I created this page just for thoughts.  Some of it might be true, some of it might just be BS.  Anyway, i just keep it for myself.  That's why i make the font so small...   But whatevers.  Read if you don't have anything else to do.

1) Why is life so hard?  you have all these choices to make but which ones are you supposed to chose?  the "right ones" you say.  what are the "right ones"?  i am so fricken confused.  here i am wasting my life away and not doing anything. when i could be going out into the world and make a difference.  But what do i do?  what can i do?  All i know is i'm just rotting my life away in my room.  how sad.  is this my life?  is this my choice?  i know i hate it.  So what to do?

2)  Sometimes life is funny.  one moment you are sitting there bawling your eyes out and the next you are laughing so hard your stomach hurts.  Is life really that funny??!!?

3)  Don't you hate cold sores?  I hella do.   They always appear at the "right" time and always in the most convenient parts of your mouth.  Kinda kills those smooching sessions huh? -_^

4)  What is the real purpose in life?  To find eternal peace and happiness?  Is that our mission?  To reproduce and keep our species going?  What is it?  Are we supposed to know?  Or is it variable?  If so, then does it matter?  Do we all go to the same place?

5)  Some people have it good.  Some people have money.  Some people have looks.  Some people have talent.  Some people have smart brains.  Some people are lucky all of the time.  I envy them all and I hate em all.  You wouldn't understand unless you have jack sh*t like me.

6)  If life is what you make it, then how come we are all so limited?  Why do we still suffer?  Why are we still unhappy?  Most importantly, why do we keep ourselves from using our full potential and being happy?

7)  Why is it that we do the things we want to do, but not always the things we have to do?  Even though we know that we need to get whatevers done... we just don't do it sometimes.

8)  Why does love always hurt?  It hurts when you're in love and it hurts when you're getting out of it.  Is love worth the pain? 

9)  I read in english in hs about unrequieted love (sp?)  and thought "damn, that must suck like hell to love someone and they don't love you back."  I never wanted to experience it.  I guess I must have done something bad to get it now...

10)  How do you pick up where you  are and go on?

11)  How do you move on when you're still in love?

12)  How do you quiet those voices in your head and heart crying "i miss you!!! Please come back to me!!! I love you!!!!"

13)  How do you live knowing that you lost the love of your life forever?

14)  Life can be gone in the next secon...

15)  People kill people, it's a fact.

16)  Sometimes, you really Don't matter

17)  Life goes on w/o you no matter what you think.

18)  Sometimes life just doesn't give a fuck.

19)  If we are supposed to learn from our and other's mistakes, then why does it still happen?

20)  The only one that really gives a flying fuck about you is you.

21)  We forget the past to move on, to make more bad history.

22)  Who are you?

23)  Are you who you're supposed to be?

24)  Have you ever gotten into a head of someone in war?

25)  Have you ever imagined youself going through what happened in your history books?  (it's not just telling stories)
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