JANE
McCAFFREY
A note on
the Following story
This
story comes from the deepest parts of my mind. Where all
my stories come from. I cannot say that it is purely fictional because
I do not
know that to be the truth. The names come from my mind and the events
come from
the same place. Some of the story may contain true events. I do not
know. For
this story the only outside material used will be from the book The
Grapes of
Wrath.
This
story spans a number of years. It is told in the format
of a diary, but for the most part in the present tense. It starts in
the year
of nineteen thirty-six and will end in the year of nineteen
forty-three. It
spans these later years in order to tell about the character and the
effects
the depression had on World War II. Once again this story comes only
from my
mind.
JANE McCAFFREY
1936
I
walk out of the house at six-thirty that morning. It is the
third Monday of May in the year of nineteen-thirty-six. I look at the
sunrise
in the east and I see, close to the horizon, a deep red glow.
I
remember conversations with the travelers that have passed
through this area. They tell of huge clouds of dust and dirt. They are
all
traveling west, past the state that I live in, heading for California.
I watched
them day after day, moving slowly toward the west. They never see the
others
ahead of them and they refuse to listen to the reason that we try to
make them
see. I have seen many people be given the information and then continue
on
without even acknowledging the fact that we are trying to help them. We
are
close enough to their homeland that they could turn back and try to
find work
elsewhere. Yet they don't heed the warnings of us or the people that
are
returning from the west, unable to find work. I wish that they would
listen to
us, we see what's going on, yet they don't.
I
have tried to help many of these travelers. I have given
them food, clothing for the children, and anything else that I could
without
raising suspicion from my parents. They would be upset if they found
out that I
was helping those in need of my help. They think that those people are
in
trouble because of their own folly, but I think different. I read about
the
troubles that the farmers were having and I have heard the stories from
the
farmers themselves. The drought and the low prices of the crops are
what put
them out, and I am doing everything that I can to help them because I
believe
that you can't help fate.
I
walk down the lane a little bit and I come to a battered old
Ford. This car has been abandoned here for many days so I walk right
past it.
Then I hear a child crying. I walk slowly back to the old Ford. I look
in the
passenger side, lying on the floorboard of the passenger side is a tiny
child.He appears to be about six months old. He is
obviously malnourished and was probably abandoned so that his
family wouldn't have another mouth to feed. I reach in the car and pick
him up.
He whimpers a little bit and then quiets down.
I
quickly run back to my house. I figure that if I can get him
inside my house soon enough before everybody else wakes up then I can
maybe
take care of him and find him a home. I sneak inside the house and into
my
room. I lay the child on my bed and I cover him with a light blanket,
then I
run down to the kitchen and I look for a bottle. I found one that was
used for
one of the servants babies a year ago. I wash it out and fill it with
some milk
that I warmed on the stove. Then I go back up to my room.
The
child is still laying on my bed whimpering a little. I
pick him up and put the bottle to his lips. He sucks hungrily and soon
is
content. He goes to sleep and I leave the room. I walk to the balcony
and start
thinking again. I have never defied my parents like this before, will
they be
angry if they find out about the child? I decide that I must tell them and hope that they will see my
reasoning. I hope that they will help me find a home for the child. I
hope that
we can find a home for the child.
***
I
bring up the subject of the child at breakfast. I tell my
parents the truth, I tell them that I was taking my daily walk and
found the
child in the old abandoned Ford that I had mentioned a few days
earlier. I ask
them if they will allow me to care for the child until I can find a
suitable
home for him. Reluctantly they agree, after my mother explains that she
would
have done the same thing had it been her.
I
then promise my parents that I would take care of the child
until I find a home for him and that they wouldn't have to do a thing.
The
child would be my responsibility.
December
1936
I
have looked for many months for a family for the child, whom
I have named George Michael, but I
still have not found a home for him. He is starting to crawl about and
talk
some. He refers to me as mommy and I don't know now if I can give him up. I almost want to ask my parents
if they can adopt him, or if I can. All the other families are losing
money and
cannot afford to have another child and everybody seems to think that I
am
doing a good job of caring for him, even my parents. I wish that I
could find
his family though and ask what would make them give up this child,
nobody could
pay me to give up a child that I had bore myself.
