Not surrounded by loved ones
Not surrounded by friends
But alone in the night, lying on the ground
After losing the fight, I wanted so much to win
Maybe it's better that I don't stay
I end my pain and you get to love him without me in the way
I get to rest in peace
And you get to live on together
Full of zest and happiness
It may cause you pain in the beginning
But it will slowly fade
Until one day you realize
No matter what choices were made
I did it for us
I did it for you, so you could be with him without any guilt
I did it for me, to end my suffering
So is this the way it's going to end?
Yes, unless I change, unless I become a better friend