I wasn't specail,I wasn't perfect..they have many choise..Why would they chose someone like me
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| Sometime people think I am evil.Because I had so many guys at the same time.But who'll knewn?,it all because of them.Started with one guy ,he made me believe in liar,he made me trust,but when I became serious in this relationship like he used to want me to.he's changing.He becamse someone else I never used to knew,he didn't want to keep me but he didn't want to lost me either.When he needed me,he will call me..after then will disapear.So i had to found another guys and same old story had happened again and again then I had to go to another and another.. so it's became more and much more.. | ||||||||||||||||||
| And some people asked me what do i feel,am I happy? : I feel like no-body knows me.not even my exs,cos if they did know me,we wouldn't broke up.I might look like cold person,the way i walk looked like I dont interesting in anyone,the way I look might looked like I dont care.But it wasn't at all.I migt smile and act like i dont care if i was with one guy but that guy was talking on the telephone with the others guy..those sweet conversation might didn't made me act angry or jealous in time.But if you look becarefully in my eyes you'll see its show...But i didn't say,I didn't ask it doesn't mean I dont care about this dating,But it just because i know my self well... I am just ordinary guy,So i will get just ordinary feeling from extra ordinary person like them (white guy) I wasn't specail,I wasn't perfect..they have many choise..Why would they chose someone like me |
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| I bored living a liar,I lie to my self.. I tought he love me but in reality it wasn't true.from now if you read these ..if you just want to be my friend..just tell me..since the moment you mret me..I dont wanna westing my time for these stuff..I have had enough.I dont wanna love only one side..it might be fun for you to had many to chose but you've alredy seen by these page , you've read..you alredy feel that my heart bruised.I wasn;'t loved by anyone for real..So please stop... Pice |
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