I
hear of things getting worse in the plains and I worry about
the farmers and I think about George Michael's past and what it holds,
and that
I will never know it.
1937
I
finally convinced my father to hire some of the out of work
farmers. He was reluctant at first, but then I told him that they knew
their
jobs and would be grateful for the work. He then started hiring a few
workers
at a time and then more and more as he discovered how well they worked.
I
have made friends with many of the women and they have told
me about the truth of their home that is not told by the papers. They
tell
about how they had to borrow money from the banks and then when the
crash
hit, the banks wanted their money back.
The farmers didn't have it and the banks took the collateral, namely
the
people's homes and land. With nothing to live in and with no land to
work on
they left, taking their families with them.
I
walk out to the fields where the people work. George Michael
walks with me and talks animatedly and loudly about how much fun he had
playing
with my mother. I ask him what else he did and he tells me that he went
walking
among the workers with my father.
He
waves hello to the workers now as we walk past. They all
wave back, they have taken a liking to him. They all know that he is
one of
them and they are willing to help him, more than they are willing to
help me or
any other member of my family. They look at my taking care of him as
almost a
kind of insult to them, but they also respect me for it.
I
ask a few of the workers where they stay when they are not
at work. They say that they live in a shack camp down the road a
little. I plan
to walk down to this camp in a couple of days, to try to see if I can
convince
my father to set aside a piece of the property for our workers to live
on. I
also want to try to get him to raise the wages to ten cents a barrel
instead of
seven cents a barrel. I'm just glad that we have a year round crop of
oranges
and cotton and a mixture of other things so that we have constant work
for
these people.
Many
of the workers have said that they have seen how I am
raising George Michael and would like to see that I keep him and not
try to
find another family for him now. They say that he is too attached to me
now and
to separate me from him now would tear him apart. I sometimes argue
that he is
only a year old and would forget me soon enough, but they argue that he
is a
bright child. Even though he is only a year old he already speaks well
and is
more active and attentive than any other one year old that they have
ever met.
I
am considering asking my parents if they would allow me to
adopt George Michael, but I am afraid to ask. I am afraid that they
will say
no. I am also considering asking my
parents if they would consider
adopting him but I doubt that they would. I wonder if there is any way
that I
would be able to keep him. I'll ask soon but I doubt that I'll be able
to keep
him.
September
1937
I
finally asked my parents if I could be the one to adopt
George Michael. They said that since I had taken care of him so far and
I was
all that he knew then it was all right with them. When they told me
this I was
so happy that I couldn't sit still for hours.
***
I
am adopting George Michael on the thirteenth of September of
the year nineteen hundred and thirty-seven. He is now to be George
Michael
McCaffrey, my legal, if not biological, son. All of the workers are
happy
because they see one of their own being taken in when he was left to
die. I am
happy because now I know that I won't lose him or have to give him up
to
another family.
I
see things starting to clear up in the east. When I look
there in the mornings now I don't see that reddish-black cloud anymore.
I also
don't read as much in the newspapers about the troubles that the
farmers are
having. I hope that things are clearing up as the newspapers say. If
they are
then these people that are working for us can maybe improve their lives
and
start over. I don't like seeing anybody living with the troubles that
these
people have had.
I
hear of riots and troubles to the west of us. I hear that in
California the farmers are not getting paid enough so are rioting and
causing a
huge mess. I hear that the police have been called in to many cities to
help
the rich land owners. I wish that the land owners would give in and pay
the
farmers more money, it's not as if they
need it and the farmers do. I also wish that I could help more
than I
am, but for now this is all that I can do.
I
pick up a newspaper and look at the headlines. The headlines
read: HUGE WIND STORMS WIPE OUT CROP IN
OKLAHOMA. "Nothing new," I say to myself. "It happens all the
time lately."
