This archive contains any news from April 2001 to the end of July 2001.
2001.07.27 - Woooohoooooo!! Summer school is out! Yesh, Planet of the Apes is a pretty good movie. The ending sucked, but I mean hey, it had pretty good costume and make-up ... Hmmm... yipee?
2001.07.20 - One week... one more grueling week of chemistry... Orgo is really hard to understand... or at least hard to remember ... argh!! Ok, I organized the quotes pages and the fourth book has been sized down and I now only have three books... and the levels of entropy have been lowered... amazingly... oh well... go screw chemistry... it's so not fun...
2001.07.17 - Hmmm... P/oing people isn't the smartest thing to do... oh well... I guess that's life... So much to think about, so much to do... and so little time to do anything... Just another 8 school days... ::sigh:: so many, yet so few days... amazing...
2001.06.15 - The day in which my siblings both leave for college and will be gone for three months will be the day that I rejoice and look forward to.
2001.07.13 - Today is Friday the Thirteenth and to my knowledge nothing explicitly horrible has happened. Heh, life is ok, and chem is being not nice... Belli seems to like to make me help people out... people seem to enjoy coming to me for help... it isn't fair!! Stuff to do... Sleep... Eat... Run some... study a lot... read some... sleep some more... argh this is gonna be a long long long weekend...
2001.07.06 - Cats & Dogs is an OKAY movie, nothing great nothing horrible. Life is being nice these days, very surprising... Public transit is fairly inefficient and allows you to think... not that thinking is a bad thing... although thinking about attacking the Governer of the state could be a bad thing considering how he is wreckin the place... Would we be surprised if he were ousted? Not really... Ok, let's all be positive and pretend that Cayetano does not exist. Things are generally fine and well... ok
enough rambling! oh yeah ... Shout outs have been updated some ... the blanks just mean i got nothing to say ... probably cause i haven't talk to a lot of them in a while...
2001.06.28 - Public Transit strikes again... gosh darn it... they definitely need more 62 Waihiwa Heights/Honolulu: Ala Moana buses... I missed the 12:40 one today because of the 4 ... I waited at Capital for 10 minutes then I jumped a City Express Waipahu ... it isn't that much faster... it skips about 5 stops on Nimitz. I still had to wait another 30 minutes outside of the Waimano Home Rd Tesoro for the darn 62... ARGH! Life bit again... Public Transit is just another reason...
2001.06.26 - Links are up... the fourth book is starting up... nothing much though... I'm working off of stuff people send me and well that ain't much so oh well... Life is starting to bite again... lost that muzzle ... can't control life any more than I can control my sleeping patterns... Darn it... ::sigh::
2001.06.23 - Just to fit in to a pattern I am going to add a links page... It might be a little on the bare bones for a long time mainly because I tend to be lazy when dealing with other people's stuff... Aw shucks... I have chem homework ... I'll look at it later... hehe ... Gosh, I have problems...
2001.06.21 - Sure sure, I wonder if any one website has one whole mole of characters, including the script. Ok, chem is fairly drab and unexciting although it does give me a headache after a while... Don't we all think it's fun to be insulted on the various levels of our character and be ripped apart by other peoples words? Life bites and so does the world and people really don't give a damn about how others feel. It's a shame how people break confidences like twigs. Mentioning names would be fairly cruel and so I will not do such a thing. I'm betting at any given moment there are at least twenty people out there that want to see me ruined. It's a shame isn't it? The Fourth Quote Book has been started and will be worked on as I get material...
2001.06.18 - Ok, I went to sleep at midnight and woke up at three and couldn't go back to sleep thereafter... Then to my fun fun life I get to go to summer school and yes Mr. (Docter actually) Belli is funny, but it helps not to know that I'm dead dead tired and I have so much to do... Ok, I is away... err... test practically every day!!!
2001.06.15 - What is the point of life? What is the point of living to be more specific... Blah blah blah... that's what you are all thinking... shut up stupid person typing... I know you people... Oh well... yes and we all think that everyone cares about us... well that's a lie... hmm... I have yet to regain revenge over some people and others... I just need to escape a power struggle ... hmm...
