> 11.03.03
Jlo- stillOops haven't blogged for what seems like years & the past 2 days have totally sucked. First of all on Monday I went to hospital and I had to have another bloodtest, ick. I also went to the Chinese doctor who told me I have something wrong with my liver, although the hospital didn't think so, so I don't really know what to think. It sucked though, I'm so tired you wouldn't believe!
Today I went to a nutrition person which was OK I guess, she gave me a lot of good food ideas that could help me & tested me for the foods my body doesn't agree with, some of the ones I can't are: oranges, convenience foods, cola, coffee, chocolate, cows milk, cigarette smoke and the list goes on. It cost my mum �115 in total and I felt really bad because we didn't really get that much, everything was so expensive. She even said she was gonna buy me this pair of GORGEOUS trousers, they're black and sooo nice I must have them so we're gona get them on Thursday when I go see the Chinese doctor again. This really sucks.
I really just want to have a day where I can stay at home and sleep for hours and it's impossible with all these appointments etc. I have no time to myself and it's getting me down :(. Well anyway, like I said, my cam came :D. Woot woot! That's one good thing! It looks realllllyyyy nice although I'm not sure if the pictures are as good quality as my old one which is weird because my old one was 1.3 pixels and this one is 2.1. Any ideas?=S
We also moved my gerbil into his new home today.. Bless. He was so scared for about 3 hours after we'd put him in there and I still think he misses his old home but hopefully he'll get used to this one because it's a lot better for him. There's so much more space and he can bury all he likes in this one, yay! :D.
Umm.. Yeah this has been a boring entry and I don't know what to say. I've got to the 1000 visitor! That's kinda good I guess especially when I've only had the sitemeter up for about a week and a bit! *lalas*. I've put a tag board up also so you can now leave me a message :D & soon I'm hoping to get greymatter or some kind of blog thing anyway.
Gonna go make a few updates now but nothing huge... Cam pic will be changed tomorrow. Love ya <33.
XOXOSami
wrote on a star @ 22:18> 09.03.03
Kelly Osbourne - More Than Life ItselfHey!! Hows yall? I'm so tired, I feel as though I'm about to collapse. Today I went to town.. big mistake, I knew I shouldn't have but I just needed to get out of my house. Anyway, my sisters straightners weren't working and my cam was broken (like you already know!) so my mum wanted to take a trip into town to sort all this crap out, so yeah I decided to go with. We went to Boots to exchange the straightners for money *ca-ching* and I noticed I needed my hair products=P. Hehe so I bought blow drying spray, shampoo & conditioner and because I spent over �15 I got a �5 voucher.. Woot! :D. It was only for 07 range but oh well, it's better than nothing. So I bought some nail care stuff, aparently it makes your nails grow 20% quicker *unf*unf* so that's all good.
Oh, and then we went to try and get money back for my cam but it didn't work :( they said they'd send it off to the manufactures to see if they can repair it, which is a bit late since I've got a new one being posted. But anyway, if I didn't I'd just be wasting money so we decided to send it off although �120 would have been a whole lot better! <3
Yeahhh... And then I had a coffee and a HUGE chocolate cake and felt like crying. Don't ask me why it just was getting to me and I was exhausted so we decided to go home & yeah... We came across this chinese herbal place. My mum was like "why not try?" And it was REALLY good prices too so I went in with the doctor. OH MY GOD it was such a nice experience :D. There was a really lovely doctor who only spoke Chinese and another women who translated whilst the doctor wrote it down in Chinese, it was so calm and peaceful, I felt like I'd sleep. Honestly, they figured out a whole lot more than my G.P has done in about ten minutes, they were amazing. So, they wanted me to try acupuncture (sp?) HELL NO! I'm like totally afraid of needles so they said they'd give me a massage instead :) Woot! Oh, and I have to take 12 pills twice a day, fun huh? Lol.
Ohhh... And then I bought a bag which is fucking hott & I'll post a pic when my new cam comes (hopefully tomorrow!) But for now that's all I have to say really. Oh yeah, I made a new link exchange, yall go check out Sera she's great. If any of you are interested in doing the same please let me know <3 ;)
OoOOoOh, did anyone notice the new layout? *giggles* I'm loving it <3 Ohh yes. Hehehe. Oh and I changed Sami-Cam go check it out :D. Ebony also has a new layout and so does Sera.
