It's setting in with my mother big time that I'm going off to college. I'm the last one to leave so it's only going to be my father and her.. and I think that scares her a bit. It's not that I don't understand. If I had kids for twenty something years, and then theey left, I would be a little sad as well. I hope she becomes accustom to it in a short amount of time.
To tell you the truth, I'm going to be sad to go as well. I will miss my family and friends.. even this town. It has something about it. I've always said I hated this place, but that's not true. I'm ready to explore new things, but am going to miss the pattern of a life I've made here. Everything is starting over and that's a bit scary. I know I will get settled and things will become routine, but until then... man... I'm just going to be horribly uneasy.
This entry is short, and I'm sorry for that... really, though, I doubt you enjoy reading this and are glad it's now over.