1938
It's
July thirty-first. I walked to town this morning for
groceries. While I was there I heard the shopkeeper yell at a person on
his
porch, "Get the hell off of my porch, you damn Okie."
When
I was paying for the groceries I asked the shopkeeper
what he meant by that. He said that the guy sitting on the porch was a
farmer
that was out of work. The farmer had been begging for food earlier that
day and
had been told to leave already. When he didn't leave was when the
shopkeeper
got mad and yelled at him.
"
What was that name that you called him?" I asked.
"
Huh/ What was the name that you're referring to?"
he replied.
"
You called him something that sounded like '
Okie'," I told him.
"
Oh, yeah, that, I call all of them farmers that."
"
What's it mean?"
"
It's just a name that we use. Means that they come from
Oklahoma, or at least it did originally, but now we just group 'em all
in
together. Doesn't matter where they come from."
"
You mean to tell me that you treat these people as if
they don't have a home?"
"
They don't anymore," he said, closing the
argument.
I
walked out of that store today feeling low and dirty. I felt
like it was a sin to have a home now.
***
I'm
playing with George Michael again. I wonder if the family
that abandoned him has found a home yet. I hope that they have, yet I
believe
that they haven't.
I
read the newspaper almost daily now. This morning I read a
short article about problems in Europe. The section that I read said
that
Europe is facing the same economic problems that we are. I wish that
the people
would see that, but they don't. It also said that the problems are
causing
problems between countries. I hope that there isn't another war, yet I
am
afraid that there will be one. If there is another I hope that it isn't
like
the last one.
My
father has given all of the workers a raise. Things are
looking better here, and I hope that soon the problems that we are
facing will
disappear. I want for the country to be as it was before, fun and
happy. I
don't want it to be broke, down, and depressing, Like it is now.
1939
My
birthday was yesterday. One of my presents was a book that
was just recently published. The name of the book is The Grapes of
Wrath. I
started reading it last night. I doubt that I will finish it. It
started out by
talking about the land and what's happening with it. I didn't get but a
couple
of chapters through before I decided that this was exactly like the
news that I
had been reading for years now. Then I got to the part of the story
where the
characters came in and I decided that these were like the people that I
had
been striving to help for so long now. Then I put the book down, I
couldn't
take any more of it, I had seen too much first hand.
I
walk down the hall to George's room. I peek my head through
the door and look in on him. He's only three years old, but he looks
and acts
much older. He's so smart, and kind, and charming. I wonder how he'll
act when
he grows up. I hope that he keeps high standards throughout his life.
He turns
over as I watch him, he senses my presence. I close the door and walk
back to
my room.
When
I reach my room I see that the maid has left the paper
for me. I look at the first section. On the third page I see an article
with
the headline that says: ENGLAND DECLARES WAR ON GERMANY, AMERICA
REMAINS NEUTRAL.
I look at this in shock. I remember the
stories that my parents tell of the last war, how we remained
neutral
and then why we entered the war. I hope that it won't be like that this
time. I
hope that we don't have to enter the war. I hope that the war is only
going to
be a small one and then be over. I don't think that it will be though.
I think
that the world is in too much turmoil to resolve it's problems quickly.
I
walk over to my window. Across the field I see the latest
farmer camp lit up with fires. In the dim light I also see children
running and
playing. The children are happier than they were before,
I think to myself. They are not scared to
show the child side of themselves anymore. They have been here for a
long time and
are not afraid. This must mean that their parents are comfortable here
too,
otherwise they wouldn't let the children play like this. I
just hope that this is almost the end of
this time period so that these people can find a home and not look down
upon
those of us that are forced to stay in ours.
I
watch for some time that evening, until nearly all of the
fires were extinguished. I still feel dirty about having a home when
they
cannot afford one but I know that I must stay here. Slowly I pull the
curtains
shut. Then I walk over to my bed and drift off to sleep.
October 1939
I
sit on the passenger train heading back to my homeland in
the west. My father had to perform some business transactions in the
east and
invited me along. I almost wish that I hadn't gone. I have now seen
what these
farmers have faced first hand, but I have also seen how many of the
farmers
have been able to stay here and survive.
