Caught, trapped, in a lie
One known as life
Can't figure out why
I just don't pick up the knife

So much to live for
Yet nothing at all
Stress is too much, can't take much more
How much longer 'till I fall?

Don't want to be here
I want to curl up
And simply disappear
Simply too big is the cup

Can't be here anymore
Take me back to the times
Of just two years before
Before the pain, before the games

The cup isn't half full anymore, as I'd before thought
As innocence has left me
Yet hope remains, so half empty, it is not
It's simply too big, or so now I see