It's taken me a while to see
you're caught up in a desperate fight
One you didn't choose to enter,
but God bent down and said: "You might!"
And who are you not to comply
when your Creator sends His will?
So you gathered all your weapons
and bear the pain while standing still
His spirit now calls you away,
because he knows you cannot win
Every day brings closer the moment you give in
For what is life worth to you without him,
what is left to do?
Surely there'd be some happy moments,
but to keep you there will be too few
I understand now what you are up to face
and how horrifying it must be
I wish I could fight the demons for you
so you could stay and yet fly free
But all of that are childish dreams
and horrible nightmares to you
This world for you is living hell,
there's only one thing left to do
Who am I to stand in your way?
"I love you" is all I still have to say
Jan '05
