Pug Wig and Puggy Tu..~Puggy Luv!~
As I rocked Pug Wug in my arms, tearing running down my face, my heart was breaking and there was nothing that I could do about it...I had spent hundreds and hundreds of dollars and still the end was about to come....She hung on and looked up at me and I could not take the pain no longer....And I whispered Pug Wug it is O.K. you can go...it is O.K. Baby....It's O.K. and who was I kidding it was not O.K. It was one of the worst days of my life
Just like she was waiting for me to release her, she breathed her last breathe and she was gone from me forever...At that moment I knew that I could not take this again
the
separation and pain of losing a pet that had become a family
member was just to hard for me to bear...It was Thanksgiving Eve and my Holiday Season slipped out the door at the same time that my beloved pet breathed her last breathe....Pug Wug came to me a few years earlier, she was given to me as an adult dog, but I
didn't care, she was everything that I ever wanted in a Pet...and we bonded immediately. She was mine and I was hers...Well I do not know what part of "I do not want another dog" my husband did not understand, but he said he had to have another pet, the thought made me sick to my stomach, at the time, cause I was not ready...I had to come to terms with Pug Wug's death...But I knew that if there was to be another pet adopted into our family, that it could not be just another dog...You see to my husband any dog would of done...but I had to have a Pug
We have a man in our area that raised pugs and he had just had a litter a few weeks earlier, so we went over to check them out....I picked one, My hubby liked the other
The Breeder agreed that I had chosen the best puppy, and so we gave him a deposit and went home....My mom and I went over once a week and puppy visited...I picked the same puppy each time
( I had not realized it until later but the breeder had marked that puppy and was amazed that I could pick the same puppy each time). Well It finally came time to bring her home. It was just in time for Christmas....and it was Puggy Love all over again...this sweet little thing that weighed no more than 3 pounds had us all wrapped around her little puggy paw in no time... and became "Master of the Household." I held her for 3 days straight...in the daytime she was either on my lap or close beside me, at night she was on a body pillow beside me, And in these 3 days the bond was made and she became my dog and she won my heart all over again...I named her Puggy Tu...She was named in "Memory of PugWug"..She was my second Pug...So the name Puggy Tu....Well she soon became my shadow....She went everywhere I did and I mean Everywhere
If I was on the
divan watching T.V. that is where she was ...If I was on the Computer...she laid and still does lay on the desk beside me, I went to town, well she was on my heal right beside me.... I took a shower
she was right outside the shower, waiting....How can a person ask for a better or more faithful pet....Now she weighs more than 20 pounds and have you ever tried to type with a 20# pug in your lap.... I go into the store and when I get to the car she is like a kid she is sniffing the sacs looking for her treat....I love taking pictures...it is a passion of mine, and Puggy Tu has become my model....She will sit for rolls and rolls of film, letting me snap picture after picture, putting my hats on her, dresses, shawls, jewelry.. anything that I want...it is as if she is saying that is just one of the ways that she is willing to please me....She has not dulled the pain of losing Pug Wug...But she is everything and more that anybody could ever ask for in a Pet and a companion...I would not trade her or sell her for anything....She is Priceless.....She is my friends, she is my companion, she makes me laugh...She is more than a Pet, she is family....There is nothing more to say
she is a Member of the Household....There is a saying that goes "A dog is the only thing that loves you more, than He loves himself." I think that about says it all...
I hope that when Pug Tu realizes that I have been talking about her she will approve, she got tired of waiting for me to go to bed and took a nap, here on the desk, and I got this wrote without her knowing it.....
Pugs & Kisses
Linda