Nothing Still, Never Still
I'm running from my childhood Pain
I look around my clouds, full of rain.
When young I dreamt of time worth living,
I prayed for when all was forgiven.

Dreams once were soft, surreal.
Memories of pain, now I feel!
Where are all the dreams of youth?
Why does family fear the truth?

Beaten up, beaten down,
Dreams shattered fall to the ground.
Ground up, spit out, cast aside; my youth.
Still inside, I seek the truth!

Where is it? Why can't I soar?
Ease the pain, my soul, some more!
Thirty years go by and still!
Inside my vengeance wants to kill!

Who the hell sent you to judge?
Who taught you to hate so much?
Why don't you leave me alone?
You ask; Why I run from home?


Nothing; Now can bring me back!
Nothing; Then stopped your attack!
Nothing can and nothing will!
Now I hope you're Nothing, still!

I hope and pray that you can reason!
The pain of my; so youthful season.
You caused it by your nonchalance,
You'll never get a second chance!

Back then all my passion broken.
My smiles and hugs were merely token.
Still a fragment of joy lived on!
Someday to write of passions song.

Passion found! Six months have passed.
Before Love seemed always out of grasp.
Love beside me now; with feeling!
All the passed time; now is healing!

A year goes by and still love wants!
My past is gone; Now never haunts.
Now my heart beats faster still.
Two hearts that love… Are Never Still!