Title: Glass Rose - Chapter 3 Author: Azure E-mail: shakira642@hotmail.com Standard Disclaimer Apply Okay, I think I owe a lot of people apologies. I wrote this fan fic about a year ago and never attempted to finish it. I had many other writing projects and much of my time was being consumed by school. First of all, I'm sooo sorry to those people who e-mailed me and I never e-mailed back to!!!! Please don't think I hate being critiqued and don't hesitate to e-mail me again!!! Oh, and please notice that I have a new e-mail address. Alright, now read and enjoy!!! =) Beautiful. The one adjective that could describe Mina Aino to the pin. Many said she was the most beautiful woman on Earth, the holy reincarnation for Helen of Sparta. It was predicted that many men would fall because of Mina Aino, just as Troy fell because of Helen. Enthrallment with the gorgeous actress was a disease that spread to all corners of the planet. Only one known person was immune to Mina's beauty. Ironically, that person was her husband, Chad Kumada. Chad Kumada, wild and extremely handsome in the rugged way, legendary rock star, long hair, startling green eyes. The Tommy Lee of this decade, just as Mina was the Pamela Anderson Lee. Love wasn't what this couple was about. Lust was what they thought about, passion was what they yearned for. Both had long ago been drained from their troubled marriage. They turned to distractions, each going their separate ways. Mina leeched onto Darien Shields, Hollywood's knight in shining armor. Chad found RayLeen O'Connor, a lesser-known musician who was as equally beautiful as her cohort. Both reached their wildest fantasies, both found lust and passion. Yet, there was something more in their relationships. A little linkling, a little seedling...a tiny ounce of love. That love grew, grew with a fierocity they knew nothing of. Suddenly, they found they would do anything for the approval...for the simple touch of their hand. They dreamed of lives together, a full happiness they wanted so badly but couldn't comprehend. Because despite their fame, fortune, and beauty...they had never known real happiness. Not the kind that will fulfill you and wrap you in its arms. Mina wanted a husband who would care for her, love her for *her* not for her body. Chad wanted a wife who would respect him, adore him, and love him for his intelligence, for the fire that burned within him. None was to be. Darien was a married man, who claimed that despite problems in his own marriage, he loved his wife. He admitted he'd done wrong and he must do all he could to redeem himself. But he could no longer be with Mina. That alone was dishonest and he was an honorable man. In fact, his chivalry was what Mina loved most about him. Never was there a day when he didn't show compassion and empathy. Darien understood the human spirit. But he didn't understand how much Mina loved him. Mina would give up everything for him, her respect, her dignity, her career...her husband! She didn't care what the acid-tongued reporters said about her. She didn't care if all of Hollywood hated her. And she especially didn't care if her career was ruined. She'd never wanted to act, anyway. A writer, that's what she'd always wanted to be. To create characters, characters full of love and life and passion. Characters whom she'd thought real humans could never be like...until she met Darien. When Darien refused her, Mina would not be satisfied. She would kill herself, she would not take an *accidental* overdose of pills like those foolish, cowardly women did. She would be strong. She would hold out. And eventually...eventually Darien would realize what he was giving up. And he would love her. Yes, as God in heaven was her witness, he would love her like he had loved none other. Oh, and Chad...poor Chad. Raye could not love him anymore. "Egotistic, spoiled brat," she'd called him. "Son of a bitch." "Husband of a whore." Raye couldn't stand him, the way he wanted her to worship him. But she didn't understand. Chad needed her support, her constant remindings of love because he was insecure. He could not believe that such an angel could love him. If only...if only she could see the way he felt about her. The way he wanted to throw everything away for her. Psh...what was his career. And most importantly, who cared what other people said about him? He just wanted...he wanted to be happy. And he wanted Raye to be happy. He swore to God, if Raye could forgive him and love him again, he would be the kindest person in the world. He'd give up his whole fortune to poor, everything to last penny. Because Raye was his light, his life. What had once been his object of obsession was now his soul. And...a man could not live without his soul. They sat there, husband and wife, Chad and Mina. They sat in the plush, cherrywood chairs, their