perimeter 3.0 -- june 1998

AIDAN BAKER

NYC to Toronto
I'm traveling home
the rattling swaying train
through the autumn Hudson Valley
The river races alongside the tracks
It is grey blue silver &
rock faces rise from it, curl into
fiery coloured hills-it reminds
me of home, the terrain; I
could be in northern Ontario�
Dry dead brown grasses in the mud
of the river flats & birds herons
a huge flock of swans white as
the sunlight sparkling on the water
Long lines of water train tracks sky
of mud & half bare tree covered hills
grass & dead bulrushes

I want it
This landscape Seeing is not enough
My eyes appreciate its physical beauty
my hands want to taste it
pull it to me
& fuck it
make love wrap
its moss covered
rocky legs watery
long silver arms
around me &
enter thrust strip
bare revel in
revealing this earth
& subsume my
self into it
(but as soon as
I've said that word
everything is cheapened
& I feel sick at
my materialism my
self-possession how
everything comes down
to fucking & groaning
inarticulate nonsense
sounds that drive
the world away
the moment's
lost . . .)

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� 1998 by Aidan Baker

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