I
think that we are now in the central part of Oklahoma. As I
look out of the windows of the train I see fields. The fields are
barren and
wind swept, and as I watch a new gust of wind comes and scatters more
of the
precious topsoil.
Then,
through the wind and dust, I see a man, he is just
standing there looking at the field and the dust. He falls to his knees
and I
can almost hear his thoughts. He is praying that the wind will stop and
that
God will send rain to help the crops grow, so that his family can
survive.
I
watch that man until he is out of sight. He appeared to be a
noble man, and I feel sorry for him.
December
1939
I
am sitting working with book keeping for our household. I am
starting a new set of calculations when a man walks in. I look up at
him. He
appears to be about my own age and is dressed in rags. It is clear that
he
hasn't had a bath in a few weeks and he is in need of a shave. I make
note of
his appearance for future reference.
I
put down the page that I am working on. "May
I help you?" I ask.
"
I was wondering if you might happen to have any work
available," he says.
"I'm
sorry, sir, but at this time we have nothing
available. If you would like to try again though feel free to come back
and ask
again."
"Thank
you for your time. I hope that we will meet again.
Good-bye." Then he walks out.
I
watch him walk down the lane. Little clouds of dust rising
up behind his heels. At the end of the lane he turns, looks back, tips
his hat,
turns back around and continues walking away. For some odd reason I
have the
feeling that what he said will happen and that we will see each other
again.
1940
People
are starting to
leave again. There are reports that solid work is available in the
east, and
the people are going for it. I am happy for them, but I will miss some
of the
people that I have met.
I have not heard from that man who came looking for a job
back in December again. I am amazed that I haven't because the people
say that
he is still around. I want to see him again. I want to find out why he
came to
me.
George
Michael is growing well. He is almost ready to start
learning at the Catholic school down the road, the only one around
these parts.
I have already spoken with teachers from the school and George Michael
will
start school after Christmas.
I
hope that George Michael will not be teased at school. He is
a bright child and will enter school earlier than most children. Also
the other
students know of his past and might treat him as an outsider because of
it. I
hope that it will not happen that way.
I
walk outside. I am heading toward the fields where the
workers are. The fields are getting empty. They are trying to go home.
I don't
blame them, it would be nice to have a home after all this time without
one.
Sometimes I wish that I could go with them,
to find out what it's like.
I
say hello to a couple of the workers, then I head back to
the house. As I walk in the door George Michael attacks from the hall.
"Mommy, mommy," he yells, "come see what I did!"
"What
did you do?" I ask as I follow him to his
room.
"
I drew a picture!"
I
look at the picture. It looks like a bird with fire coming
out of its feet. "What is it a picture of?" I ask.
Then
George Michael looks at me very confused, "It's a
picture of you, Mommy."
"But,
George, that looks like a bird with fire on its feet."
"I
know, that's what you are, sometimes..."
"Well
either way it's a lovely picture," I said.
Then I left, very confused.
***
At
dinner that night I am still thinking about the picture
that George Michael drew. It made me think about the way that
children's minds
work. I wonder what he sees, and thinks. I look at him and I see a
special
brightness in his eyes. He looks at me as if he knows something that I
don't
know, then the brightness is gone and he is a normal child again.
September
1940
I
am standing in line in the post office when I see a piece of
paper that catches my attention. I pick it up and read the top line. It
reads,
"BRITISH ARMY LOOKING FOR VOLUNTEERS: Looking for Pilots, Nurses,
Infantrymen, Sailors, and Technicians. Will accept trained or
non-trained
volunteers. Varying pay rates. Those interested should inquire at the
town hall
on the twenty-third of September at six-thirty p.m. Will accept all
that meet
health requirements."
I
placed the flyer back on the top of the stack. Then thinking
again, I picked it back up, folded it and placed it in my bag. As much
as I
hated the thought of war I wanted to help to make things better for the
people
who couldn't get away from it.
"
May I help you ma'am?" asked a voice.