backs straight, their eyes hollow, staring straight ahead. The photographers flashed their cameras, nosy, rude reporters pushed up ahead and forced ridiculous questions into their minds. To the world, they were one of the couples of the century. They were both beautiful, talented, and successful. Plus, they seemed to be completely in love with each other. But inside their hearts, a whole tumult of emotions was storming like a wondrously hideous hurricane threatening to explode them. "Oh, Mina, where could they be?" Poor, foolish Olivia, thought Mina. She doesn't even know her husband's a cheat. She doesn't know her husband has shared their own bed with another. She doesn't know that Darien...Darien loves me. And soon he will come to me and announce our love to the world. She will suffer, yes. But she deserves it. She has not right to have Darien. Darien is mine. He has always been...ever since we were children. Oh, Olivia, please don't hate me. You might be stupid and unsympathetic, but I am quite fond of you...sometimes. Of course, there are time when I wana slit your throat and watch the blood squeezing out from the cut. Ahh...blood! The essence of life. "Mina?" "Oh, Olivia, stop worrying!" Mina exclaimed abruptly, startling her friend. She set down her wine glass with a clank. "I'm sure they'll be here soon." "I suppose..." Olivia said doubtfully. "I'm just afraid that Serena's going to refuse. She was forced to come visit us by Kenji and I did forget to pick her up at the airport." Ha. Flighty and absent-minded, too. What could Darien have seen in her? She had no depth. She was just...a hollow woman. A fresh, pretty dummy. Nothing inside her head...or her heart. "Liv..." "I think they're here," Chad interrupted. His brow furrowed as he craned his neck to see above the useless crowd of reporters and photographers. "How do you know?" "Because. Suddenly all those fools are heading towards the entrance. Come on, you know it's gonna be the headline of the century. Darien and Stepdaughter United!" Chad quipped dryly. All around them, celebrities dining under candlelight turned in their chairs to welcome Darien and Serena. There was Michelle Kaioh and her 'love interest' Amara Tenou, the notorious racecar driver. Lita was there with her lawyer boyfriend, Ken. Amy Mizuno, who played Doctor Karin on General Hospital, was present with her husband, Greg Urawa, who was a *real* specialist surgeon. And of course, there was Patricia Haruna, the legendary acting coach, with her husband of forty-five years. Rendesvous was a restaurant where dreams and nightmares could come true. Scandals everywhere were exposed...loves were discovered. A mother had the chance to see her daughter after four long years of yearning and hardship. And a bitter, but beautiful actress would have to see the love of her life with another woman...his wife. How sad life could be sometimes. And yet, sadness wasn't reserved just for the poor, or just for the evil. Sadness and hardship reached very part of human civilization. Everyone felt it. Everyone. Serena felt so awkward and gauche and naive next to the smooth and confident Darien Shields. He guided her along the royally red carpeted walkway to the entrance of Rendesvous through the frenzied paparazzi and screaming reporters with such ease and poise. She tightened her hold on Darien's solid arm, feeling safe when she was so close to him. She wondered what she must look like to the media. She felt so...so young and unexperienced. And most of all, she felt ugly next to Hollywood's finest and most beautiful. How could she compare? She couldn't...and she was so annoyingly aware of it. Lost in her thoughts, she let out a terrified shriek when suddenly, a reporter broke through the confining rope and jumped into the pathway. She stumbled against Darien, knowing she must look ridiculously foolish. "How do you feel meeting your stepfather for the first time!?" the reporter shouted rudely, slightly spitting into their faces. Serena recoiled, disgusted. Darien snapped his fingers and his bodyguard quickly pushed him back behind the rope and out of their way. Darien cast Serena a reassuring smile and continued his walk down the bright red pathway. When they entered the posh restaurant, they were only greeted with blaring lights and blinding flashes. Darien growled under his breath, "Why in the world do they let those pesky photographers in here?" To Serena's relief, however, there were no reporters and the photographers were kept to a minimum. The stiff, starchly dressed maitre 'd picked up two menus and bowed. "Ah, Mr. Shields. Here to join your wife and the Kumadas I presume?" he inquired, his voice polite and constrained. He nodded to Serena, but his expression was distant and disinterested. After years of service to Rendesvous, celebrities and beauty did not faze him. "You