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| "Go head.play with many farang, not with me!" | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| April 20.2003--------> | ||||||||||||||||||||||
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| Last thursday I was talking to Robert on ICQ. We were talking about our friendship, He's the frist farang I've been out with. So we knew each other for 2 years. I was joking , "Maybe because I've not had sex with you yet.maybe after we have sex I will leave you. And you will call me even at night.live farang in Bangkok do" I was just joking,Because i know he wouldn;'t care about me even I left him. He still got a lot of boy...and he said (something like) "if you think I'm gonna do like that,you're wrong.Go head,play with many farang not with me" And I was getting dinconnected. so crazy. Will he know that I was joking.And it remind me.Just right there.right there!!! Dont be wonder why am i still alone.Dont be wonder why no body like me.I was thinking of when I was younger. when I was 14years old. i was so shy,scare to kiss somebody.Shy to let him hold me in public place.. Now I'm changing, a lot..I just say "Never mind" when someone ask me for kiss. I feel not very good now. I was thinking about that allnight.. what's change me... Talking to Oui on the phone and she said. "Yes, you are chnage a lot.it's because your experise" Now in people eyes. I'm an evil.I play with many white guy and left them. I dont wanna be like that.. steve and Alan might hate me a lot now.Now I know I'm evil. if I dont change something i won't have any body to love me. Right I promise with my self: I will not: -Will not date with someone that i know it won't work out. -Will not say "I like you too" if i don't feel like that. -Will not have sex with anybody if I dont know them well. -Will not ask for anything from any farang (I never ask to) Can't thing of anything else. Will add more thing later............................But I will be good boy.. from now..................................................................................---forever---->>> |
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