Monday, December 31, 2001

AHHH!!!!!! i just watched the music video for "girlfriend" by nsync..and all i gotta say is that JC LOOKS HELLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAA FINEEEEE in it!!!!! aHHHHH!!! i was going crazyyyy!!!!!! his whole outfit and the beanie!!!! ahhh!!!!!! i gotta admit, there haven't been any recent time when i said, "oh my godddd!! JC is fineee!!!!", but man!!! he lookkkks greatttt in that videoO!!!! ahhh!!! he was getting kinda frisky with the girl.....oh man, how i'd love to be that girl =) i'd say somthing else, but....i don't want you guys to think i'm preverted =)

I LOVE JC!!!!


weeee!!!! they are gonna have the diary of incubus!!!! woohoOOO!! i'm so happpppppY!!!!

posted by KaKa at 11:19 PM

i finally made a new layout

posted by KaKa at 8:17 AM

Sunday, December 30, 2001

http://www.colorgenics.com
check out this site. it's like WOAH..my results were like, SOOO TRUE. see if it's the same for you

posted by KaKa at 11:02 PM

hmm.it's 4:50 ish and i'm still awake...blah!!!! it's sooo boringggg!!! no buddies online..nothing worth-while to watch on tv..blah!!! so yeah..i'm doing my homework...

UPDATE: it looks like i'm not getting my car anytime soonn...damnit..goshhh...i mean, she didn't have to get my hopes up...she said, "i don't want to go...it's gonna be raining" you know what i say to that? OH WELL!! haha..just kidding..i heard that it's good to buy a car on the rainy day. just tell the dealer, "wait! i still want to see the car! lemme get it for a cheaper price" and then the guy will be like, "errr!! fine" (cause you know, they won't like being in the rain and all" =)

posted by KaKa at 4:55 AM

Saturday, December 29, 2001

mannnnn..i woke up at lik 6pm today!!! grrrr....my whole sleeping schedule is whackkkk!!!!!!!!!!

posted by KaKa at 11:15 PM

you know what!?!? now my mom's sayin she doesn't wanna get my car...grrrrr!!! she just pisses me offff!!!!!!! i mean, if she said no when i asked her, i would have been ok. but shesh!! she told me, "yeah..call your uncle and see if he'll go check it out with us"...i called..he said, "sure..anytime..just call"..now she says NO! i mean, i may sound bratty right now, but SHE TOLD ME YES. she could have said NO...i didn't twist her arm and told her to say yes...she said it out of her own free will.. now she's all changin her mind like a day before we planned to get it..that's not even right..ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!

posted by KaKa at 1:55 AM

Thursday, December 27, 2001

wooohoooo!! i'm getting my car sooooon!!! i'm gonna get a 2002 civic...i found a good deal in the newspaper. $12,000... yeah..i HELLA want my acura integ...but i found one that was USED and $15,000. the CIVIC is NEW and CHEAPER..and when i was like 12, i wanted a civic..lol..i went through phases...i wanted a CIVIC, JEEP GRAND CHEROKEE LARADO, then my ACURA INTEG. so yeah..its kool. the offer ends this monday...so SOOON!!! hopefully i'll have my car...woopee!

posted by KaKa at 2:39 PM

Wednesday, December 26, 2001

hmmm..took me a while to get onto blogger, but here i am...i hope everyone had a

MERRY CHRISTMAS


but yeah..woohooo..i got myself some MONEYYYYYYYYYY...weeee..time to spendddd...i think i'm gonna buy more a burner, more memory, and drive space...woohooo!! im getting all excited just thinking about it!! haha...

i feel so lonely today...i woke up at like 3, and my mom already left for work. i usually stay in my room, and my dad will be in the living room. well, all i did today was just watch tv, cleaned my room, and internet. errr..its about 11pm and my dad is already asleep. my mom isn't going to come home tonight cause she's working overtime. it's so lonely being an only child...

posted by KaKa at 10:56 PM

Monday, December 24, 2001

hmm..i'm boredddd..i have nothing blog-worthy to write about. my best friend is in the philippines...woopee..we exchanged gifts before she left. she gave me a picture frame with our pics in it!!!!!!! awww. a pic from kindergarten, from one of her YOUNG bdays, from a halloween, from 8th grade grad, from freshman year, and one just a few months ago..awww..i was gonna put up a pic of it, but when i finished scanning it, i noticed how ugly i look in them..but yeah..i scaned the HALF where we were little. i'll put it up tomorrow...

my cousin is gonna pick me up soon. gonna go to my aunt's house...christmas eve without my parents...oh well...