got it, Alfred. This is Serena, Olivia's daughter. Ser, this is Alfred, Rendesvous's manager. He keeps things running," Darien introduced them with a wink. Serena smiled and nodded to Alfred. He was a short, thin man with balding hair and a slick, salt-and-pepper moustache. Despite his crisp politeness, she suspected he did have a playful side to him as he gave her a slight, mysterious grin. She supposed the restaurant didn't even need to take reservations, for it was obvious who was with who. They followed Alfred through the tables, Serena avoiding the curious glances and Darien smiling, nodding, and greeting polite hellos to his acquiantences. Apparently, he knew almost everyone dining at the restaurant. She observed the setting. It was all very fancy with creamy white pillars with gold decoration set against milky walls. The lighting was dim, mostly coming from the beautifully-shaped candles on each table. There was an elegance about the place, an aura that oozed with charisma. She thought it wouldn't take too much time for her to get used to this lifestyle. "Ser," Darien whispered. "There she is. Olivia." With surprise, Serena raised her head. She swallowed hard, her heart slamming against her chest in both anticipation and wonder. Finally. Olivia. Her mother. And there she is. The woman she'd dedicated her life yearning for. All dressed up in an expensive creme suit with a silk miniskirt and a matching silk jacket lined with faux fur over a lacy satin camisole. Her thick, black hair twirled under a milk-white hat covered in lace, a lone daisy peeking out from the brim. Although she was sitting, Olivia was obviously a tall woman, heightened by matching leather pumps lined with the same faux fur over peach-silk knee-highs. She looked...different than Serena remembered her. Olivia had never been glamorously beautiful...her beauty was from her clean-scrubbed face and innocence. She always had that kind of *country girl* look. Long, clean golden blonde hair, not styled, all the same length...beautiful and old-fashioned. Big, brown eyes that evinced kindness and femininity. Her face had been round, clean...usually without any makeup...freckles across her nose. She'd gotten older, yes. Her face was thinner, more sallow. There were hollows in her cheeks. And, of course, her hair dyed black and cut and styled into a fashionable way made much of a difference. Alfred took Serena's shawl and guided her into her chair. Darien shrugged off his blazer, wriggled free of tie, unbuttoned the top of his shirt and handed it to Alfred before sitting. "Usako..." Olivia murmured. She smiled, newfound wrinkles appearing next to her sparkling eyes. "That was Kenji's pet name for you, wasn't it?" Serena bit her lip. "I...I would prefer if you didn't call me that." Suddenly, for reasons she couldn't explain, unspeakable anger started to burst inside of her. She wanted to be nasty and mean. She wantd to *hurt* her mother in any possible way she could. "Oh." Olivia's smile quickly disappeared. There was an awkward silence where everyone stared at their empty plates or took a sip of wine from their glass. Darien broke the silence. "Oh, Ser, weren't you telling me earlier you're a Chad Kumada fan?" He grinned. "Well...meet Chad Kumada and his wife, Mina Aino!" Serena tucked a strand of hair behind her ear and smiled girlishly. Gosh, she told herself. Stop acting so childish! "Mr. Kumada...you're one of my favorite artists...I absolutely love your new CD," she gushed, aware she sounded stupid. Chad laughed. "Ha, Mina! I *told* you that the younger generation listens to my music! I'm not an old geyser after all...!" Mina rolled her eyes and cupped her hand, pretending to tell Serena a huge secret. "He's going through his midlife crisis." Serena grinned. "Oh, and I loved you in 'The Prostitute'! You're such a good actress...and so beautiful! I'm just wondering...how do you get your skin so clear?" Mina raised her eyebrows in mock surprise. "Oh, sweetie, it's a simple trick of makeup. If you want, I'll get Zoe to make you up one day. I'm sure you'd look fabulous. Olivia...your daughter is so pretty!" Olivia pursed her lips. "Mina...of *course*! Did you expect anything less of my daughter?" "Psh," Darien shook his head. "Don't you think you adults should engage Serena in a more *adult* conversation?" "I don't think Liv and Mina can be capable of it," Chad joked, giving Serena a wink. Mina raised her wine glass and took a sip of the liquid. "So. What are your plans to do in Beverly Hills, Serena?" "Oh...well...I don't really know. I'm probably just going to stay in and catch up on my summer reading," Serena replied. "Sweetie! You're in Beverly Hills! Go out and have some fun! Oh, I know the perfect thing!" Mina exclaimed. "Tomorrow's the premiere of 'Tantalizing'. It would be the perfect time for you