all congested man. i fell asleep at 3pm and woke up just now...9ish. 6 hours that i could've used to study. BLAHHHHH! This is just the PERFECT time to catch a cold. errrr...i feel like kaka poopoo shit.
posted by KaKa at 9:16 PM
Sunday, January 13, 2002
damnnnnnnnn!!! did anyone catch that show after the simpsons? it's called THE CHAMBER.. mannn...that's freakkken crazyyy. sheshhh.
posted by KaKa at 10:03 PM
pfew..finally done with those darn index cards. now i gotta memorize all of them!! blah!! i went to curch alone today. after, i stoped by at target, and got one of those FULL LENGTH mirrors for my room. woowee! it was only 5 bucks. yepppp. when i see a good deal, i go after it. time to watch the simpsons =)
posted by KaKa at 7:34 PM
yay! about 50 more index cards to go! =P
posted by KaKa at 12:40 AM
Saturday, January 12, 2002
damn...had another episode of sleep paralysis.
posted by KaKa at 6:16 PM
Friday, January 11, 2002
i have infantile amnesia
posted by KaKa at 10:14 PM
Thursday, January 10, 2002
awww!! i just watched FRIENDS! awww..rachel and joey are soo cute!
posted by KaKa at 8:26 PM
ahhhh!!! for my AP psychology class, i have to write freakin 187 index cards, with vocab word and definition..ahhhh!!!! finals start next wednesday..aHHHH!!!!
posted by KaKa at 8:25 PM
attention all BAY AREA clubers*:
on monday, the 20th, go to BACKBEAT nightclub. it's in santa clara on lawrence expressway. hah...all ages...so all you young ones can go...for more info... www.thebackbeat.com // or call 408 241 0777...OR 510 212 2760.. OR.. e mail: [email protected]
*message from cousin melissa
posted by KaKa at 3:10 PM
Wednesday, January 09, 2002
posted by KaKa at 11:03 PM
grrr..damnit!!!! blogger is ALWAYS DOWN!!!!!
posted by KaKa at 10:18 PM
ahhhh..american music awards are on tonighttt...and DIARY OF INCUBUS..aww!!! but yeah, i did my websurfing, and they are gonna replay the awards on friday on another channel. so my plan goes like this:
WATCH AWARDS till 10:30
tape and watch THE DIARY OF INCUBUS
watch the end of the awards on friday
wooweeee!! see what happens when you do your research! everything works out.
posted by KaKa at 3:51 PM
weee..i rearranged my room!! haha..well...i just moved my computer to the other side of the room. so now, i can lay in bed while i'm online, and alsooooo...i have a perfect view of my tv at the same time..wooo...that's the life...i wanted to move my bed and my dresser, but my dresser is too damn big and heavy =\
posted by KaKa at 3:43 PM
Monday, January 07, 2002
woooho!!! i found my LIP BALM..haa!! i lost it like, a YEAR ago! haha..but wee!! BATH AND BODY WORKS MIXED BERRRY! woohoo
oh yeah, i added a pic of my bracelet. I've had it for quite a while. It has sentimental value. Since i've put it on, i've never taken it off. Even if i'm wearing some dress, i'll still wear it. A while ago, it broke, so got another one. And also, it can't really come off...lol..my hand is just too big, and it shrinked to fit my wrist. but yeah..just more useless information for you
posted by KaKa at 11:24 PM
ahhh, yes...school. blah, just another regular day. nothing out of the ordinary happened. haha..but at lunch, mary came and asked me if the DIARY of INCUBUS was on last night. haha, i told her it was on SUNDAY, the 9th..hah, i don't know what i was thinking. haha..she thought she missed it. HEY, if i missed it too, I'D GO CRAZYYYYY!!!!! hahh..but yeah, the replayed INCUBUS CRIBS..haha..they have a tiny "chill" room, which is like, hidden in the wall. more like a room where you HAVE FUN and lose BRAIN CELLS...haha..it's dope.. =X umm..just kidding..haha..
REMINDER: DIARY OF INCUBUS: WEDNESDAY, JANUARY 9TH, 10:30pm, MTV. DON'T MISS IT!!!
posted by KaKa at 11:12 PM
Sunday, January 06, 2002
hey henry,
i hope you're reading this...i can't contact you or nothing cause you didn't leave your email..but yeah..i saw you too at battlefest...cause i remember seeing a pic of you SOMEWHERE (probably the yearbook) but yeah..that was me watching the bboys..yeah..i think i saw you at the first round of battlefest too..yeah..just wanted to tell you that..yup..hella heads from school...that's it..bye bye
posted by KaKa at 10:58 PM
darn..school tomorrow...DAMN YOU CSU STUDENTS WHO DON'T HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL TILL HELLA DAYS LATER..blah!!!! well, at least i finished all my homework at the beginning of vacation!! muhahah..no "SUNDAY NIGHT HOMEWORK" for mee!!! woohoo!!! haha
TOP 10 THINGS I'LL MISS ABOUT VACATION
-staying up late online & chatting with fellow nocturnal friends
-watching BRADY BUNCH at 5am
-sleeping at 8am
-waking up at 6pm
-wearing my PJs all day long
-reading people's webpages over and over
-being the only one awake in the house
-lonelyness (well..maybe not THAT one)
-the holiday FUN
-NOT HAVING TO GO TO SCHOOL
posted by KaKa at 7:49 PM
justine came back from the philippines a few days ago. she got me a little guitar..and her sis rachel got me a barrelman...