posted by KaKa at 6:48 PM

Saturday, December 22, 2001

yayyyyyy..christmas vacatioonnnnn...wooooohoooo!

posted by KaKa at 12:38 PM

Friday, December 21, 2001

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

*
damnnnn!!!!!! i was doing one of my 4 essays that are due later today. as i was getting pretty much to the end, my internet froze my computer and i lost EVERYTHINGGGGGG!!!!!! man..and i was doing pretty good on it. FUCKKKK!!!!!* i'm sooooo pisseddddd...i have 3 more hours till school and 4 essays to START on. shitttttttt!!!!!!!! there goes my grade. now that i lost it, i feel so CRAPPPPPY that i don't even wanna do it anymoreeee....arGH!!!!! if only i SAVED it...

*excuse my profanity..i'm in a bad mood..

posted by KaKa at 3:18 AM

Wednesday, December 19, 2001

ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!


man..i'm PISSED oFF right now. i just came back from my so called "christmas shopping". i went alone cause i didn't want my mom to see what i buy her. the gifts i had to buy were like, my parents, and a few friends. like only 2. grrrrr..i got NADA!!!! shit..i couldn't decide what to get my parents, i couldn't decide what to get my other friend. i was looking for something for my friend, but they had it NOWHERE!!! i went to TWO stores in the mall that i thought would have it in..NADA! i went to TARGET...nada! i went to RITE AID...no LUCK! blahhhhh..i feel like i wasted my time..all i got were:
-a card for my parents
-1 part of a gift for my friend and tissue paper, gift bag
-1 little gift for a friend

BLAH!!!! looks like i'm gonna be going back to the store again..GRRR!! i dislike shoppingggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm..its been like more than a week and i'm STILL sick..coughing and stuffy nose..yUCKeyNESS

posted by KaKa at 10:36 PM

Tuesday, December 18, 2001

in my AP US HISTORY CLASS, we have take-home tests that we do. he gave us 5 take-home tests to do over our christmas break..BLAH!!!!!!!! this means i have to read 5 LONG CHAPTERS and then do those tests i got..blah!!!!

approximate # of pages to read: 107(double columned)
approximate # of questions: 200+

posted by KaKa at 9:27 PM

hmm..i've noticed a little CYCLE that i have..
what i'll do is i'll download a song. i'll be hella into it and listen to it for like a week maybe. then i'll download another song and listen to that, and the old song will just stay in folder tll i open it like..a MILLION years later..i've got about..eh, 1000 mp3s, which is like Ehh. I NEED A BURNERRRRR!

i felt like a did a good deed today. i've been buging my friend to buy the INCUBUS morning glory cd, but she said shes tooo lazy. she asked me yesterday, "can i borrrow your cd?" and i said, "noooooo!!!!!!!" (cause i listen to that cd every morning, cause it preeeeeety. yeh..i'm mean =[ ) but yah i brang it so she could borrow it, and yeah, she said i made her day..weeeeeee.....i feel good.

grrrrr!!!!!!!! i STILLLLL need to do my christmas SHOPPING!!!!! blahhhhhhhhhh

posted by KaKa at 6:09 PM

Monday, December 17, 2001

ATTENTION!


GO!!!! JANUARY 4
PLEASE GO AND SAY KAREN TOLD YOU ABOUT IT..muhahha
yep..battlefest round 2..there's gonna be MOREE dancers so go check it ouT!!!

JANUARY 4, 2002
SAN JOSE STATE UNIVERSITY (in the student union)
7:15PM- ABOUT MIDNIGHT OR LATER
FOR DIRECTIONS/MORE INFO, GO TO WWW.BBOXMAGAZINE.NET

posted by KaKa at 5:10 PM

Sunday, December 16, 2001

i haven't been bloggin a lot cause i've been SLEEEEEPING too much..grrrrr...maybe the fact that i'm SICK contributes to it. grrrrr..i dunno...man..saturday i just kicked it at JENNELLE's house...with ej and abegail...it was kooooll...toooo bad JEFFFFF wasn't there..muhahhahah!! oh man..i'm turning into a...stalkerrr..haha..oh man..after, i had to go to a family party..on my dad's side....blah!!!!!!!! sorry..i don't really like them..i don't really consider them family...we BARELY see each other(even though we don't live that far from each other), and when we do, we barely talkk...i know..sad eh? but yeah..oh well..3 hours gone to waste...i could have done HOMEWORKKKKK...man..i haven't done my christmas shopping yettt!!!!! grrrr..i've only bought ONE item..errr..oh well...i still have this week...hah..HEY GENNIE! i watched the 3 hour special on SATURDAY! haha..well, ONE hour of it, BEFORE I FEEL ASLEEP! haha..i knoW! you must be thinking, "falling asleep DURING trading spaces!?! that's ubsurd!" haha...i know...