I
looked up. There was a lady looking at me from behind the
counter. "Uh, yes, I need some stamps and I need to mail two
letters."
"How
many stamps do you need?" asked the lady.
"Twelve,
including the two that need to go on the
letters."
"Okay,
ma'am. That will be fifty cents."
I
handed her the money and the letters. She handed me back ten
stamps and I left, still thinking about the flyer.
September
Twenty-third 1940
I
sit in the third row back. I am one of only about twenty
women here tonight. I look around. I see very few people that I know,
most of
the people here are farmers that still haven't left the area. As I look
around
I see a man a few rows back. He looks familiar, but I can't quite place
him. He
looks at me and smiles, then he looks away again.
"Ladies
and Gentlemen, may I have your attention,
please?" asks a man as he steps up to the podium.
The
entire hall quiets at hearing his words. We all turn and
look at the man on the podium. He speaks again, "May I assume that you
are
all here to volunteer for the British Army?"
Nobody
answers. We all look around to make sure that he
assumes correct. Then he continues, "Since everybody is here to
volunteer
I will explain the procedure."
The
night continues with him explaining why Great Britain
wants American volunteers to help with the war. He explains that the British Army didn't have enough people
to fight on their own so they were looking for volunteers. He explains
that
they need all the people that they can get. Then he finds out who wants
to
volunteer for what and he has us speak with people from that field.
By
the end of the night I am signed up as a volunteer nurse.
My training starts in two weeks and two weeks after that I leave for
Europe. I
walk out of the building with a strange feeling in my heart.
November
1940
I
am sitting on a boat on course to England. We have been on
the boat for a few days now, and we have just been informed that we
will arrive
at out destination in a few hours. I am happy about that, I am tired of
this
boat.
Both
my parents and George Michael were unhappy
about me volunteering for this. They wanted me to
stay at home and be a good little rich girl. I wanted to be able to do
something
to make life easier for at least one person and this is a way that I
can do it.
I already miss George Michael though. I hope that he will be okay
without me.
I
look out on the ocean again. It is so pretty, yet such a
dangerous place. Like the continent to which I am headed.
1941
So
far this year I have seen many injured soldiers and many
bodies. I have become accustomed to blood and the sight of battle. I
hear
planes on a daily basis flying over the base. Some of them are ours and
some of
them are the enemy. As they pass over the base we hear the sounds of
battle,
and sometimes debris falls nearby.
We
have weekly dances on the base now. It seems to be the only
way to raise morale. I don’t attend many of them. Mostly I just sit in
my
quarters and read. I write to my parents and George Michael as well. I
do miss
them.
I
hope that this war will end soon. Actually we all do. We are
all ready to go home and not have to face this war any longer.
I
walk over to the window and look out. In the sky I see a plane
and out on the road I see a truck coming in. They start honking in the
truck.
Recognizing the signal, I walk out. Another load of bodies and injured
are on
the way in.
December
1941
As
I read the front page of the newspaper I nearly collapse.
The front page reads, "JAPANESE BOMB PEARL HARBOR: U.S. Declares war on
Japan and then on Germany." I walk over to a nearby truck and sit on
the
bumper. Then I read the headline over again. I look at the date at the
top of
the paper, it's nearly a week old.
One
of the fighter pilots, the one that the bombers call the
Guardian, runs by, a cloth in his hand. He is the young man that I
couldn't
place at the meeting. I call out to him, "Hey, Guardian, where are you
going?"
"I'm
going to clean my plane, Dragonwing," he yells
back.
"
Did you hear the news?" I ask, knowing that I was
the first to get a hold of this particular paper.
He
turns around and walks over to me. Then he says, " No,
what's the news?"
"Here,
look for yourself," I say, then I hand him the
paper.
I
can see in his face that he is as shocked as I am. He looks
up at me. "Is it true?” he asks.
"If
it's not it's a horribly cruel joke," I reply.
He
hands me back the paper. Then he continues on to his plane,
the happy bounce out of his step. I wonder if I should have told him.
