what else is new?
by PhScKo posted on march 31, 2002 at 4:35 p.m.
well what else is new.. i'm still thinking about her.. urg.. i don't want to anymore.. i gotta beat myself over the head or something... anyways i have a sunburn on my chest and shoulders from the fair yesterday... the fair sucked though.. like usual.. but what can i expect? anyhow i went to k-mart and wal-mart today.. that sucked big time too.. i hate stores.. they make me ill.. anyhow now i must go.. not in the mood to blog at all.. see ya next month... yes that was me at an ill attempt of a joke... laterz...
thinking about her..
by PhScKo posted on march 29, 2002 at 4:02 p.m.
hey what's up? nothing much here... just thinking about her again.. not as intensely as before but she still lingers in my mind like a bad hangover but what can i do? i wish i could actually control my thoughts but they are dominating me... anyhow i just wanted to throw that in.. oh and i'm going to the stupid fair again tomorrow.. what freakin joy.. anyways have fun.. bye byez...
just blogging
by PhScKo posted on march 28, 2002 at 6:12 p.m.
yo yo yo what's up?? i'm watching the simpsons.. i'm bored as you can see... but at least i didn't get all sadish.. so it's all good.. i'm feeling good so i'm happy... so i guess that's a good thing.. and thank god friends is new today.. so is will and grace so tonight will hopefully be good... well catch you all laterz.. bye byez...
i'm in better spirits...
by PhScKo posted on march 28, 2002 at 1:09 p.m.
i have awoken with lifted spirits today.. i need a break from the caring ya know.. at least i didn't dream about her lastnight. so that's a good thing... all i need to do now is make it a habit not to think of her... and then i'll be all good.. well my aol is acting up today already... i hate aol so fuckin much... aol should dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee forever... anyhow i will go now.. gotz to do some stuff.. catch you all laterz.. bye byez...
finally my parents are home!!!
by PhScKo posted on march 27, 2002 at 6:49 p.m.
finally my folks are home.. i needed them for support and stuff.. now i feel a little better... i bought the p.o.d cd satellite.. it's pretty good.. by the way i am still crazy about the chick i see in college.. i'm obviously crazy but there is something about her that my heart just won't let go of... well whatever right? i cry about this... and i can't stand it.. i just need a sign from her... i hope i get it no matter what the outcome... laterz...
who knows...
by PhScKo posted on march 26, 2002 at 5:19 p.m.
well today my little nephew is 8 months.. he's sooo adorable.. well he has to be.. he is family.. anyhow i'm still thinking about this chick.. she is embedded in my mind.. i want to get her out though... cause i know she aint interested since she aint gay or so i think.. point is i just don't want to feel like this anymore.. i really like her but it's like i can't do anything about it because she's straight.. and even if she were gay she probably has a girl and wouldn't want me... hell who would? i aint the finest thing anyways.. i got a good body now but my looks are below par... well anyhow i went to the mall today... pembroke lakes mall to be exact.. i bought 3 shirts.. a blue atari shirt, a cheer shirt thang and a yellow shirt that says snatch- the best thing on earth, of course it being a parody of snapple.. anyhow.. well now i must go.. my parents are
gonna come back tomorrow, hopefully everything will go well.. i love em and miss em very much.. well now it's time to head off.. talk to you all some other time.. bye byez...
i miss her...
by PhScKo posted on march 23, 2002 at 4:52 p.m.
i can't believe i miss this chick.. you know the one i keep dreaming of... something is wrong with me... i have to stop cause i'm making myself go nutz... hell she's not gay and if she was she sure as hell wouldn't be falling for me anyways but why does my mind have her on 24/7? well beats me of course.. one day i will know right? anyhow now i will go.. i'm too tired.. bye byez...
not today...
by PhScKo posted on march 22, 2002 at 4:52 p.m.
today has been a very bad day... i've been depressed all day and i'm yet to figure out why.. i guess today is one of those days after my period.. or whatever.. i hate it.. i hate being emotional since i'm not like that usually... i even broke out crying today cause i heard a sad song... it's fucked up that i'm feeling like this.. i just hope tomorrow i will be feeling better.. but for now all i feel like telling everyone is to bye byez...
i'm going crazy...
by PhScKo posted on march 21, 2002 at 6:42 p.m.
i swear that i'm crazy... lastnight all i did was dream and think about this chick i like that i see everyday.. i'm going crazy thinking about her... i seriously don't know what to do... i don't even know her name but i know i do like her.. anyways i just can't believe my brain... it's turning into mush... anyhow i cleaned up my room now it looks even more decent so i can finally lay in the clean carpet... anyhow i'm gonna go now.. maybe i'll actually be able to sleep tonight.. i know she won't be seeing this online.. if she does i swear i will go insane.. but since she don't know who she is i can just wing it right? well point is i have to do something about what i'm feeling, but what? i guess tomorrow is a new day and i will know what my next move should be, so until then, bye byez...
today was uhm.. interesting..
by PhScKo posted on march 20, 2002 at 8:16 p.m.
i went to school today but it was just weird.. before getting to school i got complemented by the gas dude at citgo formally an amaco. well point is he was all like wow you've lost so much weight and stuff and i'm like yeah and he's like cool and i'm like yup.. anyhow that all sounded like a blond moment but really i'm far from that as you all know... anyhow it was cool i got a compliment from a dude i hadn't seen in like a year or so... it's all good... then before class started the chick me and my family can't stand smiled at me.. it was really weird.. it was a nice smile too.. it scared me.. so i don't know what that means anymore.. she never smiles at me.. maybe she has an ulterior motive... well after that i had class and whatever then me, lisa, katie and my bestfriend jimi went to chili's.. yummy... and the waitress was weird.. she was too cheery... anyhow after that we went to a museum to see a salvador dali exhibit.. nice as hell.. the other people's stuff was cool too... i bought some postcards of some of dali's paintings.. that dude was sooooo cool.. damn him for not living now.. but anyhow.. now i must go.. i'm sure i've talked enough.. catch you all tomorrowz.. bye byez...