posted by KaKa at 11:46 PM

arghhhh!!!! i just wrote a long entry and stupid blogger had an error and its goneeee!! grrrr!!!!!

posted by KaKa at 4:33 PM

Thursday, December 13, 2001

awwwwwww ppoooooop! i checked my guestbook and like, some guestbook entries got deletedddd..POOOPIE!!!!!!

posted by KaKa at 10:04 PM

just got home from the MELVIN ANCHETA dinner...it's this one event that FYC sponsers. you see, in 1995, MELVIN ANCHETA was home alone while his mom was at work. his older brother, who was involved in a gang, ran away from home. well, some friends of his older brother went to MELVIN's house and planed to rape his mother and look for stuff to steal. Well, when they got there, melvin answered the door, and the guys said that they wanted to get clothes for his brother (since he ran away). well, they ended up tying melvin up and were looking for money. well, they didn't find any money and they took a FEW jewelry. they ended up stabing melvin a few times.

FYC has this special dinner in memory of melvin. people donate money, and the proceeds are given to the school that melvin went to...

the dinner/entertainment was dope...

i've noticed i've been sleeping alot..when i get home, i go straight to sleep..like around 7ish..aH!!!! what's wrong with mE!!! i'm getting toooo much sleeeep..like today..i woke up at 6 something and got like 11 hours of sleeep! then, i come home around 12ish, and GO STRAIGHT TO SLEEP AGAIN, till 3 !!!!! crazy i TELL YA!!! hmm..i have MUCHO HOMEWORK TODAY..think imma pull an ALL-NIGHTER....blehh...oh yeah, i'm adding another person to the list..BOB!!! he's had sleep paralysis..go to my guestbook and READ HIS ENTRY IF YOU WISH TO DO SO

posted by KaKa at 9:29 PM

Wednesday, December 12, 2001

karen had a dream and i was in it!! hah..i feel so special...so far, gennie and mary are the ONLY ones that told me they have had SLEEP PARALYSIS...have you??!

posted by KaKa at 7:10 PM

WEEEE!!!! i got my liscense


hmm..that's all i gotta say..LOL

posted by KaKa at 5:57 PM

Monday, December 10, 2001

ONE MORE DAY!!!!
ahhh..im nervous...ahh...i neeeeed to pass it..i can't fail..i neeed to convince my mom i am a good driver...need to review my handbook..

last night, around 1:40am, right when i was gonna fall asleep, my friend woke me up. so i talked to my friend. so yeah, when 3am passed by, i decided to stay up since i was already UP. i got off the phone with my friend at 5:15am. after, i watched the bradybunch, determined to stay up,since i wake up at 6 to get ready for school. i ended up sleeping like 5:40 and woke up an hour later...ahhhhh..i had like 10 mins to get ready....GREAT WAY TO START OFF THE WEEK..i still didn't get my sleep

posted by KaKa at 6:35 PM

Sunday, December 09, 2001

DAY 2 of COUNTDOWN

haha! i just realized how stupid i am... "day 2 of countdown" and yesterday was "day 3 of countdown" lol..i've been going the opposite way..LOL...but you understand..2 more dayssssss

at church, some woman and her husband thought they could fit in our row...the result? me and my mom were squished up against the side wall..grrrrrr!!!!!!!! she had bad B.O tOOOO! bleh!!!!!!!

"Nothing we can do can change the past, but everything we do changes the future."

posted by KaKa at 6:25 PM

seeing and talking to YOU just KILLED my day!!

posted by KaKa at 2:04 AM

Saturday, December 08, 2001

DAY 3 of COUNTDOWN
wow..mary has had sleep paralysis since age 8...wow...she has a new layout too..weeee

i took those "college preferences" tests, and my results were:
UC BERKLEY 95%
UC SANTA CRUZ 95%
UC SAN DIEGO 91%
SAN DIEGO STATE 86%
CSU LONG BEACH 80%

how kooool...those were the college that narrowed down to. but the colleges i want to go to are: UC BERKELEY, UC SANTA CRUZ, UC SAN DIEGO, CSU LONG BEACH, UC IRVINE, and of course, a community college if i decide i REALLY REALLLLLY wanna go to BERKELEY.

hello hommie john, ur kool..HAH!

posted by KaKa at 5:47 PM

Friday, December 07, 2001

DAY 4 of COUNTDOWN

HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED SLEEP PARALYSIS?!?!

