| after tat terrible saturday. on monday,tat guy who diao-ed me. i finalli knew his name was choon leong. zzz... he added me in msn. i tot who was he in e beginning. and den, he said he wanted to settle some things with me. he started asking and shooting. and den of cuz i argued with him. and blah blah. he asked why i diao him (when i didnt =() and ask wad i mean by "cb frens" ha. i told him it was out of anger. he said "out of anger can anyhow scold?" den of cuz i argued back said tat it was my attitude. den he said my problems. and blah we kept on arguing. u know... he even said their first impression of me was alreadi bad. but i didnt even wan take notice of them in e firz place -.-" jus those people who i knew... zzzz... and den we argued and bleahs. after so much arguing for around 45mins i suppose. he asked me the same question again "why u say my stead and my frens cb?" i was like -omg, i explained so much and u ask me this question again, so i need to explain all over again?- i alreadi told him so much yet he asked again of cuz i get fedup, and cuz of him. i missed some parts of westside story =( so in e end, i felt tat it was meaningless argueing with him cuz he still dun get wad i mean. so out of harshness, i said "fine, since like tat. i'll say sorry to u, ur stead, ur frens and tea (my dear lar) and i'll break with him k?" den he said he didnt ask me to break with him. but not long after.i heard from yc and my dear saying tat they actually always asked my dear to break with me. wtf is tat guy trying to imply on. hais.. so i offline and sms-ed him. i ask for a break up, without second thought i jus send. and tears fell immediately. i weeped more hard when his reply was "maybe frens for us are better" i was soo heartbroken. i cried myself to sleep tat night. |