| how did we get together? |
| i cant remember since when.. he started to behave strangely.. like keep tagging in my blog tat i'm his or whatever shit.. denz fear struck me. lol...! also dunno how i feel at that time. cuz i was still so crazy over da km-ideaz guy |
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| dens jus one idiotic day, we were talking craps on e msn. denz he told me he talked with pq.. said pq told him tat she dont like yc.. and blah blah.. so i tot 'maybe she likes you' dens i told him. guess wad. he said he dont like pq and i asked him who he like dens. he said is me -_-" i was like 'wtf?' lolz.. cuz u see his face, always those kinda like to joke joke or blah blah guy. so i never took his words for real... |
| and den day by day.. we will like everyday talk on msn? hmms. cant remember clearly. but he kept telling me he like me and i just cant believe wad he say =\ it was like... i onli knew him not long? not even 1month! duhs.. and tat time, i sometimes even cry for e km-ideaz guy who broke my heart. |
| not long after, pq told -him- tat she like him. and blahs. he so stupid tat he told pq he like me! hmm onli at tat time i realise wad he told me was real =/ dens blah blah... on 14 january 2oo4, when i was changing my clothes in e toilet, pq came and wrote me a letter. duhs.. nvm, wont go into details wad she wrote. dens tat day in msn, tat idiot came online =x i see his email and everything, dunno why. i cried -.- oso dunno why why why e hell i cried! fcuking mad man... |
| dens he told me in msn tat day.. tat he saw pq very sad in sch.. and he feel abit strange. i was alreadi thinking 'hmm since lidat, muz be u like her lor, if not oso at least gt abit of feelings for her'. i told him tat and at e moment, i cried harder.. oso dunno for wad fuck. denz dunno hw la.. he said he like me onli or blahblah, dont wanna say much =x and den he asked me for stead. i was kinda confused liao lor. cuz tt time i still kinda have feelings for that km-ideaz guy. denz i cry and cry.. realise tat i like tt idiot oso =/ so dunno why why why! i agreed. fcuk sia. at tat moment, i regretted and hated myself. i hated myself becos at that moment, i felt tat im flirt, so fast falling for another guy? cant be! hais, tats why.. sorry didnt go into much details =] |