Do you think that for just one second, I can just be at peace. NO. It's impossible. I thought things were okay between Rob and I. Well, I apparently don't think. Things aren't okay. In fact, I'd have to say things are worse.
This whole huge blow up started a few days after the dropping glass incident. My friends Tonia and Maribeth thought it'd be funny to go out to the house, and take pictures. Well, I was literally dragged there. I am serious. Well, we wouldn't leave. Rob likes to solve things with violence, so pyscho boy chases us off the property with a gun.
A few days after that whole situation, I talk to Nik online. He tells me Rob is there. We get in a huge fight. It wasn't pretty, but then again, Nik isn't capable of saying anything that doesn't offend everyone. Everyone is so hostile.
Anyway, so Rob totally disses me a few weeks later. I told my cousin what he said, and she goes postal on him. Well, it's not like I can't solve my own problems. Don't get me wrong, I can handle myself. I just told Megan, and she jumped at the chance to tell narrow minded Rob off. She was e-mailing him. He thinks it's me, being her. Well, he was really trashing me, so I e-mailed him. That was a bad idea. This kid has said things to me I wouldn't expect Matt to say. I notice now that Rob is an asshole. I really can't stand him.
I tell him to leave me alone. I don't want to talk to him. I tell him not to e-mail me. He'll harrass me on AIM. He's been saying that "I'm going down" when school starts. He thinks I'm afraid of him. ME! The same girl who got her ass kicked by Matt 3 times, but I'll still step up to him. Rob is really pissing me off. I really am trying to just kill this fight. I hate fighting. Especially this fight...it seems like every single arguement has been argued before. I'm not a fan of repetion. And Dan keeps telling me not to talk to him at all. He doesn't want things to blow over, and see Rob kick me down again. Dan also says that this story needs a happy ending. Honestly, I don't know what I would consider the happy ending. Everyone being friends? Rob just leaving me alone? What does it matter, I still have three years of high school left. And my problems have three years to work themselves out. |