to meet celebrities and you'd get to see it before anyone else back home. Isn't that just spectacular, Darien?" "Oh! We've got to get you a dress and some jewelry...!" Olivia cut in. "We'll go shopping together in the morning." "No need," said Darien, leaning back against his chair. "We already went. She's got enough dresses for a hundred premieres. So, Ser, you wanna go?" "Oh, would I!" exclaimed Serena. "Darien...aren't you in 'Tantalizing'?" Darien groaned. "Don't remind me! Gosh, that movie's almost as annoying as 'The Prostitute.' They said I would only have a bit part in it...so I agreed. Turn's out I have the lead! Gosh! I felt like killing the producers behind this." "Oh, Darien! It's a beautiful love story!" Olivia gushed. "See, it's about forbidden romance set during the French Revolution between the daughter of a Parisian aristocrat and a pauper who supports the Republic. Very moving and romantic. I've read the script." "Who plays the love interest?" Serena asked curiously. She thought Mina Aino would be perfect for the part. The chemistry between Mina and Darien was sizzling, it was apparent in the 'The Prostitute.' "Appropriately, a French actress!" Darien answered. He smiled, "Camille Doube. She's one of Patty's newest flavors." "Absolutely gorgeous, too," Chad let out an enormous sigh and winked at his wife. "Juliette Binoche and Leonardo DiCaprio have some of the major roles," countered Olivia. She turned towards her daughter, the daughter who had been trying her best to ignore her throughout the conversation. "Usagi-chan, has anyone ever told you that you have the look for acting?" she asked. Her expression was sincere and hopeful; hopeful that her daughter would extend her hand and reach out to her. "Ha, Lita did earlier today. She's got this messed up plan to change the script and she wants Ser to play her screwed character," Darien boistered. Olivia raised her eyebrows. "Oh really? That's wonderful! Do you want me to represent you?" "What!?" Darien turned towards her, shocked and slightly angry. "You *want* her to do this? I told Lita to back off...I mean, gosh, its a nudity scene and Ser's only seventeen!" "I don't see what's so bad about it," countered Olivia. "Come on, Darry, Usagi's gotta chance to become known if not famous! Think of the advantage it'll give her!" Mina laughed. "You guys sound like real parents fighting over which school you're going to send your child, too. See, *my* opinion is to ask what Serena wants." Darien and Olivia bit their lips simultaneously and cast apologetic grins toward Serena. She smiled slowly and shrugged. "Don't ask me. I really don't have any opinions about it. But, I just have to warn you, I can't act." "Oh, sweetie, that's okay," Mina reassured. "I couldn't act at first, either. With looks like yours, you'll get along just fine." *** Darien came into the guest bedroom to say goodnight to his stepdaughter. He knocked on the slightly ajar door and whistled a greeting. Cautiously and slowly, he peered inside the room and supressed a gasp. Serena was...incredibly beautiful it was the only word he knew to describe her. Freshly-scrubbed, face devoid of makeup, covered only with a long, thick, demure nightgown, her glossy golden hair cascading down her shoulders and falling past her waist. How simply pretty and innocent she looked. As if...as if nothing in the world could touch her and she was just she. A girl with dreams and desires, a girl with hopes and heartaches. Nevertheless, she held a kind of charm that could send men into overdrive. Did she know what she possesed? Or was she as innocent of her charms as she was about people? She'd opened up so quickly to Mina and Chad. It was obvious she thought them good people, intelligent, humorous, kind people. She hadn't seen that behind their facades, they were evil in its darkest form. Wife and husband hated each other with a vengeance and a bitterness. Yet, Serena believed them to be perfectly in love. To not notice the strain in Mina and Chad's relationship, Serena had to be either a fool or an innocent. She was certainly no fool. "Is everything comfortable?" Darien asked, covering his desire for her the only way he could. Evince coldness and overly polite. He was known for his light-switch personality. One minute he would animated, glowing. The next, he would be icy and indifferent. It was his mask. His way of protecting his tender feelings; his tender heart which people rarely knew of. "Everything's great!" Serena answered enthusiastically. Her voice was strained and tired, but there was no mistaking the sincerity in her expression. "I...I just want to thank you again. You've done so much for me in just one day. I hope...we can become better friends." Darien smiled sadly. Oh, he knew it was past time. He could no longer be her stepfather. And yet, he'd always wanted