| For If Our Friendship Was True Ever since my best friend and I Went our own ways I could never smile again I just cried and cried And ever since that I feel like this is a dream But deep down inside I know it isn't But it's too hard to believe So much pain, so much tears This was one of my worse fears Right before my eyes The friendship was gone I had no idea how to make her stay I didn't know how to hold on But I had to let her go But I just want her to know how much I miss her How much I love her as a friend For it our friendship was true This isn't the end |
| I Miss My Best Friend I miss my best friend We use to be so close Out of all the people I've lost I miss her the most Happy and fun times fill my mind I miss her so much She's one of a kind The hardest part of all is letting go It hurts me inside Knowing thats she's fine And that sooner or later she'll confide In someone else who isn't me The pain is so sharp The one thing I thought was strong is breaking My heart There was nothing I could of said or do To keep our friendship going And I was stupid enough that the bond was so strong and so true But now theres nothing I can do So I'll move on No matter what happens I know I'll have to stay strong |
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| I'll Never Forget You Over and over again You promised to be my friend Now here we are Ready to say our godbyes The flame of our friendship is going to die So many laughter, so many smiles Is there anything I can say or do To keep our friendship going on miles But now the time has come How could I be so dumb To tell you how much you mean to me Only if I did Maybe you'd see You are my sister and my friend But I didn't say a word Cuz the only word that I hear was a simple goodbye When you walked out that door I cried and cried But no matter where I go You HAVE to know That our friend WAS once true But now there's nothing i can say or do So this is my final goodbye- Know that I'll never forget you |
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| You're My Angel You're my angel from above You show me your friendship And you give me so much love Little did I know That this friendship would last You said " friends forever and when I say that, I mean we'll always be together" You said it with a smile And for so many things Our friendship went on for miles and miles Little did I know that we'd be standing here today strong as a rock I found a new best friend This came to a shock Ever since I lost my old one I've been so alone And I use to cry and cry All alone at home But now I face each day with a smile And because you're by my side I know in you, I can confide |
| No-one Deep down in my heart I know that my life is falling apart With no-one to seek me with a guiding hand No-one has ever reached my heart I think that no-one ever can With all this pain around me It's so very hard to see The love that people try to show I wish someone could see right through me So they could know All I want is a friend Someone to listen So when I have a broken heart It can mend But I know this can never be Cuz no-one can ever see Or accept me |
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| Untitled I can't stop thinking about the pain The pain that you put me through It hurts so much I don't know what to do I still can't believe our friendship is gone This whole thing is like a dream gone wrong As I'm writing I'm crying How could you hurt me like this I'm hurting so much But you don't care Not one bit What am I supposed to do How do I live life without you I wish this was a dream But it's reality You really left me You left me in the dirt You made me hurt You no longer care All I can do is stare Stare at the pictures of what used to be I need to snap out of the past And get back into reality |
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| Can't Make Up My Mind This is one of the hardest decisions of my life If I choose to leave How am I going to survive I just wanna get away from the pain But if I come crawling back I'd feel so ashamed It's either me staying Or never coming back I have to make up my mind And live with that This is my chance to finally get away Should I take it Or should I walk away If I leave I don't want to hurt anyone But at the same time I don't want to be dumb Because not only will I hurt others But myself too I don't know what I'm going to do I'm going crazy I can't make up my mind Should I stay Or leave everyone behind. |
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| Out Of Control To death I'm dedicated In my mind I'm intoxicated With wanting to die I should say my final goodbyes I don't know how much longer I'm going to be here But I'm ready Death I can't fear It's my only hope Death will help me cope Slowly drifting day by day The people I'm close with I want them to stay away I'm intoxicated body and soul No one can stop me from suicide I'm out of control |
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