well, It�s a state of being awake but completely frozen, unable to move or speak. It's like, your body protects you by paralyzing you during your dreams,but you maywake up and still be paralized. so to sum it up, YOU ARE SLEEPYING, AND YOU WAKE UP. YOU THEN NOTICE THAT YOU CANNOT MOVE...AT ALL!! YOU TRY SCREAMING AND YELLING, BUT NOTHING CME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH. SOMETIMES YOU MAY FEEL SOMETHING HEAVY ON YOUR CHEST, KEEPING YOU FROM GETTING UP. SOME PEOPLE HAVE HALLUCINATIONS OF A "DARK FIGURE" COMING AT THEM AND TRYING TO ATTACK THEM. THIS CAN LAST FOR A FEW SECONDS TO A FEW MINUTES.

and why am i telling you this?!!

i have experienced SLEEEEP PARALYSIS..and OH MY GOD, it is soooooo scaryyy!!!!!! my first incident occured maybe last year. so i WOKE up, i couldn't move. i got so scared i started to yell, but nothing came out of my mouth!!! i saw this dark figure across the room. i closed my eyes. i opened them. i could move again. the next morning, i remembered what happened. i thought to myself, "maybe this is just a dream, cause that's TOOOOO crazy!". After that incident, i continued to experience it for like, once every few months. then one day, my friend asked me, "hey!!!! have you ever had sleep paralysis?! my mom has had it a few times and it's where you can't move when you wake up, you can scream, and you hallucinate" i was like, "OH MY GOD!!!! so i'm not a weirdo!!!!" haha..but yeah, after i was informed about SLEEP PARALYSIS, i did some research and found out more about it.

WHY AM I BRINGING THIS UP?

i just had another episode yesterday!!!! ahh, i think it was my WORST one. okay..so i woke up on my bed. (SLEEP PARALYSIS USUALLY HAPPENS WHEN YOU ARE LYING ON YOUR BACK) i then noticed i can't move. and this time, i had this bad ringing in my ears. so i remember one of the methods to start moving again. i try moving ONE FINGER, and i got out of the state. so as i continue to go to sleeep, IT HAPPENS AGAIN!!!!! i have this ringing and ican't moveeee. i see this figure across the rooom!!! oh man!!!!! this cycle happened like, 4 times i think!!!! it finally stoped when i layed to my side instead of on my back. aHHH!!!!!

the purpose of this blog is to infom you about my little "disorder" haha.. if you HAVE experienced this, i want you to know that YOU ARE NOTTTTT alone, and there are people who have experienced this. i don't like sleep paralysis...TOO DAMN SCARY!!!!!!! =[

posted by KaKa at 7:53 PM

Thursday, December 06, 2001

THE COUNTDOWN BEGINSSS: 5 more days till driving test
YEP.. i got my shoess todayyyy...finallllllyyyy...WEEE!!!..heheh..weee...these shoes are KOOLIOOO..maybe i should consider buying stuff online more often.ZAPPOS ROCKS!!!!!
i am just writing la lala..don't mind me...and useless stuff...la la la....
hmmm..i wonder..la la la....

posted by KaKa at 6:52 PM

Tuesday, December 04, 2001

poop..i didn't get my shoes today...i checked the status of my shoes, and they rescheduled it for tomorrrowww....that's still good...get shoes within 3 days...pretty goooood...

posted by KaKa at 5:02 PM

yep..i guess you can say i'm back =|

okay..right now it's like 4:50 in the morning...i just woke up..LOL...i slept like, 4 in the afternoon....muhahahhaaa

i checked my emails...and it looks like i'm getting my vans that i ordered on SUNDAY...TODAY!!!!!! weeeeee!!!!! ZAPPOS ROCKS!!!!!

posted by KaKa at 4:53 AM

Sunday, December 02, 2001

the past few days:
i had akward communication with my parents. the only time they ever talked to me was to tell me to do something. that's the only time we talked. everyday i would wake up, leave for school, come home, go straight to my room, and stay in there until the next morning when i had school again. then, like 2 days ago, i guess me and my mother started talking again. not like TALKIN TALKING, but like..communicating with each other. neither of us brang up the issue of why we weren't talking. i guess that was good, because it's like a fresh start for us, to start over. =)

posted by KaKa at 9:40 PM

Saturday, December 01, 2001

while i was cleaning my room, i found this:


a gift from my parents

it says, if you can't read it, "Congratulations and keep up your work. We're proud of you". It was money from my parents when they found out a got scholarship money. I forgot when they gave this to me. I still intend to keep this envelope...

posted by KaKa at 8:09 PM

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