2001.06.14 - Let me see... how boring a day did I have... absolutely a bore... woke up ... thought some... read for a while... got on the computer started downloading a bunch of songs ... filtered through them... a few good a few junk ... When will life actually be any good? ::Ponder Ponder:: Why is this week so boring... except monday... but oh well... *YAWN* Me tinks today was horrible... you know reading for eight whole hours (at least) either my brain has returned to mush or the books is good... i'm going with the latter... Day = bore... so what's new?? Don't answer that question on monday after 12 pm... Ok, I added a piece of work to the literature stuff. The Storm written by the author of this website... ME. Enjoy it... If you are a depressed soul, please refrain from reading it... General consensus by several people who read it ... saddening.
2001.06.11 - Fun today... soooo much fun... Watching people bowl is boring... Talking to people that are cool is fun... Stace... you are semi-cool ... Reynolds, Conte, and Dustin ... you guys are coo... yeah so are the rest of you... Today was interesting...
2001.06.10 - The Spork has been rocked by some strange strange happenings... Punahou, Iolani ... hmmm strange mixes and strange outcomes. Yes and boring as life may be some how... I do not know how... Items of interests are mixed in ... Pretending to not be yourself is really realy difficult... Dathan ... soon enough I'll get you to meet these new friends of mine... Perhaps you might fall for one and one for you and maybe it'll be more of a good thing... ease you out of a rough ride ... Split personality... how rude... shout outs page will be done sometime in the near future if I ever feel like working on this website... The quotes have a few added to them... if you want to ... check them goto the Third Volume of Quotes. Strange things happen when you get information that's not accurate... *sigh* oh well... same shout outs... I'll work on it now...
2001.06.06 - Let me see... Today by far had to be the most interesting day of the summer so far... I don't know... everyday since last wednesday were absolutely boring ... Went to my first grad party ... It was interesting... I knew most of the what are now seniors and juniors ... I knew about a third to a half of the grads... and well it was fun. Must find a pool table (billards table) gosh that game is addictive. Same shout outs as before ... J - Sry! Still like yah... Birdy - HELP! .. E- I'm too strange for you ... or good enough for yah .... Snowy - RELAX! ... Grads - GOOD LUCK where ever you go! Have fun ... party down ... don't get hurt ... Stay cool and all.
2001.06.04 - Well inquisitive siblings are evil as are all things that I don't like... Well they'll both be gone this fall and both back when their year ends out in early May... I'm not quite sure, but yes... siblings are vile? Life bites hard ... find a muzzle and put it on life... which is even harder... so I say deal with it ... girls aren't evil... even if I have read the girls are evil proof. Yeah and J - So sorry ... still like yah ... Birdy - HELP! E - I'm too strange for you! Or good enough ... Snowy - Hehe, cruise! Let that stress out... cruise! Everyone else stay cool and peace!
2001.06.03 - School's been out for a few days now... Still I wish I did not exist... Pearl Harbor has a horrible story (fictional part) to go along with the great effects and the history of the tragedy. I wish I did not see a particular familiar face after the Commencement Ceremony last night... I still ask why she was there... Right now I wish for too many things and my mind is muddled with many thoughts ... Perhaps I need deprive myself of more than I already have... ::sigh:: Similar shout outs as to those on May 27, 2001.
2001.05.29 - Day one of second semester finals are over and I literally do not wish I existed...
2001.05.27 - Well, school is almost out and I still want to do something that I will refuse to tell the average person... so you gotta be above-average to know what I'm gonna do... I'll miss all my senior buds cause they're all cool and well, a lot of fun to be around... E - I love ya and miss ya... J - so sorry about all that stuff, I shoulda waited a while first, but I do love ya... All you ppl out there that know me... Have a great summer and stay cool... Birdy - Thanks for all the help and advice you've given me this past year... much appreciated and even if it didn't help, it's nice to know you're there if I need yah... Shorty - Thanks for taking all that abuse from me even if i barely know you, although you know me very well from what I've told you... thanks for just talkin to me and letting me cruz... OK, this'll be one of the last entries before summer school starts cause nothin will happen between finals and summer school (at least that's what I think ... unless someone wants to surprise me with anything...)
