Another lonely night
Somewhat similar to the day
Still wishing I had someone
Someone to hold me tight

Angels are falling
Spinning out of control
Thinking they're weak and worthless
And now we can hear the demons calling

God's strong voice fills my head
Calling for me to come back
But I fear I've lost myself again
So more tears I'm doomed to shed

I gave it a stab
And stood in the light, if only for a while
Yet still the man ignores, belittles
In the end, my heart again takes father's stab

Confusion overwhelms my cluttered mind
Loneliness swims in the mess
Fear and a sense of helplessness fly above
These feelings are anything but kind

I fear I cannot watch this anymore
We've drifted apart
But still it hurts to see things so
And all these things have started shaking me to the core

So many lies
So much betrayal, yet...
Faith, hope and love are what I cling to
As I wish I were the wind on which a bird flies

However I've even lied to myself
As old feelings resurface
That I had shoved up high
High upon a hidden shelf

As I say goodnight to you
I want to spill, but I won't
And this probably makes little sense, if any at all
For this confusion is understood only by a few