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I am....
Friendly * Quiet * Resonsible * a night person * silly * Lovable * Ugly * Loyal * Lazy * Nice * Generous * Beautiful * Sensitive * Bisexual * Spunky * Petite * kind * Fat * Shy * confused * Sexy * Fun * Happy * content * a Dreamer * Liked * Fashionable * Caring * peaceful * a Dark Angel * Different * Reliable * Honest * Polite * Untrust-worthy/Trust-wrothy * Stupid * Smart * Fed-up * Attention Seeker * Drama Queen * Understanding * Approachable * Loved * ....

Label me....
Student * Gothic * Loved/unloved * Slacker * Fed up * Weirdo * Lazy * Bitch * nice * pretty * interesting * fuckable * Freespirit * Exciting * Outsider * Different * Boring * ugly * Confused * Lost * Dreamer * a black sheep * soft * good hearted * reject * wannabe * ....

I....
Swear too much * have low self esteem * Have style also my own * worry too much * ....

I am addicated to....
Shane * music * the internet * sleep * food * cuddles * sex * playing pool online * dark things * gothic things *....

I love....
my family * my boyfriend * my friends * ....

I wish....
i was rich * beautiful *

i wanabe...
free * beautiful * smart * rich * irresistable * powerful....

My Dreams....
to be happy & rich * Travel the world * Have my own Business * Dress up in those old fasion dresses * Have a small white wedding * .....

No one really understands me or knows me well. I am a private girl, i dont talk too much about myself, about my life.
somehow i dont think i own one and if i did i wouldnt feel as if people were interested in hearing what i have to tell about myself. People are self-centered, everyone likes to talk about themselfs and never wants to hear about others, (but i do, i find it interesting. so if i can do it, why cant others?). I hind behind a fake smile for people to see because i want to look strong but im not.

i love to dream, it helps me get away from this place, a place i feel confused about. but i must live on because i have to.

i wish upon a star when im feeling lost or when i feel the need to do so. Someone who likes the dark, enclosed space makes me secure, but open spaces makes me feel awkard sometimes.

wanting to see every corncer of this earth, in that way i hope to erase all the hatred inside me....even if it seems impossible, i will still live with that thought.

Well now you know me a little better.