Everything is mixed and twirled.
I'm stuck wih all this turmoil,
In this underworld.
With all these f***ed up feelings,
Stuck indie my head.
I hate this world, I hate this life,
I wish that I was dead.
I dream to leave this place,
Of misery and pain.
I know there is no good,
Left for me to gain.
I can't get up, I can't go on,
I have become to weak.
This hill turned to a cliff,
So badly it is tweaked.
I'm Gone, I'm lost,
There is no way back.
It is to late to say goodbye.
I feel no love, no joy, just pain,
All I do is cry.
My little stash of happiness has long since disapeared.
My black heart turned to ashes with fire it was seared.
I wished that you would love me,
I prayed these tears to dry,
Now the only thing i wish or pray is that I will soon die.