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From Nurse Jones,
I would like to extend my global thanks to all the women,
some of them men, that smoothed my feathers, reassured me that
I'm not completely weird. I really do feel better. So thanks to:
HelenCathyLothieRooVictoriaSue-MarieBetsyPamLola(Lola?)ACEAngelAmeliaBlossom
and a few more.
Not ONE of you told me I was completely normal. I'm grateful
for that. It lends you credibility. If you're interested, the
most disturbing part for most was when Jay shaved my head. But
even about 1/4 of those were still intrigued by the thought. One
commented that being completely hairless all over, I must have
been kind of child-like and innocent looking. A nice thought that
didn't occurr to me at the time. I was busy. Since so many of you
asked, the main things I felt were, in order of importance and
intensity:
1) shock and disbelief
2) shock
3) after the shock, erotic nakedness of the TOTAL variety
4) a weird kind of power to turn on my SO _instantly_
4) sexy feelings while shaving and tingly showers
5) having to wear a wig so much of the time
6) waiting ages for it to grow back
Someone (Sue-Marie, I think) commented that my attitude toward
Jay nauseated her, though. When I said I was deliberately
becoming the kind of person he wanted so that he would think I
was so special he would never find another like me. Never find
anyone else that would do the things I was doing, go as far as I
would go.
True, guilty as charged. I wanted to MAKE myself close to
him, bind him to me, be perfect for him. So perfect that he would
do anything to keep me.
And now I'm the top. Now I want him to show me that he wants
to keep me so much he's willing to do the same for me. Change
everything he can to be the kind of person who can give me what I
want. And he's throwing himself into me, submerging himself in
me, the same way I threw myself into him. Except that hypnosis is
how we're doing it. He's giving up a lot, making himself much
more vulnerable than I was.
I won't try to describe the closeness we're developing this
way. The trust. Last time we made love, we melded together, both
of us under hypnosis. We became one person, physically, and we're
doing the same emotionally. We're getting a bit side-tracked from
the attempt to show him what it's like to be a woman. But we'll
get back to it.... Right now, he's the bottom, but we seem to
have reached the stage at which it doesn't matter who is which
sometimes. Other times, it can be an effort for me to not be
motherly rather than toppish.
And BTW, my pubic hair DID grow back, eventually, after the
depilatory. It was sparse and fine, at first, then back to
normal so that shaving made itchy stubble again. Now that I'm
topping Jay, or at least trying to keep up my courage to Do The
Job, as TheClone would say, I've stumbled on a great solution to
this.
I "make" Jay pluck it out for me. With tweezers. First I
have him put on Solarcaine spray-on anesthetic (extra strength,
20% benzocaine), avoiding actual membranes and naughty bits, rub
it in, wait, do it again, and there's no plucking pain. :-)
As it were.
And it grows back in fine at first, so there's no itchy
stubble.
And it only needs doing about once a week.
And afterward, when Jay neatens his um, work space, it
always leads to some interesting recreational activity in the
vicinity of the ahm, bikini area.
Nurse Jones,
A plucky little thing.
Who would rather have beauty than brains,
because she knows that men can
see
better than they can
think.
But who also,
according to Jay,
has brains as well as
beauties.
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