Gollygosh. My gerbil is making such a damn noise. It won't stop chewing. Crunch crunch crunch... GRRRR, I'm going crayzee. It's gorgeous though, I love it<3. Oh & guys I'm getting greymatter or something of that sort soon so you'll all be able to comment me :D but until then I'm afraid you'll have to use my email form. Oh I'm gonna make some new pages today :). I'm going to make an intro, I have to update the layouts page, and I'm going to try and find some more link exchanges!
I'm gonna go sleep... Love you all<3!!
Plug:/Shannon
XOXOSami
wrote on a star @ 17:55>08.03.03
Argh I'm sorry I haven't blogged recently but nothing that interesting has happened anyway. No new things on my site =( but I have updated my cam & am going to make another link on the & junk page. The gerbil has now been rehomed in my bedroom, hehe. It's absolutely gorgeous and is the cutest thing I've ever seen! It's so sweet because we have to keep giving him things to chew and when it's chewed it all up, it tries to find the perfect spot for it, how adorable! <3.
Gawd, all the Hannah shit is starting to get to me. I don't know what to think and I really am not 100% where she would be better off. My aunty took an overdose last weekend so obviously you don't want a child in that environment however they were thinking of sending her to my grandma who is just as crazy. I am so glad I am nothing like the rest of my family. Anyway, Hannah came to pick up the rest of her stuff today so it was really nice to get to see her, she also took the hamster, Rosie - and although it's a gorgeous hamster it chewed up a bit of my sisters curtain and now she's very upset :( It's OK though, we'll get it all sorted :).
I went to the doctors this morning and it really upset me, it made me cry. Basically, I don't think they believe me anymore, I hate doctors because once they can't think what it is that's wrong they automatically come to the conclusion it's psychological. I can assure you it isn't, I know what depression feels like and it's not this, I'm not going to sit in a doctors surgery and be told what I'm feeling. Doctors are there to listen and my current doctor is not doing this which is why I'm changing. He seems to focus on the pain in my ribs when really that isn't the main problem - the number one thing I'd like gone is the tiredness! Also, we were in the doctors and my he said to my mum "Will she have to redo the year" and I thought my mum was going to say no so as you can understand I was very shocked and nearly burst into tears whilst in there, good thing I didn't though!
Anyway, enough about health, it makes me sick.If anyone wants to do a link exchange please contact me, I'm just looking to make new friends & stuff like that. kthx
Well my dear friends I think that's all for today. Thanks for all your emails and questions although I think some more random questions would be loved :D. I'm finding it hard to think of anymore content I could use on Stolen-Obsessions but no joy. GR.
P.S We have no got the spider and it is safely out of my house :D.
XOXOSami
wrote on a star @ 00:34> 05.03.03
R Kelly - Worlds Greatest (oh so old!) Hiya guys. *hums* LaLAlaLA, I'm really happy because my mum said she'd let me get this better cam because she said another �40 is better than having it break again:\. It's so much better than the other one I was gonna get! Woot woot!
Yup :D. Aren't I a lucky girlie<3 hehe. Ok I'll shut up! Anyway, I'm also getting a new TV since my mum stole my old one, yay! It's not going to be a good one though but I don't really care, sometimes it's a pain to get all your bed stuff and camp on the sofa the whole morning [HEHE] Oh my God, yesterday there was this huge spider in my lounge, I was too scared to go and eat my food >:| lol.
& Qs+As
are you that hot babe in the pic?
No! Dork! That's Pamela Anderson!
Do you like giving head?
Yeah, it's one of my many hobbies.[LOL!]