1942
It’s
early in the year. We just got report that German
fighters are on their way to attack.
I walk out to the “road” and
watch as the pilots run by, on the way to their planes. Something seems
odd
about the way that they are running, then I see Guardian. He runs a few
steps,
then he throws up, then a few more steps then he throws up again. I
watch this
until he falls down on the tarmac. Then I call over the nearest doctor
and say
to him, “Doctor, we need to get that man in the hospital. He isn’t safe
to fly
right now.”
“Let
him fly. He is just drunk,” replies the doctor.
“Doctor,
I don’t think that he is drunk. I have never even
heard of him drinking. Besides, if we let him fly he will probably
crash and do
more damage than if we keep him grounded today.”
The
doctor grumbles something and then says, “Okay, we’ll keep
him down today.” Then he says to some of the male nurses, “ See that
pilot? The
one that’s stumbling? Go get him and confine him in the hospital.”
The
men run out and attempt to bring Guardian in. Guardian
shrugs them off and continues walking. They call over more men to help
and
attempt to bring him in again. Finally, with five men working to
restrain him,
they bring Guardian into the hospital.
The
doctor orders that Guardian be put in my section of the
hospital, I figure that he would do that. Then he leaves, snickering at
me as
he walks out. I walk over to Guardian. “How are you feeling?” I ask.
Guardian
just glares at me and then gets up.
“Guardian,
you’re sick and need to stay here,” I say as I push
him back onto the bed.
I
move away then he gets up, preparing to leave. I get mad, I
had asked him to stay. “I asked you to stay here,” I say. Then I punch
him in
the forehead.
Guardian
collapses back onto the bed, rubbing his head. My
hand is throbbing from where I punched him. I look at the spot where I
punched
him, and seeing that it was already turning red I say, “ Stay here.
I’ll be
right back with some coffee for you and an ice pack for the place where
I hit
you.”
I
walk out into a different room. I get some coffee and I
prepare an ice pack. Then I take them both back into the room where
Guardian
is. As I walk through the door I see the guards pushing him back
towards a bed.
One of them looks at me and shrugs. The guard says, “This pilot really
wants to
be in the sky today.” Then he pushes Guardian onto the bed.
I
walk over to Guardian and I say, “I thought I told you to
stay here.” Then I set the ice pack and the coffee down on the table
next to
him.
I
walk away to see to some other patients when I hear a
rustling sound. I turn around and I see Guardian trying to get up
again. I walk
back over to him and punch him, again, in the same place. Then I say to
him,
“Stay put.”
I
go back and continue what I was trying to do before when I
hear the rustling again. I wait for the rustling to stop. When it
doesn’t stop
walk back over and punch Guardian, again. Then I say, “ I told you to
stay put.
Since you didn’t want to listen to me I’ll just sit here and make sure
that you
listen.”
We
just sit there and stare at each other for about five
minutes, then I say, “You’re not going anywhere and because you might
try I’m
not either so you might as well tell me about yourself.”
He
glares at me and then he says, “What do you want to hear?”
“I
want to hear about your life.”
“Why?
It was horrible until I got here.”
“Do
we just want to sit here and stare at each other then? If
so then I might as well sedate you so that I can do some of my other
work.”
“Fine,
I’ll tell you about my life. I was born in nineteen
nineteen. My mother named me Jake. I had a horrible childhood and I
don’t care
to talk about it. The last time I ever saw anybody from my family was
when my
father kicked me out in nineteen thirty-one. He figured that one less
mouth to
feed would help keep the family from losing money. All that I had when
I left
was a few personal belongings and the clothes on my back. That is my
life.”
“Well
what did you do after you were kicked out?”
“I
wandered around the countryside.”
“Well
tell me about it.”
“Well,
a few days after I left the money that I had ran out. I
had to sell one of the few personal belongings that I had. I know that
I didn’t
get it’s value worth, but I did get enough to have a month’s worth of
motel
rooms, food for that month, and transportation. I traveled around many
different states looking for work, but this was when everybody was
looking for
work so I didn’t find any. Eventually I ran out of money again. From
there I
hitchhiked around, doing odd jobs and helping where I could.”
