20.02.03

[Listening to Dragon Ash- Life goes on] (source MTV Asia)
Ahhh...today i "auto" woke up at 7am!! I think recently im too stressed up..partially i also slept early yesterday...hmm.."early"..1+ am actually..was gonna romanise porori's song but decided to go to sleep.*lol*

I woke up and found my mama awoke too.I have decided to watch mtv hoping to catch tet-chan's new video.When i switched on the tv i saw glay's itsuka.Ahh..if only i was faster and i could have recorded the full one and i decided to wake up tmr to watch it haha..i hope i can :p

after itsuka was tetsu69!yay~~(i recognised the fallen guitar T.T) This time White Out had a slower arrangement then the album version...no more "blurry eyes era" feel..keke..nice nice ne..i tot the song rhythm was the same thus i didnt pre-order this time.I wonder what the first press gave.Maybe i should go HMV and check it out ^-^v

and soon there were other videos..RUI...Aya Matsura... *.*

[Listening to Chemistry- Motherland](Source: MTV Asia)

Nothing much to do...mama has been stressing me abt poly entry early in the morning where i was trying to "escape" from it.She always couldnt understand what i meant.I have to spend lotsa time n saliva on that.Which i hated..i dun like to talk..*lol* So i always ended up pissed.I think i will get high blood pressure soon..but it seemed like i had low blood pressure instead...mmm...i dunno..havent gone checkup for sometime.I guess i will have to when i go poly..gotta get a pmc..hahahaha

I have been thinking..i guess im too used to being arrange to what i study..i regretted not staying in jc actually..of coz i didnt mean nyjc..i meant i shd have stayed in pioneer and took up my science..remained in my visual club..y insist on join guitar club?? Y insist on goin to a better jc? It made my life suckz..and partially..this is the cause of me making a choice on my own...i made a wrong decision.Shd have listened to my dad to take up science T_T

Now i have to make decision again...i have been having double thoughts abt taking up flim sound and video...but i guess i have to face life...its time to learn to be more "PR" and do some work.So my final conclusion is to go try for all the courses and lets see which i can go in..by then i shall make the final decision...no more regrets this time..i wished my sis was by my side to help me..but she's in tokyo..will be back in abt 2days time.. ._.

Actually all the courses i'll be choosing is based on Media..*lol* I guess im just worried of..having to fit myself into a new..totally strange environment...I always hated this you noe...but sometimes i told my friends that im a quiet,non-pr person..they dun seem to believe it -_-;;;;

[Listening to Dragon Ash- Tenshi no Rokku]

I must find something to let me forget abt all these "troubles" soon...tmr i will be goin to the various open hses...time to trouble again...and after that..after Os result..its again time to enrol enrol enrol..my first time doin that...no experience..little instructions...i can only pray that i suceed...but for today..i think i shd forget all abt it..not many hrs left for me to "play"...ahh..i sound like im dying... *lol*

[Listening to Das:Vasser-crush X 3]

Lets talk abt Jrock instead ne? Guess thats the only thing that could make me forget the other stressesss....but jrock is ALSO one of the main problem causing stuff...lol...yesh...its making me broke buying all the cds and magazines..but im just sinking into it ya noe..it makes me so difficult to pull out..i have already been downloading many mp3s (:X) but im also buying many cds..those artistes that i really liked and its quite a lot *lol* so im one of those who supplied the many mp3s...i feel tat the cds i buy their mp3 are hard to get..thats y i bought it ne...but its causing me a bomb...im really dying..later no $$ to cosplay...hahahaha...and right now the status...Im using the money im supposed to save to go to japan!! >.<;;

[Listening to Devil Kitty- Anti- OshareKei]

Lol..interesting title there right? When i first saw it i was like "Aaa-Re?!?!" But they had another called "Banzai OshareKei"..well all their titles were delibrately named this way..i think they seem to be trying to "suan" the other songs and era..and bands..hahaha...my thoughts..just my stand..okie? *giggle*

I feel that i have alot to say..but shall i?? I guess not..maybe i'll have a post later...

-eNd-

P.S: Click here to see the two pics of Daigo!! I finally getting chance to know more about him!! I hope i get to hear his songs soon.Been waiting for a year already ! >w<||

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