Huummsss...HAHA! I got a really funny survey result from "bob" aka susan on the weekends, lol. Woop!;p
I'm going to be off now. <3
XOXOSami
wrote on a star @ 9:42> 04.03.02
Christina A - BeautifulHehe, another new layout for the site :D. I'm really happy with this one actually.. I think I'll probably keep it up longer. You'll be pleased to know I kept the last one up for 1 week! lol, woot!! Go me! Hehe, I just realised it SUCKED and I needed a new one since it went all screwy on me! Anyways, I was gonna have Eminem but since I never had any guys feature in my layouts then I shouldn't start now. As you can see, I got my forms working (teeheee, they're everywhere!!) So now it's like MEGA easy for you to send me an email/question. So do it!!. I've got so much content now :D. Oh by the way, & Junk [bottom link on navi] is basically interact but because it wouldn't fit in my Navi box I called it Junk! That's all on site updates for now. There's a survey and picture galleries, I need to make a wishlist. Oh also I DON'T MAKE LAYOUTS SO STOP ASKING! Good, that's out of my system :D.
Nothing is happening in my life, on Tuesday I have to go to that kids place [full of beans] I was talking about before, it's apparently very good and everything too so hopefully they'll get me better :). I need to clean my room; I feel like such a pig but I just don't have the energy to do it. I need sleep right now and I've been awake for 2 hours, yesterday I was awake for 5 and a half. God I just hate being like this, everyone says cheer up & all that crap and I just can't because..duh.. I feel so ill. Nobody cares :*(, boohoohoo.
Blah.. My mum still didn't order my cam yet >:| she's still finishing C2 on her thesis and she said she'll get it when she's done that so tomorrow I think, that means it'll be here Thursday or Friday, that's good because then if it doesn't work or it's not EXACTLY what I want I can take it back to the shop when I go to full of beans on Tuesday. But anyway, I promise there'll be new pics then, I'm a camwhore with no cam.. lol! Well really that's a lie because I do have a cam, I just don't have a working/good cam >:|.
You know how I always used to say my site was suitable for kids?? Well, it's not anymore. I'm actually gonna write how I feel (NOT suitable for children) so just leave if you can't handle me ;) hehe <3. Oh and I really don't like the idea of school friends here, I mean I'm a completely different person to them I guess. Not that I change personalities so they like me or anything dumb like that, I just don't tell them everything yanno?
Woah.. This entry is getting long! Here's a pick of the funny emails:
From: Un-named! || @hey i am really upset why u have not mail me yet i really want to be your frend
From: Josh || @hey babe i saw ur pic and i automatically thought ur ar as fit as fuck, josh xx
Hmmzz.. Yeah I hope I just embarrassed a few people! Hehe! Most of the emails I'm getting are boring though *yawn*. My FTP is really getting on my nerves. Is there anyone out there who knows why it takes so LONG to make the changes? I mean.. Come on, 5 minutes maybe but 5 days?! I never know if what I've done looks wrong or not, which is why my site was completely fucked yesterday (apologies!)
Anywazywazy, I'm gonna have to love you and leave you <3. I'm going to go to bed. Heheh. ZzZzZ. Join me in the land of nod if you wish to!
XOXOSami
wrote on a star @ 10:09 > 02.03.03
Hey guys! I can't sleep... . Sucks eh? Anyway, I'm making a page where you can interview me ;). It'll be on the girl part so yeah... please interview :D. I have an e-twin!! WOOT WOOT:D. James got 13/15! Haha.. Thats good eh? Well Hannah and Ty had this argument tonight and it was a bit like eep what do I do but yeah I just let them get on with it! Ty is a really great friend and Hannah is my cousin. Oh and yeah Hannah like really likes my guy's cousin!! Ohmigod that's just soo wrong, I mean he doesn't like her [he doesn't like anyone!] so it's ok, but still... my cousin loving his cousin.. hahaha.. too funny :\.
Anyway, tonight was a good night on TV :D. I watched casualty + then jonathon creek so I didn't miss my mummy too much.. Lol! She was at work until midnight at healthcall so I was a bit :( but I got to talk to my baby so it's ok :D. Awwwwwwww... I'm too in love, heheh.