2001.05.23 - Life is as strange as it gets. I have received two academic awards which I am proud of, but I prefer keeping them quiet because of the possible reprecussions. My problems regarding girls has neither lessened nor grown. It is an interesting concept.
2001.05.16 - Today was strange. Among the facts: I had a very evil headache today right after lunch; I tripped myself up and now I am lost (not physically); I have no clue what is supposed to be going on. Yes and the reason that I have not be writing my ramblings recently is because I have been either swamped with homework, tests, projects, papers or something of a vile sort. Another cause would be the daily happenings of my simple life have caused some reaction out of me and because of its nature prevent me from writing ramblings regarding them. If it weren't so sensitive I'd have have a billion ramblings placed here. I have seven more academic school days until I am done with the year. After those seven days, I have two exam days where I will have two exams per day, these are 'semester finals,' but because they are at the end of the year, I'll just call them 'finals.' To be specific: Medieval History, Biology, Geometry (Honors), Chinese 2 (Honors). Amazingly even I must study. I have an Oral Exam in Chinese on friday along with a Geometry Quarter Final, so I should be studying for both.
2001.05.06 - Today was strange. I woke up by accident at 7, couldn't go back to sleep... got up at 8. Went to school at 8:30 (ON A SUNDAY!!) ... worked on a project for abou three hours... came home... watched tv... went to a concert... came home... played games and started hmwk at 9... Now while studying I am trying to make an important decision. I always thought thinking would impair judgement, now I know why I thought that. A crucial decision to be made as soon as possible. The act needs to be commited by friday... preferably by thursday. The worse would be to do it the friday before memorial day. More reason than one. I will think now and study.
2001.05.05 - What is it to live? What is it to hurt? What does it feel like to be a victim or the aggressor? To be conniving? foolish? blind? I do not know, but I know that a rendevous is not meant to be harmful, rather it is supposed to be interesting. I know not how to approach the situation, but I know what I want to say. The situation has been run through my mind, dozens of times, but I do not know how to approach the situaton. Why is it that life reveals the good and bad in such mysterious and awkward ways?
2001.05.04 - Well, I'm sorry I haven't been working on this site that often. I've been working on a subdirectory /biology for a biology project. It isn't that good, but do bear with me. I'm not an advanced coder. Just to say something, I make most of my backgrounds, which is actually very easy with the help of Adobe Photoshop. This biology project along with some bumps in my life have led me to slow my work on this site. School is a major factor in this story. I actually will be taking summer school, so this site may be very inactive for several weeks. between the third week of June until the end of July. The last four weeks of school are the hardest four weeks. Of the recent, I've been very exhausted and very contemplative. From what I can say, life is confusing, very confusing.
Sometimes there are just whole period of time which you'd rather forget and never had happen. The way things work, it just so happens I'd prefer that I never did what I did do in parts of January and February. It is not my mind that speaks, rather it is my heart that speaks.
Life is so very confusing, it would be so much better simple. Unfortunately complex organisms and simple lives are very hard to combine. It is a shame ... a total shame. I just wish I knew what my heart was trying to tell me, I feel so very confused and disoriented. I'm even thinking of doing something very drastic which would make some large ripples in a small pond. But life is so very strange.
2001.05.03 - The classification lab is busting up my brain!! It hurts too much... Acting seems fun, but then again the only good part about acting is making a fool of yourself and having fun about it... I flirt too much with "her" ... it's not good ... very much so.
English projects are evil... Yes, I admit it... English projects are vile... Although it means I get to see "her" a little more than usual ... it is just so very odd because I know it isn't exactly right of me to do it, but I just can't stop myself and my control over my brain goes defunct. Life would be easier simple, but well ... that doesn't work out...
2001.05.01 - Today was somewhat better than yesterday. The depression issue isn't as bad in my case. I'm still saddened and lonely, something I should be accustomed to for it happens quite often than not. I have a feeling that perhaps people are starting to understand things with some assistance, hopefully she forgives me for my erroneous decision. I dislike Chinese tests a lot.
2001.04.30 - This has been a very very interesting day. Depression is either contagious or it really has a way of popping up in numbers. It is difficult to give council to friends who don't listen. Depression clouds the mind and thinking waivers. Perhaps, it is the most difficult when you can relate to the situation at some point in time and feel the crushing and oppresive weight of the feelings.
