Look at me, look at me...I read books outta order, look at me! You know, with beauty comes pain. I know this, oh man do I know this. I've been out of school since Monday because in order to get my braces on, I need to get my wisdom teeth out. Well, they never actually grew in yet, so I had to get them SURGICALLY removed. So I haven't graced the school with my prescence so far this week. But right now it's Wednesday, and I plan on going tomorrow. I honestly think this is my dentist's idea of fun. He's probably saying, "So, she says she's mad at me cuz she should have had her braces on two years ago, but I'm schmuck, I'll show her...REMOVE THE TEETH AND CAUSE SOME PAIN!!" But I did get some gas...which was cool. And then they gave me needle in my arm that knocked me out. I didn't feel too bad, but when I woke up...holy shit, my head hurt. I think it was from breathing in too much gas. Then, I got up, and I had to go all the way to the Resvervation (where I get free medical, dental, and meds) to get my prescriptions for pain and swelling. And I can tell you, when the novicane wears off...I wished I had a gun to shoot myself with. I've had a steady diet of ice cream, mashed potatoes, and jello...with the occasional ramen noodles for the past three days. But I like that stuff, so it's not a big deal. All I have to say is when I get these braces on...I BETTER BE NOTICED! And if no one says anything, I'm kicking Randy's ass first and Rob's after his. Then they will all get kicked according to whom I feel I want to beat on.
Speaking of Rob, which we weren't, be are now. Melissa keeps saying we should go out (not me and Melissa, me and Rob). My mom says that we'll go out. Hilary said we'll go out. I WANT TO KNOW WHY EVERYONE WANTS ME AND ROB TO GO OUT!!! My cousin thinks it's funny, as far as she knew we always hated eachother. So then I went into that whole story, which for those of you who read this in order, it was the first page of all this stuff. Yeah, so now she's all up to date, we all still think he's an asshole, but that goes without saying. Now, I'm wasting time, because I need the bathroom to warm up so I can take a shower, and I can't take my pain pills until I get out of the shower. I'm home alone and mom doesn't want me passing out. The pain pills make me drowsy, although I haven't been able to fall asleep with them yet, except the first day. Okay, enough. I'm watching a USA movie. This chick is kicking this other chick's ass, it's cool. Oh yeah, and Jessica is a bitch, and I need new friends. Joe told me that yesterday in English, Jessica was calling me a bitch because I wasn't back in school. Today we were going to practice for Forenics, but I still can't open my mouth, although the swelling went down a lot last night. So she was all like "When are we gonna pratice" and Amanda came over to bring my my homework. David was supposed to be he had a dettention...lol. Amanda said we can practice on the way to the meet on Monday, and told me to feel better. So I told Jessica this, and she's like "On the way there, that's always good." Excuse me if my face is almost twice it's size and I can't open my mouth, and I don't feel comfortable coming to school. If she can ditch practice for hair cuts and skiing, I can ditch practice for mouth operations. I never miss school unless I have too. I was actually so ill this year I had to miss a day. Now this is the 4th day all year I've missed. And Jessica went home last week because she was "sick" even though she didn't look sick to me. But I can't stay home cuz my face is swollen and my mouth won't open right. Screw her, no wonder everyone says she's a bitch. And if she's reading this, I'm not over exaggerating. A lot of people go to me "oh no offense because she's your friend and all..." Well, I think I want some new friends!!! Of course some of the ones I have now are great, but there are a few *coughJESSICAcough* that need to either get an attitude adjustment or shut the hell up. And as soon as I can talk, you can bet your ass she's gonna hear it from me. And I hope Rob is there to hear it, so he knows I'm not not only bitchy with him. He seems to think I just give him dirty looks and I'm just mean to him...and I do it because I like him. I sure as hell don't do it because I like him. (and if you got anything out of that, you were supposed to) But I do it because I do it to everyone, and everytime I see him, think "Rob = Asshole" because it does. And as much as I'd like us to get along like we used to, we're just way to different now. I like to spend my time out at basketball games picking on David, Pat, and Tommy...while we make up cheers about the other team. He likes to go out with Melissa and the Stoners to a place where you can hear live music and do drugs. Whether or not he does drugs, I'm not sure, but I have been told he does. So I call him a druggie sometimes, and he asked me one day why I think he does drugs. I told him I just like to pick on him. I don't care if he does drugs, but if he does, well then I guess we'll never be friends again. Atleast that way we won't end up going out ever. I have strict policy against druggies. Still waiting for the bathroom to warm up, so I'll talk a little more. It's a new USA movie, Summer of Fear, I think I read this book in 7th grade. Speaking of reading books, I suggest you all go and read the Harry Potter books, because they are good. Right now, Maribeth and I are writing a fan fic. In it, Maribeth, Amanda, and I are the main characters. It's pretty good, I know it's vain, but I think it's some of the best writing I've ever done. Which is funny, since it's co-writing, and that's just not me. I went to go see Black Hawk Down with Jessica *cringe* (and I went to see the movie instead of going to Dan's party, but I still love you Dan!!!) It was a good movie, and Joshy is a hottie, although Heath is still my number one babe! (after Rob of course, right Cheley?) I just hope Rob doesn't decide to actually read this crap...cuz I think he might get scared. LOL. Sorry Rob, for paying customers only! But yes, oh yes...I think I need go take that shower, even if the bathroom is cold, because I need to take some pain pills! (then there is the homework I have for English, Algebra, and History...DAMNIT!) Hehe, it's funny, I keep closing my mouth, and it keeps popping back open cuz of the way the had it clamped open. It's like, I don't even open it, it just opens itself. It's cool, course it gets to wide and it hurts. I HAVE STICHES IS MY MOUTH DAMMIT. Hopefully the next time I write, I won't be in as much pain. Although David said the halls were quieter without me, and I told him for the next month they will be quiet while I go through and get my braces on. Solo and Ensemble is on March 9th, wish me luck, I'm doing a solo this year. (My knee will probably throw itself out while it shakes from being nervous.) But yes, I'm getting down to the bottom of the page. So I will shut up, and go get clean. Check out more of the site and sign the guestbook!!! |