when you did it i felt betray
it hurt me most when you went away
i wouldn't admit it, i had too much pride
to let myself feel the hurting inside.
even though i was empty, i felt incomplete
you had a place in my heart
no-one could compete
and when you came back
as i knew you would do
i held my ground firmly
and the pain slowly grew
i acted unfeeling
like i didn't care anymore
while inside i crumpled
& then closed the door.
i watched you walk away
& held in the tears
so i wouldn't think about
all the wasted years.
i know i'll never feel the same & nor will i forget
how you invaded my privace & the secrets that i kept.
i thought i'de teach you a lesson
and never let you see
what i really felt inside, my secret misery
but now i understand it doesn't matter who was wrong.
it's all the things that happen that help to keep us strong.
so whatever happened in the past will always be a
part,but in the future maybe we can have another start.
because whatever happens in this life is always meant to be.
just like the special place inside,
that i feel for you in me.....

� Penny Cook

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