Interestingly enough a bad day can be seen through the mask of some. The first question I was asked when I saw a friend this afternoon, "What's wrong? You look depressed." To answer that question would be to reveal weakness to a person I yet do not trust. Life is so strange when you encounter such challenges. I was at a committee meeting today, and I was sitting "outside the circle," I suppose, that my expression bore my day. I say that because my friend, someone I trust, asked me what was wrong. I said nothing for two reasons. The first being that there were several people that I trust, but do not completely trust with my emotion and follies. Second, I have a strange desire to be as quiet and closed as possible about certain topics. I feel I have failed somehow. I have failed my friends...
2001.04.29 - The small things in life are the important things. The bigger things are made up of the small things. How does one go about initiating the chat... Chinese tests are vile. Life seems to be strange so I'll just keep working, now. For the love of God I would do much. For the love of "someone" I'd do more...
2001.04.28 - Life is fickle... Very intersting how people react to small things... Catastrophic reactions to the smallest and most insignificant actions... Why I ask, why? I beg of thee to send your favorite quotes to me at [email protected] I will choose the ones I like.
Life is full of surprises... as Forest Gump said, "Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what your going to get." Some surprises are for the better, others for the worse... You should attempt to make the best out of each situation, no matter how hard, even if your attempts are futile because someone may notice your effort and a surprise for the better may manifest from that.
2001.04.27 - Frosh Feista was interesting. For some it was a successful failure. For others it was a success. From some it was a gloomy and black failure. For me it was a failure in success... I've done many things today on one of my easier days, two academic classes, and two (actually same course) art classes. (Chinese, Geom H, Wheel Throwing Lecture and Lab) My day has been extremely long. Waking before my "wake-up" and not being able to fall asleep again... not even during the ride to school. Geom H two hour break. I did deliever a gift ... the amount it is appreciated, I do not know. Wheel Lecture was quite boring, I almost fell asleep during a presentation. Lunch was the usual bore... Chinese was blood and gore. 30 min break was spent waiting ... wheel was productive... I wish I had some sign that my devotion was not wasted... Feista was fun, I danced with J ... Zodrow asked me to dance, I did it out of kindness... The last slow dance was miserable... My searchings were futile attempts ... she was no where to be found.
My emotions are torn and ripped... I know not wether to be gloomy or to be somewhat happy. Is it better to have loved and lost or to have never loved at all... Answer me that question, mail it to [email protected]. (garfield[underscore]the[underscore][email protected])
2001.04.26 - ::YAWN:: Class was boring as usual. Brave New World, about a so-called utopian society is very violent and crazy in my opinion after reading about two and a half chapters. The glaze kiln came out today... it was pretty nice. In fact I feel that the many pieces that I put out are interesting. Raku is stinky... smokey the Bear would be very very angry at the people doing Raku... Putting that white slip stuff over greenware and having a somewhat thin coat of NBII (New Blue II), approximately two to three seconds, makes a really beautiful blue.
A big birdy bopped Bob's brains. What do I have in common with... hmm... EK? (Not EPK, but EJK) ... What do I have in common with J? What is wrong with my brain? Tell me that much and you might get a prize. Tell me why I am weak minded fool when E talks to me... I am generally nothing when around J, but that's ok, because I am giving up on May 13 of this year. Ok, getting late... leaving now... bye bye love, bye bye happines, hello loneliness... Mail me the next line and see what happens...
2001.04.25 - Today was boring. I am susceptible to a friend. Never really do have the ability to say "sorry, no can do." Something's wrong with me... I don't like it... Why does it have to be her that has this effect on me?! Life is strange. Propaganda is most effective when nothing is done. Aldous Huxley's Brave New World is a very interesting book and I've only read two chapters. "Why should I play the Roman fool and die upon my own sword?" - Macbeth, (Macbeth, Act 5, Scene 8)
2001.04.24 - Anyways, today has been a total loss. I feel as if I am a commodity. I am trading hands and being used to peoples advantage, yet I gain absolutely nothing. They could be parasitic, but I'm still around. My life is intact, somewhat. The times they are a-changing, things are happening around me and I am missing the world. Perhaps the labyrinth has swallowed me whole? I am a relic of the past? Could that be the reason why this relic is so history intensive?
