Back luck, after the busy week with the conference. While the others had a week off to study at home for the mid-term exam the following week. I did the mid-term exam quite good actually even though I have not much time to study like the other friends of mine. But that is normal to fail Math. if I passed that would be strange!
About the love life ; hmm.. I had been rejection , well, he said it was not a rejection . it was just becuase I could not give what he want , I was a little bit confused, No , not confused but I was understandable. "a 17 years old boy couldn't , can't be, can't give , can't uunderstand" all those words ...Sometime someone excepting too much and care more about him self (but not sefish). well, he might looking for as best as he could get (maybe 95 % of what he's excepted). I have been out with him before but finally could not work out. And we met again and we decided to go out together again. " I won't hurt you this time " that words still reminded me. But it all came again. He has been good to me and took good care of me. He is a nice guy. for the passed few months was nice but when it had come to the end. To back and act like nothing happened and being friend with him. I think , It takes time . I might did not asked him to stay since the words came out. I might just caught the bus and not even looking back at him again. I might act like a cool guy and said "I'm happy of being alone/single" . He will never knows that. The other night I did the most stupid thing to send him text message and said " I can't deny my feeling that I miss you tonight".
