some people say im just fat and lazy,
you've seen my pictures to i look fat?
i'd have to eat once in awhile to be that,
my dad he beat me black and blue,
is what he told me i am true?
hell if i am so evil and unholy,
why do people "care" when i cut my self bloody,
I wont stop being depressed and empty,
until somthing i do makes the life i have worthy,
The blood i get when i slice my arms,
is a punishment...there should be no alarm,
for i just diserve the things i do,
and thats all i do and i do it for you,
the punishments i get like i've said before,
are because my dad kicked me out of his door,
why do people say im just like everyone else?
this life i have isnt worth the shit people produce,
why do people think im such a normal person?
i diserve pain if not death and noone besides me sees... exept my daddy,