I have no plans... I mean, how can I ? I can't go out or do anything other than watch tv, sleep and go on my lovely computer. Oh yes, Lais said she'd come and see me :D. Woohoo, I'm missing all my friends like too much!! So, yep no plans. A while a go this guy went on my playboy store wishlist and bought me a $36 necklace.. It's gorgeous. I'm still waiting though...They said it takes 3 weeks so another 2 to go *pouts*, unfair!
I'm gonna update my cam pic in a min, not sure what to yet but I'll find something :D. I can't wait for my new cam *woot*woot*! I love taking pictures of myself... I know that sounds REALLY vain because I am totally in love with myself and loving it but I just like people to look at me, hehe :D.
I'm gonna go review a site for Alluring Reviews and then see what else there is to do.
XOXOSami
wrote on a star @ 11:42 > 01.03.03
Wow... It's the third month of 2003 already, can you believe that? It's just gone so quick, I'm wasting my life. Anyway, I'm starting to make a gallery of pics but I'm going to do it slowly so maybe it's going to take a while but I promise it will be up! Hmm... I've linked the entire Manic-Darkness [dot] com hosting family :D & that's about all I've done. Tonight I took a few pics; t'was tres fun + also painted my nails yay! Hehehe. There's nothing to say. I have had my results for the bloodtests... They all came back clear! :( I really just want to know what's wrong right now.I'll try and update more tomorrow - I really cannot think of anything worth saying. I spoke to Lais, she seemed well - I miss her tons, she's such a great friend! Also watched quite a bit of TV, hung about my house & sorted out my site but that's it. My aunty's going to hospital to get off the drink which is great :D. I really must make some buttons. Oh, by the way, the picture at the top of this entry is my AIM icon.. Hehe isn't it cute :D. Woot!! I'm just loving my nails. Anyway..... Hopefully I can update more later. I'm going to watch a movie later *hopefully* with my mum!
XOXOSami
wrote on a star @ 10:13>27.02.03
Blahhh.. I just had this *huge* crying session.. lol, why I don't know but it just kinda happened and once I started crying I couldn't stop and yeah that wasn't very nice. Soo.. I decided to blog, hehe! I updated my cam pic to something of me :\. It's quite a shite pic but oh well it'll do. I've done so much on my site the past two days & I'm really pleased with it :D. I know it's not like amazing.. it's not even good but I tried my best and that's all that matters. I've also changed the splash page and this time the Enter sign is like very simple but I like it. Hmm.. Haha, oh yeah, I joined this thing called I love my cleavage... Hehe!! so true, so true.. LOL. Yup and also added a few pages in the girl section & there's some site tips for you ;) Although I don't know why you'd wanna take them from me... but anyway I tried :D. The "ask a question" thingy isn't working at the moment :( I have no idea why so I'll have to sort that out later... For the time being if there's any questions you want to be in my FAQ please email me!
Hmm.. So what's going on in my life? Nothing, basically. Tomorrow I *might* get the test results back but I doubt it, they'll probably come back on Monday but I REALLY wanna know now, it's annoying me! Oh and I spoke to Hannah for the first time since she ran away today and she's acting like she doesn't care... Hmmm. I said I'd make her a site which will be fun, I didn't make a site for anyone else before :D. Hehe! Hmm.. What else. Wes was at darts tonight so no talking to him :(. I basically sat on the sofa and watched TV all night! There was this programme on ITV called Spoilt Rotten and it was about these kids who were like sooo spoilt and I really wish I was like that, but oh well.
I went on MSN chat tonight hehe and decided to turn my whispers on [very unusual!] because I wanted to show you guys how funny some people are. Anyway, I'm gonna put them up on the scribbles page so have a laugh :D. It's just oh so lovely to tell them you have a wonderful guy :D. Hehehe.. Awwwww!! I got these flowers from my school, they're gorgeous! seriously! So I'm gonna post a pic tomorrow because it made me feel so much better to know that they actually believe me now, lol. Anyway, must dash. Love yall ;)! Stay sweet!
XOXOSami
wrote on a star @ 23:47
>26.02.03
Hehe.. Another new layout! Sorry I keep changing it but I just can't find one that I really like. When I do I'll keep it for longer than 3 days, I promise! Anyway, sorry this one takes like AGES to load, if anyone has any ideas on how to make it quicker, please email me! I'd love you forever :D.
