A few explanations of me, thou to be perfectly honest there are some things that defy reason and I seem to be fond of doing them.
First off the Fallen Angel Evoka handle, while fallen angel is a bit clich�, overdone and considering my complete disdain for organized religion of any form, and lack of conviction in even the existence of an omnipotent being, a tad pretentious. For myself an angel has always represented a light, a kindness and a strangeness, a being that really doesn�t blend in but is never the less a good thing with warmth and compassion for all. Fallen, the term itself is relatively universal simple referring to a being of good losing virtue, a fall from grace. As for Evoka, where as most angels have a single sin that cost them their lofty perch, my fall was more of a stumble from grace and evolved several sins, Evoka was the name of one of those sins and a prime example of my general lack of worth, so it is in penance that I carry the name.
Now that that�s out of the way, here are a few things about me that might shed some light on my rather unique outlook. I�m in my mid twenties, I attended college but did not finish, why is my business. I work in a pet store, and have a rather large collection of pets of my own. I read a good bit, listen to a lot of music, and spend a lot of time crafting. I�m fond of Asian culture, from music and art to architecture and pastimes thou I must confess I�ve never been big on Asian cuisine. My hobbies include sumi, origami, calligraphy, playing the lap harp, gardening, drawing, and sculpting. I also compose short stories and poems, but I do it mostly to vent a feeling, not to compose a grand epic. My favorite movies are Princess Mononoke and the Shawshank Redemption, favorite TV shows Inuyasha and MASH, favorite books are Hamlet and the Iliad, favorite music is instrumental or jazz. I spend a great deal of time alone and think too much. I suffer from long stretches of insomnia which is why this site is often worked on at 2 in the morning. I have but one simple wish for this life to find peace within myself, and one simple fear that I will live out the remainder of my days having never found someone who truly understands me. And that�s me. |
