In Order To Begin Again
by
Kaiya-Chan
Today I'll get down on my knees
And beg You not to ignore me
Please, don't ignore my pleas
For I know that only You can make me see
Only You can reveal to me
The messages You are sending
That remain unread, like a bottle still at sea
On Your words, decisions are pending...
As well as quite a few lives
And even though, I somehow know
The signs You're sending, will hit me like a thousand knives
Tearing my flesh, then abandoning me in the freezing snow
Please God, Your answers I need
Please Lord, only when these messages are understood
Can I begin anew, as if I were a seed
A seed all over again, instead of aged wood