So on Sunday night I went to CADOC (out of hours doctor place) and they said that I'd need at least four more blood tests & they gave me some more medication and sent this fax to my doctor so I could go straight away on Monday. So yeah I went on Monday morning and saw this doctor I'd never seen before and she was really bad! She went sooo quick which was really annoying. Anyway, so she put me on the list for the bloodtests and I was like ARGH I hate bloodtests! So when the nurse (she was reaaaally nice!) asked me to go in I was a bit =S.. and then I saw the 5 bottles I was like =O OMG NO!! I'm such a whimp! Anyway, so it turned out they had to get 5 bottles of blood out of me and it hurt so much I was nearly crying! :( and by the end I felt like I was gonna faint. But never mind, it's over now :D. I have to wait until Monday for the results to come back and I'm really hoping that they find out what's wrong because if they don't I'm gonna have to go to hospital for a while until they do which I don't wanna do.
That's about all I did in the past 3 days. Fun huh? My mums bday was on 24th Feb and I couldn't go out with her because I felt so bad :(. She went out with her friend instead and she had a good time so that's all good :D. She also applied for this job which she thinks she's gonna get and apparently it's lotsa money too :D yipee! It's so annoying that she did her PhD, I really wish she didn't but at least she's gonna get a really good job = ����� and that means lotsa pressies and stuff for me :D. HEHEHE. Lol. Also, happy bday to Kelly (her birthday was yesterday! Hope you had a great day :D)
Like I said before there's not much to update on. I'm gonna add some more stuff here and there on my site and I've got to link all my wonderful hosting family :D. Soooo make sure you check out they're lovely sites :D.
XOXOSami
wrote on a star @ 19:38 >23.02.03
Hey guys! Woot, looky I've got a new layout :D. I've also got a great new host - Kelly so check out her great site :D. Also.. I *temporarily* have my cam fixed so WAHEY that's all good :D.
Ick.. I feel bad. I can't sleep because the pain has gotten so much worse and it hurts to even lie down. It's like 12 midnight + my mums called the out of hours doctors so I'll probably have to go down there to see them because I seriously want something to take away the pain now. I also feel + look like shit which doesn't help. Anyway, enough of my ramblings about that. I'm trying to download AIM but my internet is going so slow that it just won't work so blah that's annoying. My mums friend gave me this big bag of M&Ms crunchies... yum yum, hehe :D. Well, there's not really that much to update you all on. I spoke to Wes today for a very long time and it was really great, I had such a nice time + he's the sweetest guy ever :D. Pic here. I found this really cool site: pinkplaygerl she seems like such a lovely person :D.
I wonder when these damn NHS direct people are going to call back.. I want to be cured, and quick! They said 30 mins, I don't know how long it's been, ick. Woah.. I only just realised that I must have been talking to wes for like 11 hours =O. Hehe how cool ;p.
Yesterday was basically none existant. I woke up at 10am, had a shower, watched Shallow Hal and then went to sleep (at 3pm) until about 11 this morning =O. Anyway, Shallow Hal was an OK movie, one of those ones you like but it doesn't really make you think about it everyday, yknow? It had a good meaning though.. That you should love people regardless of how they look and apart from being a little bit too silly it was quite fun to watch!
Well, that's all I can update on since nothing has happened and nothing will happen. It's my mums bday tomorrow and she's going out and I can't go because I'm too ill.. Blah.. That just sucks
XOXOSami
wrote on a star @ 12:44> 20.02.03
Bah... I'm so annoyed that I don't know anything about HTML. I am also really a bit angry because I found out today that someone reads my blog even though I said I don't want people I know (unless I gave them the addy) to read this. All I seem to be doing is sleeping, I went to bed at 6pm hoping to get back up at about 8pm and I slept right through! How can that be possible? I don't understand why I have no energy anymore. Grr.
