The Shit of Shits
(and you thought the other ones were bad)
inside and out

I'm so tired
I could eat a horse
Think I'm dying
Let it run it's course
I stopped trying
But I ain't giving up
I'm not an alciholic
But I fill my cup

Let my spirits crash
Inside and out
1 more pill, to bill
I'm inside out

My KKK friend
I'm black again
I'm chaos' sister
And I've found zen
I'm power, I'm grace
I'm a fledgling in her nest
I can see behind me
Oblivious at her best

Let my spirits crash
Inside and out
1 more pill, to bill
I'm inside out

I'm superimposed over you
I'm behind myself
Want you in my arms
Put you on a shelf
And I'm so tired
I could eat a horse
Think I'm dying
Let it run it's course

I won't choke down another
Temporary life lover
Crash, crash, crash
Drain me for the cash
I'm inside out
Inside out
inside and out
Christmas' Taunting Fingers

It's mid December
I've sung this tune before
Hollow eyes and broken glass
Still, I must implore
It's cold outside, inside too
I remeber winters before
Winds running through the forest....
Just for you
Your icey fingers in my hair
Your whispers in my ears
I didn't mean for this....
It was just a dare
I didn't think you'd care
I bet Juilette never felt like this
I bet she never knew
Why'd you have to smell like bliss
I should have stopped that first kiss
The snow on our walk
Dirtied and brown
We should've never needed to talk
Please don't say that again
I never knew....
I never thought....
Those words could get me so lost
And now....
Now, I've been caught
There's people in the streets
People singing
People preaching
People starving
I'm going home for the holidays
I think....
Maybe I've been missed
It's mid December
I can still taste you
Still, feel you upon me
When'd I lose the upper hand
When'd I become the lock....
....And you the key
Christmas is coming
And going the same
I never understood it
And I think for that
Commercialism is to blame
(Where'd Santa get all that fame)
I think I'm going home
If not just for today
Maybe I've been missed
Maybe they'll ask me to stay....
Break Up

Standing on the other side of the door
There's nothing there anymore
Except apathy and a lack of air
There's nothing there...

You dried me out and left me in a corner
Gathering up all your cobwebs and dust
And anything you've left behind
Any reminder of your lust

Oh, oh it's magic
I know
But, for the life of me
I cannot let it go

I'm on niether side of the road
My arms are empty with a heavy load
The distance from my line of sight gets farther
And my arms are empty...

I'm only happy when it's complicated
Once a day and you cannot sadate it
Your simply sliping through my fingers
and sifting into the sands of time

Oh, oh it's magic
I know
But, for the life of me
I cannot let it go
I refuse to let you go...
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