‘The
cage doors are open but the canary won’t fly.’
Jasmine walked briskly through the morning offices.
She loved the atmosphere in the morning, the quiet awakening of thought, and the
smell of coffee infiltrating every corner of the building as people came to
their own awareness of the impending day.
She
had, of course, been awake for hours already readying files and preparing for
her own personal crusade against the impending deadlines that almost inevitably
caused her to lose what precious sleep she might have had. As she walked through
the offices people greeted her, for she was well liked around the building. Not
specifically for her looks, she was young, barely in her thirties, and though
not spectacular she had a mature and comforting look about her, as though she
had laughed with life at the best and worst of times and could hold you while
you did the same. No, people greeted her simply because she was their friend; a
dash of the old days instilled in the sea of youth and delivered to them in a
box wrapped with brown paper and string.
She returned each and every one of the greetings, as
was her way, and came to the end of her trek through the electronic landscape in
the offices of her boss. The boss was a kindly old man, more prone to fits of
laughter than fits of anger. His ash hair matched his steely eyes and creases
like crow’s feet arched away from them across his slightly leathery skin. She
greeted him like her equal; they were more like old friends than boss and
worker. They discussed what must be done about various areas of the company;
falling revenue in this, reduced production in that. They were minor problems as
the company had been doing quite well out of its activities lately and had come
into a bit of profit; no doubt in no small part due to our lady Jasmine.
Jasmine loved her place in this company. More than a
secretary, less than a high power manager or CEO, she likened herself to a
concierge in a hotel making certain everything ran smoothly and efficiently.
Like a finely tuned steam engine gliding along the tracks that the rest of the
world lay down for it. Her accounting skills were legendary, some in the company
even called them miraculous.
Jasmine’s life was not perfect however, oh no never
perfect. She had losses like any other person; loves that deserted her, events
that saddened her, people that disliked her for all her kindness. But she took
these with the good times, and so her life was enjoyable in all its glorious
unpredictability and she was happy for a time. To her the world was in itself an
inherently good place and the people upon it good people, and the values those
people held good values. And this was the truth. However it is ever the case
with good people such as Jasmine that they come to have an experience that
reveals an equal but opposite truth about the world.
Jasmine’s experience occurred, ironically enough,
as a result of her aforementioned skill with which she went about her job. When
a person is good at their job in this world of corporate visions, that person
tends to get noticed and Jasmine had done just that. A bigger business had come
to be suspicious of the smaller company’s success and had employed special
people to try and discover their secret.
And
so it happened that on a particularly gloomy day the people sent by the bigger
business began their investigation of Jasmine’s workplace. They acted as
clients and generally fussed about and were very nosy and demanded answers to
questions that were like accusations. This made the people at the company angry
and spiteful and curses were muttered behind backs wherever the pseudo-clients
sought to make their presence felt.
Until
Jasmine arrived.
Immediately
the atmosphere in the company lifted; dispelling the clouds that the
investigators had dragged in. Shoulders lifted and smiles flared their
brilliance once again. Of course this was not lost on the investigators and as
soon as they could make arrangements for an order to be delivered (Which, by the
way, was paltry in comparison to the consternation they had caused in the
offices) they left to report to their boss. The boss was pleased with their
discovery and made arrangements for a special contract to be drawn up
immediately and handed to Jasmine’s boss.
The next day Jasmine walked in to the offices to find
a note asking her to pay a visit to her boss’ office as soon as she could. She
hurried over there before she started anything important so as to get it out of
the way, and found a strange tall man there talking to her boss. As she walked
in, they turned to her and greeted her with a mixture of smiles and handshakes.
She soon saw that the stranger was in fact the employment officer for her
company, Mr Pilot. He had an easy smile and a quick wit and was obviously suited
at the job of judging people, as she’d seen when she first applied for her job
at the company. Jasmine took a likening to him despite his harsh, angular
features that caused his face to have a seriousness at any time he wasn’t
smiling or joking. The three made light conversation for a while, talking about
the company’s recent profits and what the plans were for the future to
maintain this rise in sales. The boss emphasised that it was mainly the way they
communicated with the consumer that was getting the sales, and Jasmine found
herself nodding her head in agreement. Soon however, the conversation seemed to
slow down, and Jasmine found the two men looking at her in silence. Finally,
after a few seconds of this silent contemplation, the boss turned to face her
properly and mumbled something about moving on to greener pastures. Jasmine was
confused, grasping at the straws in her head in an effort to understand. The
boss was leaving? The company was moving? The company was expanding? It didn’t
make sense. The boss flinched at each of these questions, bowing his head in
what looked to be shame. Luckily Mr Pilot was used to these situations of
awkwardness, he had been the employment officer for decades after all, and knew
how to put feelings behind business. He explained to Jasmine how they had
transferred her contract to another company, a business.
Jasmine was stunned. She sat there, hands by her side
as those words penetrated her. We are transferring your contract to another
company, a business. She was still digesting these words as Mr Pilot told
her that the reason for her transfer was that he had received complaints about
her from numerous staff. They had become so bad that he had had to consider the
possibility of firing her. As a result of this, when the contract came through
they had accepted it on her behalf because they thought it in her best interest.
At this Jasmine felt betrayed; she thought that most people had liked her, that
the smiles she had seen were genuine. How could people fake that? She could not
understand what she had done to cause their displeasure. Had she not been kind
to everyone, helping each with his or her particular ills?
Yet even as her entire career seemed to come down
around her head, she seemed to elevate. Her head lifted and her shoulders
straightened and even though she had no right to in the situation, she looked as
regal as a queen as she stood up from her chair and faced the two men. She was
calm as she told them that although their intentions were pure, she was not
going to take the offer. She was calm when she told them that she was not going
to fly from this company at the slightest tremble of its branches. She was even
calm as she picked up her usual mountain of books and papers and walked out of
the office and towards home. There she spent the night thinking and working; yet
in the morning she looked as fresh as if she had spent the entire night in a
deep slumber. She walked out of her home and towards the offices with her plans
in one hand and her courage in the other.
As she walked through the door two men wearing the
logo of a security company were heading towards the boss’ office. She
collected her things and organised her desk before heading off to the boss’
office herself to discuss and prepare the day’s work. When she got there she
started to say hello to the boss but was struck dumb by the look of
disappointment and betrayal on his face. It looked as though his face had
crumpled in on itself; leaving only his sorrow prominent. She had never noticed
it before, but at this moment he looked old. He asked imploring her; Please,
do not look at me! Emotions like thorns stang deeply, amplified by her
confusion. The two security men turned to her but she was looking past them,
towards a man she had seen posing as a client just a few days ago. She
understood now, but she was not angry. As the two security guards bustled her
out the door she looked towards her boss of all these years. But his eyes had
left her and his head was bowed as if at a funeral – he could not help her
now.
Jasmine walked out, her bag full of its papers and
books across her shoulder. The office was silent as she walked out towards the
doors, yet one person had the nerve to speak. We will miss you Jasmine,
please forgive us. At this, Jasmine lifted her head once again, her smile
flashed its brilliance and she strode out those doors as if towards a new life,
towards a new beginning.