Not surprisingly my dad is really angry at me for the amount the phone bill cost and I don't blame him because I'm angry at myself too, it was a REALLY stupid thing to do. :(. I didn't get my hamster yet either :*(, I'm too scared to ask my mum when we can go, she's really busy and I don't wanna get in her way, only makes it worse. I'm gonna update my FAQ in a minute, it's a bit out of date don't you think? =S. Blah, I wanna make my site look beautiful. Jlo looks beautiful though I guess. Actually, that's a bad thing. I WANT TO LOOK BEAUTIFUL. Ick... I'm gross. Gross, gross, gross.
I saw Trisha this morning and it was about people who were 30 stone & it made me think like; if I sit at home all day doing nothing am I gonna look like that in 20 years? I'm so scared of ending up so big that I cant get up without being out of breath, that must really suck.
I've been offered hosting at two domains now :D! Wow.. That's so kind :). I guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens.. Kelly did offer first & I have replied to her but she didn't reply back so I don't know, maybe she changed her mind?:(. Her domain name is pretty cool too. But, also Ashley has asked too at crazy-lady so I feel like a bitch because I said yes to both. So I don't know I'll see what happens :(. Whoever hosts me first I guess. Blah. I'm such a bitch :(.
I'm so hungry, cold and tired that I feel half dead. I want to sleep forever. ZzZzZzZzZzZz. That would be nice, wouldn't it? Wes had to read a book last night for school so I didn't get to talk to him :(. He did say though that we'd get to talk for a long time today though :D which kinda makes it OK I guess. Hmm.. I just hope I don't fall asleep before he comes online because that would be another bitch kinda thing to do :(.
I have really bad money problems, due to the amount of the phone bill (NO, I won't tell you so stop being nosy) my allowance has been reduced down to �50 a month, that means that everything I need/want/have to buy has to be bought out of that & I still don't know whether my dad expects me to pay the �30 phone bill every month or not on top of that so that's only �20 a month. I'm just hoping he doesn't make me do that since he's taking the phone off me anyway!:(. Why did I do it?:"(.
Argh... Anyway, I'm gonna go update the FAQ so I better be off, maybe I'll blog again later :D.
XOXOSami
wrote on a star @ 9:42> 19.02.03
Woah.. It's late =S I can't sleep becuase I seem to be sleeping too much at the wrong times which probably I should stop doing. I feel no better but I don't feel any worse which is better than nothing I suppose. I got an email offering hosting @ Manic-Darkness YAY! :D. I just hope I get a reply to the email I sent :D. I was so happy about that! Anyway, also have joined some more cliques, muchly fun :). I really like the layout for my site at the moment and have decided that I should keep this one for a while longer than I've kept the rest. Maybe I should slow down on my layout making! In a minute I'm going to try and post some forms to get reviewed so hopefully I'll get some replies for that too :D. My mums bday is on 24th Feb so hopefully we'll go out and choose her a present even though I don't feel up to it.
I'm also getting a hamster! Woot! I'm not sure what I'm gonna call it, please tell me if you know of any decent names. These are a few of the names I've come up with so far:
-Miffy
-Daisy
-Wesley [hohum:D.]
-Jaffa
-Strider [oh yes, this hamster is gonna be v. brave!]
-Hermione
If you have any ideas please let me know:D. Or maybe I should wait until I've got it to see what it's like. If it sleeps all day long maybe I should call it dosy, lol, you get my drift anyway. I'm not sure what kinda hamster I'm gonna get. The last one I had was white and had one red and one black eye, she was lovely :D although when we first had her she wasn't very friendly =S.
Loads has happened since I last blogged and I've promised to blog more often now my site has enough content on :D. Hannah is no longer with us, she ran away. Haha.. Yes, again. I won't really go into detail because if you don't know what she's like it's very hard to understand how someone can be in the wrong so I'll leave that. I'll let you in on something I found extremely hilarious though, she escaped a police cell! Out the window! Haha. Maybe that's not funny. Never mind :D.
I tried to downlolad some new brushes earlier so I could make myself a desktop but it didn't work :(. Boohoo. It's really late and I should be getting to sleep, I hate being awake when you want to be asleep, it sucks.
Anyway, I'm off to find some good review sites & make a new button.
XOXOSami
wrote on a star @ 3:30 