oh yeah..haha..that last pic is of my ab-slide...which sits at the corner of my room, until i have motivation to use it =)
posted by KaKa at 2:24 AM
Saturday, January 05, 2002
today i went to BNK..filipino thing..it was dope..shittttt...we had a rap session, and like, all these topics and quotes came up..like, "know history, know self" ...do YOU think that's true? do you feel that knowing your past will help you know yourself? or do you feel that knowing the past doesn't make you any more "FILIPINO" (or whatever you might be) and that the past is the past, and that YOU make your own self, and the past doesn't. shit..it was crazy..hearing both sides of it..errr....pure brain food...
i'm so lonely right now...all alone...even though my dad and my uncle are chatting away in the living room..it's soo gloomy outside...it gets me all depressed....my life feels so empty right now..it doesn't feel like there is much to it...it's weird..emotions change so fast...just yesterday i was happy..now i feel empty...
"ARGHHHHH!!! WHY DO PEOPLE GOTTA BE SOOOO DOPE!?!?!!" -kaka
posted by KaKa at 3:31 PM
a convo i just had with my bestest friend, justine, about my webpage:
Krazykg576: people i know read it..so its like, they might have this bias against me because of what i write
Stine758: oh i c.. geez kaks.. i know it's you.. i 'm not surprised by it. i just think it's bold of you to put it out on the web like that...
posted by KaKa at 1:15 AM
wooho...just came back from BATTLEFEST! if you are kewl, you were there...nener nener!!!! haha..it was dopeee! they had dope dancers this time...i had funnnnn...weee!!!!!! heheh...so yeah..ROUND 3..final round!!!!!! it's gonna be sometime in JUNE and AT EVERGREEN VALLEY COLLEGE..it's what i heard...but damn!!!! hella heads there!!!!! i mean HELLAAAA! i saw a lot of familiar faces..man..round 1 was like..kinda empty...this ROUND..round 2..it was almost packed..haha..like a HUGEEEEE SAUNA..haha..but yeah...i got a ride from JEFF again...*sigh* haha...."it's so hard... to say goodbye"...umm..toYESTERDAY! haha....blahhhhh!!!!
man..it's weird.....like BEFORE..lets say last year..o0o0o man, i ALWAYS had my eye on a guyyy..haha...sometimes 2 at a timeee..hahah...but now...it's like...WEIRDDDDDD....cause i don't really have my eye on a guy...except for ONE PERSON....seriously...it's weirddd...but yeah...need to get over him..cause there's other fishes in my tank...haha...well, at least i THINK there is..
posted by KaKa at 12:58 AM
Friday, January 04, 2002
guess what!?!?!?! i got a NEWW BOYFRI........
we went to the FREMONT AUTOMALL. i wanted a civic. i couldn't get an integ..but yeah...i wanted a CIVIC EX cause it had MORE FEATURES and it's hella better, but my mom didn't wanna spend that much money on me. so yeah..i got the CIVIC HX...black..vtec engine..so that's a plus. i test drove it, and wooooo...as soon as a pressed the pedal, i felt the POWERRRRR!!!!! haha..but yeah, i'm not gonna be driving it any time soon. i'm kinda SCARED to drive it!!! ahhH!!! seriously..it's a new car...has POWERRRR..and if i ding it up, there goes my car...no more driving for me..haha...so if you see a SLOW DRIVER in a BLACK CIVIC in a few months, say hi...cause it might be ME..hahah..but yeah, for now, it'll just be decoration in the garage, cause my mom is too TINY to drive it..hahah...till next time...ADIOS!!!!!
posted by KaKa at 12:19 PM
Thursday, January 03, 2002
my cousin melissa wanted me to put up pics of her and hawaiian/guamanian man
yup..there you go..don't you think he looks like JASON MOMOA from BAYWATCH??!? hhehe
posted by KaKa at 2:57 AM
arghh!!!!!! 5 minute late!!! blah..oh well..here are the pics that me and abby took
click here
posted by KaKa at 12:05 AM
Wednesday, January 02, 2002
i took pics today with abby..i'l post them later today =D
posted by KaKa at 6:28 PM
ahh..i need HELP!!!!!!!!!! i don't know what the HECK i'm doing with my webpage..i can't figure how toget my december archive to look like how it is right now!!!! someone..please...if you have a heart...can you help me?!?!?! HELPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!
posted by KaKa at 1:01 AM
Tuesday, January 01, 2002
"i know i'll see you again..
whether far or soon..
but i need you to know...
that i care...
and i miss you..."
incubus - i miss you (acoustic)
posted by KaKa at 10:52 PM
HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL! 2002 woohoo!!
posted by KaKa at 1:12 AM