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So this is the first entry of this new personal diary section, I can say that Its not one of my greatest idea's but who cares :P lol well this morning at like 5 I had the weirdest thought so I went to ask my mom who was already up because she has to go on a business trip to victoria "Mom if a guy proposes to you do you have to buy him a wedding ring too?' stupid question but it was bugging me and I didn't know the answer, she said that guys don't get rings they just get a wedding band days before the wedding, I didn't know that ! lol well I am currentely involved in this whole scandle with my room mate there are stoners living above us! I really don't like them either so we've had to call the police and a lot of them got arrested for assaulting officers, drinking under age and doing coccaine lol the things people do ne? October 4th was my boyfriends 18th birthday ! Shibby! that was pretty cool we went to the liquor store and he had to leave cause he had no ID I can't remember how much he drank that night lol. Which is kind of funny since I was sober. Well my parents might be renting me out an apartment because of all the stuff happening at my place so I will have to wait a while to see whats gonna happen with that since I am still unemployed (sucks) ^_^ I change the subject a lot don't I ? well thats my entry for today it'll be a while before I post the next one thanks for your time though ^.~
Begita Larcos 9:02am
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Heylo peoples I am at home again... I am not in the greatest mood today.. :( I am having lots of problems in my new place... My room mate is trating me like a little kid and she doesn't realise it. Well that might sound mean in a way but she is trying to make all my decisions for me and I can't stand that! >:( in all truth and honesty I am going stir crazy in that place. So I got a ride from one of my dads friends and he took me back to my parents place. My dad wants me to finish my last semester of school so I would have to geta job out here an dpay off my mom and dad for all the money they lent me (you can tell what mood I'm in now from the bouncing cat heads) I can honestley say though tat I can't really do much of what I'd like to be doing in my new place. Like I can't watch any of my anime cause everyone is critical of it there at least at my parents house I can watch like anime in my room and not worry about what everyone is saying about me. But besides that I have a problem with people talking over me and trying to run my life. This morning my roomie was tlaking to one of the stoner girls upstairs and they were acctually planning out what they wanted me to get for a job(haven't had much luck getting employed) and I mean I was right there and they just went on bad mouthing me in the hall way when my door was right open, I mean yah thats mature! lol I'm getting annoyed just thinking about it. though the other part of this is, that if I move back home what does that say about my will power? 0.0 I don't really know I just would rather live there un-noticed maybe I don't really feel good about free loading on my parents, I mean even if I did get a job being away from home is acctually a nice break from the continuos family life rat race. I'm not sure what I want right now. I know for sure (this is the only thing I know) that I want to be with my boyfriend, But I don't want to hurt my room mate and I don't want my parents to think I'm making a bad decision in what I decide to do... I'm getting lost in my own writing lol. Oh well its something to ponder
Begita Larcos 3:12PM
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Well I'm back for more..! I've had some time to mull over what I'm going to do and I think I'm going to stick in there and try to make things work at my new place.. I also thought of some good points to go with that plan cause I have more privacy with my boyfriend there (people aren't in my face about everything) I don't have a curfew, I could watch hentai on my computer all night if I wanted to 0.0' (not that I would or anything) ^_^ well I'm going to try and get myself a good job down there I'm only up really late cause my mother is taking me home realy early and my old room is EXTREMLEY COLD! lol well I can sum this up here then.. I'll have to get working on my page when I visit on thanks giving chow till then
Begita Larcos 5:31 AM