It's staying in, it's gonna find another way.
As I sit here in this misery
I don't think I'll every no, Lord
See the sun from here.
And, oh, as I fade away
They'll all look at me and say, yeah they'll say,
"Hey look at him, I'll never live that way"
But that's ok, They're just afraid to CHANGE.
And whe you feel life ain;t worth living
You've got to stand up and take a look around
Then a look way up to the sky
And when your deepest thoughts are broken
Keep on dreamin man, cause when you stop dreamin it's time to die
And as we all play parts of tomorow,
Some ways we'll walk and other ways we'll play
But I know we all can't all stay here forever
So I'll write my words on the face of today,
And then they'll paint it...
If I stood up and I walked away
Nobody here really understands me,
and so I'll wave goodbye, I'm fine
And I always thought this would be
The land of milk and honey
Oh but I come to find out that its all hate and money
And theres a canopy of greed holding me down
All my friends patronize me and
They say yo hey boy have you found
What your looking for
It seems they don't really know
Me cause its here, and its what they can't see
For ever living day I give myself a hand.
Now I'm scroungy as can be,
I got all you normals looking at me;
I'll scratch a hole in my life so every one can see.
My mind is a mind that I have grown to know,
and my eyes can't concieve a world that can not grow...
....And on the day I die, thank God my soul will be released.
to a place no one has known
In a state of mind I could call mine,
that only I could own
Where I could hum a tune anytime I choose,
and theres no such thing as time
Where I can feel no pain just calm and sane,
what a place for one to find
If my path be smooth or rugged
If with thorns or roses strewn
Where I go the Father seeit
And He will leave me not alone
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If I take the wings of wourning
Far within the silent sea
Even there his hand will lead me
Even there my God will be
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Though the gloom of night be round me
Though I cannot see my way
Yet the Lord will see and guide me
Because unto Him the night is day
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If my thoughts are good or evil
Set me think to them not
There is one above all seeing
And he beholdeth every thought
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And ever more my eyes beholds me
And all my ways to Him are known
And his loving arms enfolds me
He will leave me not alone
--------Blanche 1884
Ones that make me feel good when things behind the smile ain't ok.
Around and over and inbetween the seas,
I need to be on top a mountain where I can see everything...
cause this paranoia's gettin old