"Who controls the past controls the future. Who controls the present controls the past." - George Orwell
Does this quote by Orwell make any sense to anyone? Perhaps the attempts to be history intesive are to control the future and my lessons I draw from the past. Could these lessons be the reason I am asked for advice? Life is an interesting adventure... If life is a stage then my acting skills are things of the past and I have been left behind...
2001.04.23 - Yes today has been a very hard day. It is 9pm local and I have yet to study for a Geo H test and a Medieval test. Simply irresistable. If "she" is simply irresistable then I am a train wreck, which I probably am. I know I was a train wreck a few months ago, but now? I hope not. Life is strange... Maybe i should go read about Vikings, Visigoths, Caroligians, well post-roman empire civilizations. Gosh darned it... What is up with life? Why is it such a mean thing to me... me?! of all people... Pessimistic views have it's advantages at times... but this sure as hell isn't one of them.
I'll be bring up some new music. I just got a lot of downloads today. Please send me your quotes!! I need more quotes for the third volume. Ok, tomorrow is going to be hard hard hard... Math test (Geo H), Medieval Test, Biology (review for a test), break til 12:30, Chinese PRESENTATION (ERG!), break for an hour, English (my most disliked class). You may ask why, is this website so eccentric... I say it's because I said so. Mustn't forget who wrote this. Yeah anyway...
2001.04.22 - Well I search and I searched and I found a few gifs for the page. I've updated William Blake's Tiger Tiger page ... The Traveler's Story has been messed with. In general I've had some fun messing with this page. I've started the Third Volume of the Quote Book of Spork, I want you visitors to take an active role this time. Mail me your favorite quotes and see them get posted. Please check to make sure they aren't already posted. Special thanks for Kris Fan for keeping Bound Kingdom open and not removing it from the web, I've linked to some of his music. Yeah, anyway... Life could always be better... I mean think about it... How many times have you been asked, "How's life?" and your reply was, "Ok," has it ever been, "Great!" Probably... I mean I'd say right now isn't an all time low for me, but for the past year or so, It's getting close to that all time low... Don't even ask what my all time low was.
I slept in til 11 (well I lied around for a long time then I got up at 11). I find out interesting things from my cousin. Such as how two of her friends like to annoy her by indirectly using me. An example of this was when they asked if I was gonna go to the Star of the Sea Carnival (NOTE - It's not a good as the Punahou Carnival) and my cousin told them, no, which was true. The fun part, oh and the friends are girls ... if you haven't figured it out yet, i'm a guy, after they heard the response i think almost simultaneously they both said, "awww...." I gotta love it. It just ticks of my cousin and I guess it's fun to hear these things. To continue the story... when asked if I'd be going to one of her piano recitals, just to see what would happen I asked if one of her friends (one of those that said, "aww...") would be there and because I'm a sadistic person and I enjoy annoying people (well most people) ... when I heard the response of no... I decided to be annoying and I said, "aww..." I almost got whacked in the head for that, but hey! everything's got a price.
Well anyway, I gotta work on some homework seeing as how I have a math test on tuesday and a Chinese presentation on tuesday (all from memory) and well I really shouldn't be talking about myself too much considering how I don't know who will read this...
2001.04.21 - To recap the week. The week was filled with studying and hell was probably given a glimpse. You see... I had a Chinese test, Chinese dialogue presentation, a ceramics paper and presentation and a lot of studying to do this weekend. :P Life is interesting... in the one week that I attempt to do something about my problems, I don't have time or I just so happen to not be able to find someone. Bio was interesting... I got to type the essay they are using to see who wins the bio award... I guess it means I'm in the running, will I beat James?
ILH JV Champs was today. The weather was hell, rain for a minute, the sun comes out for two then it rains when you put your umbrella down. Punahou looked very strong. The officials seemed really jumpy today, as were some of the competing athletes. I'm sorry for the P-5 that got DQed for false starting... I'm also sorry about the Girls Pun 4x1 team, it's ok, just remember that next time you can back up into the zone, make the pass, then keep running. Oh yeah, Get well soon to that Iolani Pole Vaulter that was sent to the hospital last week. I'll be writing again soon.