to be a father. Since that fateful day five years ago when Trista had abruptly left him, taking with her his precious Setsuna. He sighed, remembering every detail of Setsuna's little face. The tiny, turned-up nose. The wide, inquisitive uniquely amber eyes. The thin tuff of dark hair atop her smooth head. She would be six, now, wouldn't she? A cute little girl who could always get her own way by flashing a sweet smile to a old geyser like him. Darien would have done everything for Setsuna. She was...the love of his life. And the simple fact of that was so laughable. He'd had his pick of women...he'd gone through more women than most men do of dirty socks. And yet, the love of his life was a little baby he'd known for only two weeks. Suddenly, he hated Trista with such a ferocity. He imagined killing her; punishing her for taking away from him the only person that really mattered then. And he fantasized his reunion with Setsuna, his little darling. But no...he mustn't dwell on such things. He had a new life now...a different life. He had Olivia, who, for all her flaws, did sincerely love him. And...although he did not know if Olivia was the One he knew he loved her as a brother loves his sister. He would never let harm come to Olivia, and God pity the journalist who smacked her. Serena. Right now, he wanted to rest and think of his stepdaughter...his new friend. Because she was as real as Setsuna had been. She contained the realness he'd craved for in a person. The realness he'd...he'd *thought* Mina had posessed. Oh, Mina. What would he do about her? He couldn't embrace Olivia, hold her in his arms, make love to her, without thinking of Mina...and guilt flooded his mind. How could he betray Olivia's trust in that way? And for all the truth...he had not loved Mina nor did he love her now. She was a beautiful woman who showed him a fantasyland. But he grew bored of her soon...bored of her antics, her...lack of originality. Despite her extraordinary beauty, she was just like every other woman. And Darien needed a unique woman, a special woman to keep him happy for eternity. *** Kenji was lost in his thoughts. He lay in bed, quiet, listening to Chelsea's steady breathing. He was thinking about a girl. A sweet, carefree girl with huge, passionate blue eyes and long blonde hair that had a life of its own. His daughter. Would he lose her? Would her...her fascination with her mother and stepfather finally swallow her and overtake her? Kenji sighed. All he knew...was that he would sacrifice anything for his children. Usagi and Shingo were all he had in this world. Except for Chelsea. He laughed bitterly. Suddenly, he wanted to have some fun. He rolled over to the sleeping woman, until he was on top of her. He shook her, first gently, then with more rough force. She awoke, surprised and wondering. "Kenji?" "Do it." *** "Good morning, Ser!" "Oh, hi, Darien!" Serena was in the breakfast nook, leaning against the table and sipping black coffee while reading the morning newspaper. She wore tight-fitting black jeans and a pale blue sweater; clothes she had brought from home. Her expression pleasant and settled, she looked extremely comfortable and happy. Satisfied. Not at all jumpy or nervous, no sense of the slight hostility for her mother she'd had yesterday. "So what do you feel like doing today?" Darien asked, pouring himself a cup of coffee. "Oh, I was just going to stay in. I'm a little tired. Besides, aren't you and *Olivia* busy?" Serena replied curtly and politely, pressing special emphasis on her mother's name. Darien paused. Suddenly, Serena had gone cold on him. He wasn't sure how to handle it. Should he confront her? Ask her why she was so angry with Olivia? He sighed inwardly. No, he should just let her be. She would come around...sooner or later. Unfortunately for Livy, he had a feeling she would fall in the later category. "Not really. No shooting today. I have publicity in an hour, then I'm meeting up with Lita, Michelle, and the writers for 'All Through the Ages.' They're gonna do that script change. And, of course, there's the 'Tantalizing' premiere." "If you call that not busy, I don't wanna know what's busy!" Serena quipped, smiling brightly. Darien was pleased to see her charismatic, joyful personality was back once more to charm him. "Anyways, I would love to spend the day with you but I don't want to be a bother." Darien rolled his eyes. "Ser, you'll be doing me a favor, not being a bother. Hows 'bout you come with me to publicity. Afterwards, we'll get a bite to eat then catch up with Lita and Michelle. Later on, we'll meet up with Mina and Camille for the premiere. Livy's got an interview and Chad's feeling under the weather so they're not going. I'm supposed to escort Camille, but I'll see if I can pull a few strings so you'll be with me." *** Serena had been