“What
did you see in your travels?”
“I
saw much of the middle portion of America. I saw Oklahoma
and Texas. I saw Mississippi and Missouri. I saw people leaving their
homes,
their dreams. I saw entire farms destroyed because of dust and the lack
of
rain. I saw men kill themselves because they couldn’t find work and
they thought
that they had failed their families.
I
also saw much of the east. I saw men living in gutters, and
children that couldn’t have been any older than five working eighteen
hour days
to help support their families. I saw lines of people waiting for a
possible
job opening or in line for help and possibly food.
All
this I saw and during all of this I was glad that I didn’t
have a family to feed and I could keep going until I either found a job
or ran
out of money again.”
“What
finally happened? Did you find a job or did you run out
of money?”
“I
ran out of money in the little town that we were recruited
from. That was in nineteen thirty-eight. From then I just did odd jobs
and
finally got a job. I was fired from that job the day of the meeting and
that’s
how I ended up here.”
I
just stared at him for a little while and finally I said,
“Wow.”
“Yeah,
that’s about what I think. That and I’m damn lucky.”
“That
you are. That you are,” I said.
“If
you want to do your own work I’ll behave now, and I’m
feeling much better.”
“We’ll
probably release you today or tomorrow so just relax
and I’ll talk to you later.”
“Okay.”
With
that I went back to my own work and didn’t worry about
him leaving any more.
A
couple of other people are complaining about stomach
problems. I think that the entire base, Guardian included, got a case
of food
poisoning. I think that Guardian got the worst of it though. That’s why
he was
so sick.
1943
I
walk with Guardian along the road. We have become a lot
closer over the past year. We are discussing his favorite subject, his
plane,
Dragonwing. He is telling me about how well she flew on the last
mission. Then
he asks me something totally unexpected.
“Are
you going to the dance tonight?” he asks.
“I
don’t know I haven’t gone to any so far,” I reply. “Why do
you ask?”
“I
don’t know. I was just thinking that I might like to go for
once, and I was wondering if anybody that I know was going to be there.”
“Well
I’ll think about going. It might get my mind off the
latest letter that I got from home.”
“Will
I see you there then?”
“Maybe,
I don’t know. I guess just show up and look for me.”
“Okay.”
That Night
I
walk into the hall and look around. I don’t see Guardian
anywhere. I walk over to a wall and take a seat. I hope that he shows
up. As I
wait a couple of other guys ask me to dance, but I decline. I am about
to leave
when Guardian walks through the door. He looks around a minute and then
spots
me. He walks over and puts out his hand. “Care to dance fair maiden?”
he asks.
“Yes,
thank you very much,”I say as I take his hand as he
leads me onto the dance floor.
Later
that night I think that the dance was the most fun that
I had had in years. I go to bed that night happy and with a lighter
spirit.
The Next
Day
It’s
about noon that the klaxons start blaring. Another attack
is on the way. I’m walking with Guardian again when the alarm sounds.
We both
start running out to his plane. As he gasses up I say to him, “Good
Luck.”
“Don’t
need it, but thanks,” he replies. Then he kisses me on
the cheek and climbs into his plane. Then he taxis and then takes off.
I watch
from the tarmac as he climbs and maneuvers into attack position.
On
the horizon I see the German attackers coming toward the
base. Guardian engages the fighters and is immediately caught in a
dogfight.
The fighting moves away and I watch until my eyes are straining to see
the
action.
Suddenly
I hear a high-pitched whining noise. I look up in the
sky. I see a small dot growing larger and larger. The whining gets
louder. Then
I realize that what I’m seeing is a bomb, and it’s coming toward us.
The bomb
keeps falling, getting closer and closer and closer. Falling down and
down and
down.
My
last thought before the bomb explodes is “OH SHIT!!!!!”
THE END
JANE
McCAFFREY
Grapes of Wrath Project

Jennifer Waller
For:
Ms. Jacoby
English 3 Per 2
5-22-98