bored some more
by PhScKo posted on march 19, 2002 at 5:20 p.m.
well i'm back everyone.. i'm bored as you can all see.. well i finally bought some shit i needed for my dvd... the 311 dvd and the sugar ray one.. yup i have to watch em soon... and i bought mannequin on dvd.. joy aye? yup.. well that's all i wanted to let you bums know.. so i'll maybe catch you laterz.. if i'm not lazy which i will be... bye byez...
blahish
by PhScKo posted on march 19, 2002 at 2:35 p.m.
i'm not really in the mood to say anything but i decided to i guess.. just wanna say i hate freakin colds.. fuck them to hell... i know that really didn't make much sense but you know what? FUCK IT! laterz
beware of the ides of march...
by PhScKo posted on march 15, 2002 at 8:47 a.m.
the ides of march are upon us again.. many rumors are always spread of "viruses" and such that will attack computers on this day... they are all bogus really.. but bad things do happen on 15's... doesn't matter if it's march or december... just see for yourself.. do a log of all 15's and you will see that something bad will happen to you on one of those 15's, something really bad... well today i'm going to the renaissance fair.. supposedly.. i haven't been to one since my senior year in 1996.. yup a hellish of a long time... well something bad did happen to me on a march 15, 1991... i remember it clearly.. i remember puking so much that night.. it was a horrible experience that i will never...everrrrr... forget... again... [wrestling reference] well now i must go since i'm really tired... oh and another note... on january 15 2000 i had my only car crash.. coincidence? i think not... well catch you all laterz.. bye byez...
14 and counting...
by PhScKo posted on march 14, 2002 at 9:00 a.m.
well today is gonna supposedly be filled with fun.. but i think otherwise... i will let you all know if it all went well and all.. here is a quiz to keep you busy anyways... look at who i am.. aint it great? enjoy...
There's no doubt about it: you're eccentric. You wear your heart on your sleeve. You don't hesitate one bit when it comes to talking about squeamish topics. Although you like to have peace and quiet, you often find excitement in a random crisis or two.
Take the What Pulp Fiction Character Are You? quiz.
13's suck
by PhScKo posted on march 13, 2002 at 6:45 p.m.
today has not been an all out good day.. i don't even want to discuss it.. lets just say today i will remember for the rest of my life... no more details will be revealed since i'm very very pissed about them.. angry even.. anyways lets just focus on what video game i am.. here it is.. have fun everyone and maybe i'll feel better tomorrow.. bye byez...
I am a Defender-ship.
I am fiercely protective of my friends and loved ones, and unforgiving of any who would hurt them. Speed and foresight are my strengths, at the cost of a little clumsiness. I'm most comfortable with a few friends, but sometimes particularly enjoy spending time in larger groups. What Video Game Character Are You?
saying hi...
by PhScKo posted on march 12, 2002 at 2:44 p.m.
what's up everyone? i got me an xbox on sunday aint it cool? that's about it for new for me.. i'm gonna work on some things for the site.. but i'm not sure on what yet.. i also made something else new.. can u guess what? anyways whatever i just wanted to say yo to all you peeps.. also you should all take this test.. it's great.. just look at who i got.. i love this righteous dude... Who's Your 80s Movie Icon Alter-Ego? Find out @ She's Crafty
feeling bored
by PhScKo posted on march 8, 2002 at 4:37 p.m.
what's up everyone? nothing much here to talk about really except that it's friday... boring.. i know.. nothing to do except be bored... how great.. well just wanted to say hey so laterz...
feeling blah
by PhScKo posted on march 7, 2002 at 7:40 p.m.
lately i've been feeling horrible, it's probably cause of this stupid cold that is slow to develop.. maybe it's something else... hell i feel like i'm dying of some kind of disease... but i have no idea if i do... oh well... plus i'm going through a lot now that my folks are in cuba... i'm not as much depressed as like blahish but whatever... i hope in the coming days that i feel better.. now i will let you all go.. bye byez...
new design.. again...
by PhScKo posted on march 6, 2002 at 6:20 p.m.
as you can all tell the impatient person that i am couldn't wait till june to reveal the
new design for the site so i decided to reveal it already since i finished it and stuff
plus i love it... for some reason it looks cool as shit to me... but i've thought that
of all my designs... i'll probably riddicule this one too once i get even better and stuff at
designing stuff... well now my impatient ass must go cause i said so.. well hope you like the
new design... i'm sure do... just don't hate me for being so great, lol.. anyways catch you
all laterz... bye byez...
bye byez...
I am a Defender-ship.
lately i've been feeling horrible, it's probably cause of this stupid cold that is slow to develop.. maybe it's something else... hell i feel like i'm dying of some kind of disease... but i have no idea if i do... oh well... plus i'm going through a lot now that my folks are in cuba... i'm not as much depressed as like blahish but whatever... i hope in the coming days that i feel better.. now i will let you all go.. bye byez...
as you can all tell the impatient person that i am couldn't wait till june to reveal the
new design for the site so i decided to reveal it already since i finished it and stuff
plus i love it... for some reason it looks cool as shit to me... but i've thought that
of all my designs... i'll probably riddicule this one too once i get even better and stuff at
designing stuff... well now my impatient ass must go cause i said so.. well hope you like the
new design... i'm sure do... just don't hate me for being so great, lol.. anyways catch you
all laterz... bye byez...