properly shocked by the viciousness of the reporters. She'd always known the people of that profession were born without tact, without that certain knowing when a specific question was not appropriate. One extremely rude journalist asked openly and curtly if he was cheating on his wife. Serena had turned slowly, searching Darien's face for an angered reaction. But he never lost his cool, he never lost his poise. He smiled icily, the exact smile that made women weak in the knees, and nodded to another reporter. Although he never mentioned the incident, he completely ignored the acid tongued woman. Another aspect that surprised her greatly was the media's interest in her. They seemed to delight in learning more about her; her childhood, her father, her hobbies. They ate up Darien's quirky comments about Serena's modesty, intelligence, and talent. She sat quietly, blushing furiously and wishing she could escape this public attention. She wasn't stupidly full of false modesty, but she was truly noble with an ego about the size of a toothpick. With extreme wonder, Serena read the articles written about her, extravagantly exaggerating on her beauty and kindness. She watched silently as the Star and the Chronicle suddenly appeared with front covers of her childhood photographs-obviously given to them from Olivia. Serena was accustomed to anonymity. Certainly, she'd never joined in gossip back in high school unlike the other girls. And when certain rumors circulated about her, she crawled into an isolated shell and didn't return to society until all the buzz about her had finally died down. After publicity, the pair climbed into the famous red limousine and drove to a local diner curiously called Mama's. They conversed over extremely delicious yet messy and overly stuffed sandwiches and cold sodas. The restaurant owner, whom Darien seemed to know personally and call Eva, tried her best to keep out reporters, photographers, and especially crazed women. As it was, they couldn't have five minutes of laughter and enjoyment when a fanatic interrupted them with hyperventilating noises and a pen and napkin thrust at his chest. Serena had to admit, Darien handled it very well. He was polite to all his fans, and to some, even friendly. One cute little girl with pigtails shyly shuffled up next to her mother. She loves you, her mother stated simply, smiling apologetically for bothering them. And yet Darien grinned, signed an autograph, took a picture, and kissed the little girl's cheek. From the blissful expression on the girl's face, Serena could tell Darien had made her day and she doubted the girl would wash that cheek until she was forced to. It was afterwards, when the girl and her mother left, that Darien voiced his sympathies and concerns. "I wish little children didn't know who I was," Darien whispered softly with a sigh as he watched, the little girl skipping down the street, out the window. Startled, Serena raised her eyebrows and took his hand into hers. "But...why not?" He turned to her, rubbing his eyes thoughtfully. "Ser, almost all the films I've been in aren't appropriate for that little girl. What kind of mother would let her six-year-old daughter see 'The Prostitute'? I was furious at Silverstone for passing off the movie as rated R. The only reason it wasn't NC-17 was 'cos they knew they wouldn't make as much money that way. Selfish, pig-headed bastards." Serena laughed, delighted. "Oh, Darien, you must be the first actor that gives a damn about that kinda stuff. I can't believe it bothers you so much." "Oh but it does!" Darien breathed passionately. "You think I ever really wanted to have this kind of life? I wanted to be a pediatrician...I wanted to help kids. What do I do to help society now? Sure, I entertain them for two hours. But that's no special accomplishment." Truthfully, Serena couldn't believe a prominent of a man like Darien would ever think of such things. He was rich. He was extremely handsome. He was married to a loyal and faithful wife. He...he had two stepchildren that had grown very fond of him. Including Serena. She felt a kind of protectivness, security around her stepfather. And she truly enjoyed his company. Well, who wouldn't? He was smart, funny, thoughtful, caring, sexy. He had the face of a model, the body of a god, and the mind of...Mother Theresa! She suppressed a laugh. As much as Darien appreciated all kinds of humor, she wasn't sure how he would react to being compared to a saint as Mother Theresa. "Serena Tsukino!? Is that you!?!" With incredible shock, Serena raised her head to a voice she knew, she recognized, and fully dreaded. *** Finished!!!! Okay, I admit it might be a little boring. But after such a long break from this story, I needed to get back in touch with the characters. Please send feedback...and suggestions!! Love Always, Azure