July 19
My family has owned two cocker spanieles. My only memories of these two dogs were of
me playing with them in the area that is now our pool. We have a picture, somewhere,
of one of the two dogs and I sitting in the back yard as the pool was being built.
As they were digging the hole for a our pool, they hit a layer of rock. It contained
a great deal of quartz crystal which is too hard to jack hammer through. They thought
about blowing it to bits, but it was too close to our house and would have broken the windows.
So they decided to split the rock as best they could and dig it out. The next problem would
be where to put these huge peices of rock once they got them out of the ground.
We were never ones to like the lion statues that people place on both sides of their
drive ways, but enjoyed the idea of having something there. This would be our perfect
chance with these new rocks we had nothing to do with. So we place three by our drive way.
Two smaller ones on one side, one larger on the other.
The rocks were wide but not tall at all. It was a thin layer, really, in the whole
spectrum of the earths crust. They maybe stand a foot high.
It was there, on the larger of the three rocks placed by our drive way years ago, that I
sat. I was waiting for a car containing a girl. I usually hate the site of cars and the
awful noise they make at night, but not this time. I not so patiently anticipated seeing the
hesitation in the headlights of a car wondering if it was turning on the right road. And once
it, and it's driver, realized it was the road, would make a right hand
turn, and I would see it's beam and it drop for just a second in the dip in the road, and then
even back out, and across a bit of land and get fixed going strait. And the car would slow
down, looking for lights and a sign of life in my house. And at that point I would walk into
the road and wave them down... and they would stop... and we would have a great time.
The car didn't come.
She never came.
I didn't really expect her to. I had made her mad, not mad, but something. I'd rather not get
in to what it was all about. I could write on forever about today, but I just don't feel like it.
My hands are worn out. Maybe I will tomorrow.
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