You once said that I was a beautiful mess
and that I needed to find peace of mind
I then asked you to help me search for it,
never knowing love would make me unwind
And now look at me, trembling in the night
and not knowing who but myself to blame
When I thought what we had was meaningful
yet the woman you need is still the same
It seems all you did was twist my senses,
leaving me without a thought of my own
Making me feel like life was all sunshine,
accusing me of missing the right tone
But now I know I'm not the selfish one
and you're the one out of touch and cold
You can't seem to find your peace of mind now,
you have nothing left you want to hold
My heart is gonna break, I know, for sure,
because I was loved and you were tender
And I know I'll be psychotic a while,
but who will care if I don't surrender
All that I will remain curious about
is whether we were close to perfect bliss
And I will be sure of one thing at least:
there is